pairing: anton x fem bodied reader | brother's best friend!anton x reader (reader is sungchan's younger sister) | friends-to-lovers-ish
plot: you come home to find your brother’s best friend staying over, and what starts as something easy to ignore quickly turns into something neither of you can pretend isn’t there.
word count: approx. 5k
warnings: making out, fingering, unprotected sex (don't do it), oral sex (female receiving), sungchan is a protective brother, reader is younger than sungchan and anton
requested - yes | HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII LOVE YOUR WRITING ... CAN WE GET SOMETHING WITH ANTON ......... maybe he's like reader's older brother's friend and all that cliche
a/n: finally an anton ask, this man... he be getting freakier day by day i just know he thrives on knowing he's desired like he's definitely my bias wrecker everyday
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anton had always just been your brother’s friend — not yours, not really — someone who existed in your life in the same quiet, unremarkable way he existed in sungchan’s. he came over, greeted your parents politely, stayed just a step behind whatever noise your brother brought into the room, and left without ever disturbing the balance of anything. you never had a reason to notice him beyond that. he was simply there, consistent and unobtrusive, like a fixture you never thought to question.
which was exactly why it felt so disorienting the first time you did notice him.
your brother, sungchan, had never needed to set rules when it came to you. he didn’t tell his friends to stay away, didn’t make a show of being overprotective, but it lingered in the way he spoke, in the way he dismissed every guy you mentioned with an ease that felt almost practiced. no one ever seemed to meet whatever quiet standard he held, and over time it became less of a conversation and more of a fact. you stopped bringing people up. he stopped asking. it settled into something unspoken between you.
anton had never been part of that dynamic.
not because sungchan approved of anything, but because anton had never been anything that required approval.
until something shifted, so quietly that you almost convinced yourself it hadn’t.
…..
it started with a car ride that should have meant nothing. sungchan had texted you that he was caught up and couldn’t make it, that anton would pick you up instead, and you hadn’t thought twice about it until you opened the passenger door and realised it was just the two of you. the interior of the car felt smaller than it should have, like the space had narrowed without warning.
anton greeted you the same way he always did, a soft “hey” paired with a brief glance that lingered just slightly longer than you remembered. you returned it automatically, settling into your seat, the door closing with a muted thud that seemed louder than usual in the quiet that followed.
the drive began simply enough, the hum of the engine filling the silence, but it wasn’t the kind of silence you were used to with him. it wasn’t empty. it had texture, something faint but persistent that made you aware of things you had never noticed before — the way his hands rested steady on the steering wheel, the slight flex in his fingers when he slowed at a junction, the way he adjusted the air conditioning without asking, like he had already picked up on the smallest change in your posture. at a red light, his gaze shifted toward you for a moment, not intrusive, not lingering, but deliberate enough that you felt it.
“you don’t have to drop me all the way,” you said eventually, your voice cutting through the quiet more to steady yourself than anything else.
“i know,” he replied, his tone even, almost absent-minded.
that made you turn slightly, catching the side of his profile. there was no hesitation in him, no sense that he was doing you a favour.
“i don’t mind,” he added, softer this time.
the words settled somewhere you couldn’t quite name.
the rest of the ride passed without much else said, but the atmosphere didn’t ease. if anything, it deepened, something unspoken threading through the space between you. when he pulled up outside your place, the car came to a stop a fraction too smoothly, like he had anticipated it before you even noticed you were there.
you reached for the door, pausing just briefly.
“thanks, anton.”
he nodded, his gaze meeting yours again for that same fraction of a second that felt longer than it should have.
“yeah.”
you stepped out first.
and the moment lingered long after the car pulled away.
…..
the second time, sungchan was there, and that should have returned everything to normal. it should have reset whatever had shifted into something familiar, something easy.
instead, it sharpened it.
you had called your brother halfway through a date that had gone exactly as badly as you expected, your patience worn thin enough that you didn’t bother hiding it. he had shown up quickly, as he always did, already irritated in that quiet, controlled way that meant he had been right and intended to let you know it.
you expected him alone.
so when the car pulled up and you saw anton in the passenger seat, it caught you off guard in a way that was hard to explain. you slowed without meaning to.
“come on y/n!” he called out, already impatient. “get in.”
you opened the back door, sliding in, the leather seat cool beneath your palms. “i thought it was just you.”
“it is just me,” he replied dismissively. “he was already with me.”
anton didn’t turn around, but you caught his eyes in the rearview mirror anyway, a quick flicker of acknowledgment before he looked away, like he was aware of the line he wasn’t supposed to cross.
“how bad was it?” sungchan asked, pulling away from the curb.
“i don’t want to talk about it,” you groaned.
“that bad, huh?” he muttered, a quiet scoff following. “i told you not to go.”
“you tell me that about everyone,” you shot back, your tone edged with irritation.
“because everyone you pick is questionable,” he replied, not missing a beat. there was a pause, his voice lowering just slightly. “you don’t have to sit there and entertain guys like that.”
you leaned back into the seat, exhaling slowly. “you’ve decided that about someone you’ve never met.”
“i don’t need to meet him,” sungchan said flatly. “if he’s wasting your time, he’s not worth it.”
the words settled heavily in the space, familiar in their bluntness. from the front seat, anton shifted almost imperceptibly, the movement so slight you might have missed it if you hadn’t been paying attention.
“then who is?” you asked, more quietly this time.
sungchan didn’t answer. the silence that followed stretched just long enough to say what he wouldn’t.
“exactly,” you murmured, turning your gaze to the window.
for a moment, the car filled with nothing but the sound of the road beneath the tires, the tension sitting low and steady.
then anton spoke.
“do you want to stop somewhere?” he asked, his voice cutting through the quiet in a way that felt deliberate. “get something to eat?”
you blinked, caught off guard by the shift. “what?”
“food,” he clarified, still facing forward. “you could use the recharge.”
the simplicity of it contrasted too sharply with everything else.
before you could respond, sungchan leaned forward slightly, interest immediate. “yeah, actually. drive-thru sounds good.”
a small laugh escaped you despite yourself. “well i guess that’s decided.”
anton chuckled. you watched the side of his face through the mirror for a moment, wondering if he would look back.
he didn’t.
but you had the distinct sense that he knew you were looking anyway.
the rest of the ride softened into something easier, sungchan talking, you responding, but the undercurrent remained. it lingered in the way anton stayed quiet but present, in the way his attention seemed to settle in small, precise ways you couldn’t quite ignore.
when the car stopped outside your place, you paused again before stepping out, the hesitation so brief it might have gone unnoticed.
…..
you only meant to drop your bag and find your brother.
that was it. you had just gotten back from your semester break, the house already warm with the sound of your parents in the kitchen, something cooking, voices moving in and out of each other. you followed the noise toward the back without thinking, pushing the sliding door open—
—and stopping.
because sungchan wasn’t the first thing you saw.
anton was.
he stood at the edge of the pool, turned slightly away, the light catching on him in a way that made everything else feel a little less sharp. you had always known he swam — sungchan talked about it often enough — but knowing had never felt like this.
because seeing him like this was different.
it wasn’t loud. it didn’t try.
it just held your attention.
your eyes moved before you could stop them, tracing over him without permission — the line of his shoulders, broad but easy, the kind that came from repetition, not effort; the way water still clung to him, sliding down slowly, catching along the definition of his abs just enough to make you look longer than you should have.
and you did.
you shouldn’t have, but you did.
then your gaze drifted again, taking in his height — just slightly shorter than sungchan, but not enough to matter, still tall enough that it shifted something in the way you looked at him now. it felt like you had missed something obvious this whole time.
you didn’t realise how long you had been standing there.
not until he moved.
it was small — a shift of weight, a subtle tightening through his shoulders — and then he turned.
not startled. just certain. like he already knew.
his gaze found yours immediately. and just like that, you knew, you hadn’t been subtle at all.
you looked away, quick, almost abrupt, trying to recover before the moment could settle into something worse—
too late.
“my baby!”
sungchan’s voice cut straight through it, loud and bright and completely unaware, snapping everything apart as he hauled himself out of the pool and walked toward you, water dripping everywhere like he had no intention of stopping.
“stop calling me that, oh my god,” you groaned, the heat in your face thankfully easy to blame on him.
“when did you get back?” he asked, ignoring you entirely as he came closer.
“just now,” you said, stepping back automatically. “don’t—seriously, don’t touch me, you’re dripping.”
he grinned, not slowing down at all. “missed me, sis?”
“no, i did not.”
“liar.”
you did miss your big brother, of course you did, but your mind was still stuck somewhere else, still trying to shake off the fact that anton had caught you like that.
you slipped past sungchan before he could reach you, rolling your eyes. “you are exhausting.”
“and yet you love me,” he said easily, turning to follow you inside. “who else is going to deal with the cockroaches for you?”
“unfortunately, you do serve a purpose.”
he laughed, satisfied with that, already moving ahead of you—but you slowed at the doorway, just for a second, the awareness hitting before you even turned.
anton was behind you.
close enough that you could feel it. close enough that the space felt different again.
“oh,” sungchan added casually, like it meant nothing, like it wasn’t about to land at all, “anton’s staying for a few days.”
you stopped without meaning to. just a fraction. then you turned.
anton was already there, already watching, like he had been waiting for you to look at him again.
“hi, y/n.”
he says it like he always does—easy, familiar, like nothing about the last few seconds had been out of place.
“hi,” you answer, a little too quick, like you’re catching up.
…..
you woke earlier than usual the next morning, the house still quiet in that way it only ever was before everyone else got up. the air felt still, untouched, and you moved through it half-awake, more instinct than thought guiding you as you stepped into the bathroom, already reaching for your toothbrush—
and then you stopped.
anton was there.
he stood at the sink, sleeves pushed up, head tilted slightly as he rinsed his mouth, like he had been there long enough to settle into it. he looked up at the same time you did, catching your reflection in the mirror before you had the chance to react, and for a moment neither of you moved.
“morning,” he said.
“morning.”
your voice came out softer than you intended, quieter in a space that suddenly felt too contained.
you stepped in anyway, because turning around would have meant something, because leaving would have been noticeable, and acting normal felt easier than acknowledging anything else. the mirror caught both of you at once, side by side but not quite, close enough that it became difficult to ignore how little space there actually was between you.
you focused on your routine instead, on the familiar rhythm of it, on anything that did not require you to look at him directly.
it worked for a few seconds.
then, without meaning to, you glanced up and found him watching you through the mirror. not openly. not enough to call attention to it.
but enough.
“what?” you said, brushing your teeth, trying to sound unaffected.
“nothing.”
“you’re looking.”
“so are you.”
you stilled for half a second before continuing, slower this time, more aware of every movement. “i’m not.”
he didn’t respond.
that silence settled heavier than any answer could have.
because when you looked up again, he was still there, still watching, his gaze steady in a way that made it impossible to pretend it hadn’t been intentional.
and this time, he didn’t look away first.
after that, it became harder to convince yourself it was nothing.
it followed you into the smaller moments, the ones that should have passed without leaving anything behind.
…..
thirst pulls you from the living room, your bare feet padding softly across the cool kitchen tiles. you flick on the dim under-cabinet light, rummaging for a glass in the cupboard, when the soft creak of floorboards makes you pause.
anton steps in, rubbing the back of his neck, still in a gray t-shirt and loose sweatpants that hang low on his hips. his hair is tousled from sleep, and he slows when he sees you, something small and familiar curving at the corner of his mouth. “couldn’t sleep either?” he murmurs, his voice low in the quiet.
you nod, turning to the sink as you fill your glass, the rush of water sounding louder than it should. “yeah. too wired.” it’s true, but not entirely.
he moves toward the fridge, reaching past you for a bottle, and his arm brushes yours. the contact is brief, accidental, but it lingers anyway, something that settles under your skin before you can ignore it. when you turn, you’re closer than you expect, the space between you narrowing without either of you stepping in.
his gaze drops for a second, then lifts again, slower this time. “you okay?” he asks, softer now, like he’s testing something he hasn’t said out loud yet.
the question hangs there, quieter than it should be.
you lean back against the counter, taking a slow sip of your water, aware of him beside you without needing to look. he is close enough that it changes the air, close enough that your focus doesn’t stay where you want it to, close enough that the silence starts to feel like something.
