Summary: Your boyfriend — despite being naturally leading, is pretty submissive in bed. It comes as quite a shock when he decides to take control once but who are you to say no?
⤷ smut!!! p in v, softdom!soobin. established relationship. soobin spits in and on you a couple times. lowk size kink. big dick!soobin agenda. few praises thrown in.
a/n: fem!reader (afab so implied), inspired by my dream & requested kinda 🫡 soobin nation rise up. not proof read ><
Being intimate with Soobin has never felt this heavy and hot. His bigger, more intimidating frame easily envelops your body and naturally leads the progress of your connection. You’re not sure when you ended up in his lap, swallowed by his broad stature as you struggle to keep up with the prodding tongue exploring your mouth. Your heart is dizzy with lust-fuelled excitement and your stomach starts to clench and sends sparks of passion towards your lower body. Your hips rock subconsciously against his own as you chase relief for the pressure that’s built up in your sensitive clit from his actions.
You’re practically panting as Soobin continues his ministrations. The usually passive and quite submissive man clings to you needingly, pressing his mouth against yours in a clash of teeth and tongues as if trying to prove a point to someone in his head.
Your hands which dig into the skin as the base of his neck falter and squeeze at the wisps of hair as he pushes you impossibly closer by the small of your back. Your lips disconnect slightly so his hot, heavy tongue can lick a daring stripe from your neck to just above your jaw.
You can’t help but whimper at the feeling. You feel like you’re going insane as Soobin continues to have his way with you. It’s not like Soobin to practically jump on you and have you sit pretty in his lap as he does what he wants to you. Usually, he’s staring at you with eyes blown large with desire as he asks you want you want him to do. What he can do to make you feel so good. Usually the control over someone so much larger than you makes your legs clench but the way Soobin is practically treating you like a doll has you drenched in a way you didn’t think was ever possible.
“Mhmph — Soobin!” You mewl as he presses heavy kisses against your cheek, travelling up your face to press them into your hairline before he lands back at your mouth. He snakes a hand from the small of your back to clench your chin between fingers, pulling his face back so he can stare at you with dark eyes. You swear your eyes almost roll to the back of your head at the sight of his plush, bruised lip. They’re slick with saliva and a small string still connects your lips.
He breathes heavily but the way you’re panting at having your breath stolen from you is undeniably hot to both of you. Your hands slip from his neck to hold his broad shoulders. You must look crazed — hair messy and lips swollen from the nips caused by Soobin.
“What’s gotten into you?” You question under pants, eyes darting around your boyfriend’s face. His hooded eyes drink in the details of your wrecked face. Soft eyes, furrowed brows and parted, kiss bitten red lips that glisten under the dull light in the bedroom like a crude layer of lipgloss. Soobin’s dick twitches at the sight.
“Need you.” Soobin mutters honestly as his hand drops from your chin. You swallow thickly before letting out a small puff in surprise as Soobin swiftly scoots back to lay you flat against the bed. Your stomach flutters as he easily manhandles you in a pliant position he wants to see you in.
“H-Hah..” You exhale shakily as Soobin’s hand runs down your body. His large plans envelope your tits, squeezing and pushing them together under the fabric of your top. He uses his thumbs to rub over the protruding tips, revelling in the way you shiver and bite your lip at the feeling. Your legs greedily rub together, ignoring how your knees knock into his legs and give away what you’re doing.
Wriggling and twisting, you reach after his touch. He curses as his hands trail further down your body until he reaches the hem of your shirt. His head dips as he pushes the material up, lips pressing wet searing kisses to the exposed skin of your torso. When he lifts away to press more, tongue darting to lap at the skin, the cool air causes a nipping sensation that makes your back arch.
Your head falls further back into the pillows as your hands grasp at the sheets. Soobin pushes your shirt up to the point it bunches over the swell of your breasts, pert nipples facing the cool air without much cover. Your legs press together as his head rounds up to the flesh of your tits. His tongue leaves a hot trail of desire, mapping his ministrations as he finally targets your breasts. He swirls the tongue around the perky bud, lips suctioning down as his teeth graze at the sensitive surface. You mewl and yelp as his other hand comes to twist at the neglected nipple.
“A-Ah, Soobin..” You moan wantonly, back arching and twisting. You try to pull away from the pinching of your right nipple but it leads you to push against Soobin’s face causing his teeth to dig into the soft flesh. You hiss and mewl as you feel yourself become more needy at the opposite sensations.
“So needy.” Soobin mumbles around the flesh as he moves to suck the skin just under your areola. You seizes his pinching to lightly roll over the bud with his thumb. You sigh as he separates from your tit with a soft ‘pop!’
The skin presents with a slight red tint. Soobin exhales as he realises the mark will slowly darken over time.
You release your hands from the sheets to weave your fingers into Soobin’s dark strands. He follows your lead until his face connects with your again. Your lips jut into a pout as you motion for him to meet you halfway with another kiss but he stills despite the pull on his hair.
“Jus’ kiss me, already.” You whine, feeling slightly lightheaded by the change in dynamic. Soobin’s lip flips into a smirk at one corner, the expression sends a flutter straight to your cunt. He leans in and presses a soft kiss against your lips.
You relish in the soft kiss. It’s different from what he’s inflicted upon you tonight.
He pulls away softly and his eyes almost seem a little lighter. They’re still clouded with unwavering desire but his expression seems just a fraction smaller.
“..My beautiful baby.” Soobin practically whispers as his eyes take in the features of your face. You turn hot under the appreciation. Soobin presses a soft kiss against your jawline, eyes dazzling with love.
“Soobin..” You whine with embarrassment laced into your words, “Just fuck me already.”
If the room wasn’t hot before it was hot now. As soon as the plea left your mouth Soobin was stripping his shirt and unbuckling his belt. The visual of the taller man sat on his knees above you as his belt clacked and jiggled as he whipped it off and threw the accessory to the side with a metallic thud made your thighs clench. The way his brows furrowed slightly as the belt fumbled a little and the groan of relief once he was able to undo it and throw it to the side made the everyday action just a little hotter.
You shuffle and pull yourself up to fully take off the shirt that was uncomfortably bunched around your chest. Soobin’s eyes shamelessly stare at your tits as they shake a little when you readjust the strands of hair that fell into your face.
“Shit. Baby. Let me eat you out.” Soobin asks as he hurriedly pushes his trousers around his ankles. If you weren’t so turned on you’d probably laugh at how he swears when the material bunches on his thighs and he’s forced to hop off the bed to fully take the denim off. The strain of his cock against the black material of his Calvin Klein’s makes whatever humour die in the back of your head as you zone in on the print.
“Jus’ need you in me.” You reply earnestly. Soobin crawls back on the bed, leaning over you like predator to prey. His eyes meet yours softly, “I’ve been dying to taste you, baby.”
You almost moan at his words. Soobin uses a hand to trace your features with delicate fingers. Your hand raises to softly hold at the hand. Not to stop him but just to simply touch him.
“I just need your cock, ‘Bin.” You say it so easily Soobin feels himself twitch in his underwear. The fingers tracing your lips lead themselves to your lips, slightly pressing down on the pink flesh to open your mouth silently. You let him use you, opening your mouth so he can press down on your tongue.
“Get my fingers wet, my love.” Soobin hums as he zones in on the way your tongue twirls over the long digits. He wills himself to not teasingly press a little deeper. If he was feeling a little meaner maybe he’d see how far he could go before you gag against the prodding digits. He hooks a thumb on your chin so he can rub his pointer and middle fingers against your tongue.
You hum, voice bordering on a whine as your mouth salivates from his actions and face alone. Soobin pulls his fingers away but taps on your lips to tell you to keep your mouth open. You flinch a little when he spits but you can’t help but smile when the droplet of saliva lands on your tongue neatly. He dips his fingers back in to scoop it up and really coat his fingers.
He lets you breathe when he pulls away. You swallow thickly as Soobin shifts his attention to your needy cunt. The cool sensation of his fingers prodding as your hot, gushing pussy is enough to make your eyes roll back. He circles your clit a few times — the way you like — before dipping the tips of his fingers into your needy hole. He glances up to gage your reaction before pushing in his fingers, wiggling a little to ease them in.
“Didn’t even need you to drool all over my fingers.” Soobin laughs a little as your mouth falls open. You let out a breathy exhale as he scissors you open, fingers slowly spreading against your gummy walls to get you used to the feeling.
“Ha-ah, told you I need you.” You retort as your fingers curl against the sheets. Soobin hums and bends his head so he can leave a small kiss at the top of your thigh. The muscle twitches at the sensation but the loving action next to the pumping of his fingers makes your stomach feel warm and fuzzy.
It’s not long before the usual dirty sound of squelching fills the air. Soobin manages to wiggle in a third finger despite your little huffs when it stings as he introduces the third. He hums as he shifts back on his knees so he can use his other hand to circle at your clit.
Your thighs begin to shake a little. Your head lolls back as you whimper. Soobin’s long fingers and strikingly ability to find the spot that makes you see stars is a lethal combo, but one that makes you moan like a bitch in heat.
“Soob, ‘m gonna cum.” You warn. Soobin continues, twisting his fingers just slightly as he rubs a little faster on your clit. You should be embarrassed at the wet sloshing sound that fills the room but you can’t focus on it when the familiar warm tugging sensation starts to pull in your lower stomach.
“Gonna cum for me?” Soobin asks as he looks at your face. Your hair is disheveled from throwing your head back but it falls around your head like a halo. He presses a fingers a little harder against the spongy spot inside your cunt as he continues to coo little praises that makes your walls clench against the fingers.
“Pretty baby.” Soobin cooes as you cum. Your back arches with your pretty tits pointing perkily to the air. Soobin wills himself to not grab at the flesh as he continues to slowly pump his fingers in your squishy walls to help you ride out the orgasm. Your hips chase after the fading sensation before eventually stopping.
Soobin takes the signal to slowly detach his fingers from your cunt. Your pussy clenches as he pulls out.
Your head feels dizzy as you turn your head to look at your boyfriend. He’s slowly peeling the elastic band of his boxers away from his hips. You’d offer to help if you weren’t still a little breathless from whining for Soobin to keep going.
He rolls the material down his thighs. His quads tighten as his hand wraps around the base of his cock. He uses the juices from the hand he used to finger you to spread it across the sensitive skin.
He hisses at the contact. Despite being sexually active Soobin still swears he feels like he could cum from one touch alone as he looks at your body. He feels like a dam teenager who just got their hands on their first porn mag as he drinks in your vulgar position.
“Roll over for me, baby.” Soobin commands. You nod, slowly rolling yourself over so you can plant yourself on your hands and knees. It used to feel embarrassing to present yourself so freely to Soobin but you’ve gotten used to this man and his libido to realise he’s way to horny to care for slight imperfections you’ve decided you’ve got in your head.
Your back arches as Soobin places a palm on the skin of your ass. You feel the bed dip as he shuffles forward, stomach clenching when the head of his cock taps against your weeping hole.
You hear Soobin inhale before pausing. He shifts backwards before a hot, wet trail of liquid meet your puffy lips. The needy moan that erupts from your mouth when you realise Soobin’s spat on you again — specifically your pussy, turns you on immensely.
“Tell me if it hurts.” Soobin comments as he guides his cock with his hand. He use the fleshy tip to spread the wetness over your folds, gathering them on the bulbous tip so it makes it easier for him to press into your fluttering hole.
The hand on the palm of your ass smooths to your lower back. You instinctively arch further into the mattress, proving him a better view of your messy pussy. He groans as he presses in, relishing in the way your wet cunt immediately sucks him in.
The stinging is delicious. The way the tears poke at your eyes as you clench them shut would make Soobin cum on the spot if he could see your face. You press your face into the pillows, gasping as he inches in slowly.
“Doing okay, love?” Soobin asks as he stops halfway. You nod against the pillow, biting your lip to swallow any hisses. The stretch does burn but the reward after is too enticing to stop him. Soobin leans forward a bit, accidentally pushing in more as he tries to catch a glance of your face, “Words, baby.”
“G-Good! Keep going, Soob. Need it bad!” You squeal as he inches in more. Your legs want to flail but you ground yourself by biting at the pillow you’ve forced your head into.
Soobin bottoms out swiftly. The base of his hips sit snug against your ass as he allows you a moment to breathe. The way your walls clench rapidly around his cock makes the hand on your back slip to grab at your waist. He holds the flesh firmly between his fingers.
“‘M gonna cum if you keep doing that.” He confesses breathlessly. You whimper out an apology as you try to calm your racing heart.
“Move. It’s okay.” You give Soobin the green light to move.
He rocks his hips slowly. Your eyes almost roll back at how big he is. Soobin doesn’t seem to understand that he is bigger than average because the amount of times you have to tell him he can’t just jackhammer into you from start to finish is astonishing. He doesn’t seem to understand that you barely squeeze him into your cunt before he’s almost breaking into your cervix. Poor guy just wants to make you feel good.
He sighs, both hands finding home on your hips as he finds his rhythm. His thighs slap against the back of your legs, filling the void silence in the room as he slowly speeds up.
Your legs shake. His stupidly big cock practically abuses your gspot, punching and drilling it stupid. Even at the slower pace the mushroom tip makes your toes curl like you’re about to cum on the spot.
“Faster!” You command greedily as you press your hips against Soobin’s. Soobin takes your word for it as he begins to press harder, transferring his weight to the grip on your hips so he can thrust harder.
The bruising placement of his hands makes your mouth water. The thought of him leaving imprints of his hands on the soft flesh like a silent marking of ‘Soobin was here.’ is dirtily tantalising.
“Always so tight. You sure you can take me?” Soobin muses as he thrusts harder. The sounds filling the room are a perverts fantasy. Between the sound of slick skin slapping, obscene squelching and pornographic moans alongside the softest dirty talk would have any person sweating.
You pant and wriggle, hips pushing back to meet Soobin. The plush of your ass slaps against the skin of Soobin’s hips leaving soft little stings in its wake. He slides a hand from your hip to messily play with your clit. You cry as he punches hastily, the force of his thrusts making his hand slip and pull at the sensitive skin.
“‘M gonna cum!” You warn as Soobin continues to draw messy figure 8’s on your clit. He pants as he chases the orgasm, legs and arms burning as he wills himself to keep going.
