#sad warning

[claybird14]

Dave//over if it was good

[militantconfessi0n]

Sorry that this one isn’t as refined as well!! It was too sad for me to work on. 😖

[nanamiism]

ItaJun → ItaFushi, canon complaint angst post episode 13

[arcanigenum]

ugly crying and keeping my dog hostage in my lap. i miss my mom so much. she would’ve been 54 this year. she was 39 when she died. the things i never got to say and the things that could have been hurt the most. i never got to know her as a person like i today know my dad. im so sad i never actually got to know her and took her for granted as a mom. parents arent supposed to die when youre a kid, yknow? 

im glad my internship is at the psychiatric clinic which is in its own building next to the hospital. i dont have to deal with that smell, or the corridors, or seeing sickly people. i have no idea if i could deal with that every day.

my doctor at the trans health clinic pointed out that i might not actually have mourned properly just cus i can talk about my mom and her death, bc of the circumstances at that time. i was like ok fair point. so i’ve decided to deal with that now lol. during this week ive already been crying more than i have this whole goddamn year LMAO and i have barely started. 

i bought the grief recovery handbook (really good exercises for any type of loss, not only death!!) as well as a motherloss workbook (seems really cute! dedicated pages to put photos and stuff!). both require me to remember my childhood. i barely remember anything. it’s so hard. and painful. and emotional. :( 

[pieisbestdessert]

Amorett doodles, angsty art below the cut, you’ve been warned. They’re not horrid or anything, just sad.

[we-cool-beans]

The concept of grandpa Sammus alone made me cry

[mirkwoodshewolf]

RIP Sassy

Now some of you may know, only a couple of you but since last week my black cat Sassy had been going through Kidney Failure. It was a grueling thing for any cat parent to hear but she still lived as best as she could but however today on Feb. 8th, 2020 this will be a date I will dread for the rest of my life because this morning at around 10am EST, my beloved baby girl passed away in the comforts of her home on the couch. She’s the black one in these two pics (the white one is my other cat Phoebe).

I know I should be happy that she at least died in the comforts of home instead of a cold, strange table with a needle finally ending her suffering, but this........I adopted her from the getgo and she’s always been my baby but I guess now.....I have to give her away to a soul that I’m sure will take care of her.

As a Queen fan I want to ask Freddie Mercury and Jim Hutton to take care of my beloved Sassy, she’s skittish but she’s all the loving once you fully gain her trust. Hopefully she won’t have anything to be afraid of up there. But Sassy I know that you’re no longer suffering anymore or in pain but just know that mommy LOVES YOU SOO MUCH and please be kind to Freddie and Jim, maybe you’re reunited with your brother Hudson and will finally get to meet your long lost sister Missy.

RIP my beloved Sass-a-frass. May you now find peace in paradise.

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[the-march-hair]

Ferre and R emotional support.

I drew a picture, for a fic that @racetrackthehiggins wrote based on a pic i drew. The circle is complete.