Cutscenes from Naruto Jinraiden novel chapter 5, Sasuke’s dialogue with the masked boy in his Mangekyou Sharingan world.
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«Are you going to destroy the Leaf at any cost?»
«Are you even willing to sever all the bonds, as you did when you left the village?»
«The bond I wish for doesn’t exist anymore.»
Sasuke Only wishes for One bond in this world..His bond with Itachi :(
«Itachi didn’t wish you to go against the Leaf.»
«I know. However, if I didn’t do it I wouldn’t know how to prove it to myself.»
«The fact that Itachi lives inside me, that he keeps existing in my heart.»
Sasuke Only has Itachi in his mind and in his heart. His soul is entrenched with the memories of Itachi and he misses him so much, it is physically hurting him. He wants to feel Itachi within him. He wants Itachi to stop him from destroying Konoha. He wants his brother to touch his soul. This is his call for help, his desperate attempt to connect with Itachi. Maybe just maybe if he threatened to destroy Konoha, itachi will come back? :’(
Tears were streaming profusely on my face.«And you are Itachi Uchiha, my brother.»
The boy had disappeared: now in front of my eyes there was him, Itachi, and it seemed to me that that had always been his place. The Akatsuki cloak fluttered in the wind.
«Even if you were to sever every bond, I’ll stay here for eternity.» His voice sounded like a feeble breath of breeze to me. He slowly raised his hand, until he placed it on the mask. I caught a glimpse of the jaw first, then the lips: his face began to appear little by little. However the time at our disposal ran out all of a sudden. The magnetic field that constituted that world started to warp. As a shattered hourglass, the forest disappeared, loosing countless crows in the sky. I understood that in the real world Reishi had sealed Rōen.
«Niisan!» I fell headfirst on the hole that had suddenly opened under my feet. While I collapsed in a bottomless darkness, for a moment I managed to see it: Itachi’s mouth was moving, without emitting any sound.
«Even if you were to sever every bond…» Tears were falling like rain, from the earth towards the sky. That’s how I went through the black dream and came out. «…I’ll stay here for eternity.»
That impossible to hear voice echoed in my ears forever.
This is Sasuke’s feels about Itachi. :’(
Nothing or No-one can help him at this point , he only wishes that somewhere within him , he finds itachi’s soul, some part of itachi he can latch on to? He aches for Itachi with everything he has got. He desperately wants to reach out and touch him, just a mere dream but he wants to see him just one more time, talk to him just one more time…say how he feels, cry with him, cry FOR him because No-one cried for Itachi…and Sasuke cant stop crying thinking of that.
NO-One understood what they put Itachi through. Itachi swallowed the bitter pill.. His brother lived and died in the shadow as criminal. His brother threw away his own life for the sake of Sasuke.
Sasuke can take any pain on himself but he can’t bear the pain Itachi was put through. For him Not even the village is more important than Itachi (416)
The elders of Konoha, Danzou, everyone just used and discarded Itachi. And it hurts Sasuke more than anything to think , that his perfect brother … his light .. his entire reason for existence was extinguished by konoha. As he says in the manga , “every person in Konoha is the target of my wrath.”
His love for Itachi is consuming him from within. :”( … Their love for each other is beautiful and so deep .