The sweat that was building on his hairline falls down his face in small streaks and he groans as he flicks his head back. The strands of his hair stick to the sweaty skin, casting a shadow across his face.
“Go ahead, love. Come.” Soobin keens when you clamp down a little firmer than usual. The spasms of your sensitive walls leads him to a quicker release but he refuses to come before you do.
You yelp as a specifically hard thrust makes your vision dot “Fuck! Mhmph!! Soobin — Ha-ah, shit!”
“You sound like a pornstar.” Soobin manages to speak past the whiny whimper that escaped him when the first spirt of his cum shoots into your walls. He spews apologies when he can’t hold it back, fucking you like a pocket pussy as he chases his relief.
You’re practically melted onto the sheets when you come. Whether it’s from Soobin’s off handed comment or the searing hot feeling of his cum costing your walls, one last clench around his bulbous cock and you’re cumming like a whiny bitch.
Soobin lets you ride it out despite his sensitive nature. The sounds that escape him are more adjacent to his usual tone during sex, soft and needy. The slamming of his hips has slowed to a rocking pace. You both hiss as his sensitive heads prods at your spongy spot.
“You did.. so good for me.” Soobin exhales faintly. He slowly pulls out and your walls clench uncomfortably at the feeling. His hands detach themselves from your body as you fully embrace the soft bedding below you. Getting caught up in the heat of the moment made you forget about how hot you are. The warm flush radiates form your body as you both separate for cool air.
You shift, turning so you can face Soobin. He settles against the pillow next to you, facing the ceiling as he catches his breath.
“What got into you?” You ask with a trace of a laugh. Soobin snickers as he rolls his neck softly. He just shrugs.
synopsis IF YOU LET ME STAY THE NIGHT, I THINK I MIGHT JUST HAVE TO STAY FOREVER ⋆ 𐙚 ̊ in which you spend 7 days in cebu, and the fellow tourist you meet by chance makes it difficult for you to stomach the thought of leaving.
pairing choi soobin x (f) reader
genre fluff, smut, reader and soobin are both tourists, strangers to friends to lovers
a/n first fic on this blog kinda nervous :3 been feeling sososo much for my soobie doobie these days, my love couldn't help but spill all over tumblr. hi, new friends! ♡
It seems as though the whole universe has conspired against you.
Standing under the scorching heat, you could not help but think that you should have stayed in the confines of your sweet, humble abode. If only Karina hadn’t convinced you to, in her words, “Step out of your comfort zone, you homebody!”, then maybe you would have been 12 episodes deep in a new drama, or even getting your rank rating up in League of Legends.
It’s hard to gaslight yourself that your trip to Cebu is supposed to be a cathartic experience when it’s all starting so horribly already. Not when you are fresh off a miserable flight with the person in front of you reclining their chair all the way. Not when some businessman spilt their coffee all over your pristinely white hoodie, mumbling that you should have stayed out of the way because he has a flight to catch. Not when you are all alone while everyone else seems to be having the time of their lives raving about the beaches and parties this place has to offer. Not when you couldn’t even shoot a message to Karina complaining about how this was such a dumb idea for a raging introvert like you, because your stupid phone is betraying you and it can’t catch a stupid signal.
And while you are easily irritated, it’s also easy for you to come to terms with the fact that you will be stuck on this island by yourself for 7 days. You tried your best to convince Karina to come with you, but she kept insisting that it was time for you to attempt solo traveling just for the experience. Easy to say for someone as outgoing as her. You huff, feeling defeated as you slump to sit on your luggage, waiting for a cab to take you to your hotel, when you catch sight of a man bickering with… a cab driver?
“What do you mean I have to pay a thousand pesos? My hotel is 15 minutes away!”
If you thought you were already the epitome of irritation, this guy was far worse. He looks like he just clawed his way out of hell with how messy his hair is and how much sweat he’s drenched in. Not to mention the bags under his eyes and how flushed his skin looks from how hard he’s keeping his annoyance within and oh god, he’s beautiful.
He drags his feet to walk away from the cab, eyebrows still furrowed, and you had to begrudgingly stop yourself from checking this stranger out because you do not want embarrassment to lace all the exasperation you’re feeling right now. You feel your cheeks heat up when you realize he stopped to stand beside your slumped form, sulking like you’ve lost all your will to live.
“Jesus, it’s so hot…” you hear him groan as he types away on his phone. You assume he’s complaining to a friend because it’s what you would have done. That is, if you could catch a signal.
You giggle to yourself and he snaps his head to look at you, expression softening.
“Tourist?”
He’s talking to you. What the hell are you supposed to do when a man (who looks like he stepped out of a typical romance drama) strikes a conversation with you? You choose to face him, avoiding eye contact, and nod meekly.
He immediately whines. A behavior such a stark contrast to a man whose figure towers over you, “Can you believe that cab driver tried to charge me 1000 pesos for a 15-minute ride? My friend told me they overcharge tourists like crazy, so I should just act angry, but I guess I’m not scaring them off..?”
You finally make eye contact with him, skimming over his features. He’s handsome, but not in a way that suffocates you. He’s… cute. Makes you feel fuzzy inside with his soft features. Round, wide eyes, nose slightly scrunched, and the way his front teeth sit on his bottom lip makes him look like a bunny who wasn’t given enough carrot treats. What the fuck are you even saying at this point? He’s just some guy. Okay, a gorgeous one, at that.
You clear your throat, “Maybe you should try an Uber?”
“Ubers aren’t available in the Philippines…”
You nod, not knowing what to say. You’ve proven yet again that you are physically incapable of talking to cute guys.
“Shit. Now my phone is at 1%.”
You snort, “I’d offer mine, but this dumb fuck cannot catch a signal.”
He sighs defeatedly, now sitting on his luggage as well, “Aren’t you going to try and get a cab?”
“I was going to, but after seeing you with that cab driver, I might as well just take a flight back home already…”
He chuckles. Even his laugh is pretty.
“Maybe you’re better at haggling than I am?”
He seems to be right, because the first cab driver you hailed instantly agreed to drive you for 300 pesos. You nod at the stranger while loading your luggage in the back, and he smiles at you in return. You’re probably never going to see each other again. So much for a short-lived airport crush.
You fall back onto the expanse of your bed once you’ve checked in, relishing in the comfort after a pain-staking flight. Stretching your back, you’re relieved to find that the hotel wi-fi works like magic, finally satiating your need for chronically online personal time. After a few moments of scrolling through your feed to see what you’ve missed, you grew bored, pressing the call button beside Karina’s contact name. Her face lights up your screen immediately.
“Yah! Why are you on your phone instead of the beach? I just saw you repost a Tiktok 5 minutes ago!”
You roll your eyes, “Can’t a girl replenish her social battery before going out and about all alone?” She simply chuckles, giving you an avenue to start complaining to her about all the mishaps that have happened so far. You drone on and on until you’ve lost track of all the time you spent just grumbling over every inconvenience, and she reassures you that maybe you used up all your bad luck, and from hereon, everything will fall into place smoothly. You aspire to be as optimistic as she is. Soon enough, she yawns, saying that it’s time for her afternoon nap, and you’re left to scurry over to the bathroom to freshen up.
It’s 4PM when you step out of your hotel room, padding over to the lobby to ask for the pathway to the beach, when you catch sight of a familiar tall figure hunched over the receptionist desk. He seems to feel your presence, because he snaps his head towards you.
“Huh? Oh!”
It’s the cute guy from the airport. You swear you’re going to get a heart attack.
“O-oh? Hey,” you try to muster out. You really, really suck at talking to cute guys.
He smiles, “Didn’t know you booked the same hotel! We could have shared a cab, then.”
“Would be weird to tell a complete stranger which hotel I booked, right?” You didn’t mean for the words to trail off your mouth quite harshly, really, but your realization hits you too late when his face flushes in panic as he responds. “A-ah! Yeah! I suppose it would be really weird. Sorry…”
You glance over at the receptionist desk to see that there was no one manning. Great. Now you can’t weasel your way out of this awkward situation.
“Uh… I was going to ask the receptionist where the pathway leading directly to the beach was, but I guess there’s nobody here?”
He’s shocked. It’s almost animated how his expressions are painted on his face. “I was going to ask them too! I’ve been waiting for about 10 minutes now, but I have no idea where the receptionist has gone, so…” He trails off, and maybe it’s the impatience getting to your head, so you ask,
“You want to just fuck it and find it ourselves?”
He looks at you, and for just a moment, you’re terrified. What if he thinks you’re hitting on him? Wanting to spend time alone with a hot guy? You almost think you’re fucked until he flashes a grin.
“I’m already itching to get my feet in the sand.”
And that’s how you find yourself walking side by side with him. You learn that his name is Soobin, and that he’s from South Korea, working in corporate like you. Soobin tells you about his friend that was supposed to come with him, but he booked his flight incorrectly in an absentminded haze, thus he was traveling solo. You tell him that your friend practically had to bribe you into going on this vacation because of all the stress you have bottled up from your miserable job. He lets out a giggle, saying that he needed to get away from his laptop screen given that even typing was giving him a migraine.
Despite your closed off nature, it was surprisingly easy to fall into a conversation with Soobin. Maybe you enjoyed the conversation a little too much, because it’s only then that you realize you’ve been going around in circles, still not finding the beachside.
“Do you think we’re lost?”
He turns over to you and stops in his tracks, smiling sheepishly. “Maybe?”
And then it hits you. You’re lost. God knows where you are, and you’re stuck navigating your way back with someone you met less than 5 hours ago. Did you really put your guard down for a stranger?
“Shit,” you pull out your phone, only to be reminded that it’s practically useless. It doesn’t help that you’re in a dead zone. You see him fiddling with his phone, seemingly to find a way to map yourselves out of this, but he was met with disappointment upon reading the words “no cellular service”.
You groan, wanting nothing but to go back to your hotel room to curl up in your bed, but Soobin was still adamant on finding the beachside. Unfortunately for you and your aching legs, you had to choose between dragging yourself sluggishly or having a tantrum in the middle of nowhere. The latter was a no-go, obviously, unless you had a death wish?
The fatigue and anxiety were catching up to the both of you as dead silence remained in the air, save from the small huffs you were letting out occasionally. Soobin glances at you from time to time, seemingly to check on your pathetic state. The sun was starting to set, and you’re certain you were going to make it to the headlines as the 25 year-old woman who (a) perished in extreme fatigue and irritation, or; (b) got brutally murdered by a bunny-looking stranger twice her size.
You don’t notice that you were looking at the ground, questioning every life decision that has led you to this absurdity, when Soobin’s awed gasp snaps you back into reality.
“Heol…”
You look up to see a breathtaking view, all yours to behold. The sun was setting in the horizon, etched in the apricot sky. Palm trees breezed through the path, and the salt in the air barely grazed your tongue. Soobin has his mouth agape, eyes full of wonder. Okay, maybe he’s not a serial killer out to murder you if he brought you to such a beautiful part of the seaside. Unless this is all part of his grand scheme to let your guard down? But he looks clueless as he can be, perhaps you were more likely to be the murderer in this situation.
“Come! There’s no one around!” Soobin hurriedly waddles over to a spot just below the trees, inviting you to join him. Once you’re sat beside him in the sand, he stretches the entirety of his legs, letting out a hum of relief. He has a stupid smile on his face as his eyes glaze to take in the golden hour.
“I’m sorry I got us lost. I’ve never been good at directions,” Soobin smiles apologetically. “But hey, this view is nice. We have this all to ourselves.”
No one was around. Okay. Maybe this is the part where he brutally murd-
“I hope you’re not too tired. I… kinda heard you huffing a lot earlier and I figured you were getting antsy. Also it was probably because you were lost in god knows where with a dude you just met, so that must have been scary for you? I can’t convince you that I’m completely harmless because that would make me more suspicious, right? And oh god why am I rambling?” He’s melting into a puddle of embarrassment. Usually, you liked it when men learned to shut the fuck up, but you tolerated his rambling. He was quite… endearing, actually.
You let out a small chuckle, “Soobin, it’s fine. We’re chill. I was just tired of walking in circles, that’s all.” He sighs in response, fingers tracing shapes in the sand.
“The view is beautiful though. I’m kinda glad we got lost. We can gatekeep this experience,” you add, shooting a reassuring smile. Now you feel bad for ever thinking ill of him, because the way he perks up and grins at you just seals the deal that he was never a threat. Soobin turns away to continue watching the sunset, basking in the way the sun’s rays kiss his skin.
Time flew by too fast, and now you’re left with the problem of how you’re supposed to go back to the hotel, when a light suddenly beams at the two of you.
“Hey! This is private property!” Fuck. No wonder there weren’t any people around. The two of you get escorted out, with the security guard huffing about how “kids these days just fool around everywhere”, to which you and Soobin turn crimson profusely. You had no choice but to push your luck, asking him the way to your hotel no matter how embarrassed the pair of you were.
“Okay… that was humiliating,” you cringe and glance over at Soobin, who was not faring any better than you. His cheeks were still puffed out, teeth nibbling at his bottom lip.
“Kinda feels like we’re trauma bonded now,” he mutters, praying that this time around, you were going the right way. “Trauma bonded over a humiliation ritual…. today felt too long.”
You hum, “Yep. Might have to skip dinner. I just want to sleep and stock up on social battery for the next 6 days.”
His eyes widened, “Wow. We have the exact same hotel and trip duration.”
You nod, not knowing what to make of this new knowledge, but all the rummaging in your brain was instantly cut off by him.
“Do you, perhaps…” His voice turns small. “Perhaps you’d like to stick together?”
“A whole week together? You might get sick of me.”
He grins, “Well, if by chance I do, it would be totally fine. We’re most likely never going to cross paths with each other again anyway.”
You don’t know what compels you to, but you agree.
You hope Karina would be proud of you stepping outside of your comfort zone (and trusting that some guy doesn’t offer you as human sacrifice.)
The next few days went by like a dream.
On the second and third day, Soobin took you ziplining and leaping off waterfalls despite your protests. You remember how your heart skipped a beat at his proud, child-like grin when he got you to admit that facing your fear of heights ended up rather enjoyable. The day after, the pair of you decided to take a break from the adrenaline and wandered off to the cultural spots Cebu had to offer. You didn’t expect him to take such good shots of you, worthy enough to be posted on your wilting Instagram account. Karina had even bombarded you with question marks, asking if you’ve finally made a new friend. Imagine her shock when you sent her a selfie you had taken of the two of you, and she found out your new “friend” looks like he stepped out of a manhwa.
