Sep 17, 2022
So many stupid small things to try and manage and handle and figure out and I'm tired and feeling worse mentally by the day and fuck just... fuck...
#idk... just... fuck idk I'm#shits shit#im shit#everythings shit#my dads fucking dead I never got to i#he never i#i don't deserve any of what I have#theirs so much to try and handle and manage alone and I don't wanna do it#i wanna close myself in my dumb unit and never have to desl eith amything any more#i wanna cry until i pass out and then lay there until i rot awa#...#no more emails ans phone calls and deliveries and ordering and to dos#I'm tired...#and alone...#and I miss my dad#prick or not... i didnt get#any kind of goodbye or or resolve or closure or#even to make it established where we stood#everything fucking sucks#can't even get my gas on because property manager is being annoying and nobody can answer a simple question and I don't know how to#deal with missing bins and#i dont wanna be an adult#all inficking have are my psyc appointments and im almost out of those too...#AceofDragons#vent
