You know your mental health is cooked when death starts to feel more comforting than staying alive
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You know your mental health is cooked when death starts to feel more comforting than staying alive
I'm fucking stupid to think anybody could ever love me
I sometimes try and delete most of my internet footprint, as well as throwing away drawings I made, journal entries I wrote, or exams I took. It always is a desperate attempt at disappearing from this world, to try and hide what I did in the past, to become someone new. And when I realize that despite burning every physical evidence of my existence, the memories that people keep of me will be left untouched, I cry and foolishly hope to be forgotten before falling asleep. And a few weeks later, the same scene repeats itself as I destroy what I created. I yearn to be an artist, but I fear no one will know of me for the art I create, but rather for the mistakes I made in the past ; the only thing that I cannot erase.
-Cheer up! There's nothing wrong with looking different!
-That's not what defines you after all.
Wasted with a binge, fuckkkk i wanna kms🔫
Anyways today I ate £450 and burned £200🤌
(Next day)
"get help", "go to therapy.", "call the hotline" STFU YOU FUCKING PRETENTIOUS BITCH I DON'T WANT HELP I WANT TO D I E.
I just wanna end it all tbh
Noelle I get you so bad like yes I’ll grow wings with you bestie please for fuck sake take me with you