#so profound

[prom-is-slavery]

#yuri

yessir

[requiemstoned]

i’m so will and i’m so mike. at the same time i’m more will and less mike. at the same time i’m a will who loves/yearns for a mike. i don’t think i’ve ever been a perfect mixture of two characters as i am with will and mike.

[the-one-and-only-aroace]

Clarissa Dalloway must get her flowers because her maids are busy. She must mend her dress because her maids are busy. She does not see her husband, he is busy. He is at a committee she doesn’t know the name of. He is invited to lunch by a lady who does not invite her. She does not see her husband. She is visited by a man who was in love with her. Who judges her for being shallow. A man who is now in love with a married woman. She must arrange for her party tonight. She must get her flowers. She must mend her dress. She misses an old lover. Her husband does not know what gifts she would like. He does not buy her any. Her old lover is married now. Something they once dreaded. Her husband doesn’t know her. Two old friends sit at a table, rueing her life. At her party. Her party tonight. She was 18. She is 52. She was 18. They loved her. She loved Sally Seton. Peter spent 5 years in India. Sally Seton is married. Sally and Peter talk of her. Mrs Dalloway is 52.

[m1ckeyb3rry]

clara……my daughter……😔😔😔

[dynamicdisabilitydiaries]

Desperately trying to hold on to the woman I once was

[hibou088]

End of Chapter

In St. John Cassian we find the following thoughts: “A tendency, the eradication of which does not lead to the destruction of the body, must be destroyed. Fornication is the only vice that is innate, natural and physical and at the same time must be completely destroyed. It requires mortification, which will allow us to live in the body freed from the flesh.” This allows us to live in the world this life, which in its essence is not of this world, but of the angelic.

The Russian Christian eunuchs of the nineteenth century believed that upon the coming of Christ, he would grant sexless humanity a new way to reproduce without sin. Therefore, by removing their “sinful sexual organs,” they were sure that humanity would not disappear, but would be transformed. They believed that Paradise on earth was provided by one and only one thing: universal castration. “For there are eunuchs who were born so from the womb; and there are eunuchs who were made eunuchs by men; and there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven’s sake.” (Matthew 19:12).

The presence of gender and the sexuality that follows it is the only thing that hinders the establishment of world justice. According to those ideas, without natural reproduction, original sin would simply cease to be transmitted. St. Gregory of Nyssa wrote: “If anyone is at a loss, asking about the method of the origin of people, whether man needed the assistance of marriage for this, then we will also ask him about the mode of existence of angels: why do they form countless multitudes, being both of one essence and numerous? For we give a fitting answer to the objector: how could man exist without marriage, when we say: just as angels exist without marriage. And that man before the transgression was like the angels, is proved by his restoration again to the same likeness.” The theme of humanity's transition to angelic status has been raised since the beginning of Christianity: "In the life to come, men will neither marry nor be given in marriage, but will be like the angels in heaven." (Matthew 22:30). According to the Gospel of Mark, Jesus said that resurrected believers would be "like" (hōs) the angels. The author of Luke, who adapted Mark's Gospel, amplified this statement by stating that Jesus said that believers were "equal to the angels (isangeloi)." They are equal to the angels for three reasons: because they do not marry, because they are immortal, and because they are children of God. In turn, resurrection ceased to be understood in many sects as something that follows death. In the Jewish tradition, angelification is best illustrated by the figure of Enoch. Enoch is said to have walked with the angels (Gen. 5:24) and was eventually caught up and became one of them. "There is something blasphemous and terrible in carnal union. It is terrible, as terrible as a corpse." - wrote the famous Christian writer Leo Tolstoy in February 1870. Obsession with sex and depravity make it impossible for him to have a relationship with a woman as a human being. "Brotherly relations with a woman," as he called them. There is a strong connection between sexuality and aggressiveness. This is especially noticeable at the stage of manifestation of sexual desire. Another famous writer F. Dostoevsky wrote: "not only sex outside of marriage should be eradicated, but sex and marriage as such."; "Man strives to transform himself into Christ as his ideal. We will be - persons, without ceasing to merge with everything, without encroaching and without marrying, and in various ranks. Everything will then feel and know itself forever". (...) We can find similar thoughts in Augustine : "And finally, the fourth period is the period of the Heavenly City. Then the multitude will no longer be a consequence of the reproduction of people due to intercourse with each other and unity will not be the unity of couples. The multitude of souls will reunite, and they will have one heart and one mind in one God."

(...) Thomas Aquinas in his Summa Theologiae describes the concept of divine transformation of the world - Theosis - as the "door of bliss" and the true purpose of human life. (...)Theosis is a kind of Christian analogy of the angelization of the world. "Be holy, for I am holy." (1 Peter 1:16). The body is the temple of God, and following the logic of the Reformation, nothing but a purified body is a temple, and at the same time the body itself loses its visible contours, spreading to the entire material dimension, turning the whole world into a sanctuary of purity. "In the end, everything will be brought to its original harmonious state, and we will all become one body" (Jerome). "Be pure as doves and wise as serpents" (Matthew 10:16). The Albigensian Gnostics also called themselves pure - καθαρός (pure). The Gnostics considered Jesus an angel deprived of a physical body, and human souls as angels locked in devilish shells. They considered the pure spirit, imprisoned in the body, to be deprived of gender, similar to angels. The spiritual path of the Cathars began with purification. A person had to cleanse his heart from egoistic feelings, emotions, desires, and his head from limiting thought- forms and illusions, to free himself from everything that tied his angelic essence to the earthly. It is noteworthy that circumcision in some languages of the peoples of Africa means "cleansing", it can be considered a sub-angelization, a symbolic deprivation of sexual characteristics, which became such due to the impossibility of creating offspring without natural reproduction. The world is very bad, but if the radical Gnostics wanted to escape from it, then the Christian Gnostic transhumanists are eager to change it. Gnosticism created the preconditions in Christianity for the emergence of the melioristic paradigm of progress, transhumanism is a method of meliorism (a metaphysical position that recognizes the idea of progress), and angelomorphism is a specific form of it. If you delve into the history of Christianity, you can see that in many ways Christians have been negative about gender, social gender, marriage and natural reproduction, and ideas of transforming a person into a more elevated being in direct communication with God have always been popular. However, today's churches are not interested in this. Their merging with state institutions has not led to anything good, and now people who consider themselves Christians have lost all understanding of Christianity itself. "For the Son of God became man to make us God." (§460 Catechism of the Catholic Church)

[beeesworld]

If you die, I will literally go out of my freakin' mind. You see, death doesn't happen to you... . It happens to everyone around you, okay? To all the people left standing at your funeral, trying to figure out how they're gonna live the rest of their lives now without you in it. .... . Look at my face.... you actually think this was meant to hurt me?

[molemound]

why do they call it carnivore diet when you don't even eat cars?