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jac-zap - sacrifice - mai 2023

[heynikkiyousofine]

Nov. 8th, 2022 Inuprompts: Sacrifice 

Don’t Sacrifice Yourself for Me

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Abruptly sitting up, she gasped for breath as blackness surrounded her, sweaty bangs clinging to her forehead. Blue eyes darting around, she tried to calm her breathing as each member of their group slept silently on, the latest trip eventful. I need some air. Sliding Shippo gently away from her body, Kagome rose slowly, creeping out of Kaede’s hut.

The waxing moon lit up the sky, Kagome wrapping her arms around her as she trudged through the village and up to the Goshiboku as a gentle breeze caused her to shiver. She couldn’t tell if she was shivering from the nightmare she had or because summer was coming to a close, the nights getting cooler with every passing day.

Stopping in front of the God Tree, she stared up at the highest branches, feeling more like herself as the familiar ancient aura washed over her, the faint sounds of Kaguya’s laugh echoing in her ear, reminding Kagome of her near fatal journey.

“Kagome?” Jumping, she whirled around, her heart pounding rapidly once more as Inuyasha suddenly appeared behind her. His ears flattened at her gasp, his voice low. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare ya.”

“It’s okay, just surprised me.” She waved him off, wrapping her arms around herself again as another shiver crawled up her spine. Why am I so cold? Probably has something to do with almost dying. She didn’t realize she was staring at the ground when a heavy feeling draped over her shoulders. Looking up at her hanyou, she smiled in thanks when he adjusted the fire rat robe for her.

He swiftly turned and sank into the roots of the Goshinboku, his hard amber eyes reflecting the moonlight. He’s angry?

“Are you alright?” She whispered, knowing he would hear her. He squeezed his fist, as if he was trying to reign in his fury. She gave into her desire to sit near him, despite his mood.

“You almost died. You could’ve been killed.” He harshly answered, Kagome pausing in her step, staring at him with wide eyes. She knew exactly what he was talking about. First, with stepping in front of the arrow aimed straight at his heart, then kissing him when he was in full demon form.

Biting her lip, she settled herself next to him, wrapping her arms around her knees and laying her chin on top, gazing into the forest. They sat silently, the only sounds in the clearing were of the rustling leaves above them. I understand why he’s angry with me. If the whole thing had been reversed, I would be too. She took a breath, readying herself to argue with him.

“I’m not sorry.” She breathed, his soft snarl the only response, but he allowed her to continue. “If it had been you that sacrificed yourself, I would be just as angry.”

“I could’ve killed you, Kagome.” She winced at the way he said her name, the hurt clearly there.

“Inuyasha, I would’ve done anything to save you, even take an arrow for you. You’re always the one protecting me and for once, so I’m glad it was me this time!” She faced him, her eyes meeting his own. “I wouldn’t change a thing about what I did, but I’m sorry that you’re angry with me.”

“Don’t go sacrificing yourself for me!” He argued, his brows furrowing. She frowned, silence falling over them once more, the both of them taking a chance to figure out their next words.  What can I say that would make him believe I would do anything for him? She knew they would continue to agree to disagree on the subject until she could make him.

“I’m only angry at myself for allowing it to happen. That I changed into something I don’t want anymore. I heard your voice, telling me that you love me as a half-demon and it was what brought me out of that spell. When I felt your lips on mine, I was relieved that I hadn’t killed you, but you scared the shit outta me, ‘Gome.” His voice quieted as he spoke the last sentence. “I don’t want you to think that you have to do that everytime I transform.”

A hollowed feeling filled her gut, Inuyasha practically telling her that she shouldn’t be kissing him, because he didn’t feel that way about her.

“I can practically hear the thoughts running through your head.” He nudged her, their shoulders bumping. She blushed, hunching down. He knows me too well. “It ain’t about Kikyō, I just don’t want you to force yourself to do something you do want to do for the sake of my humanity.”

“You wouldn’t be forcing me.” She whispered, smiling softly. Leaning her head on his shoulder, she sighed as he leaned back, his anger dissipating. I’m sure we’ll argue about it again, but I’m glad I’m by his side once more.

“Did you have a bad dream?” He asked softly, her fatigue getting to her. She simply nodded, not having the energy to respond. “After Tsubaki, you had nightmares for weeks after, so you’ll probably have them again about that heaven bitch.”

