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Photos in Jeju ft Yoon Seoyeon

Word count: 18k words

A/N: I really enjoyed writing this one to the point I kept wanting to add more and more. I hope you enjoy! (PS: I’m not an expert in photography)

Tags: fluff, ex to lovers

Yoon Seoyeon x Male Reader

“Wow. This is… terrible.”

He leans closer to the computer screen, over your shoulder, squinting at the images.

“What’s wrong with them?”

“I don’t know. It just… is. Like there’s no… emotion to it,” he waves his hands to get his point across.

“What do you mean?”

“Come here. Look at this,” he points at a photo of a close up of a toddler, “what did you feel when you took this?”

You open your mouth to answer, only to close it again. What did you feel?

“See? You feel nothing because this,” he circles the picture with the mouse, “is terrible.”

You huff in frustration, hand combing through your hair.

Back in high school, you were considered a photography genius. Your photos won multiple awards, even landing you features in reputable magazines.

Nowadays, your photos are just that. Photos. No emotions in them. You were about to give up on photography, to change career paths until an opportunity came knocking—one you nor your manager can turn down.

“You have two months until the exhibition.”

You snap, “You don’t think I know that!”

“What was so good about my previous work anyway?”

“What was good about it? You could feel the photo! What the subject was feeling! How you were feeling when you took the photo!”

You look away from your manager muttering, “Well that was a long time ago.”

“I know!” Your manager shouts, “Why don’t you message her again? Maybe the two of you can have a photoshoot here? Recapture the emotions in the photos?”

You whip your head towards him, ready to give him a piece of your mind before your friend decides to speak. You forgot he was here, lying on your couch, playing his stupid mobile game.

“He can’t do that. She’s an idol now.”

“Really?” Your manager turns to him, “What group?”

“tripleS”

“This is great! If she agrees, we definitely can—“

“They broke up.”

You stand abruptly, walk over to your former friend. You take the nearest cushion before attempting to murder him by suffocation.

“No no,” your manager mutters, shaking his head. “She was our ticket out of this hell! Was it your fault?”

You temporarily stop ending the life of your friend before glaring. “That’s none of your business. Everyone out,” you say, tone cold with no room for arguments.

“I was just getting—“

You began beating your former friend with the cushion before shoving both him and your manager out of your studio.

You lock the door, then made your way back to your computer. You stare at the toddler. Your manager was right: it is terrible. You scour your desk, looking for something. Eventually, you find your first memory stick, the one with the award winning photos.

The ones with Yoon Seoyeon.

——

“Come on. Show me how to take good photos,” Seoyeon whines.

You can’t help but smile at her, “Your photos are good though.”

“But yours are professional! Please? Pretty please?”

You watch her pout, fluttering her eyelashes at you in the full body mirror.

Both of you are sat on your bedroom floor, her between your outstretched legs, back against your chest. Your arms wrapped loosely around her waist, nose touching the top of her head. Her hair smells amazing, even after a long day at school.

Finally, you relent.

“Alright, alright.”

You let go, one arm reaching for the camera your uncle bought you, resting on the bed. You hand it over to her.

“So what you want to do is…” your hand gently holds hers, guiding it to the lens, “turn this to adjust the focus and this to zoom in.”

You feel her breath hitch as you help her play with your camera, a small smile forming on your face.

“Then when you’re happy, press down here.” Again you guide her fingers to the correct position before pressing down, taking a mirror picture of the pair of you.

“Not too bad,” you say as you both stare at the photo, “you might have a future in photography.”

Her smile widens. “Yeah? Will you be my subject?”

You laugh wholeheartedly before wrapping your arms around her waist again, nuzzling your nose into her neck. “I’d love to.”

“Look.”

You tilt your head upwards as you hear the shutter of the camera.

——

You’re pulled out of your nap when a manila folder is dropped onto your chest.

“What is this?” You open the folder, eyes still closed.

“It’s a job.”

You sit up, the heel of your palm pressing into your eyes, ridding them of sleep. “I can’t take another job right now. Not with the exhibition this close.”

“This will only take a week. Two at most. In fact, this will help with the exhibition.”

You narrow your eyes at your manager, who abruptly turns to avoid facing you. Your eyes return to the contents of the folder, reading them thoroughly.

“No. Absolutely not.”

“You know how long it took me to negotiate this for you?”

“I never asked for this!”

“We need this exhibition to go well! If it doesn’t, you can say goodbye to this place.”

That shut you up. You sigh, sinking further into the couch.

“You’re fired.” You mutter softly, hands going to your temple, massaging them.

You hear a scoff. “You said that last week. And the week before. I’m still here.”

You don’t have the energy to argue anymore, instead focusing on how to get through this job without losing your mind.

——

It’s simple really. You follow Seoyeon on her holiday on Jeju Island, filming content for her group’s YouTube channel. In return, she participates in a photoshoot with you.

The job isn’t half bad. Filming vlogs without worrying about editing them is a dream. And the island is beautiful, any photoshoot there would instantly have that warm feel to it.

But why does it feel like this is the worst decision you’ve made?

——

You’re scrolling through your phone while sitting in the lounge, waiting to board the flight to Jeju, ignoring the little argument going on in front of you between Seoyeon and her manager. It’s a good thing she has a mask on or paparazzi would have a field day.

It turns out Seoyeon didn’t know you were the one assigned to the job or that it would only be the two of you travelling. To be fair, you weren’t aware of that either. According to the company, “minimal distractions” makes the content more authentic. You have a feeling your manager was involved yet you don’t have enough evidence for that. The shock on her face was so priceless, you wished you had your camera out.

She looks a lot different from the last time you saw her. She’s now sporting bangs, hair now blonde and shorter than you remember it being. Her eyes still have that fiery look in them and you’re grateful they’re not directed at you.

The tannoy suddenly comes to life, indicating the plane was now ready to be boarded. You watch as she sighs in exasperation before moving to stand in front of you. “Let’s go.”

She moves off, leaving you to trail after her. Looking back, you watch her manager bowing profusely, apologising for her behaviour. You wave it away. You knew what you were getting yourself into.

“For the record, I didn’t know it was you they’d send,” she says nonchalantly, adjusting the strap of her handbag while avoiding your eyes.

“Did they tell you about the agreement?”

“Yeah. You film me. Then you take photos of me. Right?”

That… pretty much sums it up.

“Do you even know—“

“I don’t really care,” she cuts you off, hand tightly gripping her handbag strap.

Okay. That hurt. The professionalism, the cutting you off mid sentence. Even after all these years, she still manages to hurt you.

A couple of flashes go off to your right: paparazzi and fans. You hear them shouting; ‘Seoyeon over here!’, ‘Seoyeon I love you!’

You look over to see her wave at them, making heart gestures before you board. You see the way her eyes crinkle at the corners when she smiles at them.

The smiles that were usually only reserved for you.

She turns from the fans, boarding the plane without looking back.

You follow a few steps behind.

——

You’re shuffling along the aisle before arriving at your seats. Seoyeon moves to lift her carry-on into the overhead compartment—until you put your bag there first. For a moment, she looks at you in shock before glaring daggers.

You scoff. Your hand reaches for her carry on, fingers brushing against hers. You try to pull it up into the overhead compartment but she doesn’t let go. You sigh before slapping her hand away. She recoils grabbing her hand with the other, allowing you store her bag.

You sit down on the aisle seat and immediately secure yourself tightly with the seatbelt. Your hands move to the safety instructions, reading it two, three times.

Seoyeon glances at you from her window seat. “Are you serious?”

“What? I don’t like flying.”

She continues to stare at you while you listen to the safety briefing. You’ve grown taller, hair a bit longer and your skin looks healthier; no more acne or blemishes marring your face.

Soon enough, the plane begins to take off. As it begins to lift, you grip the armrest hard. Except her hand is there instead.

Your fingers tighten before you realise.

She glances at you, only to see your eyes closed, back straight. “You’re okay,” she softly says.

You cautiously open your eyes, slowly relaxing as the plane levels out. “Th—thanks.”

She hums in response, prying her hand from yours—her fingers lingering on yours for a second—before putting her headphones on and stares out the window.

You look out the window too, seeing the clouds rolling by. Sunlight enters through the window, basking Seoyeon in a soft glow. She closes her eyes in the warmth, a smile breaking out.

This would make a good photo.

——

Soon enough, you land safely at Jeju. But before you can escape the plane, she stops you with a hand on your arm. You pause at the contact before turning back.

“We need to film something.”

“What? Now?”

She nods. “Yeah. Just me talking about going to Jeju and of me leaving the plane.”

You huff before getting up, bowing apologetically when you accidentally bump into someone. You take the camera out of your bag and start filming.

You watch as her idol persona comes to life. Her face seems to brighten when she talks to the camera like a friend. You had to turn away when she starts acting cute, puffing her cheeks, tilting her head and staring into the lens, fluttering her eyelashes.

It reminds you of how she used to act back then. How it was reserved only for you.

Now everyone can see.

Your chest aches at the thought.

You continue to film: her taking her bag out of the overhead compartment, walking off the plane to a shop to buy travel essentials. She continues talking to the camera and occasionally asks you for your opinion.

“Do you think this hat suits me?” She asks, twirling in place.

You’re not sure if she’s asking the camera or you. Either way, you keep the thoughts to yourself.

She goes ahead and buys it anyway.

“You can stop now.”

You end the recording and hang the camera around your neck. You’re already tired.

“Is it always like this?”

She shrugs nonchalantly. “Sometimes. It gets easier when you’ve done it a thousand times.”

Both of you walk to the rental car place, enough distance between so that your shoulders don’t touch. You steal small glances at her as you walk side by side.

“It suits you.”

“Hmm?” She’s not really paying attention.

“Being an idol suits you.”

Her gait stutters for a moment. She wasn’t expecting that.

“Thanks,” she says, eyes avoiding yours.

——

The restaurant she chooses is small and family owned, miles away from the regular tourist spots. The scent of the ocean drifts in through the open windows, the noise from an aging electric fan prominent.

You watch how she angles the camera to capture her, how she shows the menu to the camera followed by ordering food for both her and yourself.

You pull your own camera out from its bag and capture the moment: her making faces into her camera.

She looks up as soon as she hears the shutter.

“What was that?”

You shrug, “Something for the exhibition.”

Seoyeon tilts her head in confusion, “The exhibition?”

“The photoshoot? It’s for an exhibition I’m a part of.” You elaborate further, “Apparently, my current work is no good and I have to go back to my roots.”

It doesn’t take long for her to piece the puzzles together. Going back to roots means going back to the type of photos that won the awards.

Going back to where she was in the photos.

Her chopsticks stop moving, hovering over her plate.

“You think it’ll work?” She mutters softly, slightly glancing towards you.

A wry smile etches itself on your face. You lean forward, arms crossed atop the table. “Who knows?”

The main dish arrives, interrupting the conversation. You grab a bowl and immediately fill it with stew before placing it on her side of the table.

She pauses for a moment, looking down at the bowl before glancing back at you. She opens her mouth to say something, only to close it and start eating without another word.

——

The hotel room is quiet when the door closes behind you.

Too quiet.

You kick your shoes off at the entrance before laying on the bed, camera bag next to you. You aimlessly stare at the ceiling, listening to the crash of waves outside the window.

You reach for the bag, pulling out your camera and scrolling through photos you took earlier—the ocean and flower fields you passed on the drive.

You stop at the photo in the restaurant. Of Seoyeon making faces at the camera and the look on her face when she was caught.

It reminds you of your first photo.

——

You’re sat on a hill, a gentle breeze blowing through your hair. Your school tie hangs loosely around your neck, the top few buttons undone.

You continue to fiddle with the camera you received from the photography club, trying to figure out how to work it.

You didn’t want to join any club. Unfortunately, the school counsellor thought you needed something else to do besides roaming the streets after school. You could’ve joined a different club but photography was so popular, you figured you could keep a low profile here. How wrong were you.

You finally get it to work and you look through the lens, making any adjustments to the exposure or focus you saw fit. You look around your surroundings, trying to find something to snap a photo of when you saw her.

Her hair was in a bun, blazer around her waist as she runs around with her friend. You zoom in and see her cheeks red from running around, how she breathes heavily.

You thought she was the most beautiful person here.

Suddenly, she looks over and sees the camera pointed at her. You freeze. Before you put the camera down and look away, she poses for you. She stands straight, cheeks puffed out and a peace sign by her eyes.

You snap a couple of photos then you look down to examine them.

“Hey, can I see?”

You look up, startled.

“H—huh?”

“The photos. Can I see them?”

Before you could say anything, she sat down next to you, peering at the camera. She leans in closer, to shield the screen from the sun.

You feel your heart beat faster in your ears as she looks at the photos, her scent filling your nose.

“Wow, these are really good!” She turns to you with a wide smile. She calls your name, dragging you away from your thoughts.

“H—how do you know my name?”

She laughs loudly. “It says so here.” She pokes at your name tag on your chest.

You blush in embarrassment. “What’s your name?”

She proudly shows you her own name tag. “Yoon Seoyeon.”

Her friend calls her over before you had a chance to say anything else.

“See you later.” She waves before making her way back down to her friend.

You look down at the photos.

Maybe photography isn’t so bad.

——

Your phone buzzes beside you, pulling you out of the memory. You set the camera down and reach for it.

A text message from Seoyeon.

It’s the itinerary for the next couple of days. You scroll through it: a cafe visit, fruit picking, the beach and dozens of activities she’s planned. You doubt you have enough time to complete all this but if there’s one thing you know about Seoyeon, is that she never sits still for long.

Another message. This time a voice note. “We’re starting at the cafe. Don’t be late.”

——

“Can I get two Iced Americanos? And two croissants?”

Seoyeon moves to pay, only for you to walk ahead and tap your card to the reader before she did.

“Yah!”

You ignore her whining and accept the receipt from the barista. You walk off, finding a table by a window overlooking the farm. When she arrives, you pull out her chair before sitting down yourself.

You pull the video camera from its bag and begin recording. You film a stationary shot of the farm from your seat before panning over to her. She’s glaring at you.

“Why? Why did you pay?”

You shrug and point to the camera.

She looks down and goes back to her idol persona. She mentions her plans for the day, what cafe she’s at, what she’s drinking. She even asks questions meant for her fans—answers she’ll never hear.

You watch as she continues to talk, random murmurings now, until your drinks arrive. She gently claps as the barista sets it down, a look of wonder as she stares at the croissants.

You can’t help but smile.

After a few more minutes, she taps the plate in front of you. “Put it down and eat.” She says, pointing a knife at you.

You relent, placing the video camera on the table and angling it towards her before you start eating.

It’s nice. Though not nice enough to hum in approval after every bite like she does.

You grab your personal camera from around your neck, snapping a photo of her drinking her coffee. Her eyes squinting at the bitter taste, her cheeks slightly puffy.

“At least tell me when you take a picture,” she mutters. “I should at least pose or something.”

“It’s better like this,” you respond, “you’re prettier when you’re unguarded.”

The pair of you freeze. You don’t know why you said that. Seoyeon’s eyes widen slightly and for a moment, something soft flashes across her face—something that looks dangerously close to how she used to look at you. She blinks and it disappears.

You drop your camera, your head tilting forward at its weight and grab your own coffee. You drink far too quickly as you begin coughing.

Seoyeon hands you a packet of tissues with a warm smile on her face, her eyes holding concern. “Careful. Careful.”

You give her a thumbs up as you continue to cough, now into a tissue. You remove the camera from around your neck and walk quickly to the bathroom.

She watches as you leave, a look of worry marring her face, her mouth slightly parted.

As she waits for you to return, she notices your camera. She grabs it, looking through your recent photos. Your photos of her.

——

“Okay… maybe you could… tilt your head slightly? Maybe have both arms behind your back?”

You’re sweating a lot more than you’re used to. This is your first photoshoot and you couldn’t believe Seoyeon agreed to participate. You remember how clammy your hands were when you walked up to her friend group to ask her. How her friends stared you down like an insect. You were such a stuttering mess, you actually can’t remember if you actually asked her or she volunteered herself.

“Like this?”

“Huh? Ye—yeah,” you respond. You snapped a couple of photos then went to the computer to examine.

Something’s wrong. It’s not what you’ve envisioned. You can’t seem to get the photo right. Your head drops between your shoulders as you sigh.

Seoyeon walks over, jumping on the desk behind, swinging her legs. She watches your defeated frame from behind, her eyes softening after hearing the sigh escape your lips.

“They look good.” She reassures.

You shake your head profusely, “No. Something’s missing. I don’t know what.”

“Maybe you just need a break.”

You sigh again. The local photography studio were generous enough to lend some equipment for the club: the camera, lighting and the backdrop. Except now they need it back by tomorrow. This was your last chance.

The silence is heavy as you contemplate what to do next. Suddenly, you hear her feet landing on the floor before you feel her arm loop through yours.

“Come on.”

She drags you without explanation outside the classroom, grabbing your personal camera before you had time to resist.

“W—where are we going?”

“To the festival.”

Right. You forgot there was a school festival going on right now. You have no idea what for but it’s happening now.

After entering the festival, she makes a beeline to a game tent.

“Win that for me,” she points at a giant stuffed bear.

You decide to just go with it, paying the employee for a chance to win the prize. You sucked. None of the balls stay in the buckets. You try three more times, but your concentration falters when you hear her laugh and the shutter from your camera. She’s taking photos of you with it.

“Alright, alright. Ball throwing isn’t your thing. Let’s go!” She drags you somewhere else but instead of an arm through yours, her hand holds yours firmly. You swallow and hope that your hand isn’t too sweaty.

As you walk past various stalls, she stops at one selling animal headbands. She hands over your camera before picking one out. Walking over, she gestures for you to lower your head before placing it on you. “Ha. Cute!”

