'Barking “Art! Art! Art"' by Ravyn LaRue
I want to have some vast huge expectations of myself again something concrete I want to achieve in this world because right now I have:
Spend lots of time with beloveds (which I haven’t actually been doing much of…)
Make good art (which is debatable, for me in particular, whether anything I do is good anymore)
Make a positive impact on the world (which will hopefully occur on account of my two former things, but since I’m not doing well with those, I feel like this one is entirely impossible right now)
Others have such high and specific hopes and I’m just floating crying “Art! Art! Art!” but that achieves nothing
But right now although I’m not content with it I’m only holding myself to bare minimum expectations thinking if I’m happy all will be well but I think I have to get past that since who knows if I’ll ever be consistently happy ever again I have to go on and achieve great things regardless of whether I feel my life is in ruins or not