By the end of the fifth day of your escapades with Soobin, you had suggested trying out the beachside bars your Tiktok algorithm was raging about. It seems like Karina had magic senses, because your phone suddenly chirped with a text notification while you added finishing touches to your makeup.
rina<3: u crack cebu boy yet?
You furrow your eyebrows at this.
: huh
: we’re FRIENDS
rina<3: and he’s ur exact type
: well yes
: but it would be weird to get in a random stranger’s pants
rina<3: dude that’s exactly why
: u can just leave it behind
: what happens in cebu stays in cebu type shit
: esp if hes bad in bed 💀
: you are so…
: what if i catch something from him
rina<3: feelings?
: oh u meant an std
: i snooped through his instagram and mans looks bitchless anyway
: his following list consists of league gameplay accounts and 4 of his friends
: ugh idk man
: i just
: hes hot but
: i’d rather not put weird thoughts in my head about a dude i’m spending the remaining days with
rina<3: LMAO it’s okay i’m playing
: just sayin u only live once
: and i’ve prayed hard for u to finally get laid again
: especially after ur ugly ass ex
: and don’t tell me u haven’t snooped through his ig either
: ?
: i have but
: just out of pure curiosity
rina<3: love when u get defensive
: u in bed alrdy? do u wanna call and catch up
: im yearning for my best friend
: awww i’m going out
: trying the beachside bars
rina<3: oh? 👀
: enjoy <3
: hoping u break ur vow of abstinence
: ????
: love you
: i’ll call u tomorrow evening maybe
Karina sends a heart and a wink in response, making you smile and shake your head
Looking at yourself in the mirror, you adjust a strand of your hair and suddenly become antsy. All those talks about Soobin suddenly made you feel hauntingly self-aware. You hate to admit that you wanted to look pretty to him. Life has a way of making things fall into place so perfectly, because not long after your frustrated fussing, you hear three knocks on your door. Soobin.
You pad over, opening your door to see Soobin standing in true, awkward, painfully endearing Soobin fashion.
His eyes fall on your face, drifting just a millisecond to your bikini-clad and sheer covered body. You barely miss the way his cheeks burn despite the cold air from your room.
“You look-” he starts, but cuts himself off. Alarms blare in your head. Look horrible? A mess? You look like you tried to get all pretty for me but absolutely failed?
“Look what?” you squeak out, voice small. He scratches his neck, as if debating what words to say. You’re painfully fretting over every possible response until he eventually mumbles something after a few beats.
“You look beautiful.”
He says it so sincerely it makes your head spin. But alas, Soobin is Soobin…
“Not in a creepy way! The color of your outfit just fits you really well. And the way you did your hair and makeup is pretty cool. And-”
You shush him, trying to calm your heart that is about to beat out of your chest, “It’s fine, Soobin. You don’t look too bad yourself.”
Awkward silence then envelopes you in the warmly lit hotel hallway, both of you not daring to meet each other’s eyes.
You were the one to break the stillness, “Let’s go?”, to which he hums in response. He looked like he had much more to say, but you don’t dare to pry him on his thoughts in fear of further straining the situation.
One thing you liked about spending time with Soobin is how the two of you go well together. Platonically, you swear. It isn’t even five minutes deep into the walk together when you’re back to telling each other mundane stories about your lives back home. Soobin whines about how he misses his dog, Tori, to which you reply “so she’s far better company than me?”, causing him to ramble in panic. You, in turn, tell him about how you don’t want to come back to office paperwork when you’ve been having the time of your life getting your feet in the sand all day.
“I wish we could stay here forever,” he sighs, seemingly in a haze as the night breeze grazes his hair. “It’s been really fun just doing anything and everything with you.”
You take the chance to finally, actually look at Soobin. He towers over you, looking you straight in the eye like he doesn’t know your heart is about to beat out of your chest every time he does so. His hair is messy from the wind, the outline of his face perfectly chiseled by the moonlight gracing his skin.
In that moment, you know something starts shifting between your feelings and your ever-so rational mind. You can’t help it. Not when he’s looking at you like you hung up the moon. Not when his beauty is one you would only find once in a lifetime.
You’re done for.
Despite this, you push your thoughts down your throat, managing to whisper, “I’ll really miss you when we go our separate ways, you know?”
He chuckles, “Because I’m the only male friend you have that actually takes good photos of you?”
“Your words, not mine.”
He beams teasingly before adding, “I’ll miss you too. A lot.”
Suddenly confronted with the vulnerability of your words, you tear your eyes away from him and start kicking sand beneath your feet, “I don’t know why I got sappy, sorry. I still have 2 days with you.”
“It’s cute,” Soobin reassures you. As a friend would, right? You don’t want to overthink it. “I never would have thought we’d warm up to each other so fast, but maybe I was meant to meet you on this trip.”
“Just so you have someone to buy you vinegar for your jellyfish stings?”
“That, and we make quite a good pair for people who only met at the start of this week.” Your heart feels like it’s being tugged from all sides, painfully reminded of the fact that you’ve grown attached to him in such a short period of time.
Right. You really shouldn’t get too attached to someone who will be an ocean away by the following week.
Your forlorn musings are interrupted by the chants of people that cut through the bubble you and Soobin have placed yourselves in. He flashes an ever so sweet smile at you, taking your hand in his.
“You ready to get absolutely shitfaced?”
The world is spinning before your eyes.
“Sooooobieeee” you slur out, arm snugly wrapped around his. “Let’s drink more!”
You don’t know how much alcohol is flowing through your bloodstream, but it was enough for you to cling into Soobin like he was the only thing keeping you grounded. Literally. If it weren’t for him, you would have fallen face flat into the ground.
He squeaks, “No more! You’re red all over!”
“And you’re not!” you pout, “It’s like I’m the only one having fun!”
You would have thought he was starting to get sick of you if it weren’t for his grip tightening before he says, “I’m having fun. But-”
“Soobin. Soobin. I’m going to throw up.”
He mutters a profanity in his native language, dragging you up so gently and guiding you somewhere your inebriated mind couldn’t fathom. It’s only when you breathe in the stench that you piece out that he had taken you to the bathroom (more specifically, the line of people leading to it.)
“Don’t barf on me, please,” Soobin practically begs, rubbing circles on your back as you lean further into his grip, dopey smile plastered on your face as you admire him from the angle below.
“You’re really, really, reallyyyy cute, Soobie,” you squeeze the bicep you’re clinging onto, making the man shriek in surprise. “How are you even real?”
He chooses to look away from your eyes that keep raking all over him, cheeks now a carmine red.
“I told you earlier that you didn’t look too bad yourself, but I wanted to tell you that you looked absolutely fucking beautiful. Far prettier than me. Even though I spent so long trying to look cute for you,” you stumble over your words as he keeps his hold on your waist. You don’t even notice that it was your turn to enter the bathroom when he sighs and escorts you inside, oblivious to the stares you got from stepping inside together.
He positions you so that you’re hunched over the toilet, his annoyingly long legs folded to keep you at eye level while he bunches your hair up. As your drunkenness wills, you expel the intoxication out of your system as Soobin wipes the sweat off your face and neck. When all is done, you look at him and weakly ask for toilet paper to wipe your face with, to which he takes it upon himself to do it for you, gingerly padding over your mouth and tear-stained cheeks.
“All okay?” Soobin asks as he throws the toilet paper away and tidies up the bathroom the best he could.
“Mhm,” you purr, latching onto his arm as he opens the door, receiving pointed stares from the people witnessing you step outside together. You were all oblivious to it, wanting nothing but to curl up into the heat his body tenders. He’s silent as you stumble over your feet, and yet he traces his arm back around your waist once more.
“Where are we going?”
“I’m taking you back.”
“But you haven’t even drank that much yet!”
“I’m not a heavy drinker.”
You sulk as he maneuvers you all the way back to your hotel room.
When he sets you down on the bed, your frown only gets deeper. He’s immediately rummaging through your bathroom, hurriedly asking where your cleansing wipes are before you succumb to slumber, and returns to your side albeit not telling him where it was. It’s funny, really, the way you could see yourselves falling into this routine in the future. A future that seems so out of reach, if only you wouldn’t be miles away from each other when all this is done.
“Stay still,” Soobin whispers, as if terrified of breaking through the air of tenderness sifting through your hotel room. He holds your face so delicately as he drags the makeup off of your lethargic state. He’s merely inches away and yet he seems so far from your reach.
“Soobin,” you let out, almost a pained, yearning whimper. You feel his fingers tremble against your cheek before he resumes his ministrations with a simple hum. “You’re even prettier up close.”
Maybe it’s the liquid courage. Maybe it’s all those talks with Karina. Maybe it’s the rare occurrence of you acting according to impulse– but you close the distance between the two of you, letting out a contented sigh as you feel his plump lips against yours.
The problem is Soobin stays unmoving.
You pull away, shame overcoming the entirety of your system.
“Soobin, I’m sor-”
“Good night,” he replies curtly.
All inebriety has fallen out of the window as you lay down, pulling the sheets all over yourself. You pray this was all just a dream. That you had actually dozed off as he was busying himself on tidying the makeup off your face.
The last thing you hear before sleep overcomes you are his faint footsteps and the clicking of your door.
page.soobin: let me know if you’re awake
: i bought painkillers for you
: i’ll come by then
It’s half past 3 in the afternoon when you awake from your slumber, groaning as you curse yourself for drinking like a maniac the previous night. You simply blink at Soobin’s texts, about to reply when you recall all the humiliation you put yourself in.
Fuck. Fuck. You’re fucked.
page.soobin: you awake?
: you have read receipts on by the way
Great.
: i just woke up
: it’s fine i can manage
: you don’t have to come over
page.soobin: stop
: at least let me take care of you
: i’m okay, soobin
: i swear
page.soobin: i’m still dropping by
: elevator rn
It all happens so quickly. One second you’re grimacing at the thought of seeing him in your disheveled and oh-so dreadfully humiliated state, and the next you’re opening the door for him. He’s dressed in a baggy shirt and shorts, hair disheveled as if he’s been running his hands through it the whole while.
“You should have gone out instead of worrying about my hungover,” you grumble under your breath, eyes not daring to land on him.
“Go out? Without you?” He says it like nothing significant happened between the two of you just hours ago.
“Yeah, I don’t know about that…”
Soobin puffs out a breath he’s been keeping for God knows how long.
“Listen-”
“We don’t have to talk about it, Soobin. I’m really sorry. We should just forget that ever happened and just go our separate ways for the rest of our days here.”
Your mind is in shambles as he stares blankly, debating what to say next.
“Please look at me.”
You can’t deny his request when his voice sounds like it’s about to break. When your eyes meet for the first time since last night, everything just comes crashing out on you. He’s staring so intently, you fear you’ll break upon his gaze.
“Did you mean it?”
“Mean what?”
“That you find me beautiful,” he pauses before adding, “That you tried to look pretty for me.”
You grimace at his prodding. “Why would I not mean it?”
“You were drunk.”
“Just because I’m drunk doesn’t mean I’m lying.”
Just like that, another awkward silence falls upon you. You could only hear his shallow breaths, like he was holding himself back. You pray he doesn’t hear the buzzing in your brain.
“I wanted to kiss you,” he professes matter-of-factly.
“You didn’t kiss me back.”
“I didn’t want our first kiss to be of us being drunk.”
You’re dumbfounded as you took in his feverish appearance.
“So, if you’ll let me,” he murmurs, “I’d like to have a do-over.”
This time, it wasn’t you who closed the distance between your lips. In a matter of seconds, all of you is filled with him. Soobin. Soobin, who didn’t want to make a move in fear of you not reciprocating. Soobin, who was patient enough to care for you in the most minuscule of ways. Soobin, who you have at the palm of your hand, giving you himself wholeheartedly. Soobin, who has yearned for you all this time.
His soft lips glide against yours so smoothly, his hands eventually slotting around the curve of your waist to pull you in closer. Kissing him felt like coming home. Pressed up against him is where you wanted to be forever.
Soobin pushes you to lay on the bed, with him following suit. He’s careful not to put his whole weight on you, but even so, you feel suffocated by the affection bubbling within you. He’s all yours, albeit just for this moment.
“Soob,” you manage to mewl out against the kisses he is peppering all over your collarbone.
“You alright, baby?” The endearment is enough to make your legs buckle around his waist, wanting to pull him in closer.
“More than alright,” you gasp as he grazes his teeth against your neck, leaving love bites. “I just can’t believe you’re mine today.”
He furrows his eyebrows, halting his actions, “Today?”
“Today,” you frown. “Last full day together and we’re back to our old lives.”
His eyes soften immediately, brushing the strands of hair from your face before he speaks, “It doesn’t have to be just today. I’m yours evermore.”
“But-”
“I’ll visit you every now and then. You can show me around your hometown, and I’ll fly you out to mine,” he traces his finger against your cheek, “And then you’ll meet Tori. I swear you’ll fall in love with her. And we’ll have all the time to ourselves.”
You snicker, “Do you say that to the girls back home too?”
Soobin chuckles in response, a low humming in his chest, “Home is with you.”
You feel like you’re going insane as you pull him in once more, so overwhelmed with the infatuation. Your kisses escalate from shy smacks to a full-blown makeout session, eliciting soft groans from the man looming above you. The way you touch each other feels as though you’re trying to memorize the feel of your bodies, your hands making their way to the skin of his chest under his shirt.
“Take it off if you want to, baby,” he prompts, half-teasing and half-desperate. You catch your breath before tugging on it, motioning for him to help you in pulling it over his head. Every part of him looks like it was sculpted by the gods so intricately. You really can’t believe he’s yours for the taking.
“You look like you’re about to devour me,” he teases.
“I am about to devour you.”
He moans at your words, taking you aback.
“You’re into that?”
“Only if it’s you.”
You don’t know how much time passes– all you know is that your clothes ended up on the floor and he’s inching his long fingers into your heat. His eyebrows are knit as he presses each knuckle to your walls, while you are left to whimper helplessly. His pace picks up, making your face scrunch up from the pleasure.