Your ears turn slightly pink at the compliment. Seoyeon turns around before grabbing one for herself—a headband with dog ears. She looks at the mirror, adjusting it on herself before turning to face you.

You raise the camera without thinking and take a photo.

“Wh—I wasn’t ready!”

A soft smile forms on your lips as you continue to snap photos.

She laughs without care, eyes crinkling at the corner, mouth open wide, cheeks lifted high.

The two of you move through the festival stalls, trying every game you can. You take photos of her every chance you get. The frown when she fails to win a prize, the way her eyes brighten when she spots a new game, and the laughter as she drags you from stall to stall.

“Let’s try that one!” She drags you to another game. It’s simple. Shoot down a duck, win a prize. She grabs a toy rifle from the stall before aiming at you, making gunfire noises.

You smile again, ignoring your fluttering heart.

She plays the game. And fails. Again and again. She’s losing money faster at this stupid game than the others, her fierce competitiveness burning. You need to stop her before she blows all her money away.

When she fails again, you step forward, preventing the stall owner from taking more from her. “Let me try.”

Seoyeon blinks at you in surprise.

You’ve never stepped in like that before, not even during the photoshoot.

You take aim and shoot. One pellet misses, another bounces off the duck. You stop, trying to figure out the game before you take aim again. You shoot. And the duck falls.

The stall goes quiet for a moment until you hear a cry of happiness behind you. Seoyeon jumps on you, wrapping her arms around your neck, celebrating this very important victory of yours. Your arms naturally surround her waist.

You gently let her down, staring into her eyes as the owner asks what prize you want. You don’t bother looking away just pointing at a toy nearby. The stall owner hands over a stuffed hamster toy. You take it without looking away from her and place it in her hands. When she looks down at the toy, the moment breaks. She squeals in happiness, hugging it tightly against her cheeks.

You grab the camera from around your neck.

Click.

This time she’s smiling directly at it.

Her eyes stay on the toy as you move on from the stall. You place your hands gently on her shoulders, guiding her through the busy crowd. You glance down to see her phone out, taking photos of the toy.

You notice her friends hanging by the food stalls. You tap her shoulder, about to point them out, but she suddenly drags you toward a nearby photo booth.

“Y—your friends are here,” you say as you stumble after her.

She looks back at you, “They can survive without me. I want to do this with you.”

You’re about to ask why before she interrupts you.

“You can’t always be behind the camera.”

Inside the booth, you’re not quite sure what to do. As the timer goes down, you feel awkward. Do you pose? Do you smile? Before you spiral any further, Seoyeon hugs one of your arms, her other hand making a peace sign, reminiscent of the first pose she did for you.

“Relax, this is just for fun!” She says loudly.

You exhale a breath you didn’t know you were holding.

You start posing for the camera—a peace sign, a heart sign. Eventually, you start to get into it. You grab two pairs of sunglasses, standing back to back.

In another, the two of you are close to the camera.

But you aren’t looking at it.

You’re looking at her.

——

Seoyeon’s fingers tremble as she looks at the photo strip, absentmindedly grazing your features in the photos. She won’t admit it but the last one is her favourite—where your eyes are only on her.

For a moment, it feels like the noise from the festival still surrounds her.

When she hears the bathroom door open and you step out, she hurriedly stashes the strip back into her handbag.

“Are you okay?” She asks.

You can only nod, not trusting your voice. You avoid her eyes as you sit down opposite her, cheeks slightly pink from embarrassment. You notice the camera was not where you left it and how distracted she seems. Her eyes are on the farm outside, one hand gripping her coffee cup but the other tapping away at the table.

The silence stretches between you. You’re replaying what you said over and over in your head. A headache begins to form. Your heart starts racing.

You need to break the silence with something. An apology?

That’s stupid.

Who apologises for calling someone pretty?

You sigh quietly.

There’s that word again.

The silence stretches longer except for the tapping of her fingers against the table as you watch the ice melt into your coffee.

You risk a glance towards her. She’s still staring out at the farm, but her jaw is tight, finger still tapping against the table.

A red light in your peripheral catches your attention. The video camera. You’re suddenly reminded that you’re here to work, to be professional, to not act like the ex with unresolved tension.

You clear your throat, startling her from her thoughts. “Shall we move to the orchards?” you ask.

She blinks at you in surprise before nodding. Grabbing the video camera, she’s already halfway out the cafe before you rise from your seat. You neatly pile the dishes and cups on a tray before following her out the door.

——

The orchards were… uneventful.

Seoyeon wanted to film the picking as a vlog, immediately walking off without so much of a glance back.

You’re not sure if she’s avoiding you or giving you space.

You stand awkwardly at the entrance, unsure what to do now. Grabbing a basket and tools, you end up doing your own tangerine picking. It’s better to do something to occupy the mind anyway.

Before long, the basket’s filled to the brim. You lay down on the ground, exhausted, wiping sweat from your brow. The sun is high above, leaving no shade from its harsh warmth.

You get up, ready to head back to get a drink—for both you and Seoyeon—when you notice it. The way the sunlight shines on the orchard. The tangerines against the green leaves make the landscape impossible to ignore, you have to take a photo.

Just as you lift the camera, Seoyeon walks into frame, hair slightly damp from the exertion of lugging a basket filled with tangerines. She’s talking to the video camera, breathing heavily, cheeks pink from the sun.

Click.

You capture a photo of her.

You meet her halfway, reaching for her basket. She pulls back slightly—an instinct—before letting you take it. The two of you walk out the orchards together, the weight of something more than tangerines hanging between you.

“Did you take another photo of me?” she asks, looking up at you with round eyes.

Your ears turn red as you look in the opposite direction. “…Maybe.”

She narrows her eyes. “Let me see.”

——

You’re sat on a table outside a convenience store, staring at the ocean, mindlessly eating an ice cream. The sun has started to set, casting the sky in a soft orange glow. A pile of tangerine peels sit between you and Seoyeon, also mindlessly eating an ice cream watching the ocean.

“Shit.”

You look over as Seoyeon spills some of her ice cream onto the floor. Unconsciously, you hand a tissue over to her. She grabs it without looking, wiping her hand of the sticky mess.

She stops mid-wipe. Her eyes flick to you then quickly away.

This scene feels strangely familiar to you.

——

“Do you think aliens exist?”

You look up to the sky, the stars shining brightly against the dark backdrop. You take a bite of your ice cream before answering. “Maybe?”

“It’s pretty here.”

You can only hum in response. The whole class is on a field trip to a rural town just outside Seoul. The two of you are supposed to be in your rooms but when she calls to say she’s hungry, well, that’s how you find yourself out past curfew, staring at the stars.

She has her head in your lap, your blazer draped over her legs as you sit in comfortable silence. You stare down at her as she continues watching the sky, memorising all her features—the little mole on her nose, her cheekbones, her dark eyes. Right now, you’re struggling not to touch her.

Your pulse thrums in your ears, a frantic rhythm that seems way too loud. It’s been happening a lot lately, not that you’d admit it. Nor would you admit to your excitement at seeing her. Or your nervousness when she gets a bit too close. Like right now.

You feel a slight tug on your loosened tie. You look down and see the prettiest smile on her face, her eyes creasing at the corners.

“How long are you going to keep staring at me?” she teases.

“Uh…” you don’t know what to say, your ears tinging red and your throat suddenly feels really dry.

She laughs before you get a word out.

“Keep looking at me like that and I’ll think you might like me.” she banters, laughing uncontrollably, eyes shut.

The words slip out before you can stop them.

“I do,” your face burns red at your sudden confession, “I—I do like you.”

Seoyeon’s laughter immediately stops, her eyes wide and frozen in shock. She sits up quickly, narrowly avoiding your nose to look at you.

“Wh—what?”

“I li—like you,” you start rambling, your brain no longer in control of your mouth. “I think... since the festival? And I know—I mean, you don't have to—I just don't want things to be weird—“

The sound of cicadas seem to cut out all at once when you feel a soft pair of lips press against yours.

You stare at her face, stunned, as it turns bright red, eyes looking anywhere but at you, hands playing with your blazer.

“Seoyeon, you—“

She kisses you again, this time firmer, her eyes squeezed shut. Eventually, your eyes close too, your hand slowly travelling up to hold her cheek. She needed to hold onto something, gripping your tie tightly, pulling you even closer.

You only separate when the need to breathe becomes too much. Her chest rises and falls rapidly like yours. Both of your faces have turned red, the air around you suddenly warmer than you remember.

You whisper, voice rough, “Does this mean—“

She nods her head, an affectionate smile gracing her face, one that you replicate.

You gaze into her eyes and you feel like you can look into them forever.

——

You snap out the memory to the sound of her laughter, your fingers unknowingly at your lips. You drop them to your side, immediately clenching your hand into a fist.

Seoyeon’s no longer beside you. You look around to find her crouched down in front of a stray cat, a stick in hand. She moves it around in the dirt, laughing as the cat chases after it.

This is different from the other times. There’s no camera in front of her. She’s not acting or aware of a camera pointed at her. This is her at her freest.

You move to grab your camera only to retract it at the last second. It’s perfect. The background, the subject but you don’t want to capture it.

Your chest tightens at the thought. You don’t like where this is going.

She finally looks up at you, a bit of dirt on her face. “Hey, I was thinking…” she pauses, distracted by the cat, “maybe tomorrow we don’t film anything.”

“Hmm?” You tilt your head in confusion.

“I mean… you came here to photograph me right? Let’s do it. No filming, just photos.”

You hesitate before answering, “Why?”

A soft smile appears, directed at the cat, “Why not?”

“That doesn’t answer my question.”

“Because I want to help you? Or maybe I want a day where I don’t film? Which do you prefer?” She asks, turning towards you.

You briefly forgot how to breathe, the setting sun casting her in a warm glow. She almost doesn’t look real.

You feel your throat closing, “S—sure.”

She gives you a smile before returning her attention to the cat now on its back. The same smile you remember back in high school.

You’re in trouble.

——

You’re sat waiting in the lobby, knees bouncing, fingers fiddling with the zippers of your backpack. Inside is full of essentials: portable lighting, spare batteries, blankets, snacks. You might’ve packed too much but you never know what’ll happen. The early morning sunlight comes through the wide windows, casting the place in a warm, yellow glow. A few guests walk by, chattering around you easily, making their way to the hotel buffet.

You could barely sleep last night, memories of the convenience store—both yesterday and from years ago—never left your mind. So instead of sleeping, you decided to build an itinerary of places to go. Except, you never got past the first bullet point: the beach. You typed it out and just… stared at it. Stared at the cursor blinking. Nothing else coming to mind. You hate how much she still affects you, how she still preoccupies your mind enough that you spent all night watching her content online—the variety shows, fan compilations, when she was first introduced to the world.

You just hope she doesn’t comment on the bags underneath your eyes.

“Have you slept at all?”

Your head snaps up. She stands close enough that you have to tilt your head to look at her face.

Your mouth goes dry.

The morning light catches her—the pale blue sun dress, light and simple, moving slightly in the air conditioning. Her hair is down, soft and wavy, falling past her shoulders, held back by a white headband exposing her beautiful features with little makeup on. Her colour contacts are gone too. Her hands are clasped in front of her, fingers twisting together.

You can’t help but stare at her. For a brief moment, you see something in her expression. You’re not sure what.

You stand up too quickly, the bag on your lap falling to the floor with a heavy thud. Hotel workers and visitors look towards the commotion but you don’t pay any attention to them. “Wh—what?”

Her features soften, a ghost of a smile on her face. “I said… have you slept at all?”

“Yes… maybe… not too much actually.” You chuckle halfheartedly. Your hand goes behind your neck, rubbing it, your face feels like it’s burning right now.

A small sound escapes her lips—a laugh that she quickly stops. The two of you just stand there, eyes only on each other, the stares of hotel workers and visitors no longer important to you. Or to her.

But after a moment, it becomes too much. She breaks eye contact first, her gaze drifting from your eyes to your shoulders to the window behind you. She takes a small step back and you watch as she finally takes a breath.

“Shall we get breakfast?” Seoyeon asks after a moment, after she’s composed herself enough to look back up at you, her eyes now in a sort of crescent shape, features bright, like she’s happy she can still get this reaction out of you.

“Y—yeah. Sounds good.” You point to the direction of the hotel buffet before bending down to grab the backpack, following after her.

——

You wait at the table, looking at your phone except there’s nothing on it. You glance towards the coffee station and watch Seoyeon wait for the coffee machine. Every so often, you catch yourself staring and immediately avert your eyes, heat rising to your cheeks. But your eyes don’t stay averted for long, always finding their way back to her.

When she returns to the table, it’s your turn to get up and move to the buffet line, grabbing anything that looks tasty, and doing your best to avoid looking back. Just as you reach the end, out of the corner of your eye, you swear she was looking at you only to quickly turn back to her phone. You sigh. This is going to be a long day if you keep this up.

You return to the table with an assortment of bread and food from the continental breakfast section. As you sit down, you immediately plate the food for her before sliding it over. She nervously smiles at you before digging in.

You both eat in quiet, the silence thick but comfortable.

“Can I see the itinerary?” She asks, mouth still full with food. You open the page on your phone before handing it over. “Uh… there’s only one thing here. The beach.”

You freeze, eyes wide.

Fuck.

You forgot about that.

“Y—yeah. I couldn’t… didn’t….” You shift uncomfortably in your seat before sighing. “I got distracted last night… watching your content.” You admit, ears turning red. You’ve noticed that’s been happening a lot lately.

“You watched my content?” She asks in disbelief, her eyes wide at the sudden confession.

“Don’t make it weird.”

“You already made it weird.” She teases, smiling brightly as she watches your reaction. A beat later, “What did you watch?”

You take a second, chewing through your food, “Badge wars,” you say before adding, “I forgot how competitive you are.”

She stays silent, unsure what to say, whether she should be embarrassed you saw that side of her again, or flattered that you’re watching. Her hands grip the coffee cup tightly as she brings it towards her lips, staying there for a moment before taking a sip. “I’m not that bad… when was I that competitive?” She whispers, mouth covered by the rim of the mug, eyes looking down at the coffee.

You look at the ceiling, pondering. “Remember the school festival? And how much money I spent on the games for you?”

Of course she remembers the festival. She still has the photo strip tucked away in her bag, the hamster you won displayed proudly on her bed in the dorms. Not that she’ll tell you any of that. “I—I didn’t think you minded.”

“I didn’t. I’m glad I spent the money…” your sentence peters out, not sure if you should say it. “If it meant spending more time with you.” You whisper the last part, not looking at her but she caught it. Her eyes return to the table, her face a soft shade of red.

The rest of breakfast was slow and quiet, a heavy, charged silence falls between you. You shouldn’t have said that. You made a promise to yourself—about her, about distance.

You’re breaking it.

It doesn’t feel wrong though.

——

“Just walk along the beach. I’ll be a couple steps behind, taking photos.”

Seoyeon puffs her cheeks out, raising two fingers in salute before turning around.

The early sun bathes the beach in a radiant glow, great for a photoshoot. You managed to find a quiet section, away from the early morning crowds. It’s just the two of you.

You hope she doesn’t read into it.

You take a deep breath, bringing your professionalism back. The setting, Seoyeon, all of it is perfect. All you need to do now is capture it.

“Go ahead.”

Seoyeon begins walking down the waterline, and you follow a few paces behind, camera raised. Click. She’s the subject. Professional.

Except she stops, and wiggles her toes in the sand. You catch it without thinking. Click. When she looks up and faces the sea breeze, hair fluttering like a veil behind her. Click. The way she closes her eyes to enjoy the sunshine.

Click. Click.

How the photo looks is the last thing on your mind now. Instead, you watch as she soaks up the rays, how she flinches then smiles when a wave crashes nearby, splashing her with saltwater.

You lower the camera and you just watch her. She’s moving again, this time closer to the water, her dress billowing in the wind. She bends down, hand splashing around in the water. The breeze blows particularly hard, messing up her hair and dislodging the hair band.

You move to adjust it, only to freeze when she does it herself. She tucks her hair behind her ears before turning to face. “Yah! You’re supposed to taking photos!” She points at you, a mock scowl on her face that doesn’t reach her eyes.

You immediately put your eye through the viewfinder, snapping a photo.

She stands again, looking out to the ocean. She takes a deep breath and watch as her shoulders relax.

Click.

You’re not taking photos for the exhibition anymore. You’re taking them because you can’t help it. You finally understand what your manager meant. That feeling you get when you photograph her.

She stops and turns.

A breeze picks up—gentle and perfectly timed—and her hair lifts slightly. She tucks a strand behind her ear and smiles.

At you.

Click. Click.

You see everything through the lens: the slight tilt in her head, how her fingers linger around her ear, and the softness in her eyes as they crinkle around the corners.

Your breath catches.

You lower your camera slowly.

She’s still smiling at you.

That smile. You remember it vividly.

——

“Ta-da!”

You tilt your head in confusion, unsure how to react. Her hands are outstretched to the side like she’s presenting a prize to reveal… a bicycle. A blue, slightly rusty bicycle with a basket in front. “Uh… what is it?”

“It’s a bike,” she says, pouting.

“I know it’s a bike. But why is it here?”

“Because I rented it,” she says, gesturing vaguely to a bike rental nearby before walking up behind you, loosely wrapping her arms around your torso, her chin just barely hooking over your shoulder even on her tiptoes, “and you’re going to give me a ride.”

You place a hand over hers. Before—back when you took that impromptu photo—you would’ve been a stuttering, flustered mess with how close she is. Now, you can hide it better.

Mostly.

“Why?”

“Because… it’s nice and fun and I see it all the time in those movies and shows.”

You look over to her, chin still on your shoulder, squishing her cheeks. “You want that movie moment?”

