i always kinda miss how the scars used to look on my wrist
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i always kinda miss how the scars used to look on my wrist
i'm not even mentally ill or anything. like i'm not diagnosed with anything i just. want to die
Why do my c//ts hurt more when I'm finished making them. Where was this pain 5 minutes ago when I was actually hurting myself!!
I actually gave myself a c//t I had to put a bandaid on for once. Not because it bled all that much but because its somewhat open (yucky) and I worry about infection. You would think as much of a hypochondriac as I am I wouldnt c//t myself at all but sh-ing at all is pretty irrational so yknow
when someone tells me habits I have could kill me but they're the only thing keeping me alive
This is the only platform that I have, where nobody knows me. Nobody I know personally follows me. The only platform I can use where I can admit that I’m so fucked in the head that it’s so hard to breathe. I feel like I’m trapped under water, breathing through a straw. And cutting is the only thing that gives my lungs the relief they need.
I’m such a pussy I’m too nervous to press harder ARGG
hung out with him my sleeve falls off without me realizing i see him looking down and i realize im cooked then the next day he drunk texts me about how he doesn’t wanna lose me and doesn’t want anything bad happening to me…that’s suspicious