“Soo- baby, no,” you have a death grip on his arm, trying to stop him.
“Hurts?”
“No, good,” you swivel your hips, “Just want you inside.”
He gulps, a rush of heat going straight to his groin. “Condom?”
It’s irresponsible, really. Despite having previous experiences, you’ve never done it without. You don’t know why, but your brain compels you to heave in response, “No. I want all of you.”
“You’re going to be the death of me.”
“Death by dick seems pleasurable.”
Soobin almost can’t believe the humor laced in your words when he’s about to fuck the living daylights out of you, “Don’t die on me.”
He pulls himself out of his boxers, stroking himself. He’s achingly hard, and it took everything in you not to shoot up and beg him to let you have a taste.
“Soobin, you’re huge.”
“More surface area for me to love you with.”
You were about to shoot him a cringed out look when he guided his tip to your entrance. Both your faces scrunch up in pleasure despite the lack of penetration.
“Are you sure you want to do this?”
“Baby,” your chest heaves, “I need you. I thought I made that clear.”
He beams, a stark contrast to him starting to inch through your insides. He’s biting his lip as he holds your hips down, “You’re- fuck.”
Your brain has officially melted into a puddle when he manages to fit everything inside. He gives you time to adjust to the intrusion, pecking your face all over. You swear this is the closest thing to paradise.
And he’s not far off. You notice how his knuckles are turning white from gripping your hips so tautly, trying to ground himself.
When you give him the signal to move, Soobin swears he could almost finish from the first thrust. He’s almost whining from the all-consuming pleasure, thrusts going from the softest brushes against your walls to calculated presses against the deepest parts of you. Soon enough, you’re babbling against his collarbone, leaving your own marks on his ivory skin. He’s yours, yours, yours.
“Fuck,” Soobin sobs, “I just want to stay like this forever.”
You can’t even bring yourself to respond verbally, resorting to clenching around him. His sobs grow even louder, hips unrelenting against yours. You wish you had met back in your hometown. You wish he was easily within your reach. You wish you had the liberty of being tangled up with him for the rest of your life. You don’t want to let him go. What can you do when the only person you’ve allowed yourself to feel everything and anything for lives oceans away?
“Baby,” your voice is weak as you scratch up his back, tugging on his nape. “About to cum.”
This only eggs him on faster, now slamming his hips roughly as he chases your orgasm. “F-fuck. I-inside?”
You hum, locking your legs tighter around his waist, “Nowhere else. N-need to have a piece of you with- in me before we fly back tomorrow.”
Your words seem to do wonders for Soobin. Your orgasm hits you at the same time he spills his warmth deep inside. You would’ve teased him about how he came so much if you weren’t twitching from the aftershocks of your release. He stays inside as the two of you unwind, him drawing circles against your hips, trying to soothe it from his death grip from earlier.
“You alright?” he mumbles against your neck, lapping at it gently. You hum in response, running your fingers through his tousled hair. You lay in silence, relishing in each other’s body warmth under the covers. He kisses the top of your head from time to time, breathing in your scent.
“I smell like vomit,” you grimace.
“You smell like sex.”
You roll your eyes, “That too. But I’m too lazy to take a shower. Just want to be with you.”
He taps your thigh, smirking, “Just say you want to take a shower with me.”
And that, you did. He takes his time with you, locking you in his embrace as the water simmers through your bare bodies. Mundane as it is, you bask in the feel of his body pressed against yours. You’d do anything to live in this moment eternally.
When it was time to fly back home, it took everything in you not to lock yourself inside Soobin’s luggage. You had walked hand in hand, waiting for each other’s flights back home. He kept kissing your knuckles, hushing sweet nothings. When your flight had been announced for boarding, you had cried in his arms, desperately wanting to take him with you. Soobin, ever the mediator, kisses the top of your head, promising to be by your side in a few months’ time. You don’t dare to look back when you enter the gate. You’re scared you’ll fall into another fit of sobs.
It’s been 5 months since, and you’re lounging on your couch, waiting for Soobin’s daily good morning message. He had been consistent in giving you even the smallest details of his life, the highlight of each of your days being the video call you hop on for your debriefings until you fall asleep.
soob ♡: good morning
: the heat is killing me
Your face lights up as his name pops up on your screen.
: good morning <3
: it’s 17° in seoul though?
soob ♡: wanna see something funny?
: baby it’s too early for your league of legends gameplay
soob ♡: heyyy :(
: but please say yes
: this isn’t related to league i swear
: ?
: okay yes i wanna know something funny
soob ♡: okay maybe this is borderline creepy instead of funny
: [Sent a photo attachment.]
You shriek as you open the photo, feet immediately waddling over to your front door.
There he is.
Soobin has a large grin on his face when his eyes land on you, a bouquet of lilies in his hand extended towards you. Even so, your favorite flowers dull in comparison to your favorite boy. The bouquet is all forgotten on the ground when you run to his embrace, one that you’ve been longing for. You don’t care if the neighbors could hear your squealing throughout the apartment hallway. He’s here. He’s here. He’s here, and he’s finally all yours.
If you started listing every single positive thing about dating an idol like Choi Yeonjun, the list would probably be endless.
Working at his company didn't just mean proximity. It gave you the perfect excuse for little getaways together in different cities. Mini holidays tucked between schedules.
The tour kept expanding, city after city, and Yeonjun had a talent — or perhaps a flaw — for pushing himself past his limits just to give his absolute best on stage.
On the other hand, your role was more about presence than anything else, which meant you had as much free time as you wanted. And what better way to spend it than scrolling through tumblr? You'd been addicted long before you'd even dared to fantasise about dating your bias.
And although you'd never really had any serious arguments — nothing beyond who'd eaten the last slice of pizza or why he kept stealing a few of your clothes to complete his outfits — you hadn't expected something so... small to turn into a problem.
One that would lead to a solution you never saw coming.
You came back from the kitchen with a mug of coffee for him and a hot chocolate for yourself, but your smile faltered the moment you caught the look he threw at you as you stepped into the room again.
Your phone in his hand.
“Is something wrong?” You asked, genuinely confused, setting both mugs down on the bedside table before turning your head back to him.
You've never been the type to hide things from each other and, although Yeonjun has never been the sort of boyfriend to snoop through phones, your pin is his birthday — and he knows it, uses it whenever he wants to send himself the photos you've taken of him or put some music on from your mobile.
Even so, he doesn't need to answer.
He simply turns your phone around, holding it up in front of your face, and there it is — your Tumblr account glowing back at you from the screen.
“I opened a notification by accident,” he explains, though the tightness in his voice, the way his whole body has gone rigid, tells you he's forcing himself to stay composed because the other members are just a few hotel rooms away. “It's... sweet that you read stories about me, yn, won't deny that.”
The use of your actual name is enough to make your stomach drop.
Yeonjun is hopelessly addicted to sickeningly cute pet names. And when he stops using them — that's when something is wrong.
“Baby, I don't understand–”
“Oh, you don't understand?” He scoffs, humourless, glancing away for a second as if you've just lied to his face. You haven't.
You genuinely don't know what's upsetting him.
“A story where i'm a university playboy who turns out to be a virgin? Yeah, I can wrap my head around you fantasising about that...” He looks back at you, then down at the phone, scrolling until he reaches the part that clearly matters.
And when your eyes catch Distraction – Choi Soobin, reblogged on your profile — you swallow.
“'Needed something like this in my life,'” he quotes, disbelief laced through every syllable. “Is this a joke?”
Your comment clearly doesn't amuse him. Your phone slips from his hand onto the bed as he stands abruptly.
“Baby, it's not what you think. I was just reading it and liked the narrative, it's not like—”
“Like what?” He cuts in. “Like you read erotic stories about my bandmate?”
His voice threatens to rise, but he forces it down. He refuses to even consider shouting at you. Still, the vein standing out against his bare forehead gives him away.
He's right at his limit.
“I'm not fantasising about soobin, baby, please.” You step closer, hoping your words will be enough to steady him.
Your hands brush over his forearms — a silent question, asking for permission before you hold him.
“I promise it's not like that. I only read it because I've probably already read every single fanfic about you.”
Yeonjun watches you for a few seconds, jaw tight — then it slowly eases. His shoulders drop with a measured breath, and you take the chance to wrap your arms around his waist.
“They're called fanfics?”
You can't help but smile at the shift in his voice — softer now, threaded with faint curiosity.
Yeonjun is so not chronically online it borders on impressive. He genuinely has no idea what his fans create about him.
And you thought the conversation would end there — that it wouldn't come up again.
Until a couple of nights later.
After a hot shower, waiting for him to come back from practice, you pick out the comfiest pyjamas you own for the night.
When he appears at the bedroom door, you smile and step close enough to kiss him in greeting, but the sheer intensity of him catches you off guard.
"Ngh—" slips from your throat against his mouth. His hands cradle your head as if he needs to make sure you won't pull away and, god, it's Choi Yeonjun — it's impossible not to feel your knees weaken when he kisses you like that.
“Missed you— so fucking much—” he murmurs between kisses that grow messier, less restrained. his teeth catch your bottom lip and another soft, helpless whimper spills from your throat.
His hands find your hips and he lifts you as if you weigh nothing at all. He carries you to the bed, lets your body fall back against the mattress.
Before you can even catch your breath, his teeth sink into the inside of your thighs, sharp and deliberate, while his fingers push the fabric of your shorts aside — your panties along with them.
Your hips lift instinctively when you feel his breath ghost over your cunt, warm and teasing.
“Babe—“ you whimper, and that alone makes him grin. He knows where you want him. He always knows.
His tongue teases your clit at first — slow. Your legs tremble, your hands tangling in his hair, tugging without meaning to.
Yeonjun has always been good at eating you out. he knows how to start, where to lick, which movements make your breath hitch, how to take his time until you're shaking for him.
You squeeze your eyes shut. His name slips from your lips before you can stop it, and your hips chase friction at the maddening slowness of his movements. But you already know him, and he knows you.
So his hands grip your thighs to keep you exactly where he wants you, his mouth devouring you like he's been thinking about this all day.
And if there's one thing Yeonjun is even better at than eating you out, it's using his fingers.
“Fuck— yes!” your back arches when you feel two fingers push inside without warning, sliding in slick and effortless.
It's ridiculous how wet you get just for him — how your body gives you away every single time. But you can't help it, can you?
His lips close around your clit, sucking gently while his tongue keeps a steady rhythm. He's always been addicted to your taste, your scent — the way you unravel for him does something to his head.
His fingers stay buried inside you, curling in that come here motion that hits exactly where you need it most.
You moan loud, embarrassingly loud. Your skin prickles every time his fingertips brush that sweet, devastating spot, the tension in your stomach tightening and loosening in waves, pulling you closer and closer to the edge.
But when you open your eyes — almost like your body's bracing for the orgasm about to wreck you — your heart lurches violently in your chest.
Soobin is standing in the doorway.
Arms crossed.
Watching you both.
“What the—!” You jolt, legs instinctively trying to snap shut as you push yourself up, but Yeonjun stops you.
“Stay.” He growls against you, the vibration of his voice sending a sharp shiver through your body.
“Soobin is—”
He pulls back just enough to look at you, eyes darker than they were seconds ago. “Lie back, yn. Now.”
You know that voice.
God, you do.
Your body lowers back onto the mattress, obedient despite the chaos in your head. His fingers keep striking that spot again and again, precise, but you force yourself to stay composed. You can't look away from Soobin, still standing in the doorway like this is nothing. Like this is normal.
“What is going on?” You manage, breath thin, eyes flicking back to your boyfriend as he shifts to get comfortable.
He settles at your side on the bed, propped slightly on one elbow, never once stopping the steady rhythm of his fingers inside you. He finds your g spot effortlessly — he always does — but your hips are stiff now, your muscles tense. You don't let the pleasure take you. Not while Soobin is watching.
Yeonjun and Soobin share a look, and the third presence between you begins to move with calm steps towards the bed. The eye contact between you is intense, charged, even though Soobin's demeanour remains what it always is — outwardly relaxed, almost shy, if you didn't know him well enough to see past it.
He kneels beside the bed, his face level with yours.
But you turn to your boyfriend instead, frowning.
“Yeonjun, this isn't—”your voice breaks off, swallowed by your own whimper when his fingers suddenly pick up speed inside you.
“Were you saying something?” he arches a brow, holding your gaze — almost. Because your eyes are fighting to stay on him instead of rolling back at the forced pleasure coiling tight in your stomach.
“I– I—” You can barely form words without dissolving into a mess of broken moans. You're tense — so tense your body has nowhere to send the pressure except into the pleasure Yeonjun keeps dragging out of you, mercilessly pressing against that spot while he watches your face.
His jaw is tight, eyes dark — almost black. You can feel his erection against your leg, hard, insistent, pulsing with every shallow breath he takes.
“You know our safeword,” he says, tone measured, almost clinical — like this is a test. “You'll say it if you need to. Won't you? Say it, yn. Go on.”
It's an order. You recognise it.
But your mind won't cooperate. Not when your orgasm is cresting, seconds away from tearing through you — not with your boyfriend's fingers inside you and his bandmate kneeling right there, watching you fall apart.
Yeonjun knows your body so well — like the back of his hand — that at the very first sign of your release, the way your walls tighten around his fingers, he stops without warning.
You cry out, the tension draining from you all at once as frustration replaces it. Your eyes look wrecked, desperate — almost as if you're being punished.
“I was going to c—”
“Quiet.” His voice is firm. It makes you feel small.
“She's so pretty.”
The voice beside you makes you turn, heat rushing to your face. You can't hold Soobin's gaze for more than half a second. Your body throbs in response to the praise, and beside you, Yeonjun's jaw tightens even further.
You look back at your boyfriend, your eyes silently asking what this is — why Soobin is here. No warning. No explanation.
Without a word, his fingers start moving inside you again, slower this time — but now his thumb joins in, tracing tight circles over your clit. You swallow a moan; It's almost too much, the stimulation sharp and overwhelming.
“Didn't you like the story about you and Soobin having sex in his room?” Yeonjun asks.
Your cheeks burn. You've never felt so exposed.