She nods—tries to anyway—enthusiastically, squeezing your torso a bit more.

How can you say no to that? Still, you act like you’re pondering the idea. From the corner of your eye, you see her face dissolve from enthusiasm to nervousness before ending your playful torture. “Alright, let’s do it,” you say, smiling brightly.

“What the hell?” She whines, hitting you on your back with no force in it.

Seoyeon moves towards the bike before your hand on her shoulder stops her. “Here. It’s going to get cold.” You unzip your grey hoodie, draping it over her and zipping it up. You playfully tug the hoodie over her head before stepping back. She looks adorable, her figure engulfed by it, her hands covered by the sleeves, the hoodie falling to about mid thigh.

“Come on then,” you say, already moving toward the bike. You turn around only to see her frozen in place. Her hands come up to remove the hood and fix her hair before she quietly inhales your scent.

“Seoyeon,” you say, this time louder, catching her off guard. Your chest tightens at the sight, but you don’t say anything.

She hurries over as you steady the bike with one hand before gently lifting her onto the seat.

“Hold on tight,” you tell her, feeling her arms snake around your torso. You push off, and she squeals—half laugh, half surprise—as the bike wobbles before settling.

You gently navigate your way through the park, pass by other couples, families, and street vendors. Her laughter rings in your ears at the many turns you take to avoid others. Soon, you hit your stride, going at a steady pace, enjoying the view and your girlfriend pressed against you. It’s been a while since you’ve relaxed like this. And it’s all thanks to her.

Neither of you say anything, even as you start riding along the Han river. You feel her hold on you tighten and the weight of her head on your back. You think she’s closed her eyes but you can’t be sure. One hand leaves the handlebars, gently covering hers as you continue pedalling, watching as older couples take one look at the both of you and gush—like they know what you have. You feel one of her hands loosen and intertwine itself with yours.

You continue to ride, no destination in mind until the sun starts setting. You pull over near the water, feet finding the ground. The bike steadies, but she doesn’t let go. Doesn’t lift her head. She stays there, breathing against your back, hand still in yours. You let her stay like this for a while.

You look out into the river—small ripples, reflected sunlight. You wish you had your camera.

Eventually, she lifts her head, watching the same scene as you. Her fingers tighten against yours as you caress hers with your thumb. She leans up and presses her lips gently on your cheek.

——

“Do they look good?”

You blink, pulled from memory. You tilt your head all the way back to see her standing above you, a small smile on her face as her hair acts as curtains surrounding you. You’re outside a convenience store where you’ve stopped to rest after the photoshoot.

Seoyeon drops down, sitting next to you before handing you a bottle of water you take gratefully. You hand her the camera, letting her peruse the photos. “Let me know if there are any you don’t like. I won’t use them,” you say, opening both bottles before downing half of yours.

You don’t watch as she scrolls through the photos. You can’t. Instead, your eyes return to the beach—to the odd couple walking along, side by side, then to the occasional influencer taking selfies along the waterline. You look at anything if it means you don’t see her reaction. But that doesn’t mean you can’t hear her little hums as she looks through them. You’re not sure if they’re hums of approval or not.

You hear the quiet click of the camera as she moves through the photos. You feel your heart beat faster the longer it goes on.

“These are…”

You look over and see that she’s stopped at the photo where she turned, hand by her ears.

Your breath catches.

“They’re really good,” she whispers, still looking at her photo before turning to face you, her cheeks tinged pink. She watches you avoiding her gaze, one hand fidgeting against your knee, the other gripping the water bottle with more force than necessary.

She hands the camera over to you carefully, making sure you have a hold of it before letting go. “So… where next?”

That’s a good question. You’re not too sure yourself. “Uh…”

“The lady in the convenience store watched our little photoshoot. Recommended a vinyl music shop not far from here. Want to check it out?”

“Sure,” you say, moving to stand. You lend her your hand. She hesitates before taking it, fingers warm against yours, holding onto you for a moment longer than necessary before dusting the sand off her dress. “Lead the way.”

——

The journey to the shop was a lot longer than either of you anticipated, further inland and away from the tourist spots. Still it gave you a lot of opportunities to photograph things you wouldn’t otherwise. A lone tree providing shade along the path, fields where farmers work, a house that you rarely see in Seoul.

When you arrive, you’re greeted by its elderly owner. You bow in greeting before walking further in. It’s small—cosy is the better word for it—but feels lived in, like there’s history inside the walls. The shelves are full of vinyl records and books, boxes of these also lie along the floor. Record players sit in the back with headphones hanging above them. You even find a cat lounging on a stack of vinyl staring at you.

High windows stream the sunlight in, giving the place a unique look. Further in, you see a small alcove with chairs and mats, a perfect place to read and listen to music. You flip a nearby switch, illuminating the area with small fairy lights hanging above.

You turn to Seoyeon, only for her to not be there. Looks like she’s engrossed in conversation with the owner about this place. You watch her features and the expressions she makes talking. Lifting the viewfinder to your eye, you snap a couple photos through the shelves.

Click. Click.

The owner notices you first, telling her that you’re taking her photo. She turns to find you and poses for you, even asking the owner to pose with her. You let out a small chuckle before snapping a photo of both of them.

She moves towards you then, eyes on the floor as she approaches, like she’s about to tell you a secret. “Apparently, he’s owned this place for almost 50 years and that this is his personal collection of records,” she explains, walking into the alcove, hand brushing the back of a rocking chair. “Not many people come here now. He was really happy when we entered,” she pauses before looking at you. “He wants to ask a favour from you.”

You lower the camera, letting it rest against your chest.

“He wants you to take pictures of this place… before he forgets.”

The answer was obvious though you don’t voice it. She looks almost melancholy at the thought of the owner forgetting about this place. Almost as if she knows exactly what it feels like to lose something precious.

You don’t want to think about it. Not now.

You turn to the owner and nod. His face breaks into a relieved smile and immediately hobbles over to you. He grabs hold of your hand, thanking you profusely and you can’t help but smile. Eventually, he slowly moves back, gesturing for you to follow him.

Seoyeon looks on fondly as the owner shows you what he wants memories of. She stands there, unsure what to do before moving into the alcove to sit on the rocking chair, watching you.

After finishing your conversation with the owner and watching him leave, you raise your camera to get to work.

You start with the wide shots—the slightly crooked sign above the entrance of the shop, the shelves of records that stretch far into the shadows, the proudly displayed vinyl covers behind the counter. Then you move closer: the worn spines of books, the cat reclining under the sunlight falling through the high windows, the various records lying in the boxes.

You feel her watching you, know she hasn’t taken her eyes off you but you focus on your work. On what matters right now.

The record player and its spinning turnstile, the weathered headphones hanging above. You move and capture a photo of the fairy lights in the alcove, the cushions littering the mats.

You move through the place carefully. Each shot deliberate. You want to preserve everything you can, make the memories tangible.

You lower the camera, looking for your next inspiration. Seoyeon still watches you, an expression on her face you can’t quite name.

“Is something on my face?” You joke.

She shakes her head, a small smile gracing her face. “No… I forgot what you look like when you work.”

“How I look?”

She nods, “You do this thing with your lips. Curl them into your mouth like this,” she says, demonstrating what you do, “and that expression on your face… like nothing else matters but the photo. It’s nice to see,” she softly whispers that last part, but you still hear it.

You don’t know what to say. So you don’t, instead holding her gaze. “You should look for something to listen to. It would be good to have memories of someone enjoying this place,” you say quietly.

She nods, slowly standing from the rocking chair and moving to the records but not before walking in front of you, gently squeezing your arm. You don’t need to ask what that means.

Thank you. For doing this for him.

You continue to watch her as she moves through the place, looking for that perfect song to fill the shop. There’s an ache in your chest when you watch her, one you’re trying to ignore. You raise the camera again.

Click.

You see her face light up when she finds a record before moving swiftly to the record player, removing it from its sleeve and playing it. She reaches for the headphones, carefully putting them on. Her eyes close as she listens, hands still over the ear cups as she gently sways to the song.

You still watch her through the viewfinder, unable to take another photo, and watch how the sunlight shines on her like a spotlight, how the specks of dust dance around her. You love her like this. When she didn’t have a care in the world. When she was yours.

She slowly opens her eyes and turns to face you, a smile forming on her face that reaches her eyes. She beckons you closer and you can’t help but move forward. She takes the headphones off, rises to her tiptoes and places them on you. She’s really close now. Like a breath away.

For a moment, you don’t recognise the song. Until you do. And it takes you back.

——

The music plays softly in your room, a welcome addition to atmosphere. You’re sat at your desk, working on edits for your latest portfolio showcase. You raise your glasses before rubbing your eyes. You’ve sat here for a while, feel your back ache as you sit up, your neck sore.

You hear her feet padding across your carpeted floor before her arms snake around you. She’s wearing the same hoodie from the bike ride, this time with the hood on. She lays her head on yours, nuzzling into you. “You should take a break. You’ve been at this for hours.”

You sigh, visibly relaxing in her hold. “If I was going to take a break, it would be to take you home. Do you know how late it—OW!” You yelp, feeling her pinch your side.

“Not funny.”

When you told her your aunt and uncle would be away this weekend, you didn’t expect to see her standing outside your door, duffel bag in hand (the bag was more unexpected than her being here, what with the amount of clothes she steals from you). Apparently, she told her parents she was staying with a friend, studying for a made up exam.

She moves to walk away only for you to grab her arms, keeping them on you. “Alright, alright. I’m sorry,” you say, moving her hand to your lips, a ghost of a smile still there.

“What song is this?”

“You like it?” You hum in approval. “My homeroom teacher played it a while ago; took me ages to find it on Spotify,” you pause before continuing, “I don’t know. It just stuck.”

The two of you stay like this, unmoving. When the computer screen turns off from inactivity, you stare at the reflection, how her face presses into your head, her own glasses askew from the position, how the hoodie still dwarfs her.

She stares at your face through the screen and notices your eyes fighting to stay open. “Come on,” she says gently, spinning the desk chair and removing your glasses before lifting you up by your hands. You follow without resistance as she walks backwards to the bed, only to trip over something. Seoyeon lands on the bed, sitting on its edge while you fall just before her, on your knees.

“Are you—“ she freezes when you lay your head down on her lap, cheek pressed against her thigh.

“Just 5 minutes,” you whisper, closing your eyes and encircling your arms around her.

Seoyeon exhales a breath she didn’t know she was holding before threading her fingers through your hair, gazing softly as your breathing begins to even out.

——

You’re brought out of the memory when the song ends, Seoyeon removing the headphones from your head.

“Feeling nostalgic?” She teases, though you can tell it’s halfhearted with how her smile doesn’t reach her eyes, like she was experiencing the same memory.

She’s still so close—one more inch and you’re practically touching—but before you could reach for her, the owner arrives, a tray of tea in his hand.

You carefully take the tray from him, settling it down on a nearby table before showing him all the photos you took of the place. You can’t help smiling watching his reactions, tears welling in his eyes as he looks at his own memories in picture form. Looking up, you see a giant smile on her face, happy at what you’ve done for him.

He stops you when he finds the photo you took of her, swaying to the music before walking to the counter and returning, this time with a polaroid. You stare at it, shocked at the uncanniness of it. You realise it was a photo of his wife from years ago, captured just like Seoyeon was moments ago. He looks up from it and smiles at you, like he knows why you took that photo.

You’re finding fewer reasons to argue.

As you exit the shop, you only make it a few feet before doubling back, leaving Seoyeon behind and confused. You return with a plastic bag, handing it to her, “Here.”

She takes a look inside. It’s the vinyl of the song she played. “You bought this?”

You hum in agreement, “A souvenir.” You start walking, leaving her behind as she looks inside the bag. When she lifts her head, watching your back as you continue forward, a soft warmth spreads through her chest, like she’s seeing the boy from years ago.

——

You return to the music shop the following day, this time with her video camera to record more content. Of her admiring the place, listening to music, looking through books. She does a good job of hiding that this isn’t her first time here, that the first visit should be a secret kept between you two. Still, it gives you ample opportunities to capture more moments—her reading in the rocking chair, of her admiring the space again, even her playing with the cat.

You’re sat with the owner by the entrance, conversing. He brought out his photo album like he knew you’d return, proudly showing his memories of his wife, of the shop. They built this place together, every detail inside chosen by her and made possible by him. You look back to your own memories and know nothing could compare to this.

You stop mid-conversation when you feel her approaching with the camera in hand, pointing it at you. “What do you think of this place?”

You look at her in shock, “Uh… you have it pointed the wrong way.”

“It’s fine, they won’t use any of this stuff. At least, not without your permission,” she reassures, her eyes wide, still expecting an answer.

The owner steps up, talking about the history of the place as if he knew you didn’t have any answers. She points the camera to him but her eyes stay focused on you, eyes curling in amusement. He starts moving, showing her little details you missed in your photography—the slightly uneven shelf when he set it up wrong, the little cracks in the paint from the layers of wallpapers they put up over the years. You follow quietly behind, documenting everything you missed with photos of your own.

When the tour finishes and her camera is off, the owner gestures for you to stay inside the alcove as he goes off to fetch tea.

“You didn’t give me answer,” she pouts, “why not?”

“You didn’t give me enough time.”

“It’s spontaneous.”

“It’s too much pressure. This is why I’d rather be behind the camera.”

She hums in thought, thinking about what you said. “I guess you’re right,” she says. You watch as her eyes lighten up and you know this can’t be good. “What about when you suddenly confessed to me?”

You choke on nothing.

“I distinctly remember you not needing a lot of time back then,” she teases.

Your cheeks burn red, “That’s different that—“

You’re saved by the owner rounding the corner, tray filled with snacks and tea in hand. He sets it down between you before taking a seat himself, ready to tell more stories about his wife.

You look away, too embarrassed to face them. You can’t focus on the stories—your heartbeat too loud, muffling his words. You do catch snippets though: how they met, what he wished he’d done when she was still here, how he wished he had more time with her.

You turn to look at him, noticing how he keeps looking between you both, his features solemn, his eyes knowing. The implication is clear.

There’s no such thing as forever.

You glance over at Seoyeon, her fingers wrapped around her glass, trembling slightly. Her eyes are misty, like she’s trying not to let the tears fall.

Your chest aches at the scene.

——

You leave the shop in silence, Seoyeon walking a few feet in front, shoulders hunched over, arms wrapped around her body. After saying goodbye to the owner, she moved to the door quickly, like she was starved of air.

You follow at a safe distance, far enough to not suffocate her but close enough to watch her, keep her safe. You walk through the local town, pass the community centre, houses, mini marts without really seeing them. You hang your camera forgotten around your neck. It didn’t feel right to capture this moment.

Instead, you look at her video camera. In her haste to leave, she left it behind. It was still recording when you picked it up, recorded the whole conversation, her reactions, yours. You debate deleting it, debate letting her see this, let her content team see this. The footage too raw, too real but you stop yourself. It’s not your place to.

You stop the recording just as Seoyeon stops. In front of her is a playground, a few kids playing before being called by their parents. You still stand behind her, watching. She moves forward towards the swings before sitting down, her feet planted in the ground. She stares at her shoes, how they mark the sand underneath her, lost in thought.

You walk to her, stopping when your own shoes are in her sight. She looks up to you, sees the blanket in your hand and the half opened backpack hanging loosely from one shoulder. She takes the blanket gently, laying it over her lap as you move to the swing beside her.

The silence stretches between you until the sun begins to set, the soft orange illuminating the playground in warmth.

“That was…”

“Yeah…” you respond. She doesn’t need to elaborate. It was heavy for you too.

The temperature begins to drop as the sun sets. You feel it before you notice the rain, small droplets falling in front of you, darkening the sand.

You’re suddenly reminded of the last time you were in the rain with her.

——

You don’t know when the rain got heavier, your umbrella forgotten on the ground. You’re outside a convenience store near her home, late at night. You stare at her, watch how her lips move without registering anything, deafened by the rain or your heart, you’re not too sure.

“I have to do this. I’ll regret it if I don’t.”

“Regret not taking the opportunity? Or regret for being with me?” Your voice is hoarse, like glass sticking in your throat. You hit a sore spot with how her eyes widen.

“No! No I—“ she shouts, shaking her head profusely. She tries to continue but can’t, the brave mask finally breaking, her tears now mixing with the rain.

Your heart clenches at the sight.

She has the opportunity to be something more. To be seen and get the recognition she deserves. But you both know it comes at a cost. And while you know it’s the right thing to do, to grab the opportunity with both hands, it hurts all the same.

Still, seeing her like this, shivering in the night, trying to get the words out, you don’t want to be the cause of this.

You reach and pull on her hand, bringing her head to your chest as you hug her tightly. You don’t know when your tears started falling.

“I’m going to hate you. If I don’t, I don’t think I can continue,” you whisper, your chin resting against the top of her head one last time. “You should hate me too.”

She cries louder at that, her hold on you tighter, her shaking hard against your chest. You don’t hear the rain anymore, only her and it hurts.

You stay there until she calms down, at least enough for you to pull yourself away. When she realises what you’re doing, she clings on tighter, only for you to wrestle yourself out. You turn and leave, not looking back.

Her cries can be heard over the deafening rainfall, over your thundering heart but you keep walking, not letting yourself look back, leaving your umbrella behind.

——

You’re brought back by a touch on your arm. You turn your head towards Seoyeon, concern etched on her face but it’s blurry. You didn’t realise you’d been crying. You wipe your eyes with your hands before looking back to her.

“Are you okay?”

“Ye—yeah…” you reply. She doesn’t believe you but she doesn’t say anything either. You look at her more closely, hair damp from the rain. Immediately, you take your jacket off, placing it around her shoulders. “We should head out. Don’t want you to get a cold,” you say quietly.

