#rays answer

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Hello friendo, Tis I, The Hug Wizard, would you like a hug? An anon sent me

I-

Thank you very very much hug wizard kfkfkfkf 🥺❤and also Anon i love you I hope you are having a great day💫💫🥺🧡💜💚💛💓

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Please live, your an amazing person and even though we only jnow each other online I can tell you right know you have so much to live for

Well, I will keep living, I am sorry, dw

But it's not true that I have anything to live for tho

Thank you, that's really kind and sorry for the late answer❤❤❤

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*hugs you* 💙 how come you’re having trouble breathing? chest pain? stomach pain?

*hugs back*

It's no big deal, dw!

And thank you😖💫🧡

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I understand that! Your feelings are completely valid and you shouldn’t call yourself stupid for that, bub. It’s completely valid to feel that you’re not being appreciated enough when your friends aren’t really outwardly showing how much they appreciate you. It doesn’t make you a bad friend, I promise. It’s tough showing a lot of love and really receiving the same amount in return. My advice is that you just talk to them. It sounds dumb but communication is key! If you talk to them and let them know how you feel they’re going to try their best to be better. It may seem scary reaching out to them and being vulnerable but they’re your friends! 💙

Okay uhm I would respond longer tonthis but i don't wanna start crying in public fjfjfj heh-

It's just the overthinking that comes from time to time and idk

It's all good! Thank you for your advice💫

Thank you, you are really lovely💫💚🧡💙😖

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also I scrolled a little down and here’s a reminder that you do not have to hurt yourself just because someone else hurt you. They’re in the wrong and you do not have to make yourself feel worse despite what your brain is telling you. your anxiety is worse when someone does something bad to you and so your brain is going to be telling you bad bad things but I want u to try your best to listen to your good voice: the one that’s tell you that you’re going to be ok, that you’re not going to hurt yourself and that you’re going to be alright. And if you can’t hear that voice, make it come out by telling yourself that you will be ok, because you will. Even if you don’t believe it yet 💙

I just-...

Thank you a lot, really thank u so much

You are really one of the people/reasons I don't wanna pick up bad behaviours again, thank you 💙💙

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🐉Zodiac Sign?

Ik ik I am late fkfkkfkf

Gemini!!!

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Ayyyy for the cute asks! Sorry, it's a lot hehe! Love you!!💖💙💗💙💖💙💕💖 Cutie pie Daisies Dovey Dreams Forever Kisses Rainbow Toot MWUAH💕💗💙💜💜

Thank you! And no no don't worry I don't mind at all, thank you!❤❤❤💓💕💙💕🧡 (pls excuse my long answers... again...)(I am sorry)

Cutie pie: most precious item you own?

Easy one! I have a box under my bed where I collect stuff that I got from friends and cinema tickets and all that stuff from days that i really enjoyed.

Andddd my "every-day-precious-item" are my key chains! I would probably cry and hang myself if I lost them whoopsie- (i was so sad when I lost my Good Omens one, rip)

Daisies: describe a moment when you felt free

Hmm, it can be both: normal school days, but where I felt really comfortable, warm, safe, happy etc. But also great days where I spend a lot of time with people(or also just with one person) that are important to me. For example when we went hiking, I felt super super great💕💕💓❤(thank you a lot mwuah) Another thing is when I am home alone and the weather is nice and I am done with my chores and can just lay on the bed and listen to nice music and not moving and just occasionally smiling.

Dovey: any paranormal/magical experiences?

Ouf, uhm I would have several things i could say here hmm

Uhm okay something like maybe I was once in a quite maniac-depressive episode? And that was this years' winter and I kinda hat two very strange and kinda scary things? Yeah idk

One was when I came back from the toilet at 3am and I was passing the living room rn to get to the bedroom and even though the lights were turned out everywhere I suddenly had a very different image in my head. So, I went into the living room, and it was dark when I did, but the next step it suddenly felt like the lights were turned on and suddenly something from the lamp started cracking and then kinda exploded and I saw fucking yellow and orange light and I immediately kneeled down and held my head to yk protect myself in case I get hurt? But... the next second I opened my eyes everything was just as dark and quiet. And idk then I kinda started crying in the bathroom bc I was scared and yeah(i would have understood it if I were sleepy or smth but I really was not)

And another thing was on the skiing week I was just sitting on the floor(like gays do)and listening and occasionally throwing in some stuff while friends were talking in our room and then I suddenly heard screams and I kinda couldn't hear the others for like 7 seconds and I nearly shat my pants bc fuck someone is screaming, somethings happening! And why is no one reacting?

(But like I think you saw my confused face after that and asked what was up. I said nothing, but well that was it, sorry hun XD)

(I am.sorry if I understood this wrong, but when I hear "paranormal" i think of something scary and the only magical thing taht has ever happened to me is you, so yeah \_(^-^)_/)

Dreams: do you want to have any tattoos?

Yes yes yes yes yes (i like the ones that would be temporary you know? Now you can get tatoos that stay for 6 months, 1 year, 2 years and stuff. I would love to get one of them)

Forever: where do you feel time stop

When we hug ówò or when I see your eyes, they are just so eternally beautiful fifkkfjfj(liek everything about you, but yk that I adore your eyes XD)

And also just generally when I am having a really good laugh with someone. Like just laughing really hard and not getting any air. That happens quite often when I am at Maqeeta's she is just a pure comedian I love her XD our energy matches a lot hehe.

And I have this kind of moments with a lot friends so I really really love that (I still can't get over "Sebastian" during our IT-class if you remember XD)(and a few other conversations :D)

Kisses: what romantic cliché do youwish most for?

I-I.... I really want to have a date(if I ever have one in general, but also just a meet-up with someone) where you uhm:

You know those picnics on a hill? And just watching the sun go down and then watch the stars with a person you really like or a significant other? It would be something that I can imagine going super well and nice and comfortbale and lovely and yeah. Maybe one day, maybe not! Hehe

A-And... something else would be to k-kiss on top of a ferris wheel? I always SWOON when I read a manga or book and that happens hehe so yeah these two are something very cliché but sound so enlightening to me

Rainbow: what was thelastline of the lastbook you read?

OwO I don't remember the exact sentence but my dear Elizabeth was being sarcastical and funny again, I love her XD

Toot: what is something you find unique about yourself?

I am uniquely annoying-

Heh, I am sorry I don't have an answer on this that is positive. But thank you for the ask! Mwuah!

OKAY PLEASE EXCUSE MY RANTS AND THANK YOU FOR THE ASKS MWUAH❤❤❤❤❤❤

Oh and btW I LOVE YOU!!

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Wow Ray, you are g r e a t

Literally just **a m a z i n g**

Bro, I am seriously not and just fkfkfk

NO U

Thx tho, ily❤❤🥺