“I didn't—”
“You're going to tell him every detail, yn,” Yeonjun orders — nearly a threat — as his fingers pick up pace again, the double attention between your legs dragging you helplessly back towards pleasure. “Every. Single. Detail.”
“I don't want to.” you murmur, trying to make it sound steady instead of like another broken moan slipping out of you.
“And what's the word for that?” He raises his brows.
You part your lips to answer — but Soobin steals your attention again.
“You can tell me, yn,” he says softly. “You know I wouldn't judge you, right?”
You glance at him for only a second before looking back at Yeonjun. Your walls tighten around his fingers — not from release this time, but from the weight of being watched. From the way Soobin's calm voice does something to you. It's inevitable. It's your body reacting.
“Come on, yn,” Yeonjun urges. “Tell him.”
You turn to Soobin, properly meeting his eyes, and your lips fall open. A soft whine slips out when your boyfriend suddenly increases the pace again.
“I was only reading it because—”
“Yn.” Yeonjun's voice brushes your ear in warning, his fingers pressing a little deeper.
Soobin lifts his brows slightly, silently urging you to continue.
“It's about a girl who's your best friend and s-she likes you—” You manage, words trembling as the knot in your stomach pulls tight again.
Soobin nods, his hand lifting to cup your cheek gently. “You're doing so well. Keep going.”
The knot tightens, sharper now, and Yeonjun takes advantage of it — his fingers moving faster, more deliberate. His thumb knows the exact rhythm to keep you hovering right at the edge without letting you fall.
“And then y-you offer to calm her down, you start to—”
Your legs try to close, instinctively, but they don't let you. You glance at Yeonjun, and he's looking at you like you're the most intoxicating thing he's ever seen.
“You're going to keep those pretty eyes on soobin, alright?” He murmurs. You nod, not daring to disobey. “If you look at me again, i'll stop. And you don't want that, do you?”
You love when he does that — speaks to you like he knows exactly what you need.
Because he does.
Your head turns back to Soobin, and the wrongness of it all only makes it more intoxicating.
“Look at you,” Soobin murmurs, “so pretty and so desperate at the same time.” His thumb drags lightly over your lower lip. “Go on. I want to hear the rest.”
“Y-you go down on her—”
“No.” Yeonjun corrects now, his voice firm against your ear. “He goes down on you.”
You swallow, hips lifting instinctively to chase more friction.
“You go down on me— while I'm looking at the mirror on the ceiling—” your back arches; Soobin's mouth curves faintly at that. “Then you make her— make me cum a few times and—”
Soobin catches the shift in your expression before you even warn. his eyes darken.
“I’m gonna cum,” you breathe out, the words torn from you in a desperate whisper. Your hips lift, your legs trembling uncontrollably. “Shit— 'm going to cum.”
Soobin glances at Yeonjun, then back at you.
You don't want to. Not like this. Not while looking at your boyfriend's bandmate.
“Baby, please—” You turn, almost pleading and instantly regret it when you feel the sudden emptiness as his fingers slide out of you. “Yeonjun!”
“I warned you.” He says simply, shifting to switch places with Soobin. “Hands above your head. Eyes closed.”
You look at both of them before obeying. You feel your legs being parted by warm hands, though you can't quite tell whose they are.
“She's soaked.” Soobin murmurs under his breath, sounding almost surprised.
“Such a pathetic mess,” your boyfriend replies, almost mockingly. “She's always like this. Sometimes I don't even have to touch her for her to get that wet.”
Your cheeks burn. They're talking about you like you're not even there — or like it doesn't matter that you are.
“You should see her after shows,” yeonjun adds, his voice brushing across your face. “Her panties are ruined every time I perform Talk to you, my needy little whore.”
Yeonjun's perfume fills your lungs, makes your stomach twist — but while he keeps talking, warmth spreads between your legs.
You jolt — first because it's Soobin, and second because his tongue is warm, slow, and he knows exactly where to lick without you having to guide him— just like Yeonjun.
“F-fuck, yes,” you breathe out, eyes squeezing shut as your hips tense. “Mm— right there.”
“Told you,” your boyfriend mutters, fingers tangling in your hair to tilt your head back with that familiar, controlled firmness. “She goes stupid if you know how to eat her.”
His thumb brushes along your jaw as he leans closer.
“And that's nothing,” he adds, voice low against your ear, “you've no idea what she's like when you start playing with her nipples.”
Your lips part when you feel the tip of Yeonjun brush against them, and he begins to move his hips — slow at first. His grip in your hair is firm, guiding the rhythm of your mouth taking him.
“And her mouth is so...” He exhales heavily, almost a growl, “so easy to use. It’s a fucktoy you're going to love.”
Soobin only answers with low, muffled "mhm" sounds between your thighs, eating you like a starving man. The only things filling the room alongside Yeonjun's voice are your choked, uncontrollable moans — and the wet sounds of Soobin's tongue against you.
His chin is slick with you, your arousal coating him even though you haven't come yet.
And just when you think you couldn't possibly be any more overstimulated, you feel two hands travelling up your body until they reach your nipples.
But no — It’s not Yeonjun.
Soobin's fingers squeeze them gently at first, drawing a sharp arch from your back. Then his touch turns precise, deliberate — thumbs circling the hardened peaks, rolling them in a way that pushes you closer and closer to the edge.
Yeonjun uses your mouth, thrusting steadily, his length sliding deep into your throat. Tears spill down your cheeks, but your eyes stay shut, your hands remain above your head — just like he told you.
One of the things he's always loved about you is the way your throat tightens around him, how you can take him so deep without faltering. You barely gag anymore — almost used to it from the countless times you've done this for him.
Yeonjun knows how much you love doing this — how soaked you get for him, tasting every inch of him in your mouth.
Soobin's tongue on your clit becomes unbearable, and your nipples burn with overstimulation, so you let yourself fall into the pleasure completely.
Your moan vibrates against Yeonjun's skin, your hips lifting instinctively, while Soobin grows even more desperate to taste every drop you spill across him.
The climax hits so hard that your thighs clamp around him without meaning to, the intensity stretching the pleasure far beyond what you're used to.
You twist on the bed, drawing your legs together, arching your back, trying to ride out the orgasm as it rolls through you.
“I’m not done with you yet,” you hear your boyfriend growl, tugging your hair to pull you back. You moan, tilting your head up to look at him. His knees press into the edge of the bed, eyes dark and amused as he watches you like the toy he's playing with. “Look at you — so easy to ruin.”
It's true. You're a mess, and this is only the beginning. Tears blur your vision, your chest struggles for normal breaths, and your legs tremble uncontrollably.
Soobin wipes the remnants of you with his hand and glances at his friend. “Can i?”
You notice immediately that Soobin's cock is bigger than Yeonjun's — just by looking — but everything happens so fast that you barely register it.
Your head falls back over the edge of the bed, mouth open, while soobin thrusts slowly into your throat — taking his time just to see the way your gag tightens around him as you choke out muffled moans.
Yeonjun gives you no chance to recover. His hands clamp onto your hips after pulling off your clothes, and with a hard, precise thrust, he hits your g spot again, sending sharp, delicious jolts of overstimulation through you.
The sound of him thrusting roughly echoes through your room, fingers digging into your skin as if he's afraid you might vanish.
And you? You're just a small, overstimulated thing caught between two friends, a mess of saliva around Soobin's cock.
He slips from your mouth with just the right softness. A heavy groan escapes him, and even though you can breathe again, it's impossible to do it properly. Not with the raw, relentless way your boyfriend is fucking you.
You glance toward the end of the bed — Yeonjun's forehead slick with sweat, hair pushed back. The sight is hypnotic, as it always is. Effortlessly beautiful. Eyes locked on your bouncing breasts.
“Look at him,” he says, breath ragged, lifting his piercing gaze to yours while thrusting his hips with even more brutal force. “Don't you dare look at me.”
You do it — because Yeonjun's voice always leaves you weak, and by now you're far too exhausted to think logically.
Soobin watches you, his thumb brushing against your lower lip, sliding inside for you to suck. You do. The skin at the back of his neck ripples.
“She's really enjoying this.” He murmurs to yeonjun, almost mockingly.
Your eyes stay locked on his, his finger pressing against your tongue, and you open your mouth obediently. He brings his cock closer again, and you lean forward to lick the tip. A low, amused laugh escapes him.
Desperate. so pathetic.
Yeonjun guides your legs onto his shoulders, lifting your hips. Stars flare behind your eyelids as the tip of his cock finds exactly where you need it.
“Mm— gonna cum.” You barely warn him, voice high and whiny, already trembling with need.
Soobin exhales heavily, glancing back at his friend. “She’s always like this?”
Yeonjun grips you harder, thrusting into you with a brutal force that borders on painful — and you love every second of it.
“Yeah,” he pants, barely looking at Soobin, eyes fixed on you. Tears threaten to spill from your eyes as you take Soobin in your mouth. “She's always this cockdrunk.”
Just hearing the word is enough to let your body release all the built-up tension, flooding Yeonjun's cock with your fluids. You moan loudly against Soobin, the vibration tickling the tip of him.
“Fuck, Yeonjun, i’m gonna cum.” Soobin warns, tilting his head back as you try to catch your breath, still sucking on him.
“No, don't—” your boyfriend says, shifting his attention to him with a sharp glance, pulling out of you to give you a moment to recover.
A moment so short you barely manage it.
In movements that felt almost torturous, Yeonjun guided Soobin until he was positioned over you. His instructions to you were clear. “On your back,” “look at him,” “hands up”
And you did, because by now you were fully wrapped up in everything happening.
Soobin slides into you carefully, giving you time to adjust to his size. He isn’t as thick as Yeonjun, but noticeably longer. His eyes stay on you the entire time, as if silently asking whether you’re alright, whether you’re sure about this.
And you are — you always are.
The dynamic with your boyfriend has been like this since the beginning of your relationship. He orders, you obey. Yeonjun has a thing for control, and it goes beyond sex. In the middle of the street, in everyday life, even at work — he likes to give instructions, likes everyone to see that if there’s anyone who knows how to handle you properly, who knows exactly what you need, it’s him.
Your eyes search for him because you can’t help it. Even though Soobin knows how to move and it feels fucking good, your pleasure answers to only one person in that room.
His gaze is locked on you, his hand wrapped around his hard cock. He barely moves it, almost as if he’s enjoying watching you more than touching himself.
You can see in his eyes that he’s enjoying this far more than he wants to admit.
“Look at him.” He mouths the words — no sound needed. This is a punishment, one you’re both enjoying. A punishment for daring to think about someone else intimately.
And Soobin? Soobin gives you a raw thrust that drags you back to the present. So rough your eyes water.
Because, yes. It feels soo good.
Your back arches, your eyes roll, and a broken whine echoes through the room. Your legs tremble — a confusing mix of ache and desire that you can’t translate into words, only into incoherent sounds.
Soobin leans down just enough to keep thrusting into you in a way that feels impossibly deep, so deep your stomach tightens almost instantly. You glance down — a subtle bulge appearing in your abdomen with each snap of his hips. The sight is nearly as hypnotic as the movement itself.
Finally, he kisses you. At first his lips only brush yours, almost as if he’s asking before pressing them fully against you. They’re full — like your boyfriend’s — but different, and for a second your mind blanks.
Soobin kisses well. too well.
His thrusts pick up. Faster. Harder. Relentless. The kiss that began slow and deep turns messy, urgent. One of his hands moves to your nipple, playing with it in a way that makes your back arch sharply, breaking the kiss with breathless moans.
But that doesn’t stop him.
“S’ tight,” he groans against your lips as his hips pick up more speed, pressing his forehead to yours. “You’re s’fucking tight.”
He says it like it’s a compliment you should be proud of, and your walls clench instinctively around his width in response.
“S-soobin— s’good—!” Your voice comes out ridiculously high, exhausted but desperate. The sound of skin slapping skin is obscene, filthy — loud enough that the rest of the hotel floor could probably hear. You don’t care.
None of you do.
When you feel that internal tightening that tells you you’re close, you instinctively turn your head towards Yeonjun — but Soobin catches your jaw, guiding your face back to him. It isn’t rough. It’s surprisingly gentle for someone who feels seconds away from losing control.
His eyes are almost black, fixed on you with a hunger and a kind of desperation you’ve never seen in his usual calm composure.
You lift your hips just slightly, chasing your own release — adjusting the angle with deliberate precision. It tips you over the edge without warning. The orgasm hits hard, sudden, stealing the air from your lungs and blurring your vision.
“Fuck, Soobin—!” You cry out helplessly, right at the peak, while he keeps thrusting instead of slowing down. It’s overwhelming. Delicious. Almost too much.
“Stay like that— just like that.” It sounds like an order and a plea at the same time. Your eyes are hazy with pleasure, but you catch the exact moment he loses himself too — his brows knitting together, eyes squeezing shut as a broken, uncharacteristically raw groan tears from his throat.
His hips gradually slow after you feel him spill inside you — warm, sticky, intimate. You let your body fall back against the mattress, and he braces himself with one hand beside your head, keeping his weight from crushing you.
Both of you are breathless. Both of you wrecked.
The hand still resting on your chest gives a few lazy squeezes, like he’s trying to come back down from whatever just overtook him.
When you finally look at each other, you realise you look the same — wide, disbelieving eyes. Flushed cheeks. Swollen lips. Shy, almost embarrassed little laughs slipping out under your breath.
And then, together, you turn to look at Yeonjun.
His hand is still wrapped around his thick erection. His abdomen is tight, muscles drawn sharp beneath his skin. The veins in his arms stand out — and the ones along his length are even more pronounced.
He takes a few steps closer and, even though you feel like you’ve already given everything, you know this is where the real punishment begins.
Soobin is still hard. Still inside you. The only difference now is that you’re on top of him, the new position letting him reach even deeper. His hands cup your breasts, squeezing, thumbs circling your nipples in slow, deliberate motions.
But he isn’t the reason those shameless whimpers tear from your throat, nearly turning into cries.
It’s Yeonjun.
The merciless thrusts he drives into you, fingers digging into your hips to hold you still as he pushes into your other hole — each movement sharp, controlled, unrelenting.
His other hand wraps around your throat — firm, precise — pressing in just the right places, not enough to cut off your air, but enough to make your head feel light, your pulse throb beneath his fingers.