She nods softly before attempting to stand, losing her balance as she does, one hand gripping the swing chain tightly. Instinctively, you reach for her, pulling her close to your chest. Almost as quickly as she fell, she moves away, slightly pushing against you.

You take the umbrella from your backpack, opening it to cover her. The pair of you walk silently out of the playground, wet sand sticking to your shoes. Streetlights illuminate the path back to the car, the smell of fresh rain in the air, the sound of it hitting the umbrella. You do your best to distract from your thoughts, from the woman beside you.

“Your shoulder’s getting wet.”

You glance at her, face still looking straight ahead. There’s a distance between you two—umbrella fully over her and partially over you. “It’s alright.”

She shifts closer. Her shoulder softly grazing the arm holding the umbrella. It tilts, letting it cover you both more evenly.

Neither of you mention it.

When you approach the car, you close the umbrella before shaking off the water. She’s at the passenger door, waiting. Immediately after both of you enter, you turn the heating on full, blowing warm air onto your hands. Both of you sit there, trying to get warm, waiting for the windscreen to clear before setting off.

“What’s the plan? For tomorrow?”

She turns to face you, unsure. “I—I don’t know. I’ll let you know. Tomorrow.”

You look at her, at her features. Her hair sticks to her forehead, her frame slightly shivering. You turn the air conditioning towards her before instinctively leaning forward, brushing the hair off her forehead. You hear her breath hitch before you realise why.

“S—Sorry.”

“It’s okay.”

The windscreen clears and you set off back to the hotel. The drive back is quiet, heavy but not uncomfortable. It continues until you make it to the hotel lobby outside the elevators.

“Get some rest,” she says.

“You too,” you reply.

You both get on different elevators.

——

When she asked if you wanted to go to the local market—for filming purposes—you couldn’t say yes quicker. You could barely get rest last night, still thinking about the events of that day and reliving the memory you wished never surfaced. You realise one thing that night: not once did you hate her.

The market is loud and bustling—vendors shouting, tourists browsing the various goods. The place is rich with subjects, perfect for both of you to get lost in. When you look down next to you, Seoyeon’s no longer by your side. Instead she’s further in, already filming.

You stay back, taking in the atmosphere before lifting your own camera and taking photos—stalls selling various trinkets, the food and the vendors. You were even lucky to find a few willing participants, posing for photos, asking you to retake them if they weren’t happy. You snap photos of the lanterns above, of the smoke rising from the food stalls. It’s chaotic and intense. Perfect for drowning your thoughts.

Slowly but surely, the two of you drift closer, going from stall to stall until you meet her at a tteokbokki stall. “Hey,” you shout over the crowd. She looks up, blowing on a piece of tteokbokki about to enter her mouth before changing her mind and bringing it to yours.

“Here, try this,” she insists, slightly pushing it against your lips. You open your mouth and take it, not looking at her. It’s good, better than what you normally order back home. “How is it?”

You cough, smoke coming out of your mouth. “Hot,” you fan your mouth, quickly inhaling as much air to cool it down.

A small laugh escapes her lips, watching you.

You freeze. You miss that sound.

The pain isn’t so bad after hearing that. You open your mouth again, signalling for more. She exhales loudly—exasperated but smiling—before feeding you more.

You both stand there, eating from the same container. Her feeding you and rolling her eyes whenever you open your mouth, signalling for more.

When you finish, you continue further into the market, this time side by side. Both your cameras lie untouched as you sample more food and browse the various stalls. You find yourselves in front of fish cake stand, Seoyeon’s eyes wide watching them cook in their broth. You flag the owner over, paying for two skewers before moving to an empty table nearby.

You take a skewer out of the cup, blowing on it then pointing it towards her. It’s your turn to feed her now.

“I can feed myself you know,” she says flatly. You shrug, a mischievous smile on your face. You wave the food in front of her before taking a bite out of it, humming in exaggerated delight at its taste. You watch as her mouth waters slightly at your performance, happy at her reaction. You present the skewer in front of her, egging her to take a bite. She finally relents.

“Wow…” her eyes light up at the taste, enjoying it more than you, eyebrows lifting in pleasant surprise. You smile, mouth still full, cheeks a little bigger than normal. She looks up to you and mimics your expression, your heart beating just a little faster.

It feels like you’re in high school again.

She moves to grab the other skewer before you could, a triumphant smile plastered on her face as she eats it. You watch her fondly until she finishes, grabbing the empty cup and sticks to dispose of them.

When you walk back to the table, you notice the crowds getting bigger. “Stay close to me,” you whisper in her ear as you make your way back to her, leaving no room for argument as you continue deeper into the market. She doesn’t protest, instead moving slightly in front of you, shoulder settling against your chest like her anchor.

You follow her, avoid bumping into the crowds or carts moving goods. She points at a fish tank holding fish for the restaurant, asking you to take a photo of her. She asks your opinion on what to get for her members, even though she knows you don’t know them too well.

“Do you think they’d like this?”

“Uh… sure,” you say, voice lacking belief. She looks over at you, eyes squinted reprimanding you for lying. “I mean… it’s kind of… generic?”

“Oh… really?”

“I don’t really know them. Maybe they’d like it?”

“Hmmm…”

She moves on until you reach the other side of the market, settling against a nearby wall and taking out the video camera. You hear her curse underneath her breath, “I was supposed to record more,” she looks up at you like she’s about to laugh, “I only got 10 minutes worth.”

You start laughing before she joins. That’s nowhere near enough. “You want to go back in?”

She shakes her head. “It’s too crowded, I’d just end up filming the back of people’s head,” she takes her phone out then, “I should find something else to film.”

You lean against the wall opposite of her, watching her. The way her hair frames her face, lips slightly parted in concentration, how some strands even fall into her mouth. You see her phone screen reflected in her eyes, see how she focuses on your next adventure. Her chest rises and falls faster than you expect, her features softer than you’ve seen on the trip. No exaggerations, no persona. Just her.

You watch as her face lights, turning the phone toward you, lightly jumping on her toes, “Let’s do this!”

You lean closer to the phone, before you turn to her, “You want to do this?”

She nods enthusiastically, reminiscent of when she asked you to give her a ride on a rental bike. You look towards the ground and sigh before lifting your head, smile forming on your lips, “Let’s go,” you move ahead, her running after you until she’s beside you.

“Do you know where you’re going?”

——

You drive in silence. Rolling hills to your left, the ocean to your right. Music softly playing on the radio. Her eyes haven’t left you since you started the drive. One leg drawn up on the seat, the shoe forgotten on the floor. It’s dangerous, how she’s sat but you don’t say anything, instead focus on getting there safely.

A sharp breeze blows through the opened passenger side window, ruffling her ponytail and bangs. You carefully steal a look before turning back to the road. You do it again. And again. Each time a little longer than the last—the smooth plane of her leg or the way her nails tap against the back of her phone.

You hear a laugh, one that you’re familiar with, normally when you do something she considers cute.

“You’re staring,” she says, amusement in her voice.

You turn back to the road, gripping the wheel tighter. Your face burns red, throat suddenly dry.

A familiar song comes on the radio, one that has Seoyeon sitting up and turning the volume up, “I love this song!”

Of course she does. It’s her own song.

You don’t say anything, instead you’re being treated to a live performance, phone serving as a microphone, occasionally placed near your mouth before returning back to hers. You can’t bite back the smile on your face at her antics.

“What’s your favourite song?”

“I like all of them.”

She huffs at that answer, “What a cop out.”

You turn to face her again. She’s smiling, staring at you. Time slows. Sunlight brighter, bathing her in a soft, ethereal glow. The light reflected from the ocean behind her makes this an image you want to remember.

It’s just a shame you can’t use your camera.

So you do the next big thing.

You memorise her.

——

Click.

You snap a photo of the canola fields, of the yellow flowers gently swaying in the breeze against the backdrop of a bright, blue sky.

You stand up, stretching your back as you take in your surroundings again. This place is beautiful, there’s no doubt about it, evident by the sheer number of photographers and visitors here. You remember from the car ride here how the best time to visit was now. And you’re glad you did. Missing out on seeing the blooming flowers would be one of your biggest regrets.

You scan the fields, looking for Seoyeon and finding her with her vlog camera, conversing with it. You watch as she turns the camera around, filming the flowers, panning the camera to capture how vast the fields are, the mountain behind her and the few rock statues scattered around.

You can’t help but change the settings to burst mode on your camera. You lift it and snap as many photos as she slowly spins, trying to capture anything and everything. She catches you taking photos, scrunches her nose, a mischievous smile on her face as she points her camera to you, zooming in.

Your heart jumps to your throat as you look at the photos.

She’s beautiful.

Her skirt flows as she spins, surrounded by yellow flowers that only enhance her. Arms out, face tilted toward the sky. Eyes closed. Smiling.

And in the last few frames—her eyes catch your camera, a sparkle in them as she aims her own at you. Like she knows these photos are for more than the exhibition.

You turn red at the thought.

As you finish admiring the photos, a couple taps your shoulder, asking you to take their picture. You oblige, taking their phone and snapping photos, gently repositioning them when needed.

Soon you feel her behind you, also directing, complimenting them on how photogenic they are.

You return their phone. They keep one hand open, asking for yours, “We should take pictures of you two!” The woman says.

“No, it’s okay, we’re—” Seoyeon starts.

“We’d love to!” you say, louder, quicker. You hand them your phone before standing beside Seoyeon.

She whips her head toward you. Eyes wide, mouth open. Eyebrows knitted together, head tilting.

“Three, two—”

She doesn’t have time to process. Doesn’t have time to pose.

Click.

The photo captures you both standing straight, stiff, side by side.

They laugh.

“Relax! Embrace each other!” the woman calls.

You release a breath you didn’t know you were holding. You didn’t think this through. You wrap your arm around her waist, gently pulling her close. You don’t look at her—afraid of her reaction. Instead, you smile at the camera, other hand making a V sign near your eye.

Seoyeon, still shocked, can’t help but look at you. Your cheeks slightly red. The movement of your throat as you swallow, pulling her close. Her hands clasp near her chest. Eyes never leaving your face.

Click.

The second photo captures her watching you.

You hear them laugh—call you adorable—but there’s a ringing in your ear. You turn to face her. She’s still looking at you, still shocked and now you feel a little embarrassed.

Your face burns.

“Maybe this wasn’t a good idea...” you concede.

She laughs at you, at how the one time you take the initiative, you’re an embarrassed mess. “Just smile,” she whispers, wrapping her arms around your torso as her head lands softly against your chest, face turned to the camera, a bright smile on her lips.

Click.

You know for a fact she heard your heart beat loudly.

She looks up at you again, notices your collar is a bit disheveled from the hanging camera and moves to fix it, hands gently grazing your neck as she does. She moves the camera, makes sure it doesn’t dig into your skin. You can’t look away from her. Can’t look away from the pink on her cheeks. Or the way her chest seems to rise and fall quickly.

Click.

“One more!”

Both of you turn to face them, her arm looped around yours, holding you tight. Both of you have a small smile on your faces. Genuine ones. The kind you don’t need to convince others of.

——

“Which one’s your favourite?”

You peer over her shoulder as she holds your phone, watch as she scrolls through the photos on your phone. You’re close to her, can feel her looking at you and hear her breath quicken as your eyes focus on your screen. “That one.”

Her eyes return to the screen as you walk off, back towards the car. She catches up to you, handing your phone over. “That was my favourite too,” she says softly, like she’s embarrassed you have the same taste before running off.

You turn your phone on. She changed your wallpaper. To the photo you both like. The last one.

——

You put the car in park, turning the engine off without fuss. You turn towards her and just stare.

She’s asleep.

Somewhere between the canola fields and the hotel, she drifted off. Legs curled up on the seat, a blanket draped over them. Seat reclined as far back as it goes.

Her breathing is even, eyes moving underneath her eyelids—she’s dreaming. A part of you hope it includes you.

You watch her. Heart full. You don’t know how long it’s been. Could be five minutes. Could be fifty. You wouldn’t mind either way.

She shifts a little, trying to get comfortable. A strand of hair falls across her face. You want to move it but you don’t risk waking her. She wrinkles her nose, tickles by the strand. You watch.

She stirs, eyes fluttering open. It takes a minute but her eyes focus on you. “Hi,” she says, voice rough, a sleepy smile adorning her face. “How long have you been watching me?”

“Five, ten minutes,” you say, no embarrassment in your voice. “Ever since we got here.”

Seoyeon sits up, arms high above her head as she stretches, a soft sound escaping—half sigh, half moan. You watch as the blanket falls into a pile on her waist. Her shirt slowly rides up, exposing her stomach, before she tugs it back down. If she noticed you staring, she doesn’t comment. Just smacks her lips together and settles back into the seat.

“Why didn’t you wake me?”

“I’ve never woken you up before. Why should I start now?”

You watch her think, trying to remember a time you woke her.

She won’t find one.

Not at the library during study sessions. Not in your bed while you edited photos at your desk.

“You never did.”

“I never did.”

She holds eye contact with you for a few seconds before breaking it, looking down at her hands playing with the blanket. “I used to sleep a lot back then huh?” She says quietly.

You shrug your shoulders. “Well it made sense. You were always moving. Always running, climbing, dancing too.”

Both of you laugh at the memories. She was the one that always dragged you out to places—arcades, parks, even dance studios. You honestly have her to thank for keeping you healthy.

You grow silent, suddenly remembering your relationship. How she was the first person you looked for whenever something happened, how she was cheering loudest when you won those photography awards. That proud smile she had when she took photos of you with the trophy, how you smiled when she claimed she was the reason you won. It’s true but you never mentioned it.

“I should head inside,” she says, snapping you from your memories. You see her reflection in the window. Looks like she remembered something too.

As her hand goes to open the door, you stop her. “Wait,” she turns to you, waits as you gather the courage. “Dinner. Would you like to grab dinner together? Tomorrow?”

A small smile creeps up her face. “Just dinner? Let’s make it a date.”

You stutter, surprised at what she just said. “Su—sure.”

She looks you in the eyes, her eyes wrinkling at the corner as she smiles. “Good night,” she says gently, opening the door and closing it with a quiet thud.

You sit there in silence, watch as she enters the hotel and release a breath you didn’t know you were holding.

You can’t stop the smile.

——

You’re woken up by a soft knocking at the hotel door. “Alright, alright,” you say groggily, rubbing your eyes as you pad your way to the door before opening.

You’re pretty sure you’re dreaming.

Seoyeon can’t be outside your door in a flowy white dress, hair curled, cascading past her shoulders. Her face has little makeup, just a soft pink on her lips.

“What are you doing here? Is everything okay?”

A small smile tugs at her lips, cheeks puffing slightly as she nods, “I’m here for our date,” she says matter-of-factly.

You turn to the table behind you, reading the digital clock. “Seoyeon, it’s 5:30 in the morning.”

She walks herself into your room, “I know. Gives you enough time to get ready. To see the sunrise.” She walks over to the window and draws the curtains. It’s still pitch black, “Remember what you said before?”

You try to rack your brain at anything and everything you might’ve said to her in the past week that would result in her being here so early in the morning. Nothing comes to mind.

“I—I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

You sit down on your bed, still trying to wake up as you watch her face in the reflection.

The smiles gone, replaced with a melancholy look. “You said you wanted to see the sunrise with me.”

Your eyes widen.

She remembered something you said years ago in passing, when both of you were snuggled up in your bed. You were just mindlessly talking about everything you wanted to do with her, thinking she’d fallen asleep.

Guess you were wrong.

“I didn’t think you heard that,” you say quietly, wondering how many times she pretended to sleep and how much she actually knows.

She turns quickly, hands clapping once. “I did. Now, get dressed. We don’t want to miss it.”

You stand, heading to your suitcase. “Are you going to watch?”

A bright smile crosses her face, “I mean… it’s nothing I haven’t seen a hundred times,” she teases.

“Seoyeon…” you say, a wry smile on your face as you look for something to wear.

“Alright, alright,” she says, hands up in surrender as she moves to the door, “I’ll meet you in the lobby. Hurry up.”

——

You walk towards where she set up, two water bottles in hand. The sun has yet to appear over the horizon, the only light being from her phone’s flashlight, illuminating the sand as she writes something. She hears your footsteps grow louder, sand crunching beneath your feet. She quickly wipes away the writing before you can see it.

“Is this all you got?” she asks as you hand her bottle.

“Seoyeon, it’s six in the morning. The only thing open is the vending machine over there,” you say, thumb pointing towards the machine beside the closed convenience store.

You grab your backpack from behind you, retrieving a blanket that you drape over her shoulders.

She didn’t bring a jacket. You want to ask why but choose not to. You’ll give her yours anyway.

As you wait for the sunrise, you notice her inching closer. She throws one end of the blanket over, encapsulating you both.

You turn to her, watch how she lays her head onto her knees, a soft, easy smile on her face as she stares at you. “Thought you might be cold.”

You gaze into her brown eyes, not breaking contact. You could stare into them forever. Her eyes slowly brighten, her face catching a soft, orange glow. The sunrise. Both of you turn towards it. You grab your phone, camera forgotten in your hotel room and capture a photo.

You stare at the photo and scoff in disbelief.

You’ve taken so many photos of the sunrise but this one feels different. Maybe because it felt like a chore before or maybe it’s because you’re fulfilling a wish.

You don’t know.

Turning towards her, you snap a photo of her side profile, how one side glows and the other is left in the shade, how her chin tilts upwards, eyes closed, basking in the morning light.

She lets out a long breath.

“You done taking pictures?”

One eye opens and looks at you.

You can only nod in agreement.

——

After packing up and leaving the beach, you both walk around aimlessly, looking for some place to eat. You notice her drift towards you. Closer and closer until your hands brush against each other. You don’t say anything. Neither does she, focused on what’s ahead, even as you feel her pinky reach out—tentative and testing—only to pull back. She does it again. And again. Until you hook yours around hers. A small smile appears.

