Dec 10, 2024
honestly i sometimes find my life so weird
like, i’m nearly 16 years old crying hysterically for an hour and having to be removed from two different toilet cubicles because my best friend isn’t coming to sixth form with me next year. this is not news to me. that was yesterday. today i spent two hours doing colouring sheets in the canteen. i have my gcses in six months. sometimes i wonder how ‘normal people’ would see this? not even like non-autistic people, but people that have the ability to do 5 lessons a day, 5 days a week, every week. how is this viewed from the outside? like it’s just baffling to me.
i would also like to add that this is in mainstream, state school too.