“Is this what you wanted?” He breathes against your ear, raw and unsteady. It sounds like a reprimand, jealousy tangled up with hunger. “To have us both inside you?”
Soobin lifts his hips to meet you, driving deeper, faster. Your sweet spot doesn’t get a second to recover — It’s struck again and again without mercy.
Yeonjun’s skin slams against you, harsh and relentless. Tears spill from your eyes. It hurts. But it feels so, so good.
The head of Yeonjun’s cock hits exactly where it needs to — over and over again — rough, relentless, not once pausing to ask whether it hurts, whether you like it. You can feel his jealousy working itself out through every thrust, his grip on your hips unyielding, possessive. A reminder.
His words at your ear are clear. “Don’t you— fucking dare to forget who you belong to.”
Your eyes are on Soobin — on the way he’s losing himself, the way he enjoys every drop of your weight onto his oversensitive length — but all your awareness is centred on Yeonjun. On his hand at your throat. His voice. The punishing rhythm of his hips.
“‘M sorry, ‘m sorry,” you whimper, turning your face just enough to catch his gaze. “‘M–‘m shit—! ’m yours—ah!”
They both pick up the pace at the same time, like some unspoken agreement you’re not part of. Your body is so overstimulated, so worn down, that your next orgasm climbs frighteningly fast.
Third? Fourth? You’ve lost count.
All you know is the knot tightening deep inside you — but this time it spreads. Not just in your cunt. It coils through parts of you didn’t even know could feel like this, building into something bigger, sharper, overwhelming.
The first thing you grab onto are Soobin’s forearms. Your nails dig into them, and the sting only makes his thrusts turn faster, rougher. You can feel it building again, that sharp, desperate need to cum. It’s different this time. Stronger. Fuller. Almost unbearable.
“Mmm— pleasse—! I–I need—” you babble, because that’s all you are right now. A toy. Something for them to use. You’re a wreck of incoherent, pathetic little sounds. “C–cum—! ’M going— i—!”
Yeonjun’s mouth is at your neck, biting down, leaving possessive marks along the spots that make you tremble hardest. Your cunt aches with pleasure, clenching tight around Soobin as his fingers keep teasing your sensitive nipples, pushing you closer and closer.
At the same time, you feel yourself tighten around Yeonjun too — your other hole fluttering helplessly as he groans low against your skin, his own release right on the brink of breaking.
“Look at what you made me do,” he mutters against your skin, almost venomous. “Attention whore — Is that what you are?”
Your nails dig deeper into Soobin’s skin. You hear him groan at the sting, but you can’t stop. You’re too far gone.
Yeonjun leans back to your ear, lips brushing the shell of it as he delivers the final words that split you open completely.
“So fucking mine.”
“Yes—!” Your voice comes out high, broken, shrill — right as your orgasm crashes into you at the same time as theirs. The three of you unravel together, bodies locking, tension snapping all at once. Heat floods you, overwhelming, intimate, leaving you shaking through the aftershock.
Your body and Yeonjun’s both slump to the side of Soobin, your boyfriend immediately wrapping his arms around your waist. Even the softness of his touch makes you hypersensitive now — your whole body trembling, nerves misfiring like tiny electric shocks beneath your skin. You can’t even open your eyes properly.
“You did so well,” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your bare shoulder, his voice returning to that gentle, honeyed tone that always undoes you. “You’re so beautiful like this.”
Another kiss — this time to your cheek.
Soobin props his head on his hand, still catching his breath, watching the two of you quietly.
All three of you know this isn’t going to be a one night thing.
៹ synopsis 𓈒 𓈒 𓈒 following the events of your pool party gone wrong, you have been in thrown into the depths of confusion as your step brother has been ignoring you after catching you sleeping with his best friend. having no clue what is happening, your parents planned a retreat to straighten things out. leaving you no choice but to spend a summer retreat with two guys you are infatuated with.
៹ pairings 𓈒 𓈒 𓈒 step brother!soobin x fem!reader x step brother's best friend!beomgyu
៹ genre 𓈒 𓈒 𓈒 dead dove! smut with almost no plot. gist of unrequited love. (step) brother's best friend. non!idol au.
៹ warnings 𓈒 𓈒 𓈒 detailed explicit content. multiple sex scenes. dom!soogyu + sub!reader. heavy themes of stepcest & exhibitionism. threesome. vouyerism. p in v. unprotected sex. public sex. oral (f and m rec). masturbation. face sitting. riding. dual penetration. some slurs. lots of petnames. overstimulation. multiple orgasm. fingering. nipple play. humping. dirty, dirty talk (mostly beomgyu).
៹ word count 𓈒 𓈒 𓈒 11400+ (this is not proofread, pls don't judge)
IT HAS BEEN TWO WEEKS SINCE YOUR STEP BROTHER'S BEST FRIEND MESSED YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE PERFECT SUMMER. And, it has also been two weeks since that same step brother caught your just-got-fucked state after his best friend took your virginity. Between those days, you didn't hear anything from anyone. Not even to Beomgyu, who is the one who managed to bring you home after Soobin left you in that room with him.
Which is weird, considering what he just said after the door opened that day. But it is much weirder that you are still thinking about it until now.
Speaking of Soobin, he has been weirdly distancing himself from you. No more morning banters, or late night messages of “are you up?” before walking towards the nearest 24/7 store. Making you feel like you are at fault for hopping on his best friend's dick when clearly your sex life has nothing to do with him. It baffles you at most. Just like that one moment when your whole family is out for dinner and he asks his father to pass the salt when you are still using it.
You didn't know that he could be this petty. To the point that even your parents interrogate you if you have done something to your step brother for him to act like that. Of course, there is no way you could hand them a proper answer—not when you are also left with dozens of questions why he, out of all people, is ignoring you like he is allergic to your presence.
And of course, Beomgyu. The last thing you heard from him is when you overheard Soobin talking to his dad about the league he is playing on the TV. His father asked if he is playing with his friend who is a chatterbox, for which Soobin replied that he and that friend haven't been talking much these days.
Assuming that he is referring to Beomgyu, it made you more confused and left-out. You want to think that this must be the reason why he hasn't contacted you after that party incident. Because it is uncomfortable for him and Soobin that he is dicking you down when you are his step sibling. But then again, it will all come down to what Soobin had said the moment he saw you and Beomgyu sharing a bed together, with hints of sex clinging in the air.
You couldn't wait for me?
It doesn't make sense. His attitude now compared from the way he treated you before doesn't align and it is driving you nuts. Whatever’s going between you and Beomgyu doesn't help either. Hell, even your girly crush on him puts you in a deep state of doubt.
Was it all a one-time thing to him? Does he go into an after sex clarity after you two got caught by his best friend that happens to be your older step brother? It spirals your mind out of control.
Another problem is, being stuck in one place with Soobin makes you feel like you are in a prison. Your parents even feel like they are walking on eggshells whenever you two are around. So, in order to straighten things out, the best solution that they could think of is going on a family retreat.
Which is why you are now under the morning sunlight, arms crossed in your chest as you watch your step father load all the things and baggage in the trunk. You were the one helping him ever since Soobin was nowhere to be found after he was tasked to buy some chips and soda to serve as snacks in the cabin.
Your mom even asked you to text the guy since you are scheduled to leave an hour from now. For which you did, breaking your no-contact streak with him after two weeks. You could never say no to your mother—that is why this whole fiasco started anyway. Still, it would break her heart if their efforts on reconciling their children go to waste.
06:30 | Aa Soobin
mom is looking for you.
get back home.
don’t ruin this for them.
read.
That was twenty-five minutes ago. And until now, your hell-of-a-kind step brother is still missing in action. Your step father just finished packing up, now starting the car while your mother is still trying to reach Soobin. She just hit another dead end when you saw two familiar figures walking towards your garage.
It was step brother, and beside him is a person that you could loathe from afar—Beomgyu, with a stuffed bag pack hanging on his shoulder.
“Oh Soobin, thank heavens!” Your mom exclaimed, walking towards the two men who took turns in giving her a warm hug. “Sorry I took some time, I wanted to bring Gyu along with us.” He announced, not even giving you a single glance like your opinion about the matter is not important.
“Well, I hope you all don't mind. Soobin said that it is an outdoor retreat,” Beomgyu's deep, raspy voice felt unfamiliar yet eerily satisfying to your ears. It might be hard to admit, but his effects on your body haven't moderated, not even one bit. “You all know that’s my speciality.” He grinned, finding it easy to get along with your parents.
You unconsciously roll your eyes, impatiently tapping your fingers in your arms as you watch them share some giggles and adore Beomgyu's chitchats while you all soak in the sun’s early heatwave. It is obvious that they do not mind, they wholly consider that guy as their second son. Finally remembering her daughter, your mom turned to you, her hands still resting on Beomgyu's shoulder.
“You ready to go, dear?” Your mom gently asked, sweetly smiling as she helped Beomgyu put his bag into the trunk. “Sure,” You sounded too airy, clearing your throat after realizing that your voice got wobbly. “I mean, sure. Let's go.”
Silently repenting for being too affected by his presence, you quickly went to grab the car's handle but Soobin suddenly went to the other side. There he goes again. He was really testing your sanity, and you could tell that it was all on purpose. That man knew how much you loved the window seat. And now, you have to talk to the guy you want to thoroughly ignore just to make sure that you would secure the other side.
Which you failed to do so, not when your mom already gestured to you to make space so Beomgyu could enter. Leaving you stuck in between these two men who really sit like you doesn't exist in their perspective.
“All good to go?” Your step father asked, and Beomgyu gave an exaggerated thumbs up. Squirming at your position, you could not help but subtly glare at the guy on your left.
This retreat will surely not end on a good note.
THE RIDE TO YOUR PARENT’S CABIN WAS SUSPICIOUSLY QUIET. Your mom was napping in the front seat, while your step father was listening to the morning radio as he drove calmly. Soobin, who was sitting on your right, also had his eyes closed. Head closely tipping into your shoulder the moment he dozed off.
The peaceful ambiance inside the car also made you dozy, but you couldn't possibly stay still when Beomgyu's fingers kept on brushing on your thigh. He was on his wired earphones, listening to God knows what with his eyes glued in the scenery outside. Yet, it doesn't change the fact that his fingertips glaze on your skin ever since your mom and Soobin went unconscious, giving you goosebumps every single time.
As much as you want to ignore it, your eyes flew in shock when his warm palm fully rested itself on your flesh. Your head instantly swaying to check if Soobin was awake on your other side before you squint your eyes at Beomgyu. The beat of your heart ran fast, thighs instinctively closing themselves shut as you tried to remove his hand on it. Yet, he remained persistent, even grasping on it tighter.
If you were confused before the ride started, you are now deeply and intently mystified. Because why is he touching you under no permission when he clearly disregarded your overall being for the whole two weeks.
Running out of patience, you gently tugged his earphones to catch his attention. “What are you doing?” Beomgyu faced you with a smirk on his lips, casually removing the earphones he was wearing to solely focus on you. “Yes? You are cold?” Your brows creased at his random response, caught off guard with how tender his voice is.
“What? No—”
“It’s okay, you could borrow my jacket.”
A wrinkle formed in your forehead at his out of context replies, watching him take off his jacket while you are still comprehending his words. You knew he was teasing you, pissing you off even. This is one of the oldest tricks he has that you have learned by watching him from afar.
But the question is why? Why is he doing this when he disappeared in your lives for two weeks after that thing happened in the party? Is he really trying to drive you crazy?
Soon, you found his jacket on your lap, covering your lower body that left you utterly puzzled. Cautiously, you observe your surroundings if anyone has seen your whole interaction with Beomgyu but they are still in their previous positions. With Soobin now leaning too closely to rest his head on your shoulder.
Being in a limited space, you decided that you would just confront Beomgyu later on to avoid any drama before the retreat even starts. However, the man on your left can't really keep his hands on himself. Once again feeling his palm roam into your thigh under his jacket.
For then you realized what those replies meant. He is being a sneaky motherfucker.
“Gyu,” You tried to warn him, minimizing your voice as you knew that your step father can still hear your banters. Your hands also crept under the jacket, trying to unlatch his palm into your flesh but his hold on your thigh was way too firm.
“Stop moving,” His low whisper tingles your nerves, anxiety starting to swarm in your chest as you try to maintain calm. “You don't want them to notice us, right?” He then uttered, fingers slowly creeping up your inner thighs. You were about to move away from him when Soobin's sleeping head finally landed on your shoulder, locking you on that spot.
The position the three of you have in the backseat leaves you in deep contradiction. It is not that you didn't miss Beomgyu's touch, or his presence in total. Because even if you deny it or claim that you despise his sudden self-insert in your retreat, you have missed this—him, so much. But, you are also aware that this is not the appropriate place for his needs. Not when you two could be exposed with one harsh break and you have his best friend sleeping directly on your shoulder.
Still, you tried to remove his tempting touch on your body. But before you could even move, his fingers have already found their way to your covered cunt, turning your mind completely blank. You flinched at the contact, immediately checking Soobin to see if his sleep got disturbed at your sudden action. Your lips are in a thin line, compressing the soft sounds trying to escape you as Beomgyu continues to rub his finger on the soft fabrics of your shorts.
You cannot think straight, mind intently focused on your panties are getting damped with how his fingers played with your pussy. The hands that were trying to stop him were now gripping his wrist, nails digging into his skin for support. Beomgyu smugly turned his eyes back on the window, his index finger swiftly swaying enough fabrics of your shorts alongside your panties just to rub your pussy bare.
A soft gasp left you when you felt his rough fingertips glazed into your wet clit, lips trembling when you felt him toyed with your sticky slick. Your eyes went tightly shut when Beomgyu scattered your essence in your pussy lips, hips gradually rocking to meet his every thrust. It almost made the jacket that is covering your lap to slip out, and to your luck, you were still able to catch its hem.
Beomgyu looked at you in panic, yet it doesn't take long when a cunning smile is plastered on his lips. “Careful,” He mumbled in your ear, a finger now poking your aching hole. “They might finally see how dirty you are, sunshine.” His words added more burning sensation into your core, breathing going unstable at the delicate movement of his fingers around your entrance.