She’s more energised now, talking about anything and everything.

She teases you about everything you said when you thought she was asleep. You fight back with some of her embarrassing moments but she brushes it off while you stay flustered. She talks about her company, her members—how she couldn’t imagine doing this without them. She even tells you about comeback plans you’re pretty sure you weren’t supposed to know about.

You continue to watch her, animated, jumping on her toes about a particular story during dance practice. At one point, you’ve stopped listening entirely, content with just watching her.

You notice her go quiet before turning to face what she’s looking at. A couple of elderly ladies on their morning walk approach you. With how close they are, you can tell they’ve been gossiping. From the way their eyes look at you both, you know the topic is both of you.

You both bow in greeting.

One of them smiles. “What a cute couple.”

Neither of you say anything. You just smile.

As you walk off, you feel her pinky being replaced by her hand tightening around yours.

——

Breakfast is at a small mom-and-pop shop run by someone’s grandmother, hidden from the normal tourist stops. Just the two of you, surrounded by the sound of the burner, the rattling of a portable heater in the corner, the TV playing news on low volume.

“Give me your phone,” she says, hand already outstretched.

You hand it over without hesitation.

“Same password?”

You hum in agreement, chin resting on your hands, watching her.

“You still kept the wallpaper?”

“Of course. It’s my favourite.”

She looks up, smiling brightly before turning around and lifting the phone into the air, camera facing both of you.

Her lips slightly puckered, other hand making a V sign. You follow her lead—V sign, small smile.

She snaps photo after photo, changing her pose each time. Dog ears. Cheek hearts.

Once finished, she scrolls through them. Her smile grows with each one.

“Yah! You kept the same pose?”

She keeps scrolling. Stops on one. Her smile falters—shifts into something softer. She turns the phone toward you.

It’s you. Looking at her, not the camera. A warm smile on your face.

Before she can say anything, the food arrives—hot, steaming, placed between you.

She hands your phone back quickly.

As you tuck it away, she grabs your bowl and ladles soup into it. When you look up, her eyes flick toward the food.

Eat.

——

The underground shopping centre is busy, full of people browsing items from various stores. Seoyeon drags you from one store to another, hand holding yours tightly as she looks for souvenirs.

“Here, try this.”

You bend down slightly, letting her place a pair of sunglasses on your face. Her fingers gently grasp your chin, turning your head to let her get a better look.

“You’re not buying this for me, are you?”

“Why not?” She takes off the glasses before walking toward the vendor, going as far as haggling for a cheaper price.

You stand frozen where she left you, the ghost of her touch still lingers on your chin, your head fuzzy from the contact.

“Here. Got a pretty good discount for it too,” she says proudly, handing you the gift bag.

“Th—Thank you, Seoyeon.”

You continue to follow her as she browses when something catches your eye. A small charm—a yellow flower. A canola flower, maybe.

You slip away while she examines key rings. The vendor wraps it quickly before handing it over.

When you return, she’s looking around for you. She spots you and smiles.

“Oh… what is that?”

You hand it over and wait for her to unwrap it. The charm sits on top of tissue paper inside a small box. The fluorescent light catches it, making it sparkle.

You watch her reaction, swallowing hard when you can’t decipher its meaning, “It’s for your bag. Or wherever.”

She stares at it before picking it up gently. She hands you the empty box, attaching the charm to her purse. She smiles at it then directs at you.

She grabs your arm, looping hers in yours before you continue browsing. You feel her rise on her tiptoes before you can do anything, lips pressed gently against your cheek in a quick peck.

“Thank you.”

Your stumble slightly, missing a step. She laughs at your reaction, dragging you to the next store.

——

After dinner, you find yourselves back at the beach. The sun is setting, casting the sky in a soft orange and pink. You walk along the waterline to digest, both yours and her shoes in one hand, her hand in the other, fingers intertwined. The sound of the waves crashing against the sand is pleasant, the feel of the sand under your feet warm and inviting.

She squeals beside you, jumping back from a wave splashing against her leg. You can’t help the laugh that escapes. She pouts at your reaction then grins. She lets go of your hand, wades into the water before kicking some onto you.

“Hey!”

“Still think it’s funny?” she says, laughing at you.

Dropping the shoes, you run in after her, splashing her but not enough soak through. She runs away, laughing and squealing, begging you to stop, “You’re going to soak me!”

You look at her—laugh lines around her eyes, hair damp and wild, smile radiant.

Your heart clenches.

She looks the exact same as she was from years ago.

You shake your head, force yourself to stay present and carry on after her.

——

You find a bench, just at the edge of the beach. You sit, towel in hand, drying your hair, arms, legs.

Both of you went a bit overboard splashing each other. What was once playful soon became competitive. You lost.

You turn to her, watch as she slowly dries her hair while looking out into the sea. You look further down, her legs still damp, feet covered in sand.

You get down on one knee, towel draped over your thigh. Gently, you take one foot, wrapping the towel around it, you begin wiping away the sand stuck to her skin. Working your way up—ankle, calf, knee.

“Wh—what are you doing?”

You don’t look up, focusing on what’s in front of you. “Drying you.”

You hear her breath quicken, see how her hands fall to the bench, gripping tightly.

You look up.

Her mouth slightly open, eyes glazed over but locked on you.

You move to her leg, eyes still on hers.

Her cheeks flush, her chest rises and falls—quick, shallow breaths.

The air feels charged around you, everything else drowned out.

“Ah—“

A breeze picks up, kicking up sand into her eyes. She flinches, squeezing her eyes shut.

You move quickly—hand cradling her cheek as you blow the sand away. Your thumb caresses her cheekbone, clearing the sand.

The sand is gone. Your thumb keeps moving.

You wait for her to open her eyes.

She nuzzles into your hand as she slowly opens her eyes, slightly red from irritation but still beautiful—so deep you could drown in them.

You trace the path down—the mole on her nose. To her lips.

Still parted.

You don’t remember closing the distance. Just your lips pressing firmly against hers.

Your eyes flutter close as she reciprocates. Her lips soft, insistent.

Your thumb still traces her cheeks. It’s wet.

She’s crying. Like she can’t believe this is real.

You can’t either.

You part eventually. A thin string of saliva connecting you.

You open your eyes slowly. She’s already looking at you.

Your breaths mingle in the space between.

Her hand glides up your arm. Reaches your neck. Pulls you back.

This kiss is different—more urgent, desperate. Her tongue asks for permission. You give it.

Your hand finds the bench, steadying yourself. Her fist finds your shirt.

You hear fabric tear.

You don’t care.

——

“Wow! These are amazing!”

You stare blankly ahead at the screen as your manager hovers over you, scrolling through the album.

It’s been a month since you’ve returned from Jeju. You kept in touch with Seoyeon—constant messages about her days, sending her old photos from before. It was great until it wasn’t. Messages became infrequent and short. You chalk it up to you both being busy. It’s true—she’s busy preparing for a comeback, you with the exhibition.

Still, you wish you were still on the island.

“This is what I’m talking about! The emotion! The setting! I knew you had it in you!”

Your manager grabs hold of your shoulders, shaking them as if you won something. You don’t listen. To be honest, you hardly do anymore.

“Alright, is it done? Are these the photos going in the exhibit?”

You hesitate.

Putting these up feels like a violation of your privacy. Of hers. But you can’t deny the beauty of them, the feelings they evoke.

“I’m not sure,” you say finally.

Before your manager says anything, your friend appears—ushers him out the door.

You forgot he was there. He’s been quieter than usual.

You sigh, rubbing your hands over your face, tired.

“You should put them up. It’s a disservice if you don’t.”

Your face stays behind your hands, even when he leaves without another word.

You roll your chair closer to the desk and reach for your phone.

There’s an email from the exhibition host: invitation codes.

Your aunt and uncle are already coming. The manager too.

Your thumb hovers over her name.

Send her a ticket directly. That’s what you want to do.

But what if she doesn’t come?

You can’t shake it. The thought of her trying—schedule permitting, company permitting—and failing. Or worse: not trying at all.

You close her contact. Open your email. Address it to her company instead. Thank them. Offer tickets to the group.

If she comes, she comes.

You hit send before you can second-guess it

——

The event hall is bustling. Other photographers set up in different areas of the hall, a steady stream of visitors coming in and out.

Your exhibit is one of the more popular ones. Visitors stay and look at yours longer than others, debate between people as to what your photos represent, of the technique used. Others have come just to admire them. They look for you, ask for the meaning behind an image then compliment you on capturing such beauty.

All you do is smile and thank them. Your focus is on the entrance.

You see your aunt and uncle approach, your manager leading them to you. You lean down, a kiss on the cheek from your aunt and a pat on the back from your uncle. They hand you a bouquet of flowers, congratulating you on the successful exhibit.

“Your nephew is a prodigy! Come, come. Look at the photos.”

Your manager drags your aunt, pointing at some of the photos, describing what they mean. You doubt he knows the actual meaning.

“Are you sure you want to stick with him?”

You sigh, “Yeah. He’s good at what he does. Even if he is all about the money.”

Both you and your uncle watch as your aunt starts asking questions that your manager has no hope of answering. You laugh when he suddenly excuses himself, leaving your aunt alone.

Your uncle joins her. You return to the other visitors, even publishers who want to use your photos for their magazines.

When you get some free time, you rejoin your family. “You have a favourite photo?”

Your aunt points to one, ignoring your question. “Is that Seoyeon?”

You follow where she’s pointing. It’s Seoyeon in the canola fields, “Yeah…”

“She’s even more beautiful,” she comments, eyes still on the photo. She turns to you, “How is she?”

“She’s great. Preparing for a comeback right now.”

“Is she coming? Did you invite her?”

You struggle to get anything out, a noncommittal sound answering her question instead.

“It’s a shame. What happened between you two,” she says, a wistful expression on her face. She turns towards you. “She was the best thing to have happened to you. I’ve never seen you smile so much. Ever since your parents died,” she whispered that last part, like she knew she shouldn’t have said that but did so anyway.

“Yeah.”

You both stare at her photo for a few minutes before your aunt turns towards you, arms outstretched.

You smile, leaning down and accepting the hug.

“If you see her again, tell her we’re always rooting for her. And that we forgive her for breaking your heart,” she whispers into your ear.

“Auntie…”

“Relax. It was a joke,” she says as you separate. “Now go. Your manager wants to introduce you to someone.”

You turn. Your manager is beckoning from across the room. You give your aunt a small smile. She pushes you toward him.

——

The exhibit starts to wind down. A few people still mill around but the majority of the hall is empty.

You’re walking back to your place after helping another photographer pack their stuff back into their car when you freeze in place.

She’s here.

She looks different—her hair is now brown and wavy, her bangs a little longer than before. She’s wearing a jacket and jeans—different from the sun dresses you’re used to seeing.

She’s staring at your photos, still hasn’t seen you yet. You move until you’re just behind her. You look where she’s staring at—the photo of her in the record shop. And next to it? The owner’s wife. He gave it to you before you left.

The resemblance is uncanny.

She eventually turns, surprised to see you. “Hi.”

You smile, “Hi.”

She turns back, looking at the rest of your exhibits. “They’re beautiful,” she says in awe, like it’s the first time she’s seeing them. “Especially the ones with me.”

You can’t help the huff that escapes your mouth as you look down, kicking at an imaginary rock.

She moves now, away from the photos and towards you, until her shoes are all you see. You look up. She’s close. Really close.

“I’m sorry. For being distant. It’s not an excuse but—“

“You were preparing for your comeback. I know.”

She lets out a sigh of relief, like she was afraid you were angry. You can never be.

“My aunt and uncle were here. My photos of you were her favourite.”

“Yeah?”

You hum in agreement, “They also told me to tell you… that we’re always rooting for you.”

You see her eyes widen, tears forming at the corners. You move without hesitation, wiped them away with your thumb.

She drops her handbag to the floor, a loud bang echoing in the hall. Her hand reaches for yours on her cheek, holding it tight.

You look around, worried someone might see her like this but there’s no one left. Just the two of you.

You focus back on her, watch as she locks her eyes with yours. You don’t break contact, even when both your breathing starts to pick up.

“I want to start again. Us.”

Your heart—

“And before you say anything. We’ll make it work. I’ll protect you from the fans so don’t worry about them,” she whispers, her other hand now on your cheek.

You hold it there. “I should be the one reassuring you.”

She laughs tearfully before going quiet and staring at you—your eyes, nose, lips. She moves quickly up on her tiptoes, kissing you like she did back on the beach. It’s wet with tears but you reciprocate, how could you not?

Both hands are now on her cheeks as you push—your tongue in her mouth, her into the wall with a gentle thud. She follows your lead, wrapping her arms around your neck, pulling you impossibly closer.

You had to separate eventually, placing your foreheads together as you both breathe heavily. You stare into her eyes, communicating all your emotions into them.

“I love you.”

You smile wide.

“I love you too.”

——

(You remember the first time she said it)

“Hide me. Hide me.”

You’re fiddling with the settings of the camera when Seoyeon comes barrelling into your classroom, running to hide behind you.

“What did you do now?” you whisper, shielding her from whatever comes through the door.

“Nothing. Just playing tag.”

“Aren’t you a little old to be playing tag?”

“Aren’t you a little young to be this boring?”

Before you could refute, her friend enters, slamming the door.

“Is she in here?” she asks, no one in particular. When no one responds, she moves off to the next room.

“She’s gone.”

She peers over your shoulder, checking her surroundings before sighing in relief.

“Thank you. Love you,” she says as she presses her lips against your cheek before running off again.

Your hand slowly comes up, touches where she kissed you, dazed.

All you can hear are her screams as she’s tagged.

[leafostuff]

24 [Ft. Triple S's Seoyeon]

Author's note: So excited to write another long fic collab, this time with the lovely @ducktoo, he is such an amazing writer and it was an honor to write him, make sure to check his own blogs because he is basically one of the fronts of the fluff renaissance

Ducktoo's note: Seoyeon is patootie. Stan tripleS and Stan leafo.

Thanks to @erospandemos for beta reading and with that, we both hope you will enjoy this fic

word count: 10.7k words

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“Dont get me wrong, you seem like a great guy but this date kind of felt…bland”

It repeated nonstop in your head like a mantra. You were certain that you acted normal. Dressed smart casual. Nice perfume. Minty breath. You two were having steak for dinner, and the vibe was quite nice. 

And yet. The word "bland" hits you harder than you ever thought.

You kept thinking back to it as you glanced up at the clock. 11pm (yikes). And you're not even sure why you stayed here at the bar next door.

Maybe it was the dim lights — sometimes alight and sometimes half-dead hanging over the counter, flickering every once in a while like they were just as dead as you are. Or maybe it was the bartender's silent pity at each glance. But honestly, nothing beats the sting of being called boring repetitively by each date as they walked out halfway through dinner.

"Tsk…fuck this" you muttered under your breath, swirling what was left of your whiskey. The ice clinked against the glass like it was mocking you.

"…you look like someone who just got rejected by a date." A voice piped up from your left.

You didn't even bother to look. "Yeah, well maybe I am."

That certainly hits her humour, judging by that low, amused sound. "Yikes. Self-awareness. You don't see that often at this hour."

You finally turned your head and there she was. Blonde hair. Hoodie two sizes too big. A can of beer in one hand and a bowl of peanuts. Well, her cheeks were the most puffy you have ever seen, but the main point is that she looked far too relaxed for someone sitting in a half-empty bar at midnight.

"…do I know you from somewhere?"

"Don't think so." She replied. "But it was more interesting here than staring at the spider web at the corner, so I figured why not give you some decent company?"

You stared at her. "…I'm good."

"Sure, buddy." She replied immediately, grinning as she slid onto the stool beside you, pushing the bowl of peanuts between you two. "You don't say good when you down that whiskey at midnight."

You tried to search through your tired brain for a comeback. Nothing came out. "…I'm sure I'm fine."

"Of course, I can see it in your eyes." She popped a peanut to her mouth, even without saying anything you can feel like she is mocking you. "So, what's the tea? Girl trouble? Job crisis? Being kicked back to Iron 1?" 

You sighed. "Date trouble. She left. Said I was too boring."

Her eyes lit up like she'd found something fun. "Oh wow, interesting. A ‘too honest to the face’ breakup. Poor you."

"Well, it's not really a breakup. More like an early escape." you admit.

"Gosh, extra brutal." She laughed as she popped another peanut to her mouth. "Let me guess, first date?"

"Third, actually." You exhaled. "…which is far worse."

"Because it means she really tried?"

You squinted your eyes at her. "Do you always psychoanalyse strangers in bars?"

"Ehh…only the interesting ones." She sipped her beer. "Beats staring at the web."

You unexpectedly huffed a short laugh. "You must have a lot of free time, huh?"

"Wayy too much," she mocked. "What did you even do, buddy? Talk about stocks? How is mitochondria the powerhouse of the cell?"

"I said that I didn't believe in love."

A second of silence, and then she starts laughing followed by a little slam of her fist on the mahogany, you can tell she tries her best not to make a scene. She fails. “Okay… you just turned from interesting to really interesting” she says, taking a deep sigh after letting her laughter go away. “Okay then, tell me about this ‘I don't believe in love’ theory you got there…” she leans closer, her chin finds its rest on her palms as she looks at you with a bit too much curiosity, as if you just said to her that the world is a triangle.

“Doesnt really feel like a theory when five dates in a row i get the ‘I just don't see the spark between us’ text after a date, or it just goes straight to the ghost zone”

“Maybe it's because of your negative mentality? I don't know, just throwing out a guess” another peanut in her mouth.

“I’m not negative, I am just realistic about my situation” you explain.

