2020 from a schizophrenic standpoint
I spend a lot of time dismissing my own hallucinations and delusions in order to live a relatively happy life.
But this year is seriously putting that to the test and my conspiracy theories are no longer so outlandish.
a worldwide virus that kills high risk people (me) if you go outside and get around people who have it but some people are asymptomatic
and it may or may not have been a plot by a communist government looking to take over the world
australia, as a country, on fire (still not sure australia exists though)
internet privacy is no longer a thing
canada’s first mass shooting in DECADES
sports/olympics/etc. is gone
UFO existence confirmed by the Pentagon
everyone in the world staying home
except the gun-nut survivalists you’d think would be loving this
a resulting worldwide famine predicted in the near future
How are my hallucinations and delusions supposed to compete with this?
It all started the middle of last year when I told my psych doc that I suspected we were all staying sick with flu/colds longer because terrorists were releasing something to make our immune systems weaker and preparing us to be wiped out by something they’d be immune to.
Instead of talking me down from a delusion, she agreed and admitted she suspected the same thing.
