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wanted to dance but i kept spinning towards the butcher - 6/25/26 (adornself)
Def heavy: mentions SA, prostitution, drug use, incest, and medical trauma
Quiescence
so does anyone want to talking about skizz suggesting a meeting tower over water in the new past life episode?
this did NOT end well last time bro 😔
Echo Chamber
I've listened to your litanies for eons;
dogmas and diatribes
against the vulnerable.
And, as I retreat deeper into myself -
introversion from now on,
a kind of conversion,
but with some catharsis
rather than a crisis
of identifying this body.
And, the trauma of smelling death.
I've found solace.
Beneath the slatted beams
where thick marrow forms insulation
from the cold inside, and through
the steepled chambers
hallowed prayer beats
staccato in the hollow halls.
Faithless cacophonies peel off the tolling bell
resurrecting wraiths with a single ring
whose voices burn with something
Unimaginable; liturgies
for the selfish sacrifice...
I Saved A Space For You (I Burned It All Away)
There are so many small deaths in life.
Occasions where your body trudges on,
While your soul remains there in the mud,
And in those moments you become
Something, someone, somewhere .
There was an occasion, once,
Where I dipped my heart in gold,
Wrapped it, in finest silk,
And placed in a chest, for you.
It died there,
Dried out, forgotten, old.
And so, perhaps, did I.
The fires that consumed me
Remained inside,
My body, my tomb, my prison.
You are the final resting place
For every good thing
That ever could have bloomed in me.
I would name you winter
For your arrival drove my soul to wilt,
But it did not bloom again in spring.
The fields were barren in summer.
By fall we all starved to death,
And when winter returned
There was no evidence at all
That we were ever there.
There are so many small deaths in life.
Occasions where I love you means distant fondness,
And I'm done means you have stolen everything that I had left to offer,
And in those moments you become
Rotten, bitter, evil,
And everything you've ever promised that you would never be.
Begging the mail carrier to come out of retirement to take just another letter
I’ve been learning a new language
Trying to use my
Tongue to impress you
It used to matter
What I wrote so
I took what I knew of
The old alphabet
Iconography
Hieroglyphs
I practiced each part
Of your name
I looked at old poets
All the lines
I wish I wrote
Every line ever
Whispered into my
Very being
And strung them together
To the sound your heart makes
When my soul is
Pressed to it
I studied lost love letters
Famous ones too
Looking for any way
To reach you again
To be on your frequency
To put a crack in the wall
To break it down all together
Brick by brick by
Letter by letter
Scattering all 26 of them
With my hands
Across your
Lips
Reading them slowly
Sounding them out
Like sobs
Pleading for your
Understanding
Im learning a new language
All the better to love you in
But I’m afraid
You’re not at the same address