“Yeah, it's realistic that you are a negative nancy,” she finished. "But honestly, if I were her, I'd have left too."

You frowned. "One, rude. And two, you don't even know me."

"I don't have to." She tilted her head. "You exude this pessimistic aura that I can sense from the corner of the room. I bet you're one of those guys that say he doesn't believe in love but still listens to sad ballads when he's drunk."

You ignored that playlist of songs she just called you out for on your phone. "…Okay, first of all, I don't –"

And she cuts in. "Bet your playlist is named something like 'Fuck Love but I still fucking miss you'?"

You rubbed your temple, unsure if it was because of the alcohol or it was her. "…has anyone ever told you that you are really nosy?"

"No, but I bet everyone tells you that you're quite predictable. Mr. Moody." She shot back. "Anyway, I'm sure that your next date will go better."

"I wish." You breathed, voice a bit quieter and tired. "At this point, I'm certain that people fall in love with the idea of someone, not the actual person. And then they wake up one day and realise they were just in love with how it felt to be wanted."

She was quiet for a moment. Then she let out this tiny, almost mischievous chuckle. "That…is the saddest thing I have ever heard."

"I'm so delighted that I'm your entertainment tonight." You deadpanned.

"But…" She chugged the remainder of her pint, as if she was pumping herself for some grand announcement. "…you are wrong, one hundred percent.”

It is ridiculous to argue with a random girl in a bar, but the inner you decides to challenge her, starting with the trigger: “Okay, prove it then”

“Sure, let's bet on it then” she retorts, her voice full of confidence. 

You raised an eyebrow. "Excuse me?"

"Yeah." She straightened up (or tried to. She just downed a pint, after all). "I'll make you fall in love with me."

One second. And then two. And then you had to hold your laugh. "What?"

"...in the span of 24 hours. Starting at 12 AM today, which is ...in about 4 minutes" Her tone was deadly serious for someone who (allegedly) is drunk. “I will make you say ‘I love you’, what do you say?”

You were aware that you just had whiskey, but surely no way in your life you would make a statement like that. Even with liquid courage. "…Are you serious?"

"Oh yes. absolutely" She roared, standing up and slammed down a few bills on the counter. "You think love's dead? Fine, let's resurrect it."

"Are you drunk?" You stood up with her, hand scratching the side of your head from confusion 

"Probably, but I know I'm not wrong." She responded, hand now reaching toward you. “So what do you say, are you in?”

Alrighty. Let’s assess this situation: this random girl (which by the way you don't even know) came to you, mocked you about your love life and now she wants to bet that she can make you fall in love with her in 24 hours. This can't be real, it has to be a prank. Has to be.

However, as much as you want to just laugh and walk away to just crash at your place and forget that shitshow of a date, a small part of you wants to take this challenge, prove that this nativity of hers doesn't have a place in the real world.

Besides, it's not like this would totally waste your time. Right?

…Right?

“What happens if you fail?” You ask in a curious tone.

“I won't bother you ever again, and you will prove that maybe this mindset of yours is actually correct…well, in your case at least,” she states, no sign of uncertainty in your voice, it's as if she knows she will win. “Besides, I highly doubt you have anything better to do, besides crying about GenG missing the finals again”

“Ok, I don’t cry just because an E-sport team is missing the–.” Before you could fully finish your opinion, she grabbed your wrist and dragged you with her out of the bar. “Wait— I haven’t pay–”

“I already paid your share. And that’s enough depression for one night, mister.”

The cold air smacked your face awake as she pulled you through the bar and into the street. You stumbled after her, double–no, triple guessing if she was being actually serious.

“You are one insane girl.”

“Mhm.” She hummed, waving down a taxi as casual as another night. “Yet you are still coming with me.”

“Why would I do that? I haven’t agreed to anything yet.”

She opened the door and turned to you with a wide grin. “Well, you could’ve pushed me away by now. Or any other instances back inside. So I take that as an agreement.”

She wasn’t wrong. 

And for that reason alone, you got inside the car. The ride was quiet, mainly because the alcohol was definitely taking its effect. The taxi started rolling, street lights streaking past the windows as the city was deep in its slumber. You, however, barely had time to even breathe before she turned to you with eyes wide and alive.

You thought the job interviews were tough, but this was even more draining. She started barraging you with standard questions. “What’s your name?” “What do you do for work?” “How old are you?” But then the question starts being more nosy. “Favourite food?” “Favourite movie?” “Did you cry while watching Your Name?”

You ran out of breath after answering every single question of hers that you forgot a crucial detail. “...You didn’t even tell me your name.”

“Oh. oops.” She turned her head, acting as if she didn’t forget about that part too. Instead, she gave out a lazy yet confident smile. “Seoyeon. Yoon Seoyeon.”

You exhaled, leaning back against the seat. “Well, you are something, Yoon Seoyeon.”

“Don’t fall for me too fast then.” She turned away to look at her phone. 12 am. Midnight. “We got 24 hours to kill.”

-

The taxi stops somewhere that definitely is not romantic. 

No skyline view, no fancy steaks, no modernist decor and interior. Just the good old dull flicker of a 24-hour convenience store sign, buzzing like it’s barely hanging on.

You look out the window, and then back at her. “...We could’ve gone to a family restaurant.”

“We could.” Seoyeon chuckled, already paying the driver. “But at least here there won’t be nosy people peeping our very deep ranting.”

Before you can protest, she already hopped out of the car. You sighed, reluctantly following her into the store. The door’s chime greeting you like an old friend that was the last person you want to see right now. The damn LED lights are way too bright, casting everything in that sterile glow that makes you wonder at which part of this trip you should’ve run. You yawned as the clock ticked in the background. 12:30 am.

Regardless of your mood, Seoyeon already beelined straight to the instant ramen aisle. “Alright, boring boy!” She calls out. “Do you want Neoguri, Shin, or Buldak?”

You just grabbed one without paying attention. “This one.”

“...X2 Buldak?” Her tone impressed. “Wow, must’ve been a terrible day then.”

“You don’t say.”

The cashier gives the two of you a tired look as Seoyeon pays for both cups (She ended up with a normal Buldak) and a pair of small milk boxes. And then she leads you outside (after cooking the noodles, duh), where she promptly sits down on the curb like it was a five-star restaurant. You hesitate for a second, both hands full of the noodle cup and milk box, before sitting beside her.

Steam rises from the cup as you both stir the noodles in silence for a bit. Wild situation, you tell yourself, midnight ramen on a curb with a girl (quite pretty, now that you feel sober) who promptly kidnapped you from a bar. But the air was cool, the city continued its slumber, and the night didn't feel that heavy.

This sounds a whole lot like a date.

Seoyeon takes the first bite and lets out an exaggerated groan. “Mmph! Who made this?!” She pointed to the cup in a weirdly comedic manner.

“...It’s just buldak.” You blew your noodle before slurping it, the chemical spice immediately kicks in.

“At least it has flavours compared to those high end places.” 

Well, she ain’t wrong. “Ok. You got a point.” You muffled the noodles and spices stuffed in your mouth.

“Woah, that's the first point you agreed with me.” She points the chopsticks at you. “Guess I am doing something right then.”

You chuckled under your breath, finally swallowing that (admittingly satisfying) bite. “Fine, fine.”

She takes another bite, then looks over at you. “Anyway, tell me something, boring boy. When did you decide it was all fake?”

You paused mid-your-second-slurp. “Wow, straight to the point huh.”

“Time’s ticking, remember?” She tapped on the invisible wristwatch. “Twenty four hours.”

You sighed. “Well…unsure, actually. Maybe after being called boring too many times and watching people jumping from one person after another like a game. I’m certain that they just want comfort until it gets inconvenient.”

“Damn.” She mutters, looking up at the lamp post. “That is so depressing.”

“It’s realistic though,” You countered. “Love’s basically just…convenience with better lighting.”

She turned back to you, studying your features. “Now you sound even MORE like someone who got ghosted multiple times.”

That constitutes a side eye from you. “...weirdly specific.”

“Hey,” She elbowed you. “We both know I’m observant at this point.”

“I suppose so.” You put down the wooden chopsticks to the cup. “What about you? What’s your take on love?”

She took another bite (a big one, as if she was amping herself up for the quote of the year) then, with a quieter tone, said: “I don’t believe in love either.”

That is ‘quote-of-the-year’ enough, because damn. “You don’t?!”

“Not the movie kind, you know?” She took a deep breath. “I think people meet the right ones, though. The ones who make things feel…lighter, comfortable. Doesn’t have to be forever, maybe, but enough that it matters. That’s all it really is.”

…Wow. 

You finally took a good look at her. The lone streetlight painted her face in soft warm white hues, a few blonde stray hairs escaping her bun, and the glint of tired honesty in her eyes (or she was just drowsy). Something felt unreasonably real in that moment, and it threw you off that it came from this stranger who, just an hour ago, was very chirpy and…honestly, a ball of sunshine.

“...not a bad way to see it, actually.”

She grinned, breaking the weight of her own words. “See? I’m not just a pretty face.”

“Eh, debatable.”

“Excuse me?”

“I said it was relatable.”

“You are such a fucking liar.” She laughed, poking your arm with her (dirty) chopsticks.

“Oh m– don’t poke me with that!” You groaned. “Where are your manners? The heck.”

“And yet,” She leaned in. “You haven’t walked away yet.”

Why would you when this has been far more interesting than the past 5 dates you have been in? Wait shouldn't you be against this?

By the time you two finished eating, the night had gone far quieter. The wind carried a faint chill now, brushing past the empty street like a sigh. You finally stood up, stretching your back, and fished out your phone. 3:02 am.

Wow, time flies when you are having fun. 

“Guess I should head home.” You exhaled.

“Where do you live?”

“Uhh…” You checked the map on your phone. “Ten minutes from here.”

She got up, brushing her noodle cup aside. “I’ll walk you home, boring boy.”

“You don’t have to.”

“Please.” She already took a few steps forward. “If I let you wander alone, that’s bad PR for the challenge.”

“That you started by yourself…” You rolled your eyes but followed anyway. The two of you walked in silence for a while, accompanied by the soft crunch of gravel under your shoes, and her humming something under her breath (whatever it was, her voice was making it better).

When you two finally stopped in front of your apartment, she looked at you with that same (admittingly charming) stupid grin.

“I’ll pick you up tomorrow…boyfriend.”

You blinked, ignoring how palpitating your heart got. “W-what?”

“Don’t forget, the clock’s still ticking.” She chuckled, taking a few steps backward down the street. “But if you start missing me before tomorrow morning, just say that I won, okay?”

You laughed under your breath, shaking your head. “What did I get myself into…?”

She waved lazily, her silhouette fading into the quiet glow of the streetlights. “You’re laughing already. That’s three hours in. Good night, boring boy.”

You just stood there in front of your door for a while, staring at the empty street, the faint smell of Buldak still clinging to your clothes. But for some reason, you couldn’t stop smiling either.

-

You can't tell how much time has passed since you crashed on your bed, now being woken up by the oh-so-serene sounds of loud knocks, coming from outside your apartment. You reach your hand to check the time on your phone, 6 AM.

Fucking hell.

“Who even knocks this loudly this early?” You groaned, slowly managing to get out of the bed, the knocks are still insistent as you head toward the noise and as you open the door, you are met by non other than Yoon Seoyeon

You know, you only met her like 3 hours ago, but you had a feeling she would do something like this.

Gone was the casual hoodie with her hair bundled up in a bun you remembered last night. Now she has this flowy white sundress that goes all the way down to her knees, fluttering slightly with the hallway breeze, her blonde hair loose and wavy. Maybe it was the waffling smell of tomato and fresh vegetables, but you followed the smell through your nose down to the huge basket that is certainly half her height in her hand.

“Morning, did you sleep well?” Seoyeon asks, her tone is as cheerful as she is, annoyingly cheerful if you have to add.

“...we just met like 3 hours ago.”

“So you remembered me. Good sign.” She beamed, maybe too bright for still at the break of dawn.

“I barely got any-” You were barely yawning your sluggish words out before she immediately cut you off.

“Good, get ready, we have a long day and…. I want to win this bet.” She states, giving you two small pats on your shoulder to help you fully wake up, only then she remembers her manners. “Oops, uh…Can I come in?”

You blink, twice. At this point, decency is out of the window, and you don't even want to argue with her so you just nod, moving aside to let her in while you are heading towards your bathroom. Half-grumbling, half-mumbling curses under your breath about over-enthusiastic girls and weirdly bad life choices.

While you were in there, Seoyeon hums softly as she sets the basket down on the counter, peeking curiously around your place like a cat. She crouches beside your small shelf, tilting her head at the stack of books, and then the empty energy drink cans that you forgot to clean up. (To be fair, you were expecting no one here at 6am).

“Boring Boy!” She calls out, her chirpy voice echoing through the space. “You live exactly like a young adult, dude!”

“Thanks, whatever.” You replied flatly behind the bathroom door. “Nicest insult I can get this early.”

The peace returned, but not for long until…

“You don’t lock your bathroom door?”

You choked on your toothpaste mid-brush. “What?”

“Just saying.” and you can swear you could FEEL the smugness coming from her tone. “That’s a bold move for a lonely guy.”

“Well, because I live alone…Jeez.” 

You rinse, spit, and open the door a few minutes later, towel around your neck with your hair still damp. Seoyeon definitely got the memo “get yourself comfortable” literally, as she sat on your couch now without a damn, scrolling through the phone, and the basket of food sitting neatly beside her feet. She looks up the moment you walk to the couch, and her gaze flicks up once. From your face, to your collarbone, and then down to your half-buttoned shirt.

And this girl didn’t even try to hide her smile.

“...what now?” You narrowed your eyes.

“Nothing.” It was suspiciously quick. “Are you ready yet?”

“Yes, now I am ready to go” you sigh, finishing buttoning your shirt while you grab your phone, keys and the wallet from the desk before walking out the door with Seoyeon by your side.

“Great, I have a lot of plans for today, let's get going” she responds, already heading out of your complex with you behind her since you were busy locking your door.

Now the two of you are walking on the streets beside each other, the early morning greets you with silence. Although, you can feel her gaze on you every now and then, more specifically how her eyes kept on wandering downward.

“You work out?” her question was surprisingly shorter than usual, still refusing to look into your eyes.

“Uh yeah, sometimes, why?”

“Nothing, just curious” she responds quickly, finally snapping her gaze toward, suddenly on her face there was a cheeky grin as she adds in a playful. “Just…liking what i see~”

Nothing, yeah totally. 

You raised an eyebrow. “You were totally checking me out, ma’am.”

“Please,” she scoffs with exaggerated offense. “It’s not like I was looking at your midriff or anything.”

“...well that is not creepy at all.” 

“It’s only creepy if I was catcalling, am I?” She wiggled her eyebrows. 

“No, I am pretty sure it's creepy regardless” you state, matter-of-factly.

“You see? Thats why i am not catcalling, i am just smiling to myself and…getting excited, if you know what i mean, right?~” She adds in a playful tone as you mentally take note of the lack of filter Seoyeon seems to have.

“Nope, no idea, i will say though: it is kind of funny to walk around with toothpaste stains on the cheek”

She freezes. “Wait, huh?”

“Yeah.” You grin. “You’ve got one.”

“Where?”

You pointed at your own cheek. She immediately rubs hers with the back of her hand, checking her phone’s reflection…only to find nothing.

“You jackass.”

“Pff.” It was too funny to not laugh right there. “That’s what you get for being a perv.”

“I’m no– ugh.” She groaned, but there was no bite. ‘Let’s go, I’m hungry already.”

As you followed her (still grumpily walking) from behind, you couldn’t help but let out a chuckle at how fun it is to tease this girl. Checking your phone, the screen reflects back to you. 6.30am. 

Damn it. Only a fifth of the way in the challenge, and you are already beaming. And that realisation annoys you even more than all the chaos she caused.

~~

7 am. And the first thing you expected at this time is not by the sea, but knowing her: you should just start expecting the unexpected 

By the time both of you reached the coastline, the city had only just begun to take up. The air smelled like salt and due, with the faintest trace of the ocean brushing against your face with every soft gust. The grey blue horizon begins to be painted by the golden glow of the sun, slowly coming up from the waves.

Seoyeon, as usual at this point, looked completely awake for someone who probably had less sleep than you. Her sandals made these light crunching sounds against the sand as she carried that massive basket like it weighed nothing.

You followed (too late to back out now), while letting out a wide yawn that your jaw might drop. “You do realise most people are still asleep right now, yea?”

“Yea, and most people are boring.” She countered without a beat.

“Huh. Can’t argue with that.”

She stopped near a flat stretch of sand and knelt down, setting the basket in front of her. “Perfect.” she declared, dusting her hands together.

You looked around the spot. Quiet beach, light breeze, the ocean murmuring in the background. Like a date. Maybe?

Well no shit Sherlock, it is a date. What challenge are you doing again?

“I’ll give you that.” You admitted. “Good choice.”

She looked up at you with that same grin (which lowkey has started to affect you). “See? I have taste.”

“...You also showed up at 6 in the morning to drag a guy you just met out of bed, so your credibility’s questionable.”

As usual, she ignored your banter, and was already fishing out stuff from the basket. A blanket, a thermos, two sandwiches wrapped in plastic wraps (which explains the tomato and fresh vegetable), and what looked like a freshly cut array of fruits in a plastic container.

What time did this girl really wake up to do all this?

“...that’s a lot you prepared.” You crouched beside her, finally noticing the flowery perfume on her shoulder.

“Of course.” She stated. “Can’t win a bet on an empty stomach.”

You finally sat fully. “You do realise that it’s my satisfaction you try to win, right?”

“It’s both, boring boy.” She took a huge bite out of her sandwich. “You falling in love with me will be much easier if you’re not hungry.”