Your mind went hazy when you heard the same nickname he gave you before, pussy clenching into nothing. You tugged your lips hard when you felt one of his fingers enter your walls, back arching within the seat. Clutching his jacket tighter, you tried to fight every urge to let any whine escape your throat. Gritting your teeth, you gave Beomgyu a solemn look as a silent plea—but even yourself is not sure if you want him to move his finger away or to beg him to go faster.
“Shit, Gyu…” You breathlessly whispered, feeling your cunt leaking juices into the leather seat at every jerk of his finger. He just gave you a smirk, his finger wiggling inside your walls that made you abruptly moan. In shock, you coughed loudly as a cover up, sweats now gliding on your forehead.
Glancing at the rearview mirror, you had a short eye contact with your step father before he brought his eyes back on the road. “You good with the temperature, kid?” He casually asked, however small whines kept erupting from your throat, especially now that Beomgyu added another finger inside your aching pussy. “Uhm-hmm!” You gave him a quick nod, gulping when you subtly hear a soft squelch from your wetness.
“Not too cold? How ‘bout you, Beomguy?” The older man fixed his mirror before he gave Beomgyu a brief glance. “Never better, sir!” Beomgyu cheerfully replied, both fingers curling deep inside your walls—leaving you restless on your seat with half of your brain barely remembering that you could wake up your step brother who is sleeping soundly on the other side.
Your hips began to chase his fingers, with one of your palms instinctively flying to cover your face. Forcing your head down, you held onto the jacket harder, chest heaving with Beomgyu’s slow and torturing thrust. You are silently cursing him in your mind, because how can he have a decent conversation with your step father while his fingers are deeply seated in your walls like it is nothing?
“Speaking of cold, we’ll stop over in a bit, we need to buy some ice.”
“It would be my pleasure to help, given that I just invited myself here!”
“That's what I love to hear,” The low chuckles of your step dad filled the car, with Beomgyu laughing with him. You could hardly bear the heavy weight hanging on your abdomen, but there is no way you would cum on the backseat and let your essence fill the room's atmosphere.
You tried to conceal every whine to a short cough, but you suddenly choked when his finger hit that spongy spot in your walls. A loud squeal came from you, loud enough for your step father to hit the breaks and for Beomgyu to panic and retreat his fingers. Soobin suddenly sat straight up as his eyes fluttered open, utterly shocked at your shriek.
“Are you okay?” Beomgyu slurry asked, playing it cool while he discreetly wipes his finger into his handkerchief. You glared at him, sighing as you adjusted your position in the backseat. The uncomfortable mess between your thighs made you wince, internally praying that none of them notice anything.
“Yeah, kid. What was that?” Your step father butted in, turning his head to check the situation. The worst part is, you could feel Soobin’s burning looks at your side. So, you pulled Beomgyu’s jacket on your lap to hide any signs of the indecency you were doing while he was asleep.
“Nothing,” Your tone grew small, still unable to gather your breath, “I hit my toe in mom’s seat.”
The man in front huffed as he laughed at your excuse. You felt sorry for lying to your step father, but there is no better excuse for what really happened. Timidly fixing the hem of your shorts under the jacket before giving Beomgyu a short glance, only to see that he was already watching your every move with a cunning smile on his face.
He is really making it hard for you to forget who he is to you.
FLUSHED CHEEKS, SWOLLEN LIPS, AND AN AWARD-WORTHY SWEATING FACE. That is how you looked in front of the mirror. You just finished cleaning up yourself, even shuddering at the sight of your soiled panties with what Beomgyu did to you. He offered his jacket before you went into the cranked-up bathroom of a gas station, which was indeed helpful to hide the big wet patch in the fabrics of your shorts.
Leaning into the sink, you mindlessly washed your hands, still in the moment of what happened in the backseat. This doesn’t answer why he—they choose to ignore you, if ever, it even made you more puzzled on what the hell is going on in their minds. Soobin is still not talking to you, but you have that gut feeling that he is aware of what happened. Beomgyu and his blabbermouth are the worst combinations of all time.
You took a shallow exhale before you opened the door, only to find the man in your thoughts waiting for you outside. Soobin was leaning on the wall, his attention swiftly going from his phone to your stunned figure. His eyes roamed into your body, scoffing to himself when he noticed you were still wearing Beomgyu’s jacket.
“What took you so long?” His tone is laced with annoyance, catching you off-guard. “Sorry?” You replied, not knowing how to act around him. This is the first time in two weeks that you two have interacted with talking included, of course you cannot just treat him with no indifference.
“They are in the convenience store,” Soobin chirped, lazily walking to your back. He placed his large palms on your shoulder, making you violently flinch from how strange it feels. You heard a soft hum behind you, before your step brother began to exert enough force to make you walk. “I was tasked to fetch you.”
The position you two are in probably look dumb, but you couldn't care less. What your mind focuses on is the fact that Soobin was once again acknowledging you, and actually touching you, too. And, you cannot deny that him controlling your body has altered some thoughts in your mind. More so, his hands on your shoulders brought electrifying feelings on your tensed body. Your heart is at rapid beat, shoving away those luscious ideas about last two weeks ago.
It was just Soobin, for Christ's sake.
Beomgyu was laughing with your parents when you two arrived, hands busy with the ice cooler that they probably bought. They were about to head out of the store, making you realize how much time you spent inside the bathroom. Soobin then stood beside you, getting their attention. Beomgyu’s brows creased when he saw you two standing side to side. Clearing his throat before he made a fake smile.
“So, where should I place this bigass cooler?” He spoke, with his eyes still on you and Soobin. Your mother giggled at his use of words, “That's the thing, the trunk is already full.” Her words were followed by silence, but then, the three of them suddenly turned to you. Clueless about what they are trying to imply, you raised both of your hands to surrender.
Your mother gave you a sweet smile, walking towards you before lowering down your arms. “Honey, you don't mind sitting on your brother's lap, right?” Your cheeks heat up at her question, instantly looking up to Soobin who looks completely unbothered about what is happening.
“Don't worry, we will arrive in thirty minutes,” Your step dad backed up, his arms wrapping around your mom’s waist. “We just need a place for the ice cooler.” He continued, which made you take a second look at the thing Beomgyu was carrying. It is indeed big—even wider than your frame.
“Well,” You tried to form an excuse, not wanting to turn this thing between you three more awkward than it is. “Can, I don't know, Beomgyu? Can Beomgyu sit on his best friend’s lap instead?"
Beomgyu obnoxiously chuckled at your suggestion, turning to your parents to offer his. “Or she can sit on my—”
His suggestion was cutted off when Soobin huffed beside you, scratching his brow in annoyance. “No one will hold the ice cooler during the ride,” He reasoned out, now staring at your embarrassed state like he is studying your reaction. “It won’t hurt a fly, come on.” Your head tilted in pure confusion, jaw dropping on the floor as you watched them head on the car one by one without seeking any further solution.
Your step brother left the door open on his side, waiting for you to enter after he assisted Beomgyu in placing the cooler between them. If you could turn the sighs you made this morning alone to cash, you probably earned enough to book a ticket far away from these two. With a grumpy face, you tentatively entered the vehicle, carefully placing yourself on Soobin's lap.
Goosebumps filled your body when you promptly felt his crotch on the plush of your ass, instinctively adjusting your position to sit on his thighs. You turned to make sure if he is still okay, but Soobin already had his eyes on the road. Then, your gaze catched Beomgyu, who was analyzing your position from head to toe with one arm wrapped around the container beside him. His eyes are dark and unreadable, even rolling back at his best friend before plugging back his earphones.
As much as you hate it, you return your attention to Soobin, “Are you comfortable?” You questioned, holding on the headrest of the seat in-front of you to maintain your balance. He replied with a short nod, his whole attention laid on the view outside. Thus, you were taken aback when his arm wrapped around your waist to pull you close.
“Soobin,” You called his name in shock, frail body melting into his warmth. In a beat, his heavy bulge brushed behind you, making you sit up straight. Truthfully, you are having a hard time squirming above him while he is firmly gripping your body. Soobin hummed as a response, one hand now resting on your thigh.
Your heart heaps abnormally at his small gesture, blinking at him as you continue to fidget on his lap, still unsatisfied with how you are placed between his legs. “Are you really comfortable?” He then shifts his attention to you, deadpanning as if you do not have the rights to question him of some sort. “You gained some weight, but it's alright.” You scoffed at his answer, causing a small tug of smile formed into his lips.
Harsh rebuttal hangs on your lips when the car goes into a hump, making you leap and abruptly drop your whole weight into the man below you. A loud groan came from him, his hold on your flesh getting tighter.
“The hell, dad?” He exclaimed, fixing your position above him to make sure it won't occur again. In this way, you are now perfectly seated on the shape of his length, which made your over-sensitive pussy throb. “Sorry, son. Didn't notice the bump,” The older man said, putting up his sunglasses to get a clear view of the road.
The way you could feel yourself getting riled up by sitting on your step brother's cock shot a straight pang of guilt into your chest. You knew that this must be viewed with no malice—you two are step siblings in the first place. Plus, he was just trying to help the whole family in this situation; nothing more, nothing less.
But still, it is getting impossible for you to just set aside those obscene ideas about Soobin, especially now that he has grown into someone that you could barely recognize. And, no matter how annoying he could be, Beomgyu was right about that day when you were looking for Soobin.
You indeed like your step brother that way.
Maybe that is why you have formed a deep attraction to Beomgyu ever since Soobin introduced him to your family. Because he is the closest available person that resembles what your heart and mind truly yearns for—your step brother.
Falling into deep thought, your body began to move on its own accords. You tugged your lips as you slowly grind your hips on his length, once again praying that no one pays attention to what you were doing. Deep inside of you knew that you shouldn't be doing this, but this might be the last time you could get this close to him.
Soobin shifted in his seat, clearing his throat before you felt his chest leaning on to your back. “Can you stay still?” He sternly whispered in your ear, making your pulse pace rapidly. You glanced at him, heedfully humping on his undeniably huge bulge. His grasp on your waist grew firmer, almost squishing your flesh as you could feel his cock pulsating below you.
“I am not doing anything,” You mumbled, voice barely above whisper to keep the conversation between you. He smirked at your weak defense, his hand on your thigh swiping upwards, separating them by force. “Really?” Your step brother taunts, leaving your whole system to shiver.
The man behind you even rested his chin on your shoulder, bringing his face closer to yours. “I can literally feel how wet you are in my shorts.” He gritted, earning a soft gasp from you as your walls clenched on air. You gave everyone a brief glance before you pressed your ass harder on his bulge.
It is too late to back out now, anyway.
You could feel how his throat grumbles on your shoulder, with his breaths getting heavier. Cautiously, you gave your hips a gentle twist, humping into his thick cock deliciously. Your grip into the seat tightens, lips parted at how his bulge continues to rub your aching pussy.
His hand helped in giving you pleasure, fingers now creeping inside Beomgyu's jacket just to reach your clothed pussy. A light chuckle came from him when he realized how wet your shorts and panties are, smugly looking at you while also checking the other people in the car.
After seeing they are still busy at their own businesses, he leaned in directly to your ear. “Is this what happens when you get ignored for two weeks, hm?” He sneered, one finger now brushing on your panties in up and down motion. “You turn into a slut who's eager for my attention?” The tone of his voice tickles something in your brain, making you mindlessly nod at his words.
Your ears are burning from anxiety while his finger swiftly torture your covered clit, putting you back on the situation you are in almost an hour ago. Him and his best friend—who was still hugging the cooler with his eyes closed—really do think alike. It's no wonder why they flock together.
“Bin—” Soft whimpers came from you when he began to draw small circles on your pussy, head throwing back on his shoulder as the pleasure became unbearable. “Shhh,” Soobin's eyes remained on the surroundings, while his hips also started to rock itself in your back. “Quiet, you do not want to ruin dad's daily radio session, right?” You were stunned at his reminder, swallowing down the delicate moans that kept rumbling on your throat.
The slow, circular movement became frantic, clumsy motions, pushing you into the edge of his lap. One hand even flew to cover your mouth, coughing loudly just to conceal those slip-up whimpers. You could feel the sweet build-up in your pent-up abdomen when the car went into a halt.
“We’re here!”
You momentarily sat up straight, the palm covering your mouth shooing Soobin's sneaky hand to compose yourself. After taking a deep exhale, you gave him a glance. His eyes are sharp and deep, evidently irritated at the interruption his father has made. Your sex thumped at the sight of him, unable to maintain eye contact with how intense his looks are.
Thus, your attention went to the other side—where you saw Beomgyu. Who was once again already staring at you. He was wearing his familiar smug face that you now start to hate, as it makes him look like he knew something he shouldn't and he is thriving because of it.
Baffled at what had happened in the span of two hours, all you could do is ponder on what awaits you in the following days.
“THIS IS THE PLACE WHERE YOUR DAD AND I WENT INTO A STARGAZING DATE.”
It has been an hour since you have arrived into the cabin. Your parents decided to give you an hour to adjust and fix your things into your assigned rooms, giving you time to take a quick shower to freshen yourself after that two men bombarded you with their fingers.
Now wearing a yellow summer dress, you could still feel their forbidding touch into your skin. Even if they once again do not talk to you after the ride, treating you like you are just part of the air they breathe.
Not that you mind—well, you actually do, anyway—but one of them literally had their fingers deeply inserted in your walls and the other one humped your ass while you were seated on his lap. So, what the hell are they even on?
After an hour, your parents called the three of you for what they call a cabin tour. Soobin even commented that it sounds too cheesy, but you all have nothing to do in this house anyway. You are all now standing on the patio, silently judging your parents as they take their time reminiscing about their old days in this exact area.
“Okay, we get it,” Beomgyu suddenly voiced out, one arm draped on Soobin’s shoulder while the taller one was staring blankly at the scene. They were standing almost a foot away from you, triggering you at most. “You guys are the perfect couple.” Both of your parents laughed at his sarcastic remark, “Oh, Beomie, of course we are!” Your mother replied, locking arms with your step father beside her.
Soon, they lead you into the kitchen. The cabin was modernly designed, but it still gives that cozy, rural-vibe feeling with the earth-tone bricks and open spaces. “Oh, right, before we forgot,” Your mom faced the three of you with that sickening motherly smile, “We need to drop by the nearby town to buy some supplies, would you three be okay here?”
