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[letscreatesomething-beautiful]

You’re right beside me—sleeping. My head upon your chest, listening to your heart beating. I listen to the rise and fall of your breath. I observe the curvature in your lips, the way your arm drapes around my hips. Your warm touch, comforts my cold body. To me, you are that special somebody— who embodies the type of perfection and characteristics that I admire. Funny how we met and how things have transpired. Now you have become everything that I desire.

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I want more of you. You somehow tend to always be- the calm in the midst of my storms. You soothe me, deep down to my core. Your essence, I adore-- how can I not want more?

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Fatherless

He taught me that trust was, having someone constantly walk in and out of your life. Subconsciously knowing that it was wrong but treating it as if it were always right. He taught me to believe that— blood isn’t thicker than water. For he treated me as if I were non-existent, even though I was his only daughter. He taught me that just because someone says, “I love you”— doesn’t mean that they truly do. He also taught me that love never stays. So I keep my borders up with lovers because I fear that eventually they'll be like him— and walk away. He impacted the way I viewed the world, when I was just a little girl. He influenced my outlook from a very young age. Some of these things, I still have trouble dealing with today.

[letscreatesomething-beautiful]

If we were to ever stand in a room full of art. Know that I wouldn’t be able to tell you and the art apart. Because just like art, it takes a special kind of person to notice it’s true beauty. It takes a special kind of person to explore it’s depths. And oh, how I have become familiar with the pattern— the rise and fall of your every breath. And oh, how I have admired your beauty beyond the outer layer. And oh, how I have studied every curvature among your body, among your face. My fingers have become familiar, with your entity—with every trace. Every ounce of you, I want to experience and taste. And every moment, with you- I cherish and don’t want to waste. So every moment with you— your presence, I embrace. Because deep down I have a fear that from my life, you’ll depart. So, I hope you remember that I wouldn’t be able to tell you and the art apart. Because to me, you are an exquisite work of art.

[letscreatesomething-beautiful]

Maybe one day...

Maybe one day. someone will listen to love songs and think of me. They’ll admire watching me grow, into the person I always longed to be.

In times of stress, we’ll soothe each other, like a hot cup of tea. I’ll help to calm their nerves and put them at ease.

They’ll call or text me, simply to check up on me or just to see how was my day. They’ll be real with me- not fake nor cliche.

We’ll support one another, while we reach for our goals and dreams. We’ll figure this thing called life out together because we know it’s more to it than it seems. And when they’re in the mood I’ll be sure to tease.–I’ll be sure to please. I willingly will put time aside for them, just to help fulfill their needs.

To my heart, if they win the key. By their side I will always be; they will always be able to count on me.

Maybe someday… Maybe one day, someone will truly love me and be happy to have me by their side. Together we’ll support one another & enjoy life’s wild yet beautiful ride.

[letscreatesomething-beautiful]

When in your presence I observe and stare, I adore running my fingers through your hair. I adore seeing your face light up, when you talk about your passions. I admire the way you put your ideas and thoughts into action. And even though I make fun of you, I can’t help but to adore your perfectionist ways. Your need for order, preciseness and consistency never lets me down. I feel blessed just having you around. Can I tell you, I miss you, when we are apart? Because overtime, you have climbed your way into my heart— soothing, reconnecting and healing the broken parts. Can I let you know, I knew you were special right from the start? And if you ever decide to leave, in my life— you’ll forever leave a lasting mark.

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I told myself, I’d never let another make me feel again. Because it seems every beginning seems to have an end. But then you came along– my heart started to sing a song. When in your presence, I try to act nonchalant- I try to play pretend, because I promised myself– I would never let another in. But deep within, you have my heart beating. you’ve become my muse– you have my pen heaving. You give the word love, a new meaning- a true meaning.

[letscreatesomething-beautiful]

It’s clear to me, but is it clear to you— that it’s all in the little things you do. Like, comforting me when I’m feeling down— making me smile when I frown. Each and everyday, for you, my feelings grow deeper. You surely are—a keeper. So forgive me, for when we’re together, I know I tend to stare. It’s just that I know, you are extraordinary— you are rare. When we part ways, I have started to miss you. So I countdown the days, until again I’m able to kiss you. I adore being in your presence. To me, on Earth you give me a glimpse of heaven. Unexpectedly you dropped from the skies, and appeared by my side.. And goddamn you for being so pleasing to both my mind and my eyes. There is no doubt that— you are an angel in disguise. Intellectual,     captivating,         sensuous                  and wise. I hope that with you, I never have to utter                  goodbye.