You scoffed as you reached for your own sandwich. “...that doesn't really make sense…like at all” 

“Just admit that you’re impressed with my prep, damn it.”

“Its better than any previous date’s prep, which in most cases is…non existent so you cleared this low bar, i guess” You sighed as you finally bit into your own. Toasted bread, egg, tomato, lettuce, cheese…and immediately regretted giving her any kind of validation. “Damn it… this is good.”

“Good?” She glared. “I woke up at five for this and this is all the compliments I get? Jeesus, where is the chivalry these days.”

It has been barely a day, and Seoyeon has officially moved up to be the date with the most complaints ever. But to be frank, it is quite funny, so you just replied with: “Fine. Really good.”

She beamed, leaning back on her hands, the sandwich on her laps. “Heh, you are not so hard to please after all.”

“Shut it.”

Afterwards, the two of you ate in relative silence. It wasn’t awkward, surprisingly enough. Just easy. The kind where the sounds of the sea and the occasional gawking of the seagull filled the space between every bite. At one point, you two chuckled as that said seagull kept on circling on one particular spot.

After finishing her sandwich, Seoyeon turned toward the horizon, eyes squinting slightly as the sun peeked over the waves even more. “You know…” She breathed. “I come here a lot.”

You glanced at her. “Why…?”

She shrugged. “It’s quiet. The sea doesn’t shit talk back. It’s just there.”

“You? Wanting quiet?”

“Hey, your first impression of me might be a loud and eccentric one, but even I can have a break.” She tossed the crumbled plastic wrap at your knee. “Don’t ruin my poetic moment, jackass.”

You took another bite, swallowing a laugh. “I’m just saying, it’s hard to imagine you sitting here alone after you pulled a kidnapping last night.”

“Say what you want.” She chuckled for a moment, before her expression softened slightly. “I like to watch the water when I feel…um, lost, I suppose.”

Her tone made you pause. It wasn’t the playful Seoyeon from the bar that grabbed you from your depressing thought, how her white dress fluttered slightly with the wind, and how her blonde hair looked so ethereal in the sunrise.

And before you could stop yourself, you blurted out, “You are…weird, you know that?”

She blinked, then smiled, turning her head toward you. “Take one to know one…boring boyfriend.”

A strange silence followed afterward. Not awkward, actually, just one of those moments where you didn’t want to break and just let it sink in. Her hair swayed with the wind, and that faint smell of her shampoo mingling with the salt in the air. You two caught each other’s gaze once, briefly, then quickly looked away. Not totally awkward at all. 

And then, “WOOF WOOF!”

A sharp, sudden bark echoed from behind you two. Seoyeon yelped out loud…and immediately clung to your arm like her life depended on it.

“T-The fuck was that?!” she half-whispered, half-shouted, peeking at the source of the noise from your shoulder. You ignore the heat on your cheeks, unsure if it was from the proximity or the way her perfume clung onto your clothes

Regardless, you look around until you find a cute little chihuahua. “...A dog?”

“Goddamn it.” she said, tugging on your sleeve harder. “Stupid dog. Make it go away already..!”

You couldn’t help but laugh, which earned you a small smack on the back. “You’re fine, Seoyeon. You were brave enough to kidnap a random guy in the city at midnight, but a little doggy made you this scared?”

“I-It’s not funny!” she protested…and still refused to leave your side. “It could bite!”

“...It’s wagging its tail.” You pointed toward the dog who stood passively a good distance away from you two, its tongue lolling out, wagging its tail like you said, and staring up at Seoyeon with pure curiosity.

“Oh.” She muttered. “It’s…kinda cute.”

“No shit Sherlock.” you deadpanned. “Truly terrifying to be afraid of.”

She glared at you for a brief moment (not the angry one, just a really adorable one that you refused to admit). But it didn’t last long. Well, because the dog trotted closer, sniffed the basket, and barked again, making her jolt once more.

“Never mind, not that cute.” She retreated back to you again as if the dog decided to learn how to punch.

You sighed as you gave her a light pat to her thigh. “You know, for someone trying to win a bet about making me fall in love with you, hiding from a puppy is definitely not helping your case.”

Lies. It was definitely making your pulse go wild.

“Shush.” She said, swatting at your arm but with a small grin that betrayed her embarrassment. “You’re supposed to protect your girlfriend, remember?”

Let’s ignore the way your lip twitched upwards at the word ‘your’, shall we?

When the dog finally got bored of scaring Seoyeon and walked away, she released her grip away from you. “Anyways we already finished our food, lets go”

You could only chuckle at the nonchalant recovery as you helped her pack up. “Sure, where to?” You glanced at your phone again. 8:30 am.

She turned to you with that annoying grin, simply just shrugging her shoulders before walking away, leaving you confused.

~~

The next two hours blurred together in that relaxed way mornings sometimes do (a phenomenon you still don’t understand, or maybe it was her magic).

After breakfast, Seoyeon insisted on “walking off the food”, which honestly is just dragging you through half the city. The sun was higher now, definitely warm enough to feel the sweat beads on your back, while she carried the empty picnic basket around (she insisted there was no time, but really, you could tell she wasn’t that bothered). Every so often, she’d glance at you, either to tease or to ask random questions like: “why are buildings called buildings if they have already been built”.

You answered half of them; and the rest she filled in herself.

At some point, you stopped at a convenience store for iced coffee. Just like last night, you two sat on the curb, but this time with the world moving around. Cars hummed by, the smell of food waffling in the air, and Seoyeon sipped on hers. It feels…natural. Like a pair that have been together for far too long.

“You’re quiet.”

You looked at her. “Well yeah, I didn’t get enough sleep.” You muttered.

“Well, first time for waking up early, then.” She grinned. Slurping the last of her coffee, she tossed it to the bin nearby as she glanced at your phone. 10 am. “Let’s go, I know the perfect place for both of us.”

That…apparently is a PC bang tucked between a tailor shop and karaoke bar. From the silence of the sea to the loud, pop music in here, it sure is a bit of a whiplash to your ears. Or to you in general.

“Isnt this place a bit too…um…loud for a normal date?” You ask, loud enough so she can hear you.

“Do I need to explain that this is not a normal date?”

“Okay, touché.”

“Great, let's go in, and just trust me, I know what I am doing” she responds, walking toward the counter. You rolled your eyes, yet you followed her anyway. 

Surprisingly, It doesn't take that much long to get 2 neighbouring PCs free for the two of you. You paid your share and found your seat with Seoyeon on the setup to your left. She has already logged in, hair slightly messy from the walk, and her fingers dance across the keyboard as if it’s her second nature. 

“You play League, right?” She asks, hands typing her account details.

“Yeah, you too?”

“Only casually, Arena and ARAM,” She shrugs. “Sometimes I feel adventurous and play Normals, do you play ranked?”

“Yeah,” you nodded, “Gold 4, jungle.” 

You could hear it. A muttered, nearly inaudible "Sweet motherfucking lord” under her breath. You gave her a nonchalant shrug as the client window opened, though the corner of your mouth twitches.

“What's your account name?” she asks again, this time through the discord call. Nothing you really keep your thoughts about, just enough so you write it to invite her to your lobby and start the queue. And with Korea being Korea, you find yourself in champ select in less than a minute.

You glance over at her screen. She’s hovering over Yuumi.

“Oh”

“What?” she asks, eyes narrowing suspiciously.

“So you are that kind of casual player?” 

This gets you with a small smack on your shoulder. 

“I am playing with friends who have main character syndrome, sue me if I want to help them feel happy” 

You chuckle at the way she rolls her eyes…and locks in Briar.

“Really?” She scoots her chair a bit further from the table before looking at you. “You pick Briar and I’m the cringe one here?

“You picked Yummi. I rest my case.”

A blink, another one and Seoyeon just sighs, turning herself toward the screen again. Eventually the champion selection is over and the loading screen pops up.

For a couple of minutes there is silence between you two, letting the music surrounding you to flow without interrupting. You take a quick glance at Seoyeon, her eyes glued to the screen. She’s surprisingly focused. Maybe too much for a ‘casual player’.

“So…how is your dating life?” You start, breaking the silence

“Huh? What?” Her eyes darted to you.

“Like, I don't know…this entire day is for you to prove to me that dating is good and love is real, but i haven't heard a word about your own experience in dating” You pressed random keys, totally not being nervous or anything.

And obviously not because you are curious about her answer.

A small chuckle escapes her lips before she answers. “Oh…well, it does exist, I go on dates when I can, this isn't my first date.” 

“Wait, this counts as a date?”

She shrugs. “You tell me, Boring boy.”

Meanwhile the game starts, you both choose your augments, buy items and wait for the first round,

“Got ‘Feel the Burn’ by the way,” Seoyeon adds.

“Nice, Mystic Punch” you say, happy for the double high roll returning back to the main topic. “Anyway…do they go well? Do you get to the second date?”

“Oh hell no” She laughs mid-combat, finger flying across the keyboard. “You think you are the only one who has a shit dating life? 3 ghosts during text, 2 ghosts during the actual dates, and 7,”

“Yikes. Seven…?”

“Yep. I repeat: seven!! times where i have been told ‘you seem great, but your personality is a bit…too much’” 

The way she mocks their tone, with that fake masculinity. Can’t lie, it does make you laugh a little bit.

“So the pot calls the kettle black, that's interesting” you state, fingers move with dexterity, getting the first blood on the enemy Karma. “So how does it make you any different than me? if anything it seems you should believe in love even less than me.”

She snipes an enemy Ahri and smirks. “Maybe. But I haven’t, have I?”

You were about to respond when she added, her tone turned more sentimental. “I know that one day, I will meet someone that will love me. Not despite how I am, but because of it”.

You glance over. Her tone isn’t joking anymore. She looks at you straight, eyes soft but certain. “Listen…”

“Yeah?”

“...for me, love is about enjoying someone's presence and accepting every part of that person, even those that we connect less with. I don't want to be in a relationship where my partner doesn't fully accept who I am. Even the wild and cheerful side of me, because if we don't fully accept each other, is it really love?” 

You don’t say anything. You just…sit there, letting her words hang in the neon glow.

The only thing you manage to say is a simple “Wow”.

“Yeah, that went…a bit too deep right?” She laughs awkwardly, “Oh shit round is starting, get ready” she now goes back to the screen.

“Y-Yeah” you respond, turning back to the screen. You don't know if it's the fact you slept for 3 hours or something else. But you catch yourself saying—

“I mean, if my say counts, I really think you will find someone that will love you. Just the way you are. You’re quite a girl as it is.”

Seoyeon didn’t say anything either. She just lets out a soft breath and smiles (the one that is far too real for how short you two have known each other).

“...well, aren’t you a smooth talker,”  she breathed, eyes back on the screen.

You don’t try to play cool. Just smile back, and just fail miserably at focusing on the game.

~~

The rest of the 2 hours go by quickly, nothing too serious, a single win, a lot of losses (that Seoyeon insisted that were your fault) and even more banter between the two of you (“what do you mean you don't buy items?!” Seoyeon rants, and you counter with “Stat anvils are way better on Kaisa”.)

But still, you both still had fun together, enjoying each moment with a side effect of you warming up to your temporary ‘girlfriend’. So when Seoyeon drags you out of the PC bang toward the next destination, you don't question it anymore, instead just following her around.

“That is probably the most normal place you took me to” You say, looking at the sliding glass door of a burger place, one you never heard the name of, but it's quite popular based on the amount of people inside.

“Well I can't be quirky all the time, am I right?” She jokes, you laugh, it's a simple ebb and flow between you two. “You pay by the way, so get your money ready”

“Excuse me?”

“Last night i paid for your drink, and for your X2 buldak, your wallet can start losing some weight” 

Ok, she's right, and you don’t exactly want to ruin whatever you two have right now. So instead you just go in, this time taking the lead.

The order is quite simple: two burgers, two boxes of fries and two cans of the same drink (“Do you want a split straw with that?” You were this close to duke the cashier out but it was quite funny). And then you two ended up sitting across from each other by the window.

You wished you had your phone out at that time, because the way she unwraps her burger with both hands was…um…quite adorable. Ok fine, it was very adorable.

The conversation continues from the PC bang. A bit of more arguing about some recent E-sport lives, pet peeves about some celebrities, then worst movies you both have ever seen. It was very natural. Unforced. And warm.

And then the conversation leads to… this.

“So.” She looks at you…well, while gulping down her drink. “”We’re halfway in this bet.”

You inhale like someone startled awake. “Uhuh. And?”

“Well…”

“Well…?”

“...I would appreciate it if you could give your thoughts about today.”

“...What? The date?”

“Uhuh,” Seoyeon nods. “Are you having fun? Am I on the road to winning this bet? Did I change your mind already?” She asks all of this before, very ungracefully, lets out a small burp that gets her giggling, a shy smile plastered on her face that gets you smiling back.

Fuck, maybe you are falling tor her alre-  NO! you can't give up that easily, it’s only been one single day. You can’t just fall in love with someone you just met like this!

(Ignore the fact that it is clear that you really enjoy this more than any other bland dates before.)

“I mean, yeah I am having fun with you, but that doesn't mean you will win this bet” you say, eating another fry.

Her eyes narrowed, “How fast would you say ‘I love you’ if it was any other girl planning this type of date with you?”

“Around the time when they showed up with the same cute sundress and the picnic basket- Ow!!” and this response rewards you with a kick to your knee, and not a weak one as you try to hold your groan to not make a scene.

“It's a bit rude of you to mention other girls during our date, Boring Boyfriend.” she states.

“That you started by kidnapping me from the bar, this bet is also a way for me to know if I should call the police on you for kidnapping and depriving me of sleep” you comment back, trying to match her flirt. Keyword, trying.

She gasps overdramatically, “You wouldn't dare.”

“Try me then.”

“Try you? Puh lease, you are too soft.” She fires back.

You were about to counter when the phone buzzed in your pocket. A notification from the dating app. As you open it up you see a message which quickly turns your smile upside down.

‘Hey, we are still meeting today, right?

It's a reminder for tonight’s date. With a girl you matched with last week. This evening. Right now it’s 1:04 PM. 

Of course, she notices it immediately. “Oho? What’s that? Why hide your phone huh?”

You tense, didn’t realise how your hand automatically hid your phone away. “Hm? It’s nothing.” Well that was totally normal.

“Liar,” she sings. Her hand shoots out across from the table, palm open. “Let me see, pllleeeeaaasssseeee?” 

‘What? No. It’s–”

“Let me see,” She says again, but the joke is gone. 

You swallow, hands suddenly cold. And slowly, you unlock your phone and tilt it toward her like a child to their parents.

With one glance, her eyes find the app. Her lips part for a second until, “Oh.” She forces a smile. Tight. Paper-thin.

“She looks…fine,” Her tone is too calm for comfort, as she pushes the phone back to you. “Pretty, too, I should say.”

You blink. “...Are you telling me to leave?”

“Yeah, of course.” She takes a sip from her drink. “It’s fine.” Yeah, it doesn’t sound fine. At all.

And when you think maybe she’s actually upset…

“BUT!” she interrupts, voice suddenly bright again. Maybe too bright. “Let’s hit a photobooth. Before you meet her.”

You blink. “...what?”

“A photobooth,” She repeats, already standing up and dusting off her dress. “You know, those machines where couples or a group of friends snuggle together to pretend to be cute? It’s literally next door.”

“I know what it is, but why?”

She just shrugs, eyes flicking anywhere but to you. “Because I want one,” She swallows, “Of today, I guess. And in case she accidentally finds this physical evidence.”

That stirred something in your chest. But before you could sort it out, she took your hand, and dragged you towards the aforementioned booth next door. Her smile is bright yet paradoxically dim. Even though she is holding your han, it feels too distant.

As the lightbulb above the camera flashes, you and Seoyeon start doing poses toward the camera. You know, the usual — peace signs, finger guns toward each other, one photo has both of you side-hugging with Seoyeon eye smiling. 

Although, even with how happy she seems to be in each photo, you can tell something isn't right.

“Gotta say, I do think I look cute, don't I?" She comments, eyeing each photo before looking at you with a warm smile.

“Heh, yeah.” You don’t even try to hide this time.

“Come on, say that I look cute, say it” she nudges you with her elbow. That was more than enough for you to no longer have any boundaries around her.

“Fine, you look cute, there, happy?” you gave in.

She scoffs at you, “Bitch, I always look adorable” she corrects you, turning her innocent smile to a cheeky grin (that doesn’t quite go up all the way), she then takes another look at the photos before she hands them to you. “Here, you can have it. I will keep the other one.”

“Oh, thanks.”

“Don’t think too much, Boring Boy. Just…something to remember me by.” she says while slowly walking away from you.

“Ya, Yoon Seo–”

She looked back at you, adorning her smile, “Think of it as…your prize for winning the bet”.

“Seo–”

You want to walk behind her, to say something, anything. But, like a pre-planned scene in a script, she starts running away. It might be from the unexpected bonding, but you can see a few droplets of tears falling from her face toward the ground despite being far away. 

And eventually, you are left alone in front of the photobooth.

As you take a look at the photos in your hand, seeing each image one by one — you two pinching each other’s cheeks, making goofy faces, Seoyeon resting her chin on top of your crown — only one thought comes out.

“Did I…win this bet?”

For the first time since last night, the walk home is uneventful. Bland, even. No talking, no laughter, just the weirdly suspicious silence of the afternoon. All of the warm colours that surrounded the city earlier have been replaced by more monotone, grey-ish colours, it only needs to start raining before you would officially say it's a K-drama.

You can't tell how long the walk took to get you now standing in front of your door but regardless, you open it, revealing your familiar living room. Take a sigh that you can't tell if it's from relief or disappointment and slowly start walking inside.

