#siege.txt

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the way isaac is treated is truly dredging up the adhd kid trauma

people assume youre always lying even when youre not, and you only started lying because you get yelled at for everything, your parents hate you and you dont know why

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shiro utsuris munchin on slender nettle i picked and dried for them. so they stop eating my terrarium plants 😭

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my rick and morty au called the yippie au and rick and morty go on fun silly adventures and morty isnt tortured for eternity and rick does get better and also beth gets on antidepressants

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so is no one going to talk about how space beth got summer drugs or that summer is defo an addict too

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my evil diseases headcanon list, leaving out common headcanons here:

william wisp:

- hEDS, he died because his knee dislocated at the worst moment ever its true i was there.

- raynauds syndrome -> necrosis, from being dead

- avoidant personality disorder, had friends before it fully manifested in early adulthood. cant emotionally connect regardless of time spent with people. everyones at an arms reach. traits from other pds is common with any pd

norah fleetwood:

- mastcell activation syndrome, called a hypochondriac for it and her parents get judged for believing her.

has inhalers, an epipen, and cromolyn in a little fannypack she takes everywhere.

she dissolves the cromolyn in a bit of hot water and slams it back like this

vyncent sol:

- also ehlers danlos but he doesnt think about it, his fingers just come out and hes like ah okay *puts them back*

- he has an actual dissociative system other than the greats. the framework was already there.

dakota cole:

- functional nuerological disorder from stress. both physical and mental, that bionic heart cannot be good for him meingott.

ashe winters:

- POTS, spell of tachycardia BAM

- SzPD, literally did not have any friends and has an emotionally absent father

timothy rand:

- StPD, he doesnt have hallucinations but he does have delusional thoughts and the anhedonia/aviolition of a schizospec disorder.

jay ferin:

- OCD, like really bad, very internal tho with less external compulsions

chip:

- also OCD but more the external kind, remember him destroying gillions armor and pulling jays hair.

gillion tidestrider:

- dwarfism (this is kind of canon) his growth was purposely stunted with poison, not sure what this is called medically lol.

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i deeply wish covid never happened. the amount of minds its crushed. i can tell my brain doesnt work the same, i cant read as easy or remember or understand as easy. i already have issues connecting with people now its ten times as difficult.

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jrwi council you should hire me as your resident ecology fact checker please i can also generate women by sheer force of my dyke power so thatll be a bonus

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if loneliness is just as bad as smoking 15 cigs a day, i could be smoking 15 cigs rn and have friends for the same results and i wouldnt be sad