You have known your mother since birth, and you knew that this trip to town she was saying has an underlying agenda. This overall family retreat even has another specific goal to begin with—to reconcile both of their children. You knew that. And, you also knew that the sweet smile plastered on her face is a trap, because she knew no one would say no to her.
“We could help—” Soobin tried to compromise, but his father stopped him in an instant.
“No, you guys stay here and rest—or talk about anything!” Soobin grumpily sighed at his father's obvious hints, also aware that they are planning something that unbeknownst to the three of you. Beomgyu broke the silence, faking a cackle before he clasps his hands.
“Oh, sure! You guys take your time.” He cheered, nudging Soobin with his shoulder that made the older roll his eyes and defeatedly nod his head. Your arms crossed in front of your chest, raising a brow to your mom that made her smile falter for a bit.
“We won't take long, plus there is still something for you to do! You guys are free to explore the lake behind the cabin if you want to!” Your mom ensues, pulling the man beside her to exit your questioning gaze.
“You kids have fun!” Your step father shouted before the two of them went back to the garage. Another silence stretched into the kitchen. And, in all honesty, you do not know if you want to thank your parents for this set-up and giving you an opportunity to clarify everything or curse them for leaving you alone with these two.
Minutes passed, no one still dared to speak. You being confused in their action is an understatement, you are gone bewildered at this point. Shaking your head in disappointment, you were about to head out the scene when a hand pulled you back.
“Where are you going?” Beomgyu asked, gripping your wrist gently. Your cheeks reddened at his question, your heart palpitating when you saw both of them rigidly staring at you. There they go again, tearing your mind apart by their questionable actions.
“My room?” You answered, having enough of their combined bullshits. Beomgyu smirked at you, before giving Soobin a glance. He then stepped closer, going over your space like he owns it.
“Boo, that's depressing,” He jeered, walking towards your back while both his palms found your shoulder. “Why not join us by the lake?” His low whisper sent shivers on your skin, eyes darted to your step brother who was leaning on the counter with his arms locked together.
“We are actually going?” Soobin questioned, causing the younger to chuckle. “Indeed we are,” He cheered, hands gradually brushing your arms until his palms found your waist. “Right, sunshine?” Beomgyu has always been the best at playing the perfect tease, and your body reacts to it satisfactorily.
As if you are automated, your head turns when you hear his favorite nickname to use. “Uhm…” Your stomach churned when you now noticed that Soobin is looking at you from head to toe, dull eyes watching Beomgyu’s hands on your body. “Yeah?” The guy behind you whispered, causing your throat to dry.
You do not know what lies ahead if you agree to come with them, but you do know that you want to get at the bottom of this mess. This gives you an opportunity, yet of course, these two men are beyond unpredictable. Leaving you conflicted on what you should do.
“You know you want to,” Your step brother suddenly walked up in front of you, fingers finding their way to fix the strayed strands of your hair. “We will just talk.” The beats of your heart are nearly audible in your ear, allured at how he sounded like he meant every word he uttered.
Despite the lingering hesitation, your body had betrayed you. Gesturing a small nod to the gentlemen you are with.
Beomgyu giggled before giving your waist a slight squish, while Soobin started to lead the way into the backdoor. You could almost foresee where this decision would lead you, but still, you gave them the benefit of the doubt.
The sun was already blazing when you arrived at the greenery, warm air brushing into your skin like a gentle warning. Your nose was filled with the tree's wooden musk combined with the lake's musty, grassy scent. From afar, you noticed a flourishing oak, with a picnic mat laying under its shadow.
“Too much for setting us up,” You whispered, mentally reminding yourself that you need to talk to your mother after this. Beomgyu seems to realize the situation a little too late, utterly puzzled why there was a prepared spot for the three of you to talk.
Soobin made his way into the mat, heart-shaped lips in an irritable pout as he removed his slippers. “What are you two waiting for?” He then asked, sitting on the mat while he rested his back on the oak's trunk. The man beside you gave you a light push, urging you to remove your flip-flops and sit from the farthest side of the mat.
Beomgyu soon followed, man-splaining his legs into the mat that took half of the space. They seemed too calm and unbothered, which is a dangerous sign that you must take note. Both of them are looking at gentle swells of the lake, giving each other short glances from time to time.
Realizing that they already did their boys talk, you blew a deep sigh before kneeling on the mat to gather their attention. “I thought we were gonna talk?” Your question made Soobin sit properly, while Beomgyu smirked within himself. There is something about their gaze that you cannot quite comprehend, but it makes you squirm in your place.
“Well,” The brown haired boy scoots over your seat, crawling to reach your figure. His lean frame managed to block out Soobin from your sight, now kneeling in front of you whilst his hand went to cup your cheek. You flinched at his touch, gulping at his unannounced actions. “What is there to talk about, sunshine?”
Your forehead creased at his question, feeling personally invalidated with his approach in this regard. “What do you mean that—”
“What is there to talk about when I could just show you instead?”
The screws of your brain barely understood what he meant when he leaned in for a kiss. Lips instantly swaying on top of yours that caused you to softly whimper. The way they move is rough and clumsy, pressing on yours as if he is inhaling every breath in your lungs. Panic formed into your chest, hands finding his shoulders to pull away yet he is much stronger. He even brought you closer, arms snaking on your waist while his tongue began to find its way in your mouth.
In a daze, you cannot help but dance your lips against his. Beomgyu's hand gradually roamed into the curve of your ass, making you gasp in a strange feeling. For then, he seized that chance to suck your lower lip, a moan casually slipping past your lips. You are in the moment when you feel another pair of hands in your back, spreading sensation in your weakling body.
For then you remembered, you two are not alone. Your step brother was watching throughout the process of your drool exchange with his best friend.
Snapping back to reality, you managed to push Beomgyu with enough force, causing him to abruptly sit on the mat. You took a sharp inhale before turning back to look at Soobin—who is glaring at the man in front of you.
“You really need to work on your patience, Gyu.” The blonde taunts, resting his chin on your shoulder before his arms begin to hug you from behind. “This is not what we have talked about.”
Intently lost at his words and overly flustered at what is happening, you were about to question them when your step brother's hands started to travel on your exposed legs. You tried to clutch his hands but Beomgyu managed to catch yours, hastily gripping it with one hand. There was nothing you could do when Soobin started to pull up the fabrics of your dress, heart pumping frantically in anticipation.
“Look at me,” The man in front of you suddenly spoke, pinching your chin to force your face. “You will let us use you, right?” Beomgyu teased, leaving a peck on your lips before biting your lip once more. You winced at his action, but it soon turned into a pathetic moan when you felt your brother's slender fingers near your cloathed wet cunt.
Soobin chuckled at your sounds, giving your inner thigh a light slap. “Come on, answer him.” A small ouch came from you, jolting at the sting of your skin. You could have sworn that he almost sounded like a different person, and that gave you enough adrenaline rush to nod at his best friend's question.
A wide smile formed in Beomgyu’s lips, even giving you a gentle head pat. “Very good answer, angel,” He mumbled, adoration flooding his brown eyes. His deep voice plus the heavenly nickname made you twitch, clamping your thighs together as you grew uncomfortable with the growing slick of your sex. “Now, give your brother a turn.”
Your heart was nearly escaping your ribcage when you heard his command. Hesitantly, you turned to fully face Soobin, who was now sitting with his legs crossed. You didn't even notice that he already retrieved his hands with your mind being too clouded with Beomgyu's words.
The blonde extended his hand out, wearing an unreadable expression. He looked uninterested, but at the same time, you could see the spark of excitement in his orbs. It made your drenched pussy pulse in delight, biting your swollen lip before slowly accepting his hand and placing yourself on his lap.
Your heart swelled at the sight of him below you. There is no point denying that you have imagined this exact scene many times—and, being able to finally see it just added more heat in your abdomen. His wide palm rested on your hips for support, pupils intently studying your face from your eyes to your lips.
Falling deep into your needs, you went in to kiss his plump lips. Soobin immediately accepted your advances, one hand flying to your nape to deepen the kiss. Muffled sounds came from you, hips mindlessly reacting by subtly grinding itself on his. The delicious friction that came from it made the both of you moan, tongues colliding in sync that almost suffocates you.
“Fuck,” You heard a voice on your side, before you felt a hand on your shoulder, forcefully pulling you out from Soobin's drowning kisses. “I can’t wait,” Beomgyu breathes before his lips once again find their way into yours. A whine escapes your throat, unable to keep up from how torrid he is moving on your lips.
Soobin didn't even bother to scold him, not when he is now busy peeling the straps of your dress. Your mind begins to feel torn at the overwhelming feelings they are giving to your body, brain unable to focus on what you should think about first—Beomgyu's hot tongue swirling past your lips or Soobin's fingers that are on their way of exposing your tits.
The humid air hits your chest the moment your step brother pulls down the built-in pads of your dress, freeing your mounds with your nipples perked up. “Fucking knew these were perfect.”
You moaned between Beomgyu's torrid kiss, giving his wet muscle more access inside your mouth. A choked-up sound left you when he shoved his tongue into you, shared drool slipping past your lips.
You haven't moved on from the feeling of Beomgyu's tongue deep in your throat when you felt Soobin's warm breath near your nipple. A surge of luscious sensation fills your nerves, one hand going to the brunette’s shoulder and rapidly tapping it as a sign that you are running out of air.
Thankfully, he received it well, only for his lips to drop to your jaw. You tilt your head back, giving him more access to your neck. An airy gasp left you when the man below you began to roll his tongue on your bud, drawing slow circles on it before harshly sucking it. As if they always think alike, Beomgyu did the same thing on your neck, even leaving feathery kisses on the mark he just left.
It just got worse when Soobin started to move his hips below you, tripling the pleasure you are receiving from them. His other hand also went to caress your untouched mound, pinching your nipple before rolling his thumb on it.
“Mhhmpph, w–wait…” One of your hands went to Soobin's blonde locks, overstimulated limbs trying to stay aware of what the two of them were doing to your body. Beomgyu cackled on your pleas, stopping for one second to remove his shirt before getting back on leaving trails of kisses on your shoulder.
“Sorry, sunshine,” He mumbled between his pecks, “Mom and dad will come back soon, we can't have them seeing us like this…” Worry filled your weary insides, cheeks burning at the thoughts of being caught in the act by your own parents. However, those cohesive thoughts began to disperse when Soobin suddenly bit your bud, abruptly screaming out of pain.
Your step brother briefly giggled against your flesh, peppering your boobs with pliant kisses as a silent apology. He then pulled out, for then Beomgyu called his attention.
“Wanna eat her out?” The brunette suggested, talking too casually as if you are not listening in between them. This halted Soobin's hips, obviously considering what his best friend just said. “One of the best I had, believe me.”
The heat of your body amplified at his remarks, getting more and more embarrassingly drenched. The blonde gave you a short glance, eyes as twice as determined the last time you saw it. He gave your lips a peck before guiding your body to hop out his lap.Trying to remember what you did with Beomgyu, you were about to lay down when he suddenly stopped you. Momentarily confused, you blinked at him—only for a devilish smirk to form in his face.
“Sh–Shouldn't I lay—”
“There are other ways to do it,” He explained, eyes darting into your plush chest that are presented in front of him. “Plus, where is the fun if he is the only one who gets his share?”
Soobin huffed at his friend's nuances, fixing his position before laying on his back. Not knowing what to do, your arm tried to cover your breast while giving them confused looks. Beomgyu fetched your hand in your chest, pulling you up so you could kneel.
“Sit on your brother’s face,” Your eyes dilated at his order, heart pounding as you gaze at the blonde who was already ready. Heart pounding, there is nothing you could do when the younger guy assisted you to place yourself in Soobin's face.
The fabrics of your yellow dress covered his head. Your mind was partly worried if your step brother could still properly breathe between your thighs, half of it unable to function anymore by how stimulated you have been for the last couple of minutes. Stings of whine left you when his breath reached your aching cunt, shuddering at the tingling feeling.
Beomgyu still has his hand supporting you, also kneeling in the mat while his hand fumbles on the button of his shorts. You want to keep yourself aware of what he is doing but your eyes inevitably close shut when Soobin's lips begin to leave tiny kisses on your cloathed pussy, nails digging into Beomgyu's palm as you also feel his tongue drenching your ruined undies.
“Haah, Soob—” Your other hand almost went to his hair but the man in front of you caught it. Lost at what happened, your eyes fluttered open—only to see Beomgyu with his thick, erect cock whipped out of his shorts. Mouth gaping at the sight, panic clawed in your throat when he led your hand into the base of his length.
All of those directions he gave you before turned blurry as you cannot seem to focus, especially now that Soobin is constantly licking your slick through your panties. Beomgyu seemed to notice, ragged breaths leaving him as he guided your hand up and down his cock.
“Remember what I taught you, sunshine?” You could feel fire running in your skin with how sultry he sounds, getting more turned on when he spat directly on his tip which also hit your skin. Strained groans came from him the moment you start jerking his cock on your own, fist in a deliberate pace.
Beomgyu hissed when at warmth of his saliva, perfectly coating his girth with the help of your palm. He then stepped two steps backward, giving you enough space to bend your upper body and for your mouth to reach his dick. The way his veins pulsate under the brush of your hand feeds your longing ego, fixing your position above Soobin's face so that you could suck the younger without any hindrance.
Now in all-fours, you could see Beomgyu's dark eyes focused on the curve of your back in your peripheral vision. “Such a good sister,” The brunette snickered, once again giving you a soft pat in the head. “Serving me while letting her brother eat her out.” Your cunt throbbed at his words, and even shortly froze when Soobin swayed enough fabrics of your panties. Letting the humid brush into your trembling pussy lips.
You could feel your juices dripping into your thighs when your step brother starts to suck into your clit, lapping it like it is the sweetest treat he ever tried. Mouth shaping into an O in every moan you voice, Beomgyu quickly turned it into a chance to thrust his cock into your lips.
Heedless with his movement, you failed to accommodate his thick cock in one go, audibly gagging around it. The younger vilely laughed at your state of misery, pulling out his length just to check if you are still able to use your airway.
“Too much? You already got it the first time.” He joked, nastily smudging his precum into your parted lips. There is a part of you that wants to defend yourself, but your mind kept slipping up with