As you get in front of your bed, tiredness enveloped you, and every part of your body is telling you to sleep. You quickly oblige to its will, slowly falling toward the mattress and immediately close your eyes, letting the fatigue of this entire day finally take its effect.

~~

You know, it's safe to say that outside of your dating life, everything else about you is quite lucky. Because even while being awake for 10 hours with only 3 hours of sleep prior, your body manages to wake you up at 7:03 PM, one and a half hours before your date.

Your alarm didn't even ring. Instead, your brain decides it is perfect for you to get up once more.

You sit up, rubbing your face, and all you see is the memory of Seoyeon's stupid, smug smile. Still lingering in your head like she's physically sitting there. And then also her back and the hidden droplets as she runs away from you. You swing your legs off the bed, glance at your wardrobe, and immediately feel guilty already.

So you just pick your second best outfit.

Not the best one, the one that your love lives in is perfectly fine and you're a fine specimen. No. Because if you accidentally run into Seoyeon wearing that, you can hear her bratty and adorable voice pouting how "you didn’t dress that nicely for me?"

And it is far too late for you to be emotionally equipped for that.

You check yourself in the mirror. Yep, somehow you still look tired. Probably because you are in quite a turmoil.

Oh right, what was the date's name again? You scrambled for your phone to check the profile again. Ah. Yooyeon. Kim Yooyeon.

It's a nice name, you thought, as you leave the place once more to the agreed location. 50% trying to stay not tired, and 50% wondering what Seoyeon is doing now.

Wait, no, that's rude. Don't think about Seoyeon right now. Yooyeon should be on your mind. Not Seoyeon. She seems like a nice girl. Smart to boot, too. She did say she's studying Science in her bio.

And her profile photo is definitely bad at capturing her beauty as a whole.

It was quite a cakewalk to spot Yooyeon outside the station, waiting under a streetlamp. Pastel sweater, neatly tied hair, a warm smile. The kind of first impression that normally would make you, and any other guys, stumble over your words and your feet.

You greet her, exchange a few polite lines, and start walking together. It's normal. Comfortable. She laughs at your joke about being half-awake after hibernating (it is half a lie), you laugh when she keeps messing up the directions.

It should feel good. It should be. It's no longer bland as before. It feels like a good start. Instead, you keep thinking how Seoyeon would've roasted you for still being sleepy. How she might be late, makes up some lame excuse, and then throws all the rants at you for being "too early".

You push those thoughts away as you reach the arcade.

Inside, it's loud and bright, with flashing lights, metal floors, and the constant ring of machines. Yooyeon paid for the token card and gives you a challenging smirk. 'Let's see if you're any good, mister."

You subconsciously gave her a half-hearted laugh. "Bring it on, miss Kim."

She pulls you to a racing game, and you try, you really try, to focus on the screen, to focus on the moment. But the moment the countdown starts, all you think about is how Seoyeon would bitching about how low the chair is. Then she would ask you to fix it, then proceed to lose and blame you anyway.

Instead, you lose by a mile. Yooyeon laughs and nudges you. "Pff, you're quite terrible."

"So mean." You force a laugh back, and she pulls you to a rhythm game next. Of course, she is shockingly good. She hits every beat, her hands moving like she has trained for her entire life.

You clap. You smile. You tell her how amazing she is. How flawless this perfect girl is. But it is genuinely impossible not to imagine the exact opposite scene, with Seoyeon missing every beat with pride, then complaining the machine is lagging even though it shouldn't, and then laughing because she knows you know she's lying, and then-

"That's a cute smile. Do I look cool with these games?"

Her voice got you snap back to reality, your mouth quickly suppressed the smile on your lips.

"Of course, of course."

One lie. 

~~

Dinner comes, and of course, as if the sky plays a big joke on you, she picks the same burger place you and Seoyeon ate at just a few hours ago. Same chairs. Same smell of fries. Same buzz of the overhead lights. And the same clock that reminds you that it’s 9pm.

Yooyeon takes her seat across from you, chatting about her university classes, her friends, some drama with her coworker at her part-time job, and something about a stingy professor. She has such a nice voice. She talks well. She's charming. She's exactly your type and exactly someone you should realistically be paying attention to.

But your brain refuses to cooperate.

Everything she says reminds you what Seoyeon would've said instead. Every bite of food feels like something that should've been shared with someone else. You pick yours up as Yooyeon picks hers. Before you can really take a bite, you can hear the bickerings with Seoyeon you just had. 

And you almost choke.

Yooyeon pauses, blinking. "Are you okay?"

You clear your throat. "Sorry, I'm okay. Just the spice."

No spice in sight. Another lie.

She laughs softly and takes a bite. And you? You basically force yourself to chew the memories instead of fries.

As she talks about her favourite books, you catch yourself zoning out — wondering if Seoyeon is chilling at home, if she has fallen asleep immediately, if she’s still thinking about your conversation in the PC bang, if she’s still annoyed you almost didn’t show her your phone. You take another sip of soda, and it tastes wrong. So wrong. Because she’s not here complaining it's too flat. It’s just Yooyeon that is still talking, and you smile because she deserves it. She’s kind. She’s giving you genuine interest. She’s trying. She’s deadass gorgeous.

You should be falling for the girl in front of you. She’s literally your type. But instead, your heart keeps reaching for the one who already left.

The worst part of you is that…you just want to finish this date to see her again.

-

By the time you walk Yooyeon back to the station and wave goodbye, your leg immediately runs. You don’t even pretend to scroll or check your phone as usual. Your muscle tense, and your chest tight with something that feels far too close to panic. The city lights are warm and blurry around the edges, the noise of traffic melting into white noise. Every step feels like you’re chasing a shadow.

But you are too busy beating yourself up. You don’t know her number. Nor her address. Nor her favourite food as peace offering.

Yet you know exactly, exactly, what her brazen laughter sounds like when she’s trying not to show she’s flustered. You know the way her smug smile makes her cheeks even more adorable. And you know how you really, really like her tone when she calls you “Boring Boy”.

And that is more than enough for you to sprint across three districts like a man possessed. You check every place, retracing every step you took with her that feels like years being together. 

First, the convenience store where she bought you x2 Buldak last night. Just empty aisles. LED lights buzzing overhead. A cashier who looks at you weirdly when you double check the ramen aisle. Next, the restaurant you literally just went to with Yooyeon. Beginning to clear out. A family or two comes out. A group of girls. A couple. But no Seoyeon. Then the PC bangs. Just a row of middle schoolers yelling, someone blasting an OST, and zero sundresses in sight. 

Your heartbeat keeps climbing. Every stop tightens your chest. And every failed discovery feels like a punch to your gut. This is so ridiculous. Pathetic. Desperate. But you don’t want to stop. You can’t. Until you know she’s okay.

And then a crucial memory slams into you so clear that you brake yourself: 

“It’s quiet. The sea doesn’t shit talk back. It’s just there,” and then another one, “I like to watch the water when I feel…um, lost, I suppose.”

You finally allow yourself to breathe. Of course. Of course she’d go there, far out. Of course the sea is where she will be. 

Checking your phone for direction, the clock shows 11:30pm.

You take off running again. 

~~

The city slowly thins out the closer you get to the shore. Restaurants replaced by empty storefronts, neon replaced by dim streetlamps humming softly in the wind. 

Your breath grows ragged. Your legs burn like hell. Your lungs ache. But the second you hear the faint crash of waves in the distance, adrenaline hits you all over again. The sand greets you cold and damp beneath your shoes as you arrive. Wind cuts cross your skin as you push forward, scanning the shoreline.

At first, it looks empty. Just a dark stretch of sand. An ocean covered by a veil of night sky. Your small hope begins to flicker out.

And then, far ahead, near the curve of the beach, you see a small shape. Someone sitting alone, knees tucked to her chest, and her head bowed slightly. 

You recognise the white sundress that glows faintly under the moonlight, fluttering around her legs. Her blonde hair spills over her shoulders, moving with the wind.

As you approach closer, with each step sinking into the sand, you notice the plastic convenience-store bag filled with cheap soju bottles and two cans of beer. 

She is far smaller than before. So quiet now. So…uncharacteristic of the girl who dragged you out of your bland life. And It's only at 11:53 PM when your body suddenly realises that…the date, the bet, the rules aren’t relevant anymore.

All you care about is her.

“Yoon Seoyeon!” you reach out, walking closer but not too much. She doesn't turn to face you, just taking a deep sigh that is so unlike her.

“Wow, you knew where to find me…” she says, her voice barely audible with waves softly reaching to the sand, the cold water touching Seoyeon’s feet. “What are you doing here?”

“Finding you —fuck, I’m tired— of course.” You pant, crutching yourself to catch some air.

She doesn’t look at you at first, still looking to the abyss where the sea eats the sky. And then you see it, how she slightly peeks at you, slightly amused. “Did you run?”

“Y-yeah, after the date.”

“So?” She nudges a rock with her toe, her head still tilting down,  “I assume you came here to tell me about the date? I hope you had fun” 

“Honestly?” you admit, scratching the back of your head. “...don’t remember.”

That gets a small laugh out of her.

“So you broke her heart as well?” She snorts. “Didn't expect it from someone who is looking for a relationship, especially not doing it twice”.

“Yeah…I just” You stutter. “I just…couldn't stop thinking about you. I guess.”

And that makes her go still. 

Even from behind, you can see the tension in her spine. How she almost, almost, turns toward you before forcing her gaze back to the horizon. Her fingers dig slightly into the sand by her side.

11:55 PM.

You still have time.

You inhale slowly, lungs tight, heart hammering, and you start rambling. No plan, no filter. Just from the bottom of your heart.

“Before I met you last night, I thought that love was dead, that it was impossible to fall in love with someone, that dates were supposed to be the fancy dinner in candlelights cliche and well…” you let out a small chuckle, flashbacks of the places you shared with her today run in your mind, as you continue. 

“Then I met you and you proved all of them wrong,” that got Seoyeon to turn her head to face you, her expression confused. Yes, but at the same time her eyes tell signs of hope. That you would say what she thinks you will say.

11:56 PM. 

Your pulse kicks harder.

“I mean, no one would be able to just come, insult my love life and still try to prove to me that love exists. No other girl would even consider to start a date in a fucking 24 hour convince store, no one besides…you. ” A small tear shedding from her visible eye as you ramble. And it was the cue for her to rise from her spot, and stand up to look at you. 

That gives you enough courage to get closer.

11:57 PM.

“You showed me how love really is. It's more than just the candlelights and the fancy dinner, it's actually… um…laughing at the silly plays you make during a League game together, it's the damn spicy buldak of 2AM last night, it's the way you ask so many dumb questions that got me grinning.”

You don’t realise how your hand has landed on her shoulder until she notices it. But she doesn’t pull away.

11:58 PM. 

“As much as I hate to believe it, you were right” Your voice softens. “Love is real, and it's about finding the right person to love and well…for me, the right person is you.” You let out a breath you’ve been holding for the whole day before finally say it:

“I love you Yoon Seoyeon”

11:59 PM.

Just on time. Phew.

For a moment, both you just stare at each other, smiling like idiots, her hands finding their way on your waist, fingers curling into your shirt.

“You won the bet.” you admit. but that's when Seoyeon starts to giggle.

“Not yet, boring boy.”

Suddenly you can hear your clock. 12:00 AM. 

And just as fast as time passes, she grabs the collar of your shirt, pulling your face closer while leaning in to let her lips find their place on yours

The first contact is like fireworks are set in your stomach, eyes wide open to how close Seoyeon is to you but eventually you ease into the kiss, closing your eyes while your hands find their place on her cheeks, feeling the texture of her skin in your palm, softly kneading it.

Her lips are warm despite the cold sea breeze, soft but insistent, still the lingering taste of soju she just had and the salt of the ocean air. Her fingers clutch the collar of your shirt so damn tight that the fabric wrinkles against your throat.

You swear the whole world, the whole time, hell, the whole challenge, narrows down to just this — her mouth against yours, the heat curling in your chest, and the electricity that shoots down your spine. The waves still crash behind you, yes, but they’re muted to your ears.

Seoyeon is all you can really focus on.

Eventually she pulls away, your eyes open to see the red on her face as she looks at you with stars in her eyes and you can't lie that those stars may have snuck into your eyes as well, she then lets a cheeky grin that makes her the girl that she is.

The girl that you love. And also taught you how to love.

“You are…so annoying.” she whispers. “You made an adorable girl cry, you know.”

That got a chuckle out of you, as you brush your thumb gently along the edge of her jaw. “You made me run two districts. I’m sure we’re even.”

She huffs a tiny laugh and leans in again, pressing a second kiss to the corner of your mouth. This one is far softer, slower, as if she’s memorising the shape of you.

The third kiss on your lower lip.

And the fourth? She’s smiling at you.

“Now I won the bet” she lets out a cute giggle and for the first time, you beam widely when Seoyeon calls you by her favourite nickname.

“Boring boyfriend.

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Written from 21/10/25 - 15/12/25

thank you all so much for reading it, and we hope you have a good day

[strawberryya]

five more minutes 

seoyeon x reader

synopsis: it’s a rainy Wednesday, and you must go to work. your girlfriend seoyeon disagrees. work will not be happening on this day.

word count: 1k

genre/content: fluff af, cuddles, it's really just a moment, it's calm and very little actually happens, but I find it comfy

a/n: I'm weak for this woman. also, I hope you guys can hear her laugh too bc honestly it's what gets me through the day atp.

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the air around you was slightly chilly, but the bed was warm. the tapping sounds of the rain hitting the wind seal made you feel like you were floating. but the sounds of her slowly breathing just below your head made you soar. your brain was losing itself in the sensation of seoyeon's head resting heavily on your chest, tying you down to reality and the soft mattress underneath you.

the scent of her sweet shampoo filled up your every thought and made it impossible to move. because there was no way you would risk waking your girlfriend up, especially when she was sleeping more peacefully than sleeping beauty herself. all you could do was close your eyes, and let everything go. everything but her.

the rain kept falling outside, and the pita-pats it made when reaching the windows were like white noise; drowning out all the thoughts trying to take over your brain, telling you that you have to get up and go.

it was a Wednesday morning, and of course, you knew you had to go to work. goddamn work. you wished for nothing more than being able to just stay here, in the fluffiest bed you had ever felt, with seoyeon cuddling up to your side like a freaking panda. there was absolutely nothing you could want or need, more, than just staying right here. taking in every minute that you had to spare.

you looked over at the clock on the wall in the kitchen, visible through the large doors leading from your bedroom to the small kitchen at the other end of your apartment. you sighed deeply as you saw that the time when you would be late no matter what you did was approaching. the deep sigh accidentally you let out, roused seoyeon awake. she raised her head from your chest, only to place it back down and rest her chin on you instead.

"time?" she asked with a raspy voice as she looked up at you with heavy eyes.

you couldn't help but smile, as you responded with "almost seven-thirty."

she groaned a bit at the terrible news, and chose to instead nestle her face into you as she closed her eyes.

"five more minutes?" she said. her voice muffled as she spoke into your chest.

this proposition was definitely preferable, so instead of disappointing her and forcing yourself out of bed and getting up to face the cold morning air, you nodded and hummed as you pulled her even closer to you. flinging both arms and legs around her body; wrapping her up like a cozy little seoyeon-morning-burrito. you could feel how she smiled against your chest, but when she raised her head to look at you, she tried to look as unbothered as humanly possible. this wasn't the first time, nor the last time, that seoyeon tried to play off how much she actually loved the attention you always showered her with. it was so freaking cute.

bending down, you gave her a feather-light kiss on her forehead and smiled adoringly at her as you pulled back. she couldn't fight it any longer and her face cracked up into a bright smile and she laughed a hoarse but radiant laugh.

static pulses shocked through your body as you felt your heartbeat quickening at her response to your affection. oh god, you loved that laugh. however, seoyeon wasn’t prepared for her emotions to slip up so easily, and pressed her face into your chest once again, feeling her cheeks get hotter because of the embarrassment.

even though you missed her face when she hid in your oversized hoodie, there was no denying that just existing this way, fingers gliding over each other's backs and waists in a comforting and effortless way, made it feel like time had stopped. the small kisses you placed on the top of seoyeon’s head and the constant waves of static energy you felt every time you felt her breath on you, were almost enough to make you completely forget about your responsibilities. sadly you did realize, that the time had in fact not actually stopped and twenty minutes had already passed. you were officially late. you closed your eyes, trying to avoid the stress that washed over you.

seoyeon had been close to falling back asleep but had woken up yet again to you turning and sighing when reality hit you for the second time that morning. with a sleep-hazed brain, all seoyeon could think was that you needed to stay with her, you were warm and soft compared to the air she could feel on the parts of her body outside of the covers, and she wanted you to stay. so, instead of letting you go, she pulled her arms out from inside the burrito wrap that was you around her and placed them around your waist. reaching for your neck, she scootched up a bit and nestled into the crook of it.

you could feel your laughter bubbling up through your throat, as she began giving you feather-light kisses of her own all over your neck. feeling her lips sweeping over your skin you just couldn't help it since you were annoyingly ticklish. but you didn’t want her to stop, you never ever wanted her to stop. instead, you pulled her further into your embrace, if that's even possible since you were basically one big mass, tangled up in each other, and sinking deeper into each other's warmth.

"you don’t want me to leave either, do you?" you questioned, already knowing the answer.

she pulled back from your neck and shook her head "no, please stay, you're warm."

you smiled at her reasoning and placed your forehead on hers. her eyes sparkled with satisfaction as you whispered "I am sure that work will understand, nobody could ever argue with me about staying home for you, especially if you're cold."

chuckling slightly at your naive conviction, she closed her eyes and you followed her lead and closed yours right thereafter. and no, no work would or even could be done on this rainy wednesday morning when your seoyeon was cuddled up in your arms.

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