“you don’t look like you’re in a hurry to leave,” he says after a moment.
you turn your head slightly, meeting his gaze. “what does that mean?”
“it means you’ve been avoiding me since you got back.”
you let out a small scoff. “i have not.”
“really?” there’s a hint of something in his tone now, not quite teasing. “because it took this long to catch you alone.”
the words settle between you, and the quiet stretches with them.
you look at him properly then, without anything in between. “and why would you want that?”
he holds your gaze for a beat, like he’s deciding how much to say. “so we can talk.”
“about what?”
there’s a pause, longer this time.
then, steady, “did it ever occur to you that i might’ve missed you too? not just sungchan.”
it lands without resistance.
you don’t answer right away.
the silence shifts, no longer neutral, no longer something you can move through without noticing. it settles into something heavier, something that lingers.
you glance down at your glass, then back at him. “this is weird.”
“i know.”
“then why are you still here?”
he doesn’t answer immediately, and for a moment you think he won’t.
then, quieter, “because you didn’t ask me to leave.”
your breath catches, just slightly.
“that doesn’t mean—”
“i know,” he says, just as soft. “i know.”
and the way he says it makes it clear—
he does.
you should step away then. you should say something that puts distance back where it belongs, something that makes this smaller, easier, nothing.
you don’t.
it gets easier after that.
not better.
just easier.
the tension stops feeling accidental, stops feeling like something you can brush off or ignore. it settles into something steadier, something you carry without naming, showing up in the way you move around each other, in the way conversations linger a fraction too long, in the way silence starts to feel deliberate instead of empty.
sungchan never notices.
of course he doesn’t.
he moves through the house the same way he always does, loud and careless, leaving you alone with anton without thinking, without questioning, like nothing has changed at all.
but it has.
and it is getting harder to pretend it hasn’t.
because now it isn’t just in the glances, or the moments that stretch a little too long.
it is in the way he stays.
anton was the first to cut the tension by stepping forward. his hand brushes your waist—light at first, then firmer, pulling you against the counter. your breath hitched, glass forgotten on the edge, and he leaned in, lips hovering near yours.
“i've wanted to do this for so long,” he confesses in that quiet voice, the words carrying a freaky undercurrent that makes your pulse race. then he kisses you, soft and exploratory, his mouth warm and tentative, tongue tracing the seam of your lips until you part for him.
it deepens fast, his hands sliding up your sides under your tank top, thumbs brushing the undersides of your breasts. you taste the faint mint from the toothpaste, and he groans into your mouth, the sound low and hungry. your fingers tangle in his shirt, yanking him closer, and he responds by pressing his body flush against yours, the hard line of his cock already thickening in his sweatpants, grinding subtly into your thigh.
anton breaks the kiss to trail his lips down your jaw, nipping at your earlobe before whispering, “quiet baby, don't want to wake everyone up now do we,” but his actions contradict the warning; one hand cups your ass, squeezing hard as he lifts you onto the counter, your legs wrapping around his waist instinctively. the cool granite bites into your skin, but his heat overrides it, his erection now pressing directly against your core through your shorts, the friction making you whimper.
he captures your mouth again, this time fiercer, tongue fucking into you with deep, possessive strokes, saliva mixing messily as you suck on it in return. his free hand dives under your top, palming your breast, pinching the nipple until it pebbles and you gasp into his kiss. “fuck, these tits,” he breathes, voice still soft but laced with that freaky growl, pulling the fabric up to expose you. he latches onto one nipple, sucking hard, teeth grazing the sensitive bud while his hips roll, dry-humping you with increasing urgency.
your hands roam down, pulling him tighter. he's rock-hard, cock throbbing as it nudges your clit through the layers, pre-cum likely smearing his tip. anton straightens, eyes locked on yours with intense hunger, and yanks your shorts aside, fingers finding your soaked pussy. he strokes your slit, parting the folds to circle your clit, then dips two inside, curling them against that spot that makes your vision blur.
“tight and wet already,” he murmurs, pumping his fingers slow and deep, thumb pressing your clit in firm circles. the wet sounds echo softly in the kitchen, obscene against the quiet house, and you bite your lip to stifle a moan, but he pulls your hair back gently, exposing your throat. “let me hear you baby,” he demands quietly, biting down on your neck, sucking a mark that blooms red. his fingers speed up, stretching you with a third, scissoring inside as your walls clench, arousal dripping down his hand.
he curled his fingers against that sensitive spot deep within, pumping slowly at first, then faster, his thumb grinding against your clit. your hips buck involuntarily, chasing the building pressure as wetness coats his hand. “god, you're dripping for me,” anton growls, his voice low and rough, eyes dark with lust. he pulls his fingers free, bringing them to his mouth to suck them clean, tasting you with a moan that vibrates through his chest. “i need more of that,” he murmurs, his gaze dropping to your exposed core before he sinks to his knees between your legs.
anton spreads your thighs wide with his strong hands, gripping your hips to hold you open and exposed. he leans in close, his hot breath teasing your folds, making you shiver in anticipation. then his tongue flattens against your pussy, licking a long, slow stripe from your entrance up to your clit, savoring every drop of your arousal. the raw sensation hits you like a spark, and you gasp sharply, your fingers immediately tangling in his hair to urge him on. he devours you hungrily, his tongue lapping at your slick entrance before swirling around your swollen clit with firm, insistent circles that make your toes curl.
he sucks your clit into his hot mouth, teeth grazing the sensitive nub just enough to draw a whimper from your lips, then releases it with a pop before plunging his tongue deep inside you, fucking your pussy with deep, rhythmic thrusts. your body arches off the surface, thighs quivering as the pleasure builds relentlessly in your core. anton's hands knead your ass cheeks, pulling you flush against his face, his nose bumping your clit with every eager lick and suck. he groans deeply into your folds, the vibrations sending fresh waves of heat pulsing through you, your walls clenching around his invading tongue.
“fuck baby, you taste incredible,” he rasps against your skin, his voice muffled but thick with desire, before diving back in with renewed fervor. he alternates between flicking his tongue rapidly over your clit and thrusting it inside you, his fingers digging into your flesh to keep you pinned and writhing under his assault. the intensity coils tighter and tighter, your breaths coming in ragged pants as you teeter on the edge, but anton senses it and pulls back just enough to deny you release, his lips shiny with your juices and a wicked glint in his eyes.
desperate now, you reach for him as he stands back up, shoving his sweatpants down just enough to free his cock—thick, veined, the head flushed and leaking pre-cum. your hand wraps around the hot length, stroking firmly from base to tip, thumbing the slit to spread the slickness. anton hisses through his teeth, his hips thrusting into your fist as his fingers return to your pussy, now three digits stretching and fucking you relentlessly, his palm slapping wetly against your clit with each plunge.
he bites your bottom lip hard enough to sting, drawing a sharp gasp from you, then soothes it with his tongue, the kiss turning messy and desperate, chins slick with spit and your combined arousal. tongues tangle fiercely, breaths mingling in hot, urgent pants as the dual sensations—your hand pumping his cock, his fingers pounding into you—drive you both toward the brink.
“need to fuck you now baby,” anton says, his voice husky and commanding, that soft-spoken facade completely shattered. he withdraws his fingers with a wet pop, replacing them with the blunt head of his cock. he rubs it along your folds, coating himself in your juices, teasing your entrance before pushing in inch by inch. the stretch burns so deliciously, your pussy yielding to his girth as he bottoms out, balls pressed flush against your ass. “fuck, anton, you're so big,” you moan, nails raking down his back.
he stills for a moment, forehead pressed to yours, both of you panting in sync. “so fucking good,” he groans, “gripping me like a vice.” then he starts moving, pulling out almost all the way before slamming back in, setting a brutal pace that has your tits bouncing and your cries echoing through the room. his cock hits that spot inside you with every thrust, the wet sounds of skin slapping skin mixing with your gasps. anton's hands pin your wrists behind your back, his mouth claiming yours in a bruising kiss as he fucks you harder, deeper, the earlier oral tease amplifying every sensation until you're both chasing that explosive climax with raw, unfiltered passion.
he shifts, angling to pound your g-spot, the rhythm brutal now—pull out, slam in, over and over, your juices coating his shaft and dripping onto the counter. “cum for me,” he whispers fiercely, dropping his hand to rub your clit fast and rough. pleasure explodes, your orgasm ripping through you, pussy spasming wildly around his cock, milking him as waves of ecstasy make your toes curl and thighs quake.
"where do you want me to cum, baby?"
"fuck, inside me, cum inside me, anton," anton let out a guttural moan at this.
anton follows seconds later, groaning low into your shoulder, thrusting deep as he unloads, hot cum flooding your core in thick pulses. he grinds through it, prolonging the bliss, until you're both trembling, breaths mingling in the dim light. he pulls out slowly, a mix of your releases trickling down your thigh, and kisses you tenderly, the freaky intensity ebbing back to his gentle demeanor.
the room settles into a quiet that feels different now, not tense or uncertain but full in a way that makes it hard to look away from what just happened. you sit there for a moment, close enough to feel the warmth of him in front of you, your breathing still uneven as you try to steady it, like if you focus on something small enough it might make everything else easier to process.
anton shifts slightly, not pulling away, just enough that you’re aware of him again, like the moment is still there between you, not something either of you is trying to undo.
“hey,” he says, his voice low, careful.
you lift your head toward him. “hey.”
it comes out softer than you expect, like the quiet has settled into you too.
there’s a pause that lingers, not awkward, just heavy with everything neither of you has said yet.
“are you okay?” he asks.
you let out a breath that almost turns into a laugh. “yeah i am.”
you look at him properly then, not through glances or reflections, not in passing, but like this, with nothing in between. “that just happened.”
“yeah.”
“and sungchan is literally in this house.”
“i know.”
“you’re very calm about that.”
“i’m not,” he admits quietly. “i’m just not… showing it.”
that makes something in you ease, just slightly. “right.”
another pause settles in, softer this time, less sharp around the edges. then, after a moment, he says it.
“y/n, i like you.”
there’s no hesitation, no attempt to soften it, no way to pretend it means anything else.
you don’t look away.
“okay,” you reply, just as steady. “i… i like you too, anton.”
that catches him off guard, just enough to show.
“you do?”
you let out a small breath. “yeah.”
something shifts in his expression, the faintest hint of a smile that doesn’t quite stay. “you could’ve said something.”
“so could you.”
“yeah,” he says, quieter now. “i should’ve.”
you study him for a moment, taking in the way he’s looking at you now, like he’s done holding anything back. “how long?”
he exhales slowly, gaze dropping for a second before coming back to you. “long enough.”
“that’s not an answer.”
“it’s the only one i’ve got.”
you nod, accepting it for what it is.
“and you?” he asks, more careful this time.
you don’t answer immediately. you think about the way this has been building, the way you’ve noticed him noticing you, the way neither of you ever said anything out loud.
“i wouldn’t be here if i didn’t,” you say finally, your voice quieter now.
that’s enough.
you see it in the way something settles in him, not relief exactly, but something close to it, something steadier.
“so what are we doing?” he asks.
you let out a slow breath, your gaze drifting for a second before finding him again. “i don’t know yet.”
“that’s not very reassuring.”
“it’s honest.”
he nods, taking that in without pushing.
you shift slightly closer without thinking about it, your voice softening. “we’ll figure it out.”
he doesn’t hesitate.
