#self fics

[ironknell]

Half-Yearly Fic Round-Up

Its been about 6 months since I've done one of these! Wow. Time to start again. I will be excluding my black phone fics since I'm not really into it anymore/was ever a black phone fan account.

Currently Ongoing

no matter the version - ricstar...esque, currently 17k words, explicit. Finally updating this again and intend to finish it, as I've got 60k words already in the draft. I have no idea how it ended up this long and I still have more to write!

Completed

on video - gen shatterstar & dazzler, ~13k words, teen. Dazzler finds a toddler Shatterstar wandering Krakoa.

playback - ricstar, 40k words, mature. Rictor is stuck in a time loop the day he tries to leave X-Force.

repeating revelation - ricstar, 4k words, explicit. No explanation other than the fact I gave shatterstar erectile dysfunction and a small dick.

consider the alternative - ricstar, 4k words, explicit. This one is completely different from the one above because this time its rictor who has the erectile dysfunction!

dance the night away - ricstar, 6k words, teen. Fives times Shatterstar refuses to dance, and the one time he does.

mama's boy - preslash ricstar, ~3k words, teen. Family is everything to Julio and nothing to Shatterstar. The concept is difficult to reconcile.

shapes into heartache - apocaric, ~3k words, mature. Apocalypse makes an impression.

face the music - ricstar, 10k words, mature. Shatterstar learns Rictor is alive while he's trapped in the Mojoverse.

new edition - ricstar, 21k words, teen. Catdog Shatterstar antics: the fic.

I've posted a total of 81,390 words summarized in this post! Technically 86,905 if you count a ricstar fic I published then took down. I've certainly written a lot more than that in my unposted wips and if you add in the black phone fic (about 200k). Trust me, I have a lot more rictor and/or shatterstar fics to come in the future (about 50 fics worth if I count them all!). Thank you to the ones that read and comment as always, makes me feel loved in our small corner.

[nonbeans]

So I could not make self x Blitz one shots that are smut but I could make self x Blitz one shots where you are in an altercation with him and he's trying to murder you. Which is.....similar.

[m0chanylla]

pairing tag : 🔔

contains : hugging from behind, a lott of dialogues than words, she/her pronouns for s/i and he/him for f/o, some caps, plotless, hurt/comfort

At first, it was silence. Things just crowded her mind that it spiralled her into a pile of negativity.

Just, staring longingly into something, chest aching a little, it feels like no one is there to capture her until someone finally did bought her into his arms.

At first, it was silence. Both of them said nothing, he knew she needed some thought for herself, who would've knew what's going through her mind if not herself, not even her partner can.

At first, it was silence, that then soon tears just started coming out of her eyes.

"What? Are you gonna bug me until I feel better?"

"You've always knew that I'd come back to you."

"But you never leave tho?"

"Yeah, I haven't, and never will." He continues, hearing her small sniffles just crumbled him even more, so he just hugged her tighter around her handles, despite the height difference, she might even be floating now.

"Aren't you clinging to me too much?"

"As if you don't want any kisses and hugs" he reached out and pressing a soft, ghostly kiss on her head.

"Usually, I'm the one who's clinging to you.."

"Now I'm giving it to you without having you telling me to"

He's just :)

"Doesn't it bother you that you have to comfort someone crying? You literally just tell a baby to shut up when they want to play with you"

"Mmmhmmhh... I did, huh... So then, why don't you shut up and get your cuddles on bed so I can dry those tears off your beautiful face?"

He's having fun with it, she can tell. He started swinging her left and right, her figure forced to follow the swift movements.

"I never take you as the patient and romantic partner my entire life. Everyone would've have their mouths hang open if they know this"

"I'm only a sucker for you, love.. It's not about them anyway..."

"Eh? Which song lyric was that?"

"The one you were humming just now..?"

"DID YOU JUST HEAR ME SINGING?"

"It's not even a song, stupid." he flicks her temple jokingly.

"Now let's just get you to bed. You're not yourself without your 10 hours of sleep per day"

He lets go of her, but then quickly grabs her hand and dragging her into the room.

"I get my cuddles, yeah?"

