"Monty wants to put down roots. The trick is convincing him that other people want to plant their garden beside his.”
📖 The Nobleman's Guide to Scandal and Shipwreck (Montague Siblings #3) - Mackenzi Lee
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"Monty wants to put down roots. The trick is convincing him that other people want to plant their garden beside his.”
📖 The Nobleman's Guide to Scandal and Shipwreck (Montague Siblings #3) - Mackenzi Lee
It Started with the Fanfic Competition; Ch. 1 (X)
Pairings: Dean/Cas; Sam/Dorothy Baum
When does the feeling of "everyone secretly hates me" and "nobody cares if i exist" finally come to an end with no return? asking for a friend.
It's really hard when you've done nothing wrong but you just get ignored by a friend and your brain wants to tell you it definately is your fault.
If you look rational at the situation you know you've done nothing wrong but your brain tells you to beg for forgivnes.
I seriously need this depressive feeling like a hole in the head right now
I have trouble with love, because my dad told me after him and his gf broke up that I'd be the only girl in his life that mattered. And there he is with her, and the drugs. He doesn't even try to talk to us or even try to get better for my baby brothers who are living with a different family because his gf refuses to clean the stupid house and get off of drugs. He chooses her over me, his only daughter and you know for once, for once in my entire life I wish he'd pick me over her and the drugs. His only daughter. But I feel like I'm never gonna be good enough, or pretty enough, or thin enough. So I gave up completely on everyone and that's not how it should be. So I'm stuck trying to love myself but I can't because I feel like I'm not worth it anymore. But I try so hard for my nieces, to feel something besides emptiness and sometimes it works but than I'm alone. And it fades.,