Feb 2
started to work on my qy week fics again. got an angsty idea for one of the days. ahhhh. well i'll try to write for every day even if i end up being late for some. this idea is delicious so. ahhh
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started to work on my qy week fics again. got an angsty idea for one of the days. ahhhh. well i'll try to write for every day even if i end up being late for some. this idea is delicious so. ahhh
Send spoons
I had a hard time getting to sleep last night bc not only did my stomach hurt 🙃 but I've had neck pain and Cervicogenic Headache for the last three days at last.
I think it's bc I reached for something and strained when I reached 😭 Freaking hyper mobility. That and it throbs every time I stand up, sit down, sneeze, or cough, yawn or stretch so it might be my POTS 😑
I have two interviews next week, so I hope it goes away soon.
Does anyone know anything about getting rid of them? I have been rubbing herbal balms on it, using heating pads and cold pads as well as ibuprofen. Last night I had to finally take my gabapentin bc it was so bad.
Allegedly, it's not an ER worthy issue and I just have to tough it out and keep an eye out for alarming symptoms.
What is on your wishlist for Revelation season 2?
For me to have the time/mental energy to spend watching it.
And, you know, the first one…
(will reblog once I get a watchthrough of season 1…)
Ready for death or a nap whichever happens first
today I made a big decision. it was hard. if anyone has any spare positive vibes and would be willing to share,, please send them my way
Oh, also, I re-reviewed the criteria for hypermobile Ehlers Danlos Syndrome and I easily meet all the criteria as long as other types of EDS as well as some other connective tissue and auto immune disease are ruled out. I will never self diagnose, but this past year I have really felt it in my gut that I have EDS. The fact that more than one doctor has mentioned it and I’m now being referred to rheumatology for evaluation just backs my gut instinct. It may not be the best thing to be diagnosed with, but it’s not the worst either. Once I have a tangible diagnosis (regardless of what it is) I can begin treatment and therapy and that’s all I care about.
2-8-19
Doctor's today. Of course, as usual, all my labs and tests/scans have come back "stone cold normal" as she put it. So as for the periodic tingling in my hands and feet, which we thought was a vitamin B deficiency (a common side affect of Topamax), we're now at a loss and she's got no answers for me. We've also got no idea why I'm freezing constantly either, since my Thyroid levels came back normal too. So, she said if the symtoms persist or get worse by the time I see her again in 6 weeks shell have to refer me to a neurologist. *Sigh*
About the only good thing is she gave me the go ahead to take the milk of magnesia a couple times a week along with the fiber gummies to try and get my stomach straightened out, and she upped my meds so we can hopefully get my depression under control. All I can do is try and stay hopeful.
I'm currently in the bath, and I'm starting to get muscle pains because the water is getting cold, but i don't have enough energy to get out 🙃