“okay.”
and the way he says it, like he means it, like he’s already decided to stay in this with you, makes something settle in your chest, not resolved, not simple, but real enough that you don’t question it.
for a moment, neither of you moves, and this time the silence doesn’t feel like something waiting to be filled, just something you’re both choosing to stay in, together.
𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 sub reader, mean dom sohee, mean dom anton, threesome, boyfriend’s best friend, gamer boy sohee, smut
synopsis: the gentle devotion you once clung to like salvation is ripped away in a single breath, and the hunger you tried so desperately to hide is dragged screaming into the light. anton, who once held you like something sacred, now looks at you like something he must destroy before it destroys him completely.. you are caught between the man who wants to save what is left of you and the man who only ever wanted to watch you unravel, and this time there is no quiet return to the dark. this time the ache does not quiet. it only grows louder, hungrier, and more permanent.
WARNINGS: swearing, even more degradation and dirty talk (as if that was even possible), extreme overstimulation (who’s surprised), unprotected sex, multiple rounds, squirting, choking, a lot of manhandling and rough play, face fucking, double penetration, just more filthy sex
a/n: i can't believe it's been over 4 months since i posted something on here. as always life has been crazy but i thought i would treat you guys with a much requested part 2 for this crazy series, as a way of saying thank you <3. also wrote this when i was ovulating so it's lowkey nasty.
read part 1 here
𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚
the silence that follows anton’s question is a fragile veil, drawn taut over the humid chaos of the room, its threads woven from the faint, erratic beeps of the game ending on sohee’s monitor and the ragged cadence of your own breathing, each inhale a shallow rasp that scrapes against your raw throat like sandpaper on silk. the immediate aftermath clings to you like a second skin, heavy and humid, the air in sohee’s room thick with the sharp, musky tang of release and sweat.
your body slumps against his chest, boneless and trembling, the aftershocks rippling through you in faint, involuntary twitches, your walls fluttering weakly, the persistent throb low in your belly, raw and oversensitive from the relentless stretch. slick still leaks from you in slow, cooling trails, pooling on the ruined leather chair beneath you in dark, spreading stains that soak through to the foam, the wet squelch of it shifting under your weight a humiliating reminder of how completely he’s wrecked you tonight, your thighs quivering with exhaustion, muscles jumping sporadically as if protesting the abuse.
overstimulation lingers like a bruise you can’t shake, every nerve ending lit up and protesting even the slightest brush of air against your flushed skin, your clit pulsing faintly with a dull, insistent ache that shame only sharpens into something sharper, more demanding, the compulsion stirring faintly beneath the fatigue despite your mind screaming for respite. dread coils in your chest alongside it, cold and serpentine, wrapping around the lingering heat until they blur, a morally ambiguous haze where guilt wars with the biological urge that drove you here, the emotional love for anton a gentle tether fraying under the weight of your physical betrayal.
sohee’s smirk is a tangible thing, a slow unfurling you sense in the way his chest vibrates against your back, his breath ghosting hot and teasing over the shell of your ear, carrying the faint, acrid tang of his sweat and the artificial sweetness of whatever gum he’s been chewing between matches. he doesn’t withdraw immediately, instead indulging in a few more shallow thrusts, languid rolls of his hips that drag the blunt head of his cock through your oversensitive folds, each glide a spark against raw nerves that sends tremors rippling outward from your core, your clit pulsing faintly against the coarse friction of his pubic hair.
the wet, obscene sounds fill the space, soft squelches that echo in your ears like whispers of your own depravity, and you feel every inch of him, the vein along his shaft throbbing in time with your erratic pulse, a reminder of how deeply he’s embedded, how completely he’s claimed the parts of you that anton’s gentleness could never reach.
“you’re finally getting what you want,” he murmurs, his voice a low, velvet rumble that vibrates through your ear canal, tickling the fine hairs there and sending involuntary shivers cascading down your neck, raising goosebumps in their wake.
his hand, still splayed possessively over your lower stomach, presses firmer, forcing you to confront the obscene bulge where he fills you, a firm ridge beneath your skin that shifts with each breath, a living testament to your addiction, the physical need that eclipses emotional love in these stolen moments, leaving guilt to fester like a wound that never heals.
you’re too spent to muster more than a faint, breathless hum, your body a boneless weight slumped against him, limbs heavy as lead, muscles aching from the earlier convulsions, your mind adrift in the foggy aftermath where thoughts fragment into sensations. the dull throb between your legs, the sticky residue coating your inner thighs, the faint metallic taste of blood where you’ve bitten your lip raw. exhaustion pulls at you like gravity, but beneath it, the compulsion stirs faintly, a whisper of that persistent arousal syndrome that haunts your waking hours, implying through bodily twitches what your rational mind denies.
he chuckles then, a dark, resonant sound that rumbles through his chest into yours, stirring the embers of desire despite your fatigue, his amusement a cruel balm over the shame that pricks at your skin like needles.
“greedy girl finally gets to be stuffed by two dicks in one night. i bet you’re enjoying this.”
you shake your head no, the motion violent and desperate, your tangled hair whipping across your face in wild strands that stick to your damp cheeks. a vehement denial rooted in the shreds of loyalty clinging to your heart, the emotional tether to anton, a soft, patient love built on whispered promises and gentle touches, fraying under the onslaught of this physical betrayal. where dominance eclipses gentleness, and shame amplifies arousal into something voracious.
but your body, ever the traitor, contradicts you: a deep, involuntary clench of your walls around his cock, a subtle pulse that milks him unconsciously, revealing the subconscious thrill anticipating anton’s arrival, that forbidden corner where desire thrives on exposure and validation, where the fear of consequences only heightens the biological impulse, turning morality into a blurred shadow.
sohee senses it immediately, his smirk sharpening into something predatory, and with one final, lazy grind that grinds his hips against yours, he pulls out slowly, the drag of his cock leaving you excruciatingly empty, your cunt fluttering weakly around the void. slick gushes in a warm rush that trickles down your thighs, pooling on the chair in copious amounts, the scent rising sharp and intimate, a humiliating confession etched in fluid. he eases you down onto the gaming chair with a casual indifference, your body slumping into the worn leather, thighs quivering uncontrollably as the cum leaks out in slow, viscous strands, mingling with sweat to create a slick film that cools against your skin, raising chills that dance up your spine.
your makeup is a ruined canvas, mascara smudged into dark halos under your eyes, lipstick smeared across your chin like a hasty afterthought, your dress hiked up to your waist, exposing the flushed, marked skin of your core. your hair was a messy tangle from sohee’s habitual grip, fistfuls pulled taut during thrusts that arched your back and tore cries from your throat, a thin sheen of sweat glazing your body, catching the light in a deceptive glow that masks the wreckage beneath.
he saunters from the room without a backward glance, his footsteps a lazy echo down the hallway toward the kitchen, leaving you alone in the oppressive gloom. the mechanical hum of the computer fans fills the silence, a steady drone that amplifies the quiet, making it thicker, more oppressive, your heartbeat pounding in your ears like a drum signaling an impending storm, each thump echoing the dread building in your chest.
fear surges then, coiling around your ribs and squeezing until your breaths come short and labored, triggered by the echo of anton’s tone through the headset. that unfamiliar steel, a quiet dominance laced with hurt, a far cry from the soft-spoken affection you’re accustomed to, the shift unnerving in its intensity, making your skin prickle with anticipation that’s equal parts dread and unwelcome thrill. you’ve never heard him wield his voice like that, a blade honed by betrayal, and now your mind races through scenarios.
will he come, storming through the door with rage in his eyes, or won’t he, leaving you to stew in this limbo of guilt and need?
you rehearse apologies in the fractured mirror of your thoughts:
it was a mistake, i’m so sorry, i love you, anton, please believe me.
clinging to a veneer of innocence, the emotional intimacy you share with him a lifeline amid the storm, yet the words ring hollow even in your head, undermined by the compulsion that drives you here night after night. the unfulfilled ache that anton’s gentleness can’t quench, his tender laps and laced fingers a soft rain against the wildfire of your needs. guilt twists deeper, a vine choking the breath from your lungs, yet it only sharpens the sensory haze.
you try to steady yourself, drawing deep breaths that catch on the edges of panic, convincing your trembling limbs that freshening up is the path to salvation, that you can wash away the evidence with soap and water, smooth the tangles from your hair, tug the dress down over your marked skin, pretend this was a fleeting nightmare, a deviation from the love that defines you.
but in this suspended moment, a desperate wish flickers for sohee to help, to shed his smug detachment and offer some semblance of support, a hand to steady you or a word to ease the knot in your stomach, as he reenters the room with a glass of water clutched in his fist, condensation beading on the surface like tiny accusations. of course nothing for you, his eyes alight with that cruel amusement as he takes in your pathetic struggle—legs wobbling like a newborn fawn’s as you push up from the chair, hands gripping the armrests for leverage, the leather slick and unforgiving under your palms, sending you slipping back once, twice, before you find precarious balance.
he chuckles, the sound low and mocking, slicing through the tension like a serrated edge, cooing in faux sympathy as he reaches out to pat your head, fingers tangling briefly in the messy strands with a condescending gentleness that makes your skin crawl and your core clench in forbidden response.
“fucked you so dumb you can’t even walk now?” his voice drips with venomous delight, the words a barbed hook that lodges in your self-esteem, pulling at the threads until they unravel, shame flooding hot and prickling across your chest, yet inexplicably stirring the embers of arousal, your nipples peaking against the fabric as if the degradation is just another form of foreplay.
“can’t wait to see what your boyfriend thinks when he sees i’ve got you walking like bambi. maybe that will get him to grow some balls and fuck you like a real man. you’re welcome by the way.”
the taunt lands like a slap, your stomach twisting in a vise of dread and unwelcome heat, the moral conflict sharpening. how can you feign normalcy when your legs quiver like this, weak and unsteady, the evidence of your ruin leaking in slow trails down your skin, cooling to a sticky reminder that clings like guilt itself? sohee’s casual cruelty only amplifies the panic, his laughter a dark melody that echoes in your ears, heightening the sensory overload until the room feels too small, the air too thick, the anticipation of anton’s arrival a gathering storm that presses down on your chest, heavy and inescapable.
eventually, his amusement ebbs, fading into a territorial glint as he scoops you up with effortless strength, hiking you over his shoulder despite your feeble protests consisting of weak slaps against his back that lack conviction, your voice a muffled whine swallowed by the fabric of his shirt. the world inverting in a dizzying spin, the floor receding as he carries you to the bathroom like a trophy claimed in battle, the jostle of each step sending jolts through your core, rekindling the ache with every bounce.
he sets you down on the counter, the cool marble a shocking contrast against your heated skin, biting into your thighs like ice on fire, before putting you down and turning you to face the mirror with firm hands, one clamping onto your head to force your gaze forward, the other resting possessively on your hip, his body a cage behind yours, solid and unyielding.
“you see that? see how much of a slut you are? how ruined you got by your boyfriend’s best friend’s cock?”
the reflection assaults you, a vivid portrait of devastation under the harsh fluorescent light. eyes glassy with a haze of tears and lingering subspace, mascara tracked in dark rivers down your cheeks like warpaint from a lost battle, lips swollen and bruised from bites and kisses, parted on shallow breaths that fog the glass faintly, neck a canvas of blooming hickeys, purple and red like violent blossoms pressed into your skin, the dress a wrinkled ruin clinging to your sweat-slick curves, hem rucked up to expose the flushed, marked expanse of your thighs and core.
shame crashes over you in waves, hot and suffocating, your body trembling under his grip as emotional realism pierces through. the love for anton a tender bruise in your chest, clashing with the raw fulfillment sohee provides.