“You’re not really helping.” She giggled. He’s trying his best. “I’ll be okay, I promise.”

“I’ll watch over you, just don’t go sacrificing yourself in your dreams and it’ll be fine.” He chuckled. She laughed again, sinking into his side. Her limbs and eyelids began to feel heavy and she fell into peaceful sleep, her hanyou protecting her.

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[chrispineisagoddess]

I’ve had this in my drafts for a while and decided to post and unsure if I will continue it.

[The Mummy] Pt.1/?, read tags for more info

Jonathan Carnahans last memory was hugging his baby sister. Her sobs loud, tears staining his clothing. He was now naked on a marbel stone slab, a blanket separating him and cold stone. He was completely naked. He lay on his side, trying to curl into a ball. Afraid and ashamed of his nakedness. Thoughts of his baby sister was the only thing keeping him even the little bit of sane. He just knew that with this sacrifice, he’d be giving Evy the life she so deserved. Schooling and a place to live and grow. Besides that, he remembered his only friend he had made less than a year ago… this tall, dark and handsome man that he had developed an embarrassing crush on. After meeting him, he had not found company in anyone else except for his almost everyday. Evy had even met him and loved him. His name was Ardeth and had practically gone missing before everything started. He became a bit pitiful after. Usually, they would just worship at the gods temple every month and that was it. He himself didn’t really believe in the god but he couldn’t not worship as that had bad consequences. All of a sudden, a gathering was called and they were told by the leaders that they would be sacrificing a human. Everyone had suddenly became fearful until one of the leaders known as Terrence Bey told everyone to not worry as someone had already been chosen. He and his sister had froze as his name was the one to leave his mouth. Everyone knew who I was. I was known as a lousy and thieving drunk but somehow, I was never punished. I mean, it was mostly harmless fun(atleast to me) and I had only done so to support my sister, unbeknownst to her. Everything had happened so fast as I was whisked away by the villages guards. I would be told what I had to do in a weeks time and I would only be able to say goodbye to my sister a day before it. I was told that he would have to give himself to the god and in the end, the village would no longer need to worry about food, water or sickness. His life would be traded for all that and his sister would be getting the education and things she needed to live comfortably. That somehow made his demise less horrid in his mind. He was sorely missing his friend now. — it was almost pitch black except for a torch in each corner of the temple. That wasn’t even the scary part. There were 3 strangers in each corner of the large room with black robes. They had a sort of thin black veil over their eyes that they could still see through. Why did I have to be killed naked?!? I noticed the room becoming brighter. I start to feel warm all of a sudden and realize I feel eyes on me. I was too afraid to look but I had too. I turn and over my shoulder was a tall figure dressed in a black robe. Nothing but their torso was showing, dark skin with dark hair leading down to their bottom half which was covered with a piece of cloth wrapped around its waist. The face was covered with a black cloth, it only covered the face and cut off to reveal Long black curly hair that fell on broad shoulders. It looked almost human. Not what I expected. It might have been what I imagined my friends naked body to look like. “Lay down flat.” A voice says and it sounds exactly like my friend except the voice doesn’t sound as kind as it usually does. Too afraid to disobey, I do as they’re told. I feel heat rise up my chest at the view of my naked body. I wasn’t exactly impressive. I did often indulge myself. I watch as the man? God? Kneels on the slab stone right beside me and gets on top of me. Suddenly it’s face was above mine, the face covering falling to touch my forehead and a clear view of the gods face. It was- “Hello Jonathan.” He finally speaks. “A-Ardeth?!?” I breath back and suddenly he’s kissing me. I had imagined kissing my friend but not in this situation. His hand came up to caress the side of my face and I close my eyes. His tongue wanted entrance and I gave it. It felt like forever until he pulls away to move down, kissing my neck. I turn my head not knowing what to do.

[melancholy-in-andante]

An Empty Grave

I gave my oath when I was young

The road ahead, unknown to me

That I would seek to do what's right

In honor and in chivalry

I gave my oath in unmarred steel

Undented shield and shining blade

Untested by the road I walk

Unaware of the mistake I'd made

I gave my oath and played the fool

The word I gave, the steepest cost

What worth is there to honor kept

If all I swore to guard is lost?

I gave my oath so long ago

I break it now, so easily

What use to me is honor now?

What use to me is chivalry?

