#recoving

[selfcare-journey]

Going through a new situation can be terrifying, and facing your feelings is a whole battle on its own, but youre surviving it right now and that's incredible. I can't imagine how hard it must be to go through that.

You've already won, every second you exist, you win again. <3

Thank you so much, this was beautiful and I wanted to post it because I thought it could help others 💕Thank you so much for your continued support

[attackonkataang]

Okay this is gonna be the last post about obsessing over myself for a little bit I hope, I’m just so beyond excited to be making progress with #bodydysmorphia I’ve always hated my body, and the answer was never as simple as “fat therefor unhappy” there was something going on I never understood before. Just looking now, my actual form and shape has changed. This wasn’t fat, this was me feeling squished and crumpled like a pretzel all the time. Not understanding how to fix anything, because I didn’t know what was wrong. I had worked out, and even lost fat prior in the past; that wasn’t solving issues. I’ve worked really hard to be able to see what’s causing my issues and targeting them. Im not skinny now, I don’t need to be. But I feel like I can function. The whole phenomenon has been so difficult for me to explain, I’ve never talked about this openly before. ☺️ Maybe later I’ll work on cleaning my mirror 😂 #bodypositivity #physicaltrauma #recoving #spirituality #livingpeacefully https://www.instagram.com/p/CbJnilhLQu3bo-kVuHWlS0AH1La68glig2fOFI0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[sky3lights]

my friend had an idea today. I want the tumblr worlds opinion. I was approached by a good friend of mine about someone he knows and is sincerely attached to currently. she is on heroin. he wanted to know what to do about it. I turn to my friend who I know went through this with her mother. she gave me advice to pass on to him. suddenly she came up with this idea... we become saviors. we get a van and we take people to somewhere safe, away from their drug use, and help them start over. it'll be a painful and extremely hard thing to do... but it would be so rewarding.

[purephotographypurelife]

A Love Letter To Myself.

Dear Kayla, 

 I've known you for 19 very emotional years. We've been through a lot, you and I. There's been many downs but there's also been many ups. There's been times where you plainly just wanted to give up, and call it quits but I am here to say that I am proud of you for being the fighter that you are. Staying strong through all the heartaches, has made you into this genuine, passionate, kind, loving, caring person you are today. I know there are many days where you just don't like what you see when you look in the mirror staring back at you. In fact you hate it, but despite those days, which are a lot, I want you to know you are beautiful even on the days where you just don't feel like it. You are are loved, even when you feel like no one could cares if you were still here on earth. You are NOT alone, even on those days where all you do is wish that someone would text, call, or message you and no one does. I am sorry that I haven't been so kind to you, in fact I have been plainly cruel to you at times. I am sorry for the marks I left on your thighs that will never go away. I know you tell yourself that you are awesome all the time, but I think it's time you start believing it. So, lets start focusing on the good things, and letting go of all the thing we have no control over. Being happy because you have a good life and so many people that care about you. Promise to take at least one night a week to spend time with each other to just let go off all the bad things.

 Before, I end this. Remember that you are beautiful, you are loved, and you are not alone. 

  Always, 

You. 

[hideanndseek-blog]

STRUGGLING STILL

Going onto my the beginning of my fourth week tomorrow and I am nowhere I am finding it so hard, confusing, scaring I am having the biggest moods I just am not coping I cannot find the strength reading other peoples blogs supports and gives me great inspirations but I never find have the power to follow them into life and happiness as it seems like impossible like hoping for the hopeless. Im trying though

[christianmcfly]

ROAD TO RECOVERY DAY 1

today was a better day then i expected after my emotional breakdown last night because the woman i love doesnt want anything to do with me anymore period. so im going to respect her wishes and leave her alone, and get back to being me. today i didnt wake up til about 4 in the after noon, i dont sleep at night. friend invited me to play some cod, we dominated were like shaq and kobe. transitioned from black ops to MW2 to kll in some hardcore HQ. and for a bit through out today i thought about how i can change and make things better. thinking of all the things i've done, what i used to do, who i used to be and how things used to be. and i realized what i need to do. i've created to alter egos, why well for a fresh start for when i meet new people. the flash persona was a guy who cared and loved all his friends, courage, confident, a bit self concious, a flirt, open minded, never shared or showed his pain. the christian persona said what he what when he wanted did what he want how he want, lone wolf was willing to share his pain. but i now know what i gotta do. its not like i was putting on a front or being fake it was the events that were taking place which brought out these characteristics, flash was always surrounded by friends and people, while christian was losing people and decided not to give into it anymore and just be him and do what he wants but not trying to offend or hurt anyone in the process. because if figured out when im around my friends i can be both, because the ones who truely know me know that ima be like this. that im gonna be friends with you but at the same time ima be blunt your situations or kick a little joke in here and there but im not trying to hurt you make you feel bad or make fun of you. thats just how i am or thats how i was, any situation good or bad i would always try to find the brighter side so it could keep me from feeling bad or down. like the situation right now where im being force to get over someone i truely love. bright side: maybe one day we could be strong friends once she see thats im back to myself because she would know i can be someone to talk to  about anything and have a good time with as being friends. thats how i see it now, i cant be the week person i was calling txting begging for her forgiveness asking what did i do wrong so i can make it right asking for another chance. no i fucked up and have to live with the consequences and learn from them. im not gonna get mad upset and cry about it. i wanna learn from it so when the next person who comes along and i care and fall for them i'll know not to make the same mistakes all over again. so i can never be that weak person i once was. so i can be that awesome confident person i was who i believe had everything no complaints. because i just wanna be happy and live life everyday with no problems no unnecessary stress or drama just being me Christian Flash Woods