“i did that to you. i made you this way.”
you shake your head, a desperate bid to deny the truth staring back, trying to avert your eyes from the wreckage, but he won’t allow it, his body pressing closer, caging you against the counter, his erection rubbing insistently against your ass through the thin barrier of his sweatpants, a hard, insistent reminder of the power he wields, the dynamic that thrills and terrifies in equal measure. he snakes two fingers around to your pussy, the touch deliberate and invasive, rubbing two slow, deliberate circles around your clit that ignite your oversensitive nerves like fireworks in a storm, the sensation a lightning bolt through your fried synapses, your head snapping back against his shoulder with a shattered moan, pussy twitching and clenching in helpless spasms, fresh slick coating his digits in a warm glaze despite the exhaustion dragging at your limbs like chains.
he withdraws them leisurely, holding them up to your lips in the mirror’s reflection, glistening with your release, the scent sharp and intimate rising to mingle with the faint bleach tang of the bathroom, a heady cocktail that makes your head spin.
“open up. can’t have your boyfriend seeing you look so filthy.”
he taps your lips with the soiled fingers, insistent yet patient, your eyes hazy and unfocused as you comply, parting your mouth with a soft, obedient sigh, sucking on them with a mindless rhythm born from the compulsion, the taste of yourself—salty, tangy, laced with his skin—a forbidden elixir that swirls on your tongue.
he coos in your ear, the words a degrading caress, “good slut”, that sends shivers racing down your spine, your core clenching around nothing, the praise a twisted validation that heightens the moral ambiguity, making desire feel involuntary, complicated by the emotional love waiting just beyond the door.
he lets you suck for a lingering while, the act almost meditative, the suckle of your lips around his fingers a rhythmic pull that echoes the earlier thrusts, before pulling them away with a wet pop, only to dip them back into your folds for more, repeating the cycle in a slow, torturous loop that imprints the degradation deeper, each iteration a reminder of your surrender.
it’s so wrong, this suspended intimacy with anton en route, the knowledge a weight in your chest that should spur you to stop, to scramble for words of apology, to reclaim some shred of agency, yet here you are, lost in the sensory vortex, a mix of your cum and his skin swirling on your tongue like a sacrament of sin, the flavor embedding itself in your memory.
“good fucking girl. always listening to instructions.”
the spell shatters with the banging on the door, loud but measured, not frantic. a deliberate summons that reverberates through the apartment like thunder in a bottle, freezing your blood in your veins as panic surges, body locking rigid, heart slamming against your ribs in wild, erratic bursts that drown out everything else.
you know it’s him, the certainty a cold blade twisting in your gut, the anticipation boiling over into terror that makes your hands shake uncontrollably.
sohee’s smugness peaks, a competitive gleam in his eyes as he presses a few lingering kisses to your neck, lips grazing the fresh hickeys where they bloom like dark secrets under your skin, the touch sending unwelcome sparks racing down your spine, rekindling the ache even as panic claws at your throat. then he saunters to the door, unhurried, his posture a lazy swagger that speaks of entertainment found in chaos.
your fingers fumble with tissues to wipe at the makeup smudges, dabbing frantically at the leftover cum streaking your thighs, flattening your hair in hasty pats that do little to tame the chaos, pulling down your dress with trembling tugs that snag on damp skin. but fear renders you clumsy, the toilet roll tumbling from the holder with a clatter that echoes too loudly, the soap bar slipping from your grasp to skitter across the tile like a fleeing animal, all because your heart pounds in your chest like a war drum, hands quaking with adrenaline, legs wobbly not just from the overstimulation but from the dread heightening every sense. the cool tile under your feet a grounding chill, the fluorescent light buzzing overhead like an accusatory hum, the air thick with the mingled scents of sex and cleanser, turning the bathroom into a confessional you can’t escape.
you stagger from the bathroom into the bedroom on unsteady legs, perching on the edge of sohee’s bed where the sheets still bear the imprint of your body, damp and rumpled, clinging to your thighs like a guilty embrace.
the temperature plunges the instant anton’s presence registers beyond the threshold, a metaphorical frost that seeps through the walls, raising goosebumps along your arms and making you shiver as if winter has invaded the room. the quiet whir of sohee’s gaming system remains a persistent undertone that amplifies your labored breaths, each one a visible puff in the chilled air, chest heaving with the effort to contain the storm within.
you can’t meet his eyes at first, gaze fixed on the floor where shadows pool like spilled ink, but you glimpse the fury in his stance. it’s the first time you’ve seen him unraveled like this, the soft contours of his face hardened into sharp lines, jaw clenched so tight the muscle ticks visibly, eyes cold as glacial depths, brows furrowed in a thunderous scowl that darkens his expression, transforming the boy who would cradle you in sleep into a figure of restrained rage.
he halts abruptly, his gaze raking over you in a searing, methodical sweep that feels like flames licking at your skin as he approaches you: the dried tears crystalline on your cheeks like fragile salt trails, the flushed hue of your skin glowing with a feverish sheen under the dim light, rosy lips swollen and parted on gasps that betray your turmoil. your heels still strapped to your feet, scuffed from frantic scrambles across the floor, your dress barely concealing your body, clinging to every curve with the tenacity of a lover’s grasp, slick with sweat and release that darkens the fabric in telltale patches.
he scoffs, the sound low and bitter, slicing through the silence like a whip crack, his head shaking in slow disbelief, as if the sight of you is a punch to the gut, expected yet gut-wrenching, a visual echo of the betrayal broadcast moments ago.
his hand darts out, fingers clamping around your chin with a bruising force that draws a hiss from your lips, pain blooming sharp and immediate across your jaw, radiating outward like ripples in disturbed water, his grip unyielding, thumb digging into the soft underside until fresh tears well up, blurring the room into a watery haze. terror grips you for the first time, genuine and bone-deep, the affectionate boy evaporated into this cold, furious stranger whose touch is a brand, possessive and punishing, arousal intertwined with reclamation in a way that makes your core throb despite the fear.
he leans in close, studying the minutiae of your ruin up close: the mascara etched into purplish bruises under your eyes, the bite marks flowering on your neck like illicit tattoos, lips puffy from sohee’s demanding kisses, your dress now a stained relic, heels bearing the scuffs of desperation. the air between you thickens with his scent, clean cologne undercut by the faint salt of anger-induced sweat, a stark contrast to the raw musk clinging to you, the proximity amplifying the emotional heavy dominance radiating from him, pressing down like a storm cloud.
“seeing as you came wearing the dress i bought you last week,” he says, his voice a steady murmur, calm on the surface but laced with venom that seeps into your veins, raising goosebumps along your arms as the words wrap around you like chains, “this wasn’t some mistake. you got all pretty in something i paid for… to come here and get whored out?”
his tongue prods the inside of his cheek, a tic of restrained fury, jaw clenching tighter, the seriousness in his eyes a brewing tempest that accelerates your heart to a frantic gallop, fear and twisted anticipation blending until you can taste them on your tongue.
“i’m s—” you begin, the apology a tremulous whisper, born from the guilt that gnaws at your insides like a starving beast.
“don’t you dare fucking apologise,” he interrupts, thumb pressing harder into your jaw until the pain sharpens your vision, tears spilling hot and silent down your cheeks.
“you let him fuck you for months behind my back and think sorry fixes it?”
his gaze shifts to sohee, venom pure and undiluted flashing in the cold blue, the triangular tension igniting like a spark on dry tinder, silent accusations hanging heavy as both men stake their claims over your trembling form.
“what kind of friend are you?”
sohee shrugs against the wall, arms crossed in casual defiance, his smirk a widening crease that gleams with amusement, his energy provocative, taunting, detached from morality as he revels in the power play, viewing anton’s intrusion as prime entertainment, a chance to assert his psychological edge.
“not my fault your girlfriend came crying to me every week, begging for my cock. she needed it. i just gave her what you couldn’t.”
anton’s hold on your chin constricts for a split second, a pulse of rage that radiates through his fingers, then releases as he pivots to face sohee fully, his voice plummeting to an icy timbre that chills the room further.
“shut the fuck up.”
sohee’s smirk holds firm, eyes alight with glee at anton’s unraveling, the once-sweet friend now a vortex of betrayal and fury, the competition a delicious undercurrent that sharpens his territorial instincts.
anton turns back to you, his eyes scouring your quaking body once more, a dark resolve crystallizing in their depths, the hurt morphing into a fierce need to reclaim, to demonstrate his capability through controlled dominance. the betrayal simmers in anton’s veins like poison, a toxic brew of hurt and rage that twists his usual tenderness into something unrecognizable, a shadow self he’s always kept leashed during your intimate moments, the soft kisses, the careful caresses, the whispered i love yous that wrapped your encounters in gentle care. but you’ve pushed him beyond that now, shattered the illusion with your deceit, and he no longer cares about leading with love; the pain demands punishment, a rough, physical reckoning that channels his anger into every brutal motion.
“get on the bed,” he commands, voice hushed yet authoritative, the prelude to a tempest. “on all fours.”
you comply in a scramble, legs faltering beneath you, crawling onto the mattress with knees that buckle like brittle twigs, the bed yielding under your weight, sheets damp and cool against your palms, clinging to your skin as you assume the position. ass elevated, face buried in the fabric, the vulnerability a exposed nerve that thrums with fear and expectancy, shame intensifying the arousal until your clit pulses faintly, body yielding involuntarily to his command.
anton advances, the atmosphere thickening with his aura, hands coarse as they seize your hips, maneuvering you into the position he wants with a vigor that elicits a gasp, the mattress creaking under his knees as he aligns behind you. now grabbing your hips with a harshness that digs his fingers into your flesh, nails biting deep enough to draw crescent moons of blood to the surface, the sting a sharp prelude that makes you gasp, your body already oversensitive from sohee’s earlier ravages, nerves frayed and screaming.
for the first time in your shared history, anton doesn't do foreplay. no tender traces along your folds, no murmured endearments against your nape; your arousal from sohee’s providing more than enough lubrication, a glistening invitation. he’s learned the hard way that none of that was what you craved, not the gentle buildup but the raw force, the manhandling that treats you like something to be used, broken, remade in the fire of his fury.
he slams into you in one savage stroke, his longer cock, sleeker than sohee’s thickness but reaching depths that nudge your cervix with punishing accuracy, forcing a choked cry from your throat as he bottoms out, the stretch a burning invasion that steals your breath, your walls clenching in futile protest around the intrusion, slick from before but not enough to dull the edge of pain that blooms into a dark, addictive pleasure.
the thrusts come fast and relentless, his swimmer’s stamina turning him into an unyielding machine, hips snapping forward with a speed and power that jolts the bedframe, the headboard thumping against the wall in a rhythmic accusation that echoes through the room, the creak of wood straining under the force mingling with the wet squelch of your juices as he drives in, each plunge forcing out a fresh gush of slick that coats his shaft and drips down your thighs in warm, sticky trails.
"o-oh… g-god…"
your body lurches ahead with each viscous impact, breasts spilling fully from your dress in heavy bounces that scrape your nipples against the damp sheets, the friction a torturous tease amid the chaos, the noises you make high-pitched whimpers that fracture into sharp gasps, air forced from your lungs in ragged bursts, anton’s low groans rumbling from his chest like thunder, raw and animalistic, a sound you’ve never heard from him before, laced with the grit of his anger.
the sleek sounds from sohee’s direction add to the symphony. the faint, wet glide of his hand stroking his cock in lazy pulls, the soft schlick of skin on skin as he watches, his breaths coming in measured huffs, amusement coloring his voice in occasional low chuckles that cut through the haze, fueling anton’s rage further.
the build-up is brutal, a slow-growing pressure in your lower stomach that starts as a faint tightness, coiling tighter with every deep thrust, the length of him hitting so deep it feels like he’s pressing against your insides from the wrong side. the sensation grows and grows, a relentless tide that makes your thighs quiver, muscles tensing in anticipation, your moans turning longer, more drawn-out as the pleasure mounts, half pulling you closer to him with desperate rolls of your hips, half trying to push away as the intensity borders on too much, tears pricking your eyes from the overwhelming fullness.
you never imagined this transformation, the soft boy you knew morphing into a storm of fury, his usual tenderness evaporated into something raw and punishing, the speed of his thrusts verging on brutality, the merciless rhythm battering your core like waves crashing against jagged rock, body shuddering against the tangled sheets as you reach a hand back toward his stomach, fingers trembling in a futile plea to slow the pace.
he catches your wrist in an instant, using his strength to twist your arm behind you, his other hand knotting in your hair, pulling until your scalp burns like fire under his grip, neck craned back, ear pressed to his mouth as he growls, his breath hot and ragged against your skin, words laced with pain and command that send a fresh flood slickening around him.
