#simon vents

[solpoet]

soft hours 💕✨ I’m tired, I want to be spooned. And I want to be loved. Thanks~

[justsciguy]

Ya boy hittin that dysphoria ha ha haven’t been able to bind for three days because my chest hurts because I’m sick and I fucking hate myself :)

[cowpoke-morgan]

i put my cat down yesterday and i forgot that im not supposed to feel anything after losing a cat Ive had since I was 6 🙃🙃🙃 bc my friend has "a lot going on rn." but i still have to work with a fresh ass wound on my fucking mind.

[cowpoke-morgan]

sometimes i wanna post my art to a discord server and not be guilt tripped by my friend for posting art but "not talking to enough". 🙃

[solpoet]

me: no, can’t do this. They don’t even like you.

tiny brain: okay but what about that time they- *insert brain causing false hopes*

me: you really just want to get yourself hurt huh

[justsciguy]

For someone who was excited to smoke weed, I’m pretty upset I had a bad time afterwards :/

Like during the trip I was pretty happy but then like afterwards I realized how sad I was and I wanted to smoke up again after just to feel happy and I don’t want that to be the case and I feel bad because I’m uncomfortable when any of my friends mention weed or getting high or anything

Maybe later I’ll be happy enough to get high but right now it makes me heavily uncomfortable to discuss but I needed to tell someone what I was feeling

[justsciguy]

So i might be going to the doctors soon, but it really can’t come soon enough because the longer I bide my time the more snaps inside me like a toothpick. My heart is tight with emotions, my mind is buzzed out with overload. And I can’t seem to get it across to anyone, myself included, I’m super duper stressed and I’m having a very hard time functioning. It’s just rlly hard right now

[justsciguy]

Nobody:

Absolutely no one:

Me on snap: time for hiatus :)