I think "First Milk is a selfless kind and lovely person who wouldn't hurt a fly, shes complex and her trauma needs to be taken into consideration when talking about her, she's a good person who can make mistakes" and "Baking a cookie with the whole sole purpose of helping other cookies because your guilt over not being able to always be there is eating you alive is kind of fucked up and selfish since you already choose a life for someone without even asking them" are two statements that can coexist, she can be a bit flawed, in her eternal need to make everyone's life easier she doomed her creation and if she knew she probably would try to fix it
She's not a bad person, she just made some mistakes and it's not even her fault she couldn't be there like SHE DIED AND THATS SO SAD SHE DIDN'T GET TO BE THERE FOR HER CREATION
And also remembering everything is about perspective, so yeah , from shamil's perspective she literally gave him an impossible task then dipped then came back to kill his body in a painful way and trap his soul inside a tree not even allowing him eternal rest, so she's gonna SOUND like an ass, we have the entire thing but they don't!! I love crk's unreliable narrators cuz SHE DIDN'T EVEN PUT HIM IN THE TREE SHE WAS DEAD BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW THAT 😭
Anyways i hope first milk never remembers him bro lets save her from the guilt please she already went through so much 2 deaths 2 revivals literally having to go from witch to cookie and into a whole ass new dimension bro just let her live 😭😭😭