“move that fucking hand. you want to act like a slut, you’ll get fucked like one.”
“a-an-anton fuck,” you babble, tears blurring your vision, words spilling in shattered fragments, your voice a quivering sob that only spurs him on.
you try again to get him to slow down, the words bubbling up in a desperate whine, “p-please, too-too fast”, used to his gentleness, the way he’d always ease you into it with tender kisses and careful touches, but all he sees in his mind’s eye are flashes of sohee fucking you.
the images sear like brands on his retinas, fueling the anger until it boils over, his thrusts turning sharper, deeper, hips snapping forward with a punishing rhythm that rattles the bedframe harder, the creak turning into a groan of protest from the wood. your head spins, thoughts fragmenting into sensation alone, fucked so good you can’t form words, just releases of air in high-pitched whimpers and sharp gasps that fill the room like broken music, your cunt clenching around him in helpless spasms, the squelching louder now, obscene and wet as slick gushes with every withdrawal, coating your thighs and the sheets in a messy sheen that catches the rgb lights in glistening reflections.
anton’s voice breaks through the haze, degrading you for the first time, grit roughening the usually soft timbre, turning it into something gravelly and mean that sends a forbidden thrill racing between your legs.
“so fucking wet,” he growls, one hand leaving your hip to slap your ass with a crack that echoes, the sting blooming hot and immediate, making you arch despite yourself, a sharp gasp tearing from your throat as the pain twists into pleasure.
“sohee fucked you good, didn’t he? bet you were a good little whore for him.”
you can’t answer, can’t do anything but whine, the words dissolving on your tongue as another thrust punches the air from your lungs, tears spilling over as shame and arousal entwine, your body betraying you with fresh slick that eases his brutal pace. the pressure in your lower stomach builds slowly, a coiling tension that grows with every deep plunge, starting as a faint warmth and swelling into a heavy fullness that makes your breaths come shorter, your moans turning into drawn-out pleas as it mounts higher, your thighs quivering harder, muscles tensing and releasing in frantic waves.
"sh-shit… deep…"
he drags you up roughly then, one arm banding around your waist like iron, pulling you back until your spine is flush against his chest, the heat of him searing through your dress, his breath hot and ragged against your ear, the squelch of your juices louder in this position, each thrust forcing out a wet gush that trickles down his balls in warm streams.
“look at sohee,” he snarls, fingers tangling in your hair to yank your head toward the chair, forcing your gaze to meet sohee’s amused eyes, the vulnerability a exposed wire sparking fear and desire in equal measure, his strokes on his cock turning slower, more deliberate, the sleek sound of precum slicking his length a taunting accompaniment.
“tell him how much of a slut you are.”
you try, but the words fracture into small babbles and whines, your mind a fractured mosaic from the relentless pounding, each thrust grinding him deeper, the angle hitting that spot inside that makes stars burst behind your eyelids, tears gathering at your lashes as overstimulation continues to build. your cunt flutters wildly around him, the pressure growing heavier in your lower stomach, a tight knot that winds tighter with every snap of his hips, your moans turning into long, keening sounds that fill the room, mingling with anton’s low groans and the creak of the bed straining under the force.
it makes anton angrier, the betrayal fueling the fire, and his free hand cracks across your face in a harsh slap, the sting blooming sharp and immediate across your cheek, forcing another moan from your lips, the pain twisting inexplicably into pleasure, slick dripping in fresh waves that make the squelching even louder, obscene and unrelenting.
“do…as…i… fucking… say,” he punctuates each word with a deep thrust, hips slamming forward so viciously it jars your bones, the length of him driving impossibly deeper, nudging your cervix with a pressure that builds the coil tighter.
you moan and writhe in his hold, the sensation growing from a heavy fullness to an urgent, burning need that makes your thighs quiver harder, your breaths coming in short, ragged pants, the build-up brutal, seconds stretching as the tension mounts higher, your lower stomach cramping with the intensity, half pulling you closer with desperate clenches, half trying to push away as it teeters on the edge of too much.
“tell sohee how much of a slut you are. say it out loud,” he repeats.
“i-i— fuck. a-an-t-ton plea—fuck,” you gasp, the words tumbling out in broken fragments, your voice a trembling thread barely holding together against the onslaught, the pressure swelling further, a hot, insistent knot that makes your hips roll involuntarily, chasing the release even as it terrifies you in its intensity.
“stop fucking sniveling and acting like a little bitch. let my best friend know that you’re nothing but a slut. a slut that cheats on their boyfriend just for some dick.”
“i-i’m a-a sl— fuck anton so deep.”
“i’m a-a slu-slut," you try again.
“can’t hear you, say it louder.”
he makes you repeat it, yanking your hair harder, thrusts digging deeper, leaving bruises on your hips where his fingers press like vice grips, squelches mingling with skin slapping skin, your high-pitched moans fracturing into sobs, anton’s groans turning rougher, more guttural as he loses himself in the rhythm. it's paired with sohee’s lazy strokes, his dick leaking precum in glistening beads that he spreads with his palm, the sleek sounds adding to the auditory chaos, the sight pushing you closer to the edge. the pressure in your lower stomach grows heavier, a coiling tension that starts low and spreads upward, making your thighs quiver uncontrollably, muscles tensing in waves as the orgasm approaches like a distant storm building on the horizon, each thrust adding to the fire until it’s a blazing inferno, your breaths turning into short, desperate gasps, tears streaming as the knot tightens to breaking point.
anton feels it, your walls clamping down in frantic pulses, and he yanks your head back further, exposing your throat, literring kisses up your throat as he fucks you through the cresting wave that continues to build.
“anton, fuck i’m—“
the climax crashes over you in violent surges that leave you shaking, your body convulsing as slick gushes out in hot, rhythmic spurts, squirting around his cock in messy arcs that soak the sheets and his thighs, your thighs quivering so hard they cramp.
a high, keening moan tears from your throat that echoes off the walls, half-scream, half-sob, your hips bucking wildly against him, half pulling closer to chase the blinding pleasure, half trying to push away from the overwhelming intensity that borders on pain. anton pushes through it all with relentless thrusts, his groans low and satisfied as he feels you shatter around him, but he doesn’t stop.
even as the overstimulation turns the pleasure into a stinging ache, nerves screaming for mercy, your whines turning into babbled pleas.
“anton, too much, please.”
your body twitches uncontrollably, cunt spasming in helpless waves around his length, fresh tears spilling as the pressure builds again almost immediately, the compulsion overriding exhaustion, shame fueling the fire until you’re grinding back despite the burn, your moans continuing to rise in pitch.
"c-can-can't… t-take…"
eventually, his voice cuts through the haze, rough and commanding, “come over and shut her up”, beckoning sohee with a jerk of his chin, the invitation a bridge into deeper degradation, jealousy transforming into reluctant synergy. sohee approaches the bed, the mattress dipping under his weight, his energy provocative and taunting as he kneels in front of you, dick hard and curving toward his stomach, precum smeared along the length in shiny trails, leaking in fresh beads that glisten.
you’re forced to take him, anton’s thrusts pushing you forward onto sohee’s cock, the intrusion immediate and filthy, his hands fisting your hair to guide you deeper, using your mouth like a sleeve in the best, most depraved way. saliva spilling from the corners of your lips in messy strings that drip down your chin, pooling on the sheets, your throat convulsing around him as he hits the back with each shove, gagging you until tears stream freely, mascara running in black rivers that stain your cheeks. the taste is salty, musky, mixed with the faint tang of your earlier release still clinging to him, his hips snapping forward to fuck your face with a rhythm that matches anton’s.
bubbles of spit form at the base of his cock where your lips seal around him, dripping down his balls in frothy trails that he smears back up with his thumb, pushing it into your mouth alongside his dick for a moment, making you suck harder, your whines making him push deeper.
“that’s it, choke on it baby,” the nastiness is a sensory overload, your nose buried in the coarse hair at his base with each deep thrust, inhaling the sharp scent of his arousal, anton’s hands roaming your body, possessive even in his anger. the triangular tension is a power struggle where you’re the prize, trembling between fear and desire.
the build-up starts again, brutal under the dual assault, the pressure in your lower stomach returning as anton’s thrusts hit deep, the length of him grinding against that spot with every plunge, sohee’s cock filling your mouth in rhythmic pushes that make saliva drool down your chin in steady streams, the squelching from your cunt louder now, mingled with the wet glucks from your throat. your moans are muffled around sohee’s thickness, attempting to say something to anton—pleas for mercy or more, you can’t tell—but coming out as garbled vibrations that make sohee groan low in his chest, his hips stuttering as the sensation travels through him.
your body shakes with the effort to hold it back, but anton drives deeper, harder, his voice a growl in your ear.
“you’re a filthy cockdrunk whore. this feels good doesn’t it?” driving impossibly deeper into you, the pressure exploding in a blinding release that has you quivering and shaking, mouth barely able to form words around sohee but he doesn’t care, pushing further as you try to babble a semblance of a coherent response.
“n-need to—“
you can’t take it, quivering and shaking, mouth barely able to form words, his thrusts digging deeper with each word, the squelch turning into a wet, relentless symphony as slick gushes anew, your thighs slick and trembling, minutes of relentless pounding making your moans turn into long, drawn-out wails.
“c-cumming-“
your body convulses in violent waves, a high-pitched moan vibrating around sohee’s cock as slick squirts in hot spurts, soaking anton’s thighs and the sheets again, your walls spasming in frantic milking waves that drag a groan from anton’s chest.
your body slumps onto the mattress, limbs heavy as lead, every muscle quivering with the aftershocks of overuse, your inner thighs slick and sticky with a mixture of cum and your own arousal that cools against your skin in uncomfortable patches, raising goosebumps that mingle exhaustion with the persistent, dull throb low in your belly, raw and protesting yet still greedy, the compulsion a relentless whisper beneath the fatigue despite your mind begging for mercy.
but he still doesn’t stop, pushing through the sensitivity even as you thrash and writhe. each thrust rolling his pelvis against you so the base of his cock grinds directly over your clit, the coarse hair there adding a rough friction that’s unbearable after the shattering orgasm you’ve already endured, the sensation a lightning bolt through your oversensitive nerves, making your hips jerk forward involuntarily even as you whimper, the wet, filthy squelch of him moving inside you filling the room louder than before.
“still think sohee’s dick is better princess? still think it’s good enough to cheat on me with?”
you can’t speak, can’t breathe, can only choke and drool and whimper around the length filling your mouth, your body shaking between them like a ragdoll, skin flushed hot and slick with sweat that beads and drips.
sohee laughs again, dark and pleased, and reaches around to find your clit with two fingers, rubbing messy, firm circles that make your hips jerk forward involuntarily, the friction a lightning strike through your oversensitive nerves, pushing you deeper onto anton’s cock.
“she can’t even talk,” he taunts, pinching your clit lightly between his knuckles until you keen around anton’s shaf.
