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janka is like my roman empire of ships cause damn non-conforming blasian queer relationship between two mentally ill ass dudes. with a side of bdsm? thats fucking awesome. thats huge for people like me. then I go on tiktok and get blasted with 239189492 INSANE microaggressions on jabber and the usual orientalist twinkification on zanka. im not drunk enough for this rant

#janka #jabber i am so fucking sorry my man they are slaughtering you over there. I scroll and its basically:#post 1 is straight up antiblack. post 2 is thugifying him for no fuckin reason. p3 is an ass to addicts. p4 is an ass to the mentally ill #and zanka getting his ass beat & pampered like he aint a child soldier. just fuck me with a ladder at this point wont you #some of yall cant handle janka actually. yall cant handle black men. cant handle asian men. cant handle addicts S/M mental illness nothing #that sounded mean my bad. ive been waiting to drink for three hours. really getting on my nerves #need to write a fic of jabber shooting it up or something yall need to get your harm reduction knowledge in somehow #edit: let it be known that i stand with the let jabber dihhop crowd. that brother is a d1 power bottom. a bjj guard puller. my king #edit edit: nah but actually I take his crack character traits so serious. including his hypersexuality yall dont fuck with me #and not in a fetishising way. he wrenches my guts out sometimes. boy what happened to you. kei urana are you hearing me

I got into Crk telling myself I probably won't become a fan of Shadow Milk cookie because he seems popular. And that was the case for most of Beast Yeast until Ep 15 (and the end of 14) when he actually become interesting. Then I got into the fandom and saw everyone hating him the moment he became interesting and was like: "you know what, Shadow Milk is sick as hell actually."

#I need to make a post slandering this guy #But like out of fascination instead of bitterness #I've seen so many claim that his “character has been ruined”#But no one actually explain to me how or why his writing is bad except “too much screen time/too plot relevant/too powerful ”#Ok but like why is it bad from like an actual writing standpoint?#Aside from “I am just tired of him"#Valid feelings but little good critiques from what I've seen personally #I like to avoid rants and un revised rambles but Its been bothering me #Alot of my positive feelings for SMilk come from a natural urge to go against fandom opinion #Alot of it is also just being impressed by how layered and fascinating he is #I think sometime in the future after I ramble about Dark Enchantress I'll make two smilk ones a a treat #One a goofy slander post and the other a long serious analysis on the genius behind his story #I'm a Pure Vanilla enthusiast and A Silent Salt enjoyer first and foremost #But out of spite I suppose I am a Shadow Milk fan :P #Crk #cookie run au #shadow milk cookie #mini rant

2025 reads / storygraph

The Tarot Sequence (The Last Sun, The Hanged Man, The Hourglass Throne)

urban fantasy set in a modern Atlantis ruled by magical families based on the major arcana

follows the last member of the fallen Sun Throne, who was assaulted after his entire house was massacred when he was a teen

as an adult, he and his bonded companion/bodyguard are hired to search for a missing man, while also having to take care of a teen boy he accidentally became responsible for

he gets drawn deeper into the politics of the Arcana, while fighting against dangerous powerful people who want to hurt him & his loved ones

queer cast, gay MC, m/m

#the tarot sequence #the last sun #aroaessidhe 2025 reads #it took me ages to get around to writing this and now i realise i only have a few sentences of thoughts aghsd embarrassing #(I mean. Many thoughts but they're out of context notes that don't fit into review)#I have been vaguely meaning to read these for years.#I didn’t really vibe with the writing style/humor at first but I got used to it and okay yeah. I get it. they’re good!!!!!!#it’s very fast and action packed/ high stakes while also having a lot of silly fun character moments #(and there’s a lot of characters) … it does that really well i think #great cast of characters with interesting dynamics and like;…..true found family #its also very self indulgent about the characters and world and stuff #(which is a way i describe certain books that are a certain way….which i generally enjoy but i know some people Don’t)#don’t always vibe with this kind of urban fantasy but I thought the concept was very interesting!#I love the way the city is an amalgamation of various lost/destroyed places from around the world #all magically transported into one city.#I will say I don’t ENTIRELY understand the complexities of the courts and magic and politics but i dont feel like i need to lol #I actually really appreciate a romance (?) that’s flirting and affection without expectation.#It reminded me of what I like in a good fic. not overwhelming or the most important thing.#the open communication is refreshing. i am enjoying it aromantically #Obviously as these 3 books go on it gets more serious but it’s still like. not the only important relationship in his life.#there were a *few* little things I was like; eh? about? which I forgot to note down #but I think one was use of schizophrenic as a description in a way that felt... i feel like you could use a different word here-#kind of thing. generally minor wordings rather than significant things #book 1 i was like okay i wish there were more women in here. i know sometimes books just have male MCs so that's inevitable #but yea as the books go on more women side characters. thanks.#also I did end the last book just like:#woag #No idea where it’s going to go from here. I think book 4 is relatively soon?