"You will, as long as you worry about nothing and just feel the love and happiness we share, you will."

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[ironknell]

August Fic Round-up

Compilation of all the fic I posted/finished this month. Posting early since I'm finishing estar en libertad next and I know I won't get that completed before the end of this month.

Julio Esteban Richter VS the Customs of Mojoworld - Explicit, 20k words, Rictor/Shatterstar. How to accidentally date a pocket dimension alien 101 feat. Julio Richter.

this season - Teen, 22k words, Gen with background Rictor/Shatterstar. While investigating a kidnapping for X-Factor, Julio meets a druid. He’s always been one of them, even without his X-gene.

harrow the liar - Teen, 2k words, Gen. Dazzler is informed she has a son. Several important details are left out.

it's basic solidarity - Teen, 7k words, Gen with background Rictor/Shatterstar & Dani/Rahne. AKA Ric and Rahne beard dating since they were teens.

[m0chanylla]

just a short blurb from my yearning hours aha

i dont tag ppl on the tag list just cuz this is pretty short:)

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"I wonder if you miss me like I miss you..." eyes trailing the form that she craves, the form that has been driving her mad that made her sob softly.

Her hands trailing down his face, memorizing every inch of it, how his eyes flutters, how his skin feels, how soft his hair his, how soft his domestic grunts and sighs, everything about him just drove her crazier.

He holds her free hand on his side, the other doing the same movements to her face that is tangling his own.

"You have no idea how many days I spend with every second of it thinking of you, you have just become a part of me that I needed so bad that when I don't see you, I'd rather spend that day searching for you rather than surrender in defeat. If you asked me if I miss you, words are just not enough to express the pain of not being loved tenderly like you always do to me. I only crave the affectionate, and lively passion you have for me that we call love, I just want your eyes on me like this, hands holding mine, body pressed to me as I hold you tight and not loosing it until fate does. You're the soul I can't see of not being together with for the rest of my life, the soul I can't not devote my life to, because I can't miss you for a second, I trust you enough to let you carry my heart wherever you go that I always miss you even when we're together.."

"... Since when did you became this poetic, love?" the giggles she made just now have made the atmosphere around them lighter. He pats her head as he answer,

"I guess we're just too in love with each other, huh..."

[ironknell]

November Fic Roundup

Barely posted this month because I had to pre-write two fics I held off on posting for one reason or another, and I also I spent a whole week not writing. So.

first of many - ricstar, 7k words, explicit. Uhhhh this was an unposted kinktober fic, just check the tags.

take me away - gen Black Phone fic, 2k words, not rated. Finney finds Robin in the freezer.

I also updated no matter the version in November but it remains unfinished. I'll go back to it after finishing my current ongoing black phone fic, whenilookatyourface.

[ironknell]

October Fic Roundup

I know I'm not going to get anything else posted this month, so doing my usual early post :)

confess / profess - teen, 14k words, rictor/shatterstar. Shatterstar, Rictor, and the self-inflected love triangle they create when Adam-X joins X-Force.

headstone prices - mature, 29k words, gen with background ricstar. Rictor and Darwin work to solve a case for XFI and discover throughout Ric's memories around his last suicide attempt may have been forged.

Started posting no matter the version, a krakoa-era ricstar...ish (??? benjamin russell shenanigans) fic. Intend to finish it next. hopefully lol.

Kinktober fics:

until i know - 1k words, rictor/shatterstar, day 1 masturbation. Shatterstar and a bandana Julio left behind.

poor judgment - 4k words, rictor/madrox, day 5 dacryphilia & finger sucking. Against Rictor’s better judgment, he sleeps with one of Madrox’s dupes.

breakfast club - 3k words, rictor/shatterstar, day 11 somno & come licking. Having an enhanced boyfriend with unending stamina has its drawbacks. Julio proposes a solution.

carnelian chemistry - 3k words, rictor/shatterstar, day 15 sex pollen. Rocks can make ric horny: the fic.

arrangement loopholes and other miscellaneous choices - 4k words, rictor/adam-x & rictor/shatterstar, day 26 cuckoldry. What it says on the tin like I really have nothing to add here.