Looking at the bright side of things...
My self-esteem has gotten a bit higher since. Back there, i was always made fun of. People would laugh and make fun of at the little mistakes I've made in the past. Even if it was years ago, it wouldn't matter. Someone would always find a to be a reason to hurt me, and as a result I kept thinking lowly of myself. Here, everyone is friendly, nice. No hurtful insults, just laughter, hilarious jokes, and idiotic conversations.
I made some friends! it's nice that there's no culture barrier. in a big city, the world seems to be small here. People from italy, russia, england, australia, and more! everyone is different, that's what makes us come together. People are easier to talk to here, too. Some random stranger/student could just come up and talk and introduce themselves because they haven't seen you before, and you would turn into friends! This place is too great.
Shyness? gone! Speech class helped me with this problem. I was incredibly shy and socially awkward when I talked in front of an audience. Now, i can present anything with no problem! I had realized that everyone was in the same position as me, nervous, scared, and inexperienced. With this realization, i grew to be more confident and from now on, and i would always try my best.
I'm starting to see what i want to do with my future. High school changes you. You start to see where you want to be ten to twenty years from now. I want to become an engineer. To create buildings, jet planes, and games. That's what i realized. I loved to create, imagine, and build. That's what i want to see myself doing. To be wearing a hard hat with dirt/oil-filled clothes, working on and seeing my designs come to life at such a grand scale.
To add a little bit more, Me classmates are very good-looking. What? it's true! Especially in my graphic design and art classes. about 95 percent of the students who attend graphic design are guys. Only three girls exist, including me. Seriously, ever since I noticed this, it has become really hard and easy to concentrate on my laptop. It doesn't help that this Flynn look-alike who sits next to me stares and comments on my work when he's either bored or done. Just ugh, it's been rather frustrating, really. jeez, no wonder model agencies go here... There's also this older version of Logan Lerman who sits in front of me in art. Trust me, i keep my eyes glued to my paper every class. -sigh- life, why u so unfair/fair? Y U so contradicting?
Sooo yeah. looking at the bright side of things makes you feel much better. Seeing the glass half full instead of half empty is very refreshing, i should try to keep this attitude.
Being alive, isn't that enough to keep you smiling?