i keep seeing people on tiktok saying like people keep forgetting abaddon is a literal demon not a little kid and saying that people ignore that abaddon is the bad guy in the priest situation bcs he literally possessed his kid, and like no i know all of that i just dont give a fuck. love my evil son he should go possess and kill some more people actually <3

#when i was younger and newer to fandom i had a hard time accepting that my fav characters were flawed and i would deny things they did--#--or like try and make them the victim #which is what a lot of people are complaining that people are doing with abaddon #now ive just accepted that idgaf and i actually prefer my characters sort of shitty and doing morally bad stuff #but not everything has to be super nuanced and true to real life sometimes you can just have fun #theres space in fandom for both serious character analysis and self indulgent headcannos #and i promise you no cringey headcannon is anoying as people that try to police how someone else enjoys a piece of media #so go write your silly fanfiction where a morally corrupt character is a sad wet cat and way angstier and more emotional than in canon #and read the first chapter of my haunted hotel fic lmao i just posted it yesterday im coreyfogelmaic on ao3 #alex says shit #haunted hotel #abaddon freeling #haunted hotel abaddon

every time i start panicking about the small details (like how i don't know near as much marvel lore as i do DC, etc) i remind myself that LoF wasn't supposed to get super popular and im just having fun and practicing writing for my own books and suddenly that anxiety goes away. like it's not gonna be perfect and it was born out of me and my friend being goofy

#sometimes people act like it's an actual comic #which is fun most of the time because that means they consider my writing to be up there and equality #even if they are critiquing my fic #(which is crazy because i didn't ask for criticism)#but sometimes it really does make me anxious #like often people forget that my very first a/n was me explaining that this peter is from an au fic i was never gonna publish #i just used him at the time cause i was more used to writing him #this peter has a different origin story because it's based off of an au of peter fics + other comics #which is why i had aunt may killed off #if marvel can have a plotline where deadpool killed clones of ben and may then i can have this #there's also an alt timeline where ben lived and may died im pretty sure #so yeah i can fuck with his origin story #because it's not that serious #post made because someone sent me an ask that i don't want to give attention to #leap of faith ao3 #peter parker #leap of faith catch me if you can

i've just finished my s7 rewatch and it's kinda so funny to me how much discourse people created over every bucktommy interaction when their whole arc boils down to tommy being patient and vulnerable with buck and showing up for him. like when you are not wearing shipper goggles under the name of "analysis" and don't try to reverse-engineer every word and look and shot with utmost bad faith, that's what it is. a simple and sweet story of a new exciting relationship with a guy who's understanding and willing to show up. literally the two things buck needs from a relationship but never had with his previous love interests. they are kinda sickeningly sweet and well-communicating actually lol

#yall are too serious and too strict about a show being written two weeks in advance like i love this show but picking out bits and pieces #and trying to make it all fit a narrative is kinda doing too much no one in the writing room is being that deliberate or precise or #enigmatic with their word choices as they write for a prime time network tv procedural #sometimes when a joke is played as a joke it's a joke #when a character says a character is good for another character thats what they mean #this show does not require reading between the lines for subtext it's just asking you connect the dots with common sense #and it's okay if you dont like the execution you can just say that without trying to make it an issue of morality or becoming #conspiracy theorists #anyway rant over #bucktommy #they are so precious i hope abc doesnt mess up this once in a lifetime luck they struck with tommy and continue the overall #beautiful dynamic they captured in a short few episodes #tevan #911 #also not saying this to bash any of his ex girlfriends i actually liked all of them for different reasons except for natalia who was #unfortunately just a blip #mimi.txt

Legends of Tomorrow did a lot of great things but the single best thing it ever did that enabled it to make every other good choice was stop taking Rip Hunter seriously

#sometime in s2 someone on the writing team went oh shit I know we said he’s tragic and serious #but i just realized he’s a melodramatic little bitch actually #we gotta tell the audience #legends of tomorrow #clearly i failed to resist a rewatch #amnesiac rip is making movies about himself #it’s not that the show is better when he’s onscreen and we’re not taking him seriously. he can be offscreen he often isn’t mentioned at all #this show is just better when we know that somewhere somehow even when he has no involvement or mention whatsoever #rip hunter is out there ready to be clowned upon

Why do I do these when I write my favorite character and character pairings???

#fanfic writing #thoughts #ao3 #venti #lumine #yes I like making things difficult #yes I like things a bit too complex sometimes #this circle is not big enough for the amount of characters I traumatize in writing my serious works #happy endings in practice ALL THE PAIN in actual works #writer likes drama and complexity #blame this on being raised on mushi shi ; hell girl; XXX Holic; Death Parade; Death Note; Mononoke; and the like

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