Podcast I was listening to was talking about Compatibility and how you shouldn’t force it and how it shouldn’t feel like a “square peg and a round hole”
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Podcast I was listening to was talking about Compatibility and how you shouldn’t force it and how it shouldn’t feel like a “square peg and a round hole”
"that story" is that what we're calling it
wh-what the hell is your banner and pfp
It's my shaylas. But jolly and merry. I made it better :) do you like it Emma? Do you like it? SAY YOU LIKE IT
r u guys proud of me?
EVERYONE SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAUGHTER RIGHT NEOW.
Happy birthday, Jane !!!!
I'd like to invite my friends, foes, family, and all my moots to my wedding. Venue at your nearby supermarket at exactly 1 pm, we'll both be there.
Okay but jokes aside. YOUR BOY IS OFFICIALLY TAKEN. I SCREAM TOWARDS MY 8 MOOTS THAT ARE BARELY ONLINE.
"do you ever think of us being tht. tnt. TNG. TGT..."
"WHAT.WHAT.WHAT"
"WHAT."
"Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light."
I feel tired. 2024 was an odd year for me. Ive never felt so relaxed. Ive never felt so empty. I saw it coming, too. Three years ago I came to the conclusion that I couldnt keep this up forever. That something would break. I was running on fumes even then, it didnt take a genius to see that. I finally ran out of fuel in August 2023.
I still remember what it felt like, to pull on that fire. To do the things I wanted to do with a desparate, raging smile. But theres nothing left anymore. Its just ash. I miss the fire.
I dont need it though... thats not the real problem. I can make do without just fine. Its just... when I look beyond the day, when I look to what I hope to accomplish? Theres nothing there. Theres no end to the tunnel. Its just darkness.
What could you ever do againt that oppressive darkness? I dont want to fight... I dont want to do any of this... I just want to go to sleep. Forever.
... But theres this voice in the back of my head...
Even despite the darkness and the pain, it never truly leaves. Constantly repeating. Over and Over again.
"Get up. Get up. Get up. Please. Its going to be okay. Were going to be okay. Get up. One day we'll look back on this and laugh. I promise."
... And so, I get up.
Over and Over again.
... Maybe this time itll turn out different.
New Years Resolution: I dont want to die.