“too full of cock to form words. pathetic.”
sohee pulls out of your mouth with a wet, obscene pop, strings of saliva and precum stretching between your swollen lips and the flushed head of his cock before snapping, dripping in thick, glistening trails down your chin to splatter onto your heaving chest. your throat burns, raw from the relentless fucking it took, every swallow tasting of salt and musk and the faint metallic edge of your own tears. you gasp for air in shallow, ragged pulls, chest rising and falling too fast, the room spinning at the edges from how lightheaded you’ve become.
anton is still buried inside you, hips rolling in slow, punishing circles that keep you stretched and aching, every subtle shift grinding the long length of him against that bruised, oversensitive front wall until your cunt flutters weakly around him again, a helpless little spasm that draws a low, satisfied growl from deep in his chest. his fingers stay knotted viciously in your hair, yanking your head back harder, forcing your eyes to the ceiling while your body jerks between them like meat on a spit. the betrayal is still pouring off him in waves. you can feel it in the brutal grip, in the way his cock twitches angrily inside your ruined hole every time he remembers what you let sohee do to you behind his back.
sohee wipes the slick mess from your lower lip with the pad of his thumb, smearing it across your cheek like war paint, then leans down until his mouth is level with your ear.
“greedy little whore,” he breathes, voice thick with cruel amusement, teeth grazing the shell of your ear before he bites down just hard enough to make you flinch. “bet you’re already thinking about how full you would feel with both of us wrecking that sloppy cunt.”
the words hit anton like a blade dragged across raw bone. you felt the exact second something inside him snapped and then reforged itself into something colder, sharper, more deliberate. his arms tightened around your waist until the bruises deepened, his breath stalled against your neck, and when he exhaled again it carried no heat, only the quiet, terrifying weight of a decision that had already been made.
he did not want this. that was the first truth clawing at him. some broken, still-loving part of him wanted to pull out, to shove sohee away, to gather what was left of you against his chest and pretend none of this had happened. but that part was drowning now, suffocating beneath the flood of images he could not unhear — your voice moaning sohee’s name through the discord call, the way your body had opened so easily for his best friend while anton had been gentle with you for months, believing it was enough. the betrayal was not just that you had fucked someone else, it was that you had chosen the very roughness he had always held back, the very intensity he had thought you didn’t need. you had thrown away everything gentle and real between you for this. for filth. for sohee.
so if filth was what you wanted, then he would give it to you. not out of generosity, not out of lust. out of pure, vengeful grief. he would make the destruction match the crime exactly. he would force you to take the thing you had betrayed him for in the most complete, most humiliating way possible, while he was still inside you, while he still controlled it. he would make sure the memory of this night lived permanently inside your body like a scar, so that every time your cunt ached for roughness in the future, the only thing you would feel was this moment — his cock and his best friend’s cock stretching you open together, the sick wet sound of it, the way he had looked you in the eyes while he did it. he would ruin you so thoroughly that you could never again separate the pleasure you had chased from the man you had destroyed to get it.
anton’s grip tightens in your hair until your scalp stings, a sharp hiss of possession escaping him as he suddenly yanks you and spins your limp body around like you weigh nothing. your knees sink into the rumpled sheets as he tugs you down hard onto his lap, his back braced against the headboard, legs spread wide so your thighs are forced open obscenely over his.
he reaches back over your shoulder without a word, his hand wrapping around sohee’s throbbing cock in a rough, possessive stroke. he milks a thick bead of precum from the tip, smearing the warm, sticky fluid over your already dripping folds and around the place where his own cock is. the filthy sound of the wet, obscene squelching as he coats both their cocks and your ruined hole fills the room while he stares sohee dead in the eyes.
“since you love my sloppy seconds,” anton spits, voice low and venomous, cracking with raw hurt and fury.
sohee let out a dark, lazy laugh that vibrated against your ear. “fuck yeah i do,” he drawled, eyes flicking up to meet anton’s over your shoulder.
the air between them thickened instantly, heavy and electric, two dominant stares locked hard, something raw and territorial passing between them, charged with the kind of heat that had nothing to do with you for that single suspended second. sohee’s smirk deepened, slow and filthy, while anton’s jaw flexed, his fingers still wrapped tight around sohee’s throbbing cock, stroking it once more in a deliberate, possessive glide that made the tension crackle even hotter.
anton’s arms clamp around your waist like iron bands, fingers digging bruises into your skin as he forces your soaked pussy down onto his cock in one brutal drop, burying himself to the hilt with a wet slap that makes fresh cum and slick squirt out around the base and run down his balls in sticky rivers. your thighs spread wide and trembling over his lap, calves already shaking from the strain.
sohee moves without being told, his thick cock dragging hot and heavy along the curve of your ass, smearing precum across your skin in glossy streaks while his hands grip your hips hard enough to leave marks that match anton’s. you’re trapped between them now, body pinned and spread wide, cunt already stretched obscenely around anton’s length while sohee’s fat head nudges right up against your entrance alongside it, the blunt pressure already threatening to tear you open before he's even pushed inside.
the burning stretch hits as your pussy is forced wider, the rim yielding with a hot sting. you feel them slide against each other inside you, slick and rigid, rubbing together through your thin walls and pulling deep groans from both men.
once sohee sinks deeper the heavy splitting ache settles deep in your pelvis, your walls stretched paper-thin around two thick shafts, every vein and ridge dragging against you at once. the pressure is constant and blunt, making your breath come in short, ragged gasps.
“f-full…”
your body shakes violently between them, thighs trembling, sweat and cum dripping down your skin in messy trails, every breath shallow and desperate as the room seems to hold its breath for the moment.
the sensation keeps building in slow relentless layers, your walls fluttering and clenching around the constant rub of two cocks sharing the same overstretched hole, cream leaking out in thick messy pulses that coat their shafts. you are drenched, sweat pouring down your back and between your breasts, your whole body slick and shining while your consciousness starts to slip further at the edges, the room softening into a hazy blur around the edges of your tear-filled eyes as the overstimulation begins to coil tighter and tighter like a wire pulled taut across your nerves.
anton stares up at your face, eyes dark with months of betrayal boiling over into something feral and broken. his voice comes out rough and ugly for the first time ever, laced with pure venom that cuts deeper than any thrust.
“look at you, cocksleeve. been letting my best friend use this sloppy cunt for months behind my back and now you’re creaming on both of us like a desperate cum rag.”
he doesn’t soften the words. he snaps his hips up harder instead, driving both cocks deeper through the fluttering spasms that are already starting to ripple through you, fingers bruising your waist as he forces you to feel every inch of their shared claim while your head falls forward against his shoulder and a broken whimper slips out, “no—too deep—ahh—”
“cry harder, you pathetic cum whore.”
sohee's mouth finds your shoulder again, lips brushing the already bruised skin before he sucks hard, teeth grazing, leaving another dark bloom that throbs in time with your heartbeat. his kisses trail up the side of your neck. wet, open-mouthed, possessive, each one pulling a weak, shuddering sound from your throat.
"bet you're happy, princess," he murmurs against your ear, voice low and mocking, breath hot and damp. "you get the best of both worlds after sneaking around like a little whore."
his hips slam forward again, driving his thicker cock in deep alongside anton’s, stretching you wider with every punishing thrust while your body jolts and another weak overwhelmed sound tears from your throat.
they keep fucking you like that for long dragging minutes that feel like hours, rough and uncoordinated, the wet sounds of your creaming cunt growing louder and sloppier while your muscles locked and released in violent, uncontrollable spasms that rippled through your entire body. the ache deep inside keeps twisting and tightening, waves of heat rolling through your core in slow overlapping surges that make your breath hitch and your nails dig harder into anton’s shoulders, your body clenching around them in helpless fluttering pulses. yet they never slow, never give you a single moment to catch your breath, just keep grinding and slamming through every helpless contraction until the pleasure blurs into something deeper and more overwhelming and your sanity starts to fray at the edges like threads pulled loose from a tapestry already torn apart.
"s-sl-slow….please…slow d-down…“
in the tight enclosed space between bodies your hand snakes out on its own, trembling and weak, palm pressing against anton’s waist in a pathetic attempt to push him back, to create even an inch of relief from how impossibly deep they both are, how every thrust feels like they are splitting you open and flooding you with too much pleasure at once. your fingers twitch helplessly against his skin, every muscle seizing in violent little spasms as the brutal stretch and constant friction of two cocks sliding against each other through your thin walls turns your insides into liquid fire. the pressure is so deep and unrelenting it steals the air from your lungs, forcing out nothing but broken, overwhelmed whimpers while hot tears spill down your cheeks, blurring the world until all you can see is shifting colors and the sharp outline of anton’s face above you.
anton’s eyes flash with fresh rage. he grabs your wrist in one bruising grip and shoves your hand away like it is nothing.
“fucking take it,” he snarls, voice low and vicious, “and move that fucking hand before i tie it up for you.”
he drives his hips up harder, forcing both cocks even deeper, the brutal snap making your walls stretch tighter around them and sending fresh waves of unbearable pleasure crashing through you, so intense your vision flickers white at the edges and your thighs jerk violently against his lap while you sob out another broken string of words.
d-d-de-deep," is all you can manage, the word fracturing on your tongue, barely a whisper, hoarse and broken. your lungs feel crushed, every inhale shallow and stuttering, the weight of them both pressing inward from front and back stealing the space your diaphragm needs.
sohee laughs right in your ear, the sound dark and mocking as he cages you in tighter from behind, his chest pressed flush to your back so there is nowhere to go, nowhere to hide from the relentless double stretch.
“what happened to the slut that came to see me tonight?” he taunts, breath hot and wet against your skin.
“the one begging to be fucked like a desperate little whore? look at you now, twitching and trying to push him away when you’re finally getting exactly what you deserve, split open on both our cocks like the greedy bitch you are.”
his thrusts grow meaner, slamming in deep and holding for a second before pulling back, letting you feel the full drag of both of them sliding against each other inside you while your body keeps creaming nonstop, messy and loud, the overstimulation turning sharp and stinging at the edges while the pleasure underneath only grows heavier and more consuming, your limbs feeling heavier, weaker, barely able to do anything except tremble and take.
you can barely hold yourself up anymore, limbs limp and shaking, only their iron grips and the way they keep pounding into you keeping your body from collapsing completely while your consciousness slips further, vision swimming as your mouth stays open on soft broken sounds that barely form words anymore, “t-too much… ah—ahh—f-fuck…” and “f-full… s-so f-f—” over and over like a prayer you cannot stop whispering even as the relentless double stretch keeps forcing you wider, forcing you to take more even though your body is already spent and trembling and trying to pull away on instinct with every weak twitch of muscle.
minutes stretch into what feels like an eternity of punishing rhythm, their cocks rubbing together inside your overstretched cunt with every clash of their hips, the friction so constant and raw that it sends sparks shooting through every oversensitive nerve until your walls flutter continuously around them, clenching and releasing in helpless little spasms that milk them both. every movement sends fresh sparks through your clit and deeper inside, the pressure coiling tighter and tighter in your core until your entire body trembles between them, pinned and owned and slowly coming apart in long shuddering waves that refuse to end. the ache has turned into something thick and pulsing and almost unbearable, your breath coming in short desperate gasps against anton’s shoulder while more tears slip down your face and your mind drifts further into that hazy broken place where nothing exists except the overwhelming fullness and the way they refuse to let you escape it, the way every thrust drags you deeper into the storm of pleasure and pain and shame that has swallowed you whole.
anton’s stare never softens, his hands bruising your waist as he thrusts up harder, voice cracking with raw possession and rage.
“that’s it baby. squeeze both our cocks like the cheating little cocksleeve you are. you don’t get to tap out now after months of making me look like an idiot” the degradation spills out of him raw, every word dripping with the pain of months of lies, and it only makes your walls clamp down tighter, your body answering with another long rolling wave of spasms that leaves you whimpering.
sohee tightens his fist in your hair, pulling your head back just enough to growl against your ear, the words sinking into you like teeth.
