Mar 17, 2024
i had to rip this clip from Battle for Beyond ep5 because i love this rant so much.
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i had to rip this clip from Battle for Beyond ep5 because i love this rant so much.
Sleep is the biggest tease.
First you go through the tiring action known as living for over 12 hours, and then you prep yourself for sleep.
But then you get in bed and your mind is racing, keeping your stupid ass up.
Thinking about things you thought you were over with making you doubt yourself until you finally fall asleep.
But that isn't the worst part, the worst part is that no matter how much you sleep, you feel groggy ass sh*t. You just want to sleep.
Sleep is suppose to make you less tired not more tired.
I just don't get it, It just feels like a lie
I have started to hate staying up late sometimes when it’s summer break
When I stay up late during summer break I get tired during the day and will probably end up sleeping or laying in my bad all day and I hate that. I like doing stuff but not if I feel tired. So recently I’ve been trying trying to sleep earlier. 
Nightmare. I had a nightmare where I was sleeping in the same bed as my cousin who i haven't seen in years. And sleeping he starts to hit me because he somehow does that sleeping (???) And every hit i whimper. And then he turns around and puts me on top of him and tells me to ride hump him. So then i start to run away scared, and he turns into one of my classmates. i run out the room that's now my school. I run and i think he captured me and i am terrified at this point. Later on I escape into a male teachers office and hide under the table and he finds me. I get scared and run while he has my stuff and phone. I run again and instead to the bathroom i go into the males office again and hide on the back and it's dark and the dude doesn't see me as he looks directly to me. He leaves because she's told i ran somewhere else. Once he's gone I beg them to call 911 which they do, and Markiplier with a pony tail right whote shirt and gray joggers hands me my stuff and then the dude walks past me and doesn't notice me so I run out and motion for mark to follow me down the stairs and i ended my dream by moving.
The dream was scary and i woke myself up because i just didn't want to risk anything horrible happening. It's 5:29 I'm going back to sleep and goodnight
Update: Its 3am. Ive worked my way through most of TommyInnit ans Wilbur Soot's Dream smp videos on youtube.
Still cant sleep so now im typing this.
Oh, got hit with some great ideas for a story Ive been working on for about 5 years. Filled in some plot holes and some background history. So thats fun. Cant sleep but too tired to write of course.
Figure if im still up at 4am ill give another update
I did it
Sheer will power and stubbornness. I stayed up for those tickets and I will take the amount of money I spent to my grave. My friends will never hear of how much I spent for us. 1 cuz they're all too nice and would want to pay me back. 2 this is a selfish request for me. I mean I'm kinda dragging em to go watch Promare again with me so it's only fair I pay. 3...I really don't want to think of how much I spent...if I had doubts that mother would give me looks of disappointment I have NONE now. 4 one of my other friends won't be able to make it but im hoping that maybe she will. 😭😭
Point is IM FUDGING TIRED AS THE DEAD. I DIDNT THINK I WOULD MAKE IT BUT I DID. Now. I sleep. Sleep is nice and one of my best friends. I'm gonna sleep in.
you know you need sleep where instead of house of the mountain you go to type mountain on the hill
you can also know when you type where instead of when AND YOU WRITE OF THE MOUNTAIN JESUS CHRIST I NEED SLEEP
Apparently
I am having the Tetris effect RN, but in Sailor Moon Drops That's right. I'm literally in REM thinking about how I can make 6 way paint pieces and merging them with those popper pieces to make an insta board sweep and win that freaking level without Tuxedo "Rescue" Mask trying to ask me for 10 gems I will never have on me for 5 moves I will never win with.