Jun 13, 2017
13/06/2017
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Note to self: Don’t kill yourself
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Rose Reca - Note to self
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13/06/2017
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Note to self: Don’t kill yourself
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Rose Reca - Note to self
07/06/2017
⊿ You say “You can’t lose something you never had”. Okay. What does this mean?
That because we’ve never been together, you explaining to me that “you don’t like me in that way”, isn’t losing you?
That because I never had that job, receiving this call telling me that all my work was in vain, isn’t losing hope?
Cause let me tell you: You & Hope were the most important things I’ve ever had in my life. So don’t you tell me again “You can’t lose something you never had”. Cause I’ve lost everything.
Or maybe you’re right / and all this time / I just had nothing. ⊿
Rose Reca - You say
06/06/2017
⊿ Some days it feels like we don’t see each other. You’re there. I’m there. But we’re not there together. We’re not interacting. We could blame technology and our obsession for social media. But the truth might be that we’d rather look at a screen than talk to each other. Cause then we’d have to face that there is not much to say when it’s just you and I.
And I’m not sure I’m ready
For our love story to receive
The notification : #end ⊿
Rose Reca - There
Rose Reca - Walking ⊿ 12/05/2017
Love is Love !
anyone with a neuron or two in their brain
❤ Happy Pride Month ! ❤
08/06/2017
⊿ I woke up this morning telling myself that I’ll write something deep. Something as a deep as the blue of a deep ocean. But now that I’m here I’m not really inspired. I’ve got things to do, words to say and no time to waste on a blank page. So instead I’m just going to name this “deep poem” and you can pretend you just read something really deep that is awaking.
You don’t need to thank me as we’re all pretending. I pretend I wrote something deep. You pretend you read something deep. The depth is really there in this superficial pretending game.
All this reminds me of life itself. ⊿
Rose Reca - Deep poem
13/06/2017
⊿ “Let’s call her June”. That’s what my parents must have thought when they decided to call me June. June. Why? I’m not even born in june. They knew people were going to make fun of my name. Above all in primary school! Kids were calling me January. I don’t even know why January and not another month. But now as a grown up, I understand. Well. Understanding might be a bit much but at least I don’t feel bitter about it. My name made me stronger. And even if now and then I can see people smiling when they hear my name, I tell myself that I have this power. They won’t forget me so soon ⊿
Rose Reca - Let’s call her June
25/05/2017
⊿ It’s hard to tell myself that you don’t miss me at all when all I can do is thinking about you. It’s hard to tell myself that I could disappear and that you wouldn’t even notice. It’s hard to tell myself that you’re my main preoccupation when for you I’m just one among others.
It needs to stop.
I must accept that my presence never really mattered if you don’t miss me at all. I must accept that I’m not special to you and that I should maybe move on if you can’t notice my absence.I must accept that just because I care about you, it doesn’t mean that you care about me.
I think - it’s finally time - to look after myself and start caring about - what should be - my main concern : me. ⊿
Rose Reca - It’s hard but I must accept