The grief, the pain, it was never over. I just began recognizing it as a part of mine.
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The grief, the pain, it was never over. I just began recognizing it as a part of mine.
The Relatable Lines
My heart was still a dark, colourless canvas which you painted with your different shades of love.
He knew
The darkness that lies beneath my perfectly carved smile
Could bring about a destruction which would be beyond repair
Yet he decided to stay
With me, with my darkened soul
Decided to bring the light to the empty barren walls of my heart
Even when there's nothing much left to save
Learning to love the sound of my footsteps which could make me leave the places I don't belong.
Perfectionism is nothing but self destruction.
मैं मर जाऊँ
तो मेरे जिस्म को जला देना
राख समेटना और कहीं दफना देना
मुझे ज़मीन से जोड़े रखना
अज़ाद मेरे जिस्म को कर मुझे उस क़ब्र में सुला देना
फूलों से नहीं अपनी बातों से मुझे सजाना
पर मिलने कभी कभी ज़रूर आना
आंसू नहीं खुशियाँ लेकर वापस जाना
मैं अब ज़िन्दगी की बंदिशों से नहीं बंधीं बल्कि अज़ाद हूँ
यही सोचकर खुश हो जाना
तुम्हे हक़ है हर खुशी का
तुम मेरे गुज़र जाने पर अपनी ज़िंदगी से हर रिश्ता निभाना
Mein mar jau
Toh mere jism ko jalaa dena
Raakh sametnaa aur kahi dafnaa dena
Mujhe zameen se jode rakhna
Azaad mere jism ko kar mujhe uss kabra m sulaa dena
Phoolon se nhi apni baaton se mujhe sajana
Par milne kabhi kabhi zarur aana
Aansu nhi khushiyaan le kr vaapis jaana
Mein abh zindagi ki bandishon se nhi bandhi balki azaad hu
Yahi soch kar khush ho jaana
Tumhe haq hai har khushi kaa
Mere guzar jaane par tum zindagi se har rishta nibhana