Im currently going thru the orbiting human circus n it is the Loneliest thing ive ever heard in my life. Its so very whimsical n dreamy n so so charming n beneath all the chaos n absurdist humor is deep, profound loneliness that somehow always manages to stay no matter how much ruckus is happening on any scene. The entire story as a whole is very somber no matter how sanguine n jovial they made it to be. Listening 2 this thing feels like a warm, sad hug.
Alongside that, every single time john cameron says, gallantly n elegantly, "Broadcasting from the top of the Eiffel Tower!" it never fails 2 fill me with so much longing 2 witness something so..... Idk kaleidoscopic, so fanciful n bizarre. Paired with the outro music, it made me see thousands of floating, flickering lights in the dark as it plays and its so so beautiful.