I offer neither flesh nor bone

Both unmade, like the oath I gave

I'll carve this into silent stone

I'll share with you this empty grave

[sweetmemories2606]

Irreplaceable (Gruvia Week 2018)

It's been forever since I posted this one, but I decided to add another chapter in the end and possibly a sequel. 

PS: This two-shot was originally my prompt for day 5 of 2018's Gruvia Week.

Title: No One Can Replace You

Pairings: Gruvia, minor NaLu/Gajevy, Gajuvia friendship

Summary: What if Lucy hadn't been the only one who came from the future? After Juvia sacrifices herself for Gray, he fears losing her until she reveals that he'll get a second chance. The happy ending he hadn't thought he deserved now seems possible, unless Zeref decides to interfere again. 

Timeline: The story begins during the Grand Magic Games and then follows my own timeline.

Warnings: The first chapter is very angsty, so beware. Also, there is mature content in the second one.

Word Count: around 3500 words per chapter

Link: Chapter 1, Chapter 2.

Sneak Peek Ch 1:

"Juvia, I…" Lyon's loud scream interrupted his confession.

"Gray, look out!" Gray turned around only to see a laser was coming right at him. For a moment he was frozen in shock, until he was suddenly pushed aside. Confused, he looked back only to find Juvia standing in the same spot where he had been a second ago.

"What?" He tried to comprehend what had just happened, but upon noticing the red stain on her dress as she fell to her knees, his face paled.

"No. No!" He quickly got to his feet and ran towards her. "Juvia!"

She looked at him; her face showed surprise and, for a reason he didn't understand yet, relief. "I'm sorry."

"No, please." Gray knelt by her side before taking her in his arms. Frantic and cold hands pressed against the wound, trying to contain the blood.

He completely forgot that they weren't alone, ignoring Lyon and Meredy's screams before they focused on eliminating the dragons.

"It's okay, my love." Gray didn't realize he was crying until her pale hand gently touched his cheek.

"No, it's not okay. Why did you do that?" He felt angry; at himself for so many reasons and at her, for sacrificing herself. Didn't she know that this would only hurt him more?

After all, he had long since confided about his past and the people he had lost. Juvia knew that he still blamed himself for Ur's death, so she was well aware that putting her own life in danger for his sake would only break him even more.

"I'm sorry." She repeated ever so gently. "But everything's going to be okay."

Sneak Peek Ch 2:

"What the hell are you two doing?" Gajeel yelled, stepping into the room.

"Seriously?" Gray whispered, breaking apart from the embrace.

"I'm so glad to see you." Juvia beamed at their friends.

"Are you okay?" Lucy asked, immediately noticing the injuries along her collarbone and on her face.

"Yes." The bluenette nodded.

"So, you finally decided to man up?" Natsu asked, raising a brow in Gray's direction.

"Shut up." The ice mage replied, blushing.

"What do you think you are doing with Juvia?" Gajeel's stare was deadly.

"Gajeel…" The bluenette called for her best friend, smiling.

"Just let them be." Levy warned, staring firmly at him. "Juvia is a big girl; she can date whoever she wants."

"So you two are dating?" Lucy asked the couple while the iron dragon slayer silenced.

"Well…" Gray looked at Juvia, unsure what to say. "I guess you could say that."

"How did that happen?" Natsu wondered, still smirking.

The ice mage sighed, knowing this would take a while. After Juvia motioned for everyone to fully entered the room and each person took place in one of the chairs or beds, the two of them began to explain everything that had happened in the past few days.

Of course, not all information was disclosed for Juvia no longer remembered it. Perhaps it was a good thing that none of them knew of the tragic consequences this would have, or else they might've driven themselves crazy worrying about it.

[kailrosewrites]

Hunger Too

January 13, 2016 at 5:34pm

 I always blamed you for being hungry

Because you devoured, destroyed everything before you

You ate everything trying to satiate your lust.

But nothing worked

And I blamed you for it.

I didn’t want to admit I understood.

For I’ve spent days feeling hungry

Weeks and months gone past

And I starved while you ate the stars.

As if the universe itself could satisfy your greed.

I wondered if one day it might.

Then maybe my hunger would ebb

And I could stop starving myself

To leave enough for you

My love, I’m hungry too.

[cursed-collector]

The first of many.

[todaysverse]

Do What Is Right - Proverbs 21:3

The Lord is more pleased when we do what is right and just

than when we offer him sacrifices.