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some how most of my plants have survived the long Depression Drought but they're definitely worse for wear
was sitting here like "yknow im not sure how i feel abt 90% of my wardrobe being graphic tees, maybe it would be cool to branch out and make a more respectable wardrobe-- but i have no idea where to start or what to look for! i dont know what Clothes look like, 1) becuz its too broad a catagory, but also 2) i just dont pay attention to that sort of thing. hmm... i know! i can start by looking at my acnh wardrobe, i have a lot of normal outfits in there! and nary a graphic tee in sight!" and then i looked through and i was like. oh yeah. this is the most femme wardrobe ever
A NEW ERA.
wish i had more friends to drag at least one of them into the random anime series i watch
genuinely feeling disgusted still at last night. I wanted to befriend this girl and she went in and tried to kiss me without asking. we were in a very yuppie not exclusively gay club and I was having so much fun up until that point.
I was the only butch there, and I get it, like, shoot your shot or whatever but to go in for a kiss without asking is fucking insane. i feel sick and I feel like im overreacting and I also feel guilty for "leading her on" or something! its insane! its expected from men and you can write em off but when a 19 year old femy girl at a club does it to you, a 25 year old butch, its like. am I the predatory one? What did I do or say to make her do this?
We did not kiss. She leaned in and wanted me to kiss her- which like. no. but i just feel so rotten to my core from the exchange. even now :(
trying desperately to think of how i will resolve The Villains in my fanfic, which are shaping themselves up to be threats that kind of just need to die but i dont think i can make any of the chatacters work as murderers in this specific instance? which is of course the most pressing problem to ruminate on considering my fanfic is like 1% written and the villains have only nominally even Been Introduced Yet.
clearly thinking about how it all ends is more productive than writing the 7 billion in between scenes that lead up to it. as if those in between scenes couldnt possibly give me a spark of inspiration as the arc of the story is built.
hmm. that new patreon comic is tearing my heart open actually.