“that's right princess. you’re taking two cocks in that greedy little cunt because you couldn’t keep your legs closed. pathetic. crying and twitching like you didn’t beg for this all those nights you snuck out to ride me instead.”
sohee's hand slides around to your clit , fingers circling with rough precision, the touch too much on nerves already raw and screaming. the pressure builds fast, swelling knot low in your belly that tightens with every grind, every deep plunge, the fullness so absolute you feel it behind your eyes, in your throat, in the tips of your fingers. another orgasm crashes through you without warning, violent and merciless, your cunt clamping down so hard around them both that they groan in unison, the contraction forcing out a hot gush of squirt that soaks their thighs and the sheets beneath you.
anton kisses you, desperate, messy, all clashing teeth and saliva, his tongue pushing into your mouth like he's trying to claim the last piece of you that hasn't been taken. sohee's mouth moves to the other side of your neck, sucking another bruise into the skin just below your ear, his thrusts turning sharper, more forceful, driving so deep you feel the shape of him pressed against your lower belly from the inside. the overstimulation is brutal now, pleasure long since curdled into pain, every nerve screaming, your body shaking so hard your teeth chatter, breath coming in short, panicked gasps between kisses.
"t-too much," you manage, the words slurring into a sob, barely coherent. "d-deep—'s too—"
sohee laughs softly against your neck, the sound vibrating through you, and snaps his hips forward harder, forcing both of them deeper at once. the stretch becomes unbearable, a burning, tearing fullness that steals every thought, every breath, your walls spasming so violently they push against the intrusion, trying to force them out even as your body betrays you with another gush of slick.
the pressure coils tighter and tighter in your core after what feels like endless minutes of being used without mercy, your walls fluttering continuously, breath coming in short desperate gasps against anton’s shoulder while your body instinctively tries to pull away again with another weak twitch of muscle that only earns you another bruising snap of anton’s hips.
the heat under your skin builds into something feverish, every inch of you burning as if the air itself has grown too thick to breathe, your eyes rolling back until the room dissolves into streaks of light and shadow. you writhe helplessly between them, trapped so completely that every twist of your hips meets only the solid wall of their bodies, no escape, no mercy.
when your release finally tears through you it unfolds in violent rolling waves that start deep in your belly and crash outward without warning, your cunt clamping down brutally hard around both shafts, spasming so intensely that a massive gush of squirt erupts from your overstretched pussy. the force is so strong it physically pushes both cocks out of you in one wet obscene rush, your holes fluttering and gaping in the sudden emptiness as heavy pulses of release soak anton’s thighs and the sheets below.
your body collapses forward, completely boneless, face pressing hard into anton’s chest while the aftershocks tear through you in trembling waves that leave you barely conscious, eyes heavy and fluttering, the world reduced to the frantic thud of his heartbeat against your cheek and the faint, broken chant that slips from your lips again and again, barely loud enough to be heard, “n-n-no m-more pl-please… n-n-no m-more pl-please…” the words dissolving into soft, exhausted sobs as your strength fails you, your mind drifting in and out of awareness.
the room grew quieter, still, the only sounds your shared breathing and the faint wet sounds as your body continued to leak slowly onto the sheets, the overstimulation fading into a deep bone weary satisfaction. anton stays buried inside you for one long, final second, his cock still twitching against your fluttering walls as though some last stubborn part of him cannot bear to release you. his arms remain locked around your waist, holding your limp frame against him like something he once loved and can no longer bear to touch. you feel the frantic hammer of his heartbeat against your breasts, the hot, uneven rush of his breath on your neck, the faint tremor in his muscles that tells you the rage has finally burned itself out and left only ash behind.
he pulls out of you with deliberate slowness, the wet, obscene sound of it echoing in the quiet room as another thick rush of cum leaks from your stretched, aching cunt and drips onto his thigh. you whimper at the sudden emptiness, your body still twitching with aftershocks, but he offered no comfort. he simply lifted your weightless frame off him and laid you down on the ruined sheets as though you were something fragile and repulsive at the same time, something that had once been precious and was now only evidence of ruin. his eyes moved over you in a slow, unhurried sweep: the black rivers of mascara dried on your cheeks, the purple blooms of bite marks across your shoulders, the dark handprints bruised into your hips, the way your legs remained parted and trembling, cum still leaking steadily from your swollen folds onto the mattress in slow, glistening drops. then his gaze lifted past you to sohee, still kneeling on the sheets, cock hard and glistening, that familiar smug curl beginning to form at the corner of his mouth.
sohee opened his mouth, the first cocky syllable already shaping itself, but anton silenced him with nothing more than a flat, empty look. no words passed between them. the silence stretched, thick and suffocating, broken only by the ragged, shallow sound of your own breathing. the rgb lights continued their slow, indifferent shift across the walls, painting everything in shifting hues of blue and violet and red, but none of it touched the cold that had settled in the space between the three of you.
anton stood up without hurry. he wiped himself clean with one of sohee’s discarded shirts, the motion mechanical and distant, as if his hands were performing a task his mind had already left behind. he pulled his clothes back on piece by piece — boxers, jeans, hoodie — each rustle of fabric loud in the quiet, each small movement precise and final. you felt the weight of your own body then, impossibly heavy, limbs useless and trembling, your mind floating somewhere just above the mattress in a hazy grey fog where the compulsion had finally gone quiet and left only the hollow ache of what remained.
still you tried. your arms shook as you pushed yourself up, barely managing to lift your upper body from the damp sheets. your voice came out hoarse and cracked, little more than a broken whisper as you reached one weak hand toward him.
“anton… please…”
he paused at the edge of the bed, back still half-turned, and for a moment the room seemed to hold its breath with you. then he turned, and whatever fragile thing you were holding onto collapses instantly. because the look on his face isn’t anger, isn’t even the kind of hurt you could beg forgiveness from, it’s something stripped raw and exposed, something that looks at you like you’ve undone him in a way that can’t be fixed. the softness that used to live in his eyes is gone, completely gone, replaced with something sharp and unguarded, something that doesn’t try to hide the way his gaze flicks over you, your body, the marks, the damp sheen of everything that still clings to your skin, and recoils, subtle but unmistakable, like the sight of you makes something inside him turn.
for a second, just a second, his eyes shine. it’s quick, almost invisible, but it’s there, a flicker of something wet and breaking, something that looks like it hurts, like this is hurting him in a way he doesn’t know how to hold. and then it’s gone, swallowed down, replaced with something colder, something that steadies him.
“anton i lov—”
“don’t,” the word cuts clean through you, sharp and immediate, his voice rough, stripped of anything soft, like it’s been dragged out of him and left jagged at the edges evidence of the quiet devastation that had taken root in his bones.
“you fucking disgust me. i don't want to see you again.”
it lands slowly, not all at once, but in pieces, each word pressing into you deeper than the last, forcing you to feel it properly, fully, until there’s no space left to misinterpret, no way to soften what he means. it’s not just this moment, it’s everything behind it. everything you let build quietly, everything you hid, everything you took from him while he was still giving you something real. the nights he held you without asking for anything back, the way his hands used to move over you like you were something to be careful with, the way he looked at you like you were worth loving . all of it folds in on itself, twisting into something unbearable now that you know what you were doing at the same time, who you were letting touch you, how easily you let it continue.
something in your chest gives under the weight of it.
the feeling isn’t sharp, not at first. it’s heavy, suffocating, like something thick and cold pouring into you, filling you up until there’s no room left to breathe properly, your lungs working against it, each inhale shallow and strained. your eyes burn, sting with the pressure of tears that won’t fall, like even your body knows there’s no relief in that now, no release that would make any of this smaller.
anton turned away again. his footsteps fell quiet across the floorboards, each soft creak of wood slicing through the room like the last breath of something dying, the only sound left in a world that had suddenly gone still and cold. you watched the line of his shoulders, tense and unyielding, the familiar curve of his back that you had once traced with loving fingers in the dark, the way his hand reached for the doorknob with the same steady certainty he had once used to pull you close at night, to hold you like you were the only thing that mattered. he did not look back, not once. not even a flicker of hesitation, not a single glance over his shoulder to the broken, leaking mess he was leaving behind on the sheets.
the door clicked shut behind him without a slam or a shout. nothing dramatic or loud enough to match the violence that had just torn through all three of you. just a soft, final sound, small and ordinary, yet it landed in your chest like a blade driven slow and deep, twisting until the pain bloomed hot and endless. the silence that followed was worse than anything that had come before it, thick and endless and complete, it wrapped around you like a shroud, pressing down on your ribs until every shallow breath felt like drowning in the cold, grey waters of your own ruin, filling your lungs with the bitter taste of everything you had destroyed.
sohee shifts from his position on the bed, the movement unhurried, almost absent-minded, his body stretching loose again. the space he leaves behind cools too quickly, the heat of him disappearing from your skin in a way that feels abrupt, unfinished, like something has been taken and not replaced.
he drags a hand through his hair, pushing it back from his damp forehead, fingers catching slightly in the mess of it before falling away, and for a moment he just sits there, shoulders rolling once, settling back into himself, back into something familiar and unaffected. his gaze flicks toward you briefly, not lingering, not searching, just a quick, passing look like he’s checking something off rather than really seeing you.
“clean up. you know where the bathroom is,” he says, voice even, casual, stripped of anything that might resemble care, like it’s an afterthought more than anything else, like it doesn’t matter whether you go or stay or fall apart right there in front of him.
without sparing your limp, leaking body even a second glance his body turns away from you completely as he moves back toward his desk, dropping into the chair with an ease that feels practiced, automatic, the soft creak of it filling the space. the glow of the monitor catches his face again, washing it in that familiar, artificial light, flattening everything, making him look the same as he always does.
focused, distant, untouched.
his hand settles on the mouse, fingers flexing once before clicking, the sound sharp in the quiet, followed by the low hum of the game loading back in, pulling his headset over his ears without a second thought. whatever this was, whatever just happened in this room, folds in on itself and disappears for him almost instantly, reduced to something small, something forgettable.
you lay there, twitching faintly, skin sticky and cooling, the taste of both of them still thick on your tongue, the deep, constant ache between your legs refusing to fade. tears slipped silently from the corners of your eyes, mixing with the drying mascara and spit on your cheeks, but you made no sound. the compulsion that had screamed inside you for months was finally quiet, exhausted, sated for the first time. and in its place was only the slow, crushing weight of what you had done.
anton was gone. the one person who had loved you gently, who had truly seen you, who had tried with everything he had to keep you safe and whole. you had destroyed it all, not in secret anymore, not in stolen afternoons or whispered late-night texts, but right in front of him, with his best friend’s cock buried deep inside you alongside his own, the three of you tangled together in the filth you had created. the shame no longer burned hot and sharp. it simply sat there now, heavy and grey and endless, pressing down on your chest until every breath felt like drowning in the slow, merciless ruin you had chosen.
this was your guilty pleasure, you understood at last, in the crushing silence that followed. not the heat, not the roughness, not even the filthy fullness of two cocks tearing you apart. it was the slow, merciless ruin that followed, the kind that hollowed you out from the inside and left nothing but aching emptiness behind. you were tethered to this hunger by invisible threads, frayed and worn yet unbreakable, and the harder you pulled against them, the tighter they bound you, until you were suffocating beneath the crushing weight of your own betrayal.
even as the quiet click of the door echoed through the room like a final farewell, taking anton away forever, even as sorrow swallowed you whole and left you trembling and leaking in another man’s bed, a sick and terrible part of you already knew the truth. you would do it all again. you would burn down every beautiful thing in your life, again and again, just to taste that same poisonous pleasure. it was this realization, bitter and vile on your tongue, that finally broke what remained of your soul.
but anton was getting bigger. like, noticeably bigger. and you noticed it a couple days ago, when he got back from the gym.
gym bag tossed by the front door, sweat dripping from the tips of his hair and down his neck. after a long hour of working out, all anton wanted to do was loosen his muscles under a hot shower, and crash in bed.
