#sadaesthetic

[ri-s-ii]

☆: The embrace of silence was haunting at first. But now… it’s rather enjoyable.

At first, I was afraid—thrashing, screaming, begging and pleading for someone to hear me. But in the end, I was always alone. And eventually, I grew silent once more.

The only constant in my life was the aloneness. It was… suffocating. But then I wondered: If I just took a breath—let the silence in— would it really be as awful as I’d imagined?

It… wasn’t.

The chilling cold I once feared felt warm against my skin for the first time. I let the depths take me in, and now, they are home—because I’ve never had one.

So I began to paint this nothingness with my strange, unwanted colors. From them, creations bloomed, stitching themselves together until the emptiness transformed— An ever-expanding pocket of worlds and paths. All waiting to be finished, to be explored. All born from my hands.

And though each creation is painted with a color of me, There is one in particular made in my likeness—because she is me.

We are simply two extremes of one whole.

Which means… I don’t get to sleep when she’s up all night worrying.

I’m Ava. And these are my creations.

[gentleaddictions]

[prettywhenicryyxx]

keep making me laugh, let’s go get high

[kenn-pq]

😿✖️😿✖️.. #art #illustration #artportfolio #instaart #sketchbook #portrait #drawing #doodling #oniongirl #kawaii #cute #creepycute #strawberry #strawberrysauce #nosebleed #redhairgirl #tattoogirls #sadgirl #sadgirlsclub #sadaesthetic #sweetcat #kittygirl https://www.instagram.com/p/BvthSNZjaDa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fk3ws2w6scqe

[altmusicx]

“Do I really make that face?”

[kyuxkat]

[gentleaddictions]

[prettywhenicryyxx]

my heart can’t take anymore