"i'm back." he mumbled, catching your attention from the dinner table, finishing the last bite of your breakfast. by the time you woke up, he was already gone. so you had a hunch where he would've gone.
"i didn't think you would be home so early." your gaze followed him from the door to the kitchen, unscrewing the lid of his protein shake.
but something in you froze, yet you couldn't pin point why exactly. something about him was different. you thought it was because he wasn't wearing his glasses, or his hair was getting longer and falling onto his face.
until your eyes traveled down and zeroed in on his biceps. he was wearing a loose, sleeveless tank. it hung nicely on him, dark fabric clinging just enough around his chest and torso.
"me neither, i wanted to stay an extra 30 minutes but i think i overdid it yesterday." his lips pressed together, biceps bulging tight against his skin as he prodded at the lid of his bottle.
water rushed from the faucet as he shook the bottle out, strong hands twisting the cap off fully before he reached inside with the sponge.
his bicep flexed with the motion, full and firm and so much bigger than it used to be that your mouth actually parted a little.
anton was bulking.
actually bulking.
and his biceps were proof of it.
they looked fuller than before, round and firm, the kind of arms that made your thoughts slow down in the worst way.
there was no missing it now.
not with the way that tank stretched across his chest. not with the way his shoulders looked broader, his arms thicker, more sculpted.
every tiny movement made the muscle in his upper arm jump so naturally, so unfairly, and all you could do was sit there and stare like some shameless fool.
it was such a simple thing, anton cleaning out a protein bottle at the sink, but on him, it looked obscene.
"babe. did you change your routine?" you tried to sound natural, voice even as you walked over to him. but with the way your eyes never once left his arms, said otherwise.
because goodness, his biceps were insane.
your eyes tracked the way they tightened and released while he scrubbed the inside of the bottle, forearm shifting, veins faintly visible beneath warm skin.
your gaze kept dragging right back to his arms no matter how hard you tried to act normal.
the worse part, he was just standing there being built and gorgeous and completely unaware that you were seconds away from gripping his arm just to see if it felt as solid as it looked.
"no. why? finally deciding to workout with me?" he glanced over his shoulder, brows lifted slightly, soft amusement slipping into his expression almost instantly.
he definitely caught you.
but you didn’t even bother pretending this time.
your stare dipped right back to his bicep as he turned off the water, giving you one last, cruel flex when he squeezed the cloth dry in his hand.
the corner of his lips lifted lazily and you have to laugh. you've seen how he worked out. from countless facetime's or videos he'll randomly send you of him completing a set.
low groans and soft pants pushing past his lips in concentration. and you thank him every. time. saving them into a separate, special, folder in your gallery.
he turned a little more toward you now, protein bottle still in hand, and the tank shifted against his chest, showing even more of those broad shoulders and thickened arms.
"pfft, you wish." you lean back against the counter next to him leaving no space in question, glancing down to his arms every now and then.
the looked so full in that tank, so hard earned and distracting and perfect that your brain kept short circuiting every time he moved.
"i'll gladly stick with your videos. for scientific purposes." you cleared your throat.
shoulders shaking when he quietly snickered. "you sicko. maybe i should stop sending so you have no choice but to come with me."
he meant it as a joke. of course he'll never deprive you of your "cherished videos", as you called it before. and they were, truly.
especially when you were craving for his touch and he just so happens not to be there. you'll open the previous video he sent, soft grunts filling your speaker as he completes his set of pull ups, just enough for it feel like he's right in your ear praising you for taking him so well.
"anton, don't play with me. i'll never forgive you."
"oh come on, you know i'm just kidding." a sinister grin is plastered across his face, tongue darting out to wet his lips. “you know there are other ways i can get you to come.” his lips were only inches away from yours when leaned to grab the plate you just dropped in the sink.
for the first time, you didn’t have anything snarky to respond with. it was hard to when he was making two distinctly different statements. the difference being there wasn’t anything he could do to make you come with him. the other, he can make you come in different ways.
tongue prodding at your cheek, you softly rolled your eyes. you were not falling into that trap, especially when he looked like this. because honestly, there’s nothing stopping you. or him.
“i would love see you try, babe.” you use the excuse to pat his arm condescendingly. purposely reaching for the part in his arm that flexed constantly beneath your palm while he scrubbed at the plate. even if it was for a few seconds.
damn.
“okay. i’ll remember that.” he nodded slowly and you could already see the gears turning in head.
but it didn’t concern you. because even when the sun had settled behind the clouds, all you could think about was anton and his biceps. helplessly and shamefully.
his bulking was obvious now, written all over his upper body, but especially there, his arms thick and defined enough.
anton never even had to do much.
he’d just exist. that was enough.
a sleeveless shirt here. a rolled up sleeve there. one absentminded flex of his arm while moving something. constantly thinking about how unfair it was.
every day after that, no matter how hard you tried to focus on something else, your thoughts kept wandering right back to him.
tight back to the sight of him standing at the sink, broad shoulders on display, tank hanging low, biceps flexing without effort while water poured over his hands.
a completely ordinary moment. and somehow, to you, it had become the moment.
the one your mind clung to aimlessly, shamelessly, day after day, like it had found something too good to let go of.
Heyy! I read that anton piece about 10 times😍 what do you think is the kissing style of each riize member?
riize’s kissing style ! ⸰ 𖥔 ͙ࣳ
➥ ◜ ⓘ how kissing riize would be like + their kissing styles
riize x gn!reader ☁︎ 𑇛 ۫ ៹ fluff kissing intimacy established relationship ◞♡ library
this is my first time writing something like this so please have mercy on me 🙏
OSAKI SHOTARO:
- sweet & gentle
- he’s definitely the type to smile into the kiss, maybe even giggles if he gets shy
- 100% likes to cup your face
- his kisses are more about making you feel loved rather than intensity.
you’re sitting on the couch, giggling so hard your cheeks slightly ache. you don’t even remember what the original joke was but shotaro’s smile was just as wide as yours. he leans forward, resting his forehead on yours for moment before looking into your eyes. “you’re so cute when you laugh” his voice comes out softly and before you could reply, shotaro leans in and his lips brush against yours, almost like he’s asking for permission.
you give him a slight nod and he’s immediately cupping your cheek with his hand, his thumb rubbing against your skin. once his lips touch yours, there’s a warmth that flows through you causing you to melt into his touch. he slightly grins against your lips before finally pulling away, hiding the grin that still hasn’t left his face into your shoulder
SONG EUNSEOK:
- tender & steady
- i think his approach to kissing you would rather be calm and intentional
- he wouldn’t rush. he would rather take his time with you, savoring the moment
- definitely rests his hand on your back hehe
eunseok had taken to you of his “spots” he so claims. you find yourself sitting on top of a hill, staring off into the city lights, away from everyone else. eunseok sits close enough that you can feel the warmth radiating from you, causing you to scoot closer. his hand finds the small of your back, his gaze drifting from the city to you. “are you cold? here, let me warm you up”
this kiss comes unhurried, almost as if he has all the time in the world. his grip on your back had slightly tightened and it lingers there, like he’s savoring this moment. he pulls back slightly just to look at you, admire you. he leans in to kiss you again, slower, and deeper. safe to say, it worked! you definitely felt warmer.
JUNG SUNGCHAN:
- playful, giddy, but passionate
- he for sure likes to tease you before actually kissing you
- but when he does kiss you, it’s confident and deep.
- hmm his kisses are sooo flirty and so intense in the best way possible (kicking my legs)
sungchan tilts his head at you, he can’t even hide the grin that forms onto his face. “you’re blushing already? i haven’t even done anything yet! i knew you liked me but i didn’t think thissss much.” he teases, leaning closer towards you. your hands move up, placing them onto his chest to push him away but he manages to catch your wrist before you could do so. he tugs you against him, causing you to look up at him. he uses this opportunity to kiss you, his lips warm and insistent on yours. the way he kisses you makes your brain all fuzzy, you feel like you’re floating.
he pulls away, already smirking at you. “you’re so pretty when you’re like this, yn” he speaks, his voice filled with a hint of tease but also adoration. “i don’t know what you’re talking about.” you reply, huffing and looking away, trying to hide the smile is forming on your face.
PARK WONBIN:
- magnetic & electric
- when he kisses you, he reaaally focuses on you
- i see him as the type to tilt your head back or if you have longer hair, he would tuck it behind your ear
- his kisses definitely make you feel like the only person in the world, it’s so magnetic
silence hangs between you two, no words are spoken other than the rain hitting softly against the windows. you’re leaning into him, basking in each other’s presence. “what are you thinking about?” wonbin’s voice cuts through the silence. you shifted in your position, looking at him properly. “you.” you said slightly teasingly. he responds to your answer with a small laugh before he places his hand on the back of your hand. “yeah? really?”
you nod, your face breaking into a grin. wonbin’s gaze lingers on your face, as if he was trying to memorize the details. his hand slides to your jaw, titling your face up to meet his. this kiss lands firm and focused. as his lips move against yours, there’s a quiet intensity between the two of you. when he finally pulls back, he opens his mouth to say: “i think about you too.”
HONG SEUNGHAN:
- super affectionate, almost emotional
- his kisses are full of emotion, as if he’s pouring all of his love into you
- his kisses have a sense of longing (this man is a yearner, idc what anyone says)
- his kisses are a mix of comfort and love, so so sweet
after a long day apart, seunghan doesn’t hesitate. he immediately wraps his arms around you as soon as he sees you. pulling you flushed against him, seunghan buries his face into your shoulder. it feels as if he’s trying to mold you two together. “i missed you so much.” he murmurs, against your skin. he leans back, just enough to place a soft kiss on your temple. you giggle at him, shaking your head. “it’s only been a day…”
he stubbornly shakes his head back at you before his lips find yours. this kiss is urgent, warm, and you feel his sincerity seep through you. when he finally pulls back, he brushes his nose against yours before kissing you again and again. by the time he’s done, he’s all smiley as if he wasn’t just sulking earlier. “say you missed me too.” he teases, still holding onto you firmly.
LEE SOHEE:
- also playful, lots of sparks
- he seems the type to steal kisses…
- his kisses can be unpredictable but it’s filled with sincerity and warmth
- he’s just so cute with it, i can’t
“sohee… stay still…” you complain for the 100th time. you’re currently trying to apply make up on your boyfriend’s face but he keeps moving to get a reaction out of you. he can’t help it, he thinks the way your furrow your eyebrows is so cute! “okay okay, i’m sorry! i’ll sit still.. i promise.” you raise an eyebrow at him, not believing him in the slightest but you decided to just continue the makeup routine anyway.
once again, he moves. before you can complain again, his hand is on your wrist and he’s pulling you into a quick kiss. you feel your heart jump, your eyes widening in surprise. you shove his shoulder softly but he only leaned in to kiss you again, properly this time. the kiss makes your head spin, his laugh is muffled into the kiss.
LEE ANTON:
- shy, attentive, but deep
- he’s careful at first, wanting to test the waters first
- when he catches the right moment, his kisses are deep and filled with tenderness
- starts off gentle and shy but ends off breathtaking and burning
anton stares at you, his eyes roaming all over your face. his mind feels like it is running 100 miles per minute, gosh, he thinks you’re so beautiful. you’re tucked under his arm, your chin resting on his chest. suddenly, he moves so the both of you are now sitting up straight. “you okay?” you asked, tilting your head at him. he just smiles at and nods. “i’m okay.” he looks like he’s debating something but before you’re able to press him about it, he blurts out “can i kiss you?” his voice is soft and careful. you paused for a second, processing his question before giggling. “you always can.”
he leans in, almost hesitant, almost embarrassed. but once you kiss him back, something shifts. his hand finds your waist, pulling you closer before he deepens the kiss, slow and steady. somehow all the shyness disappeared and he just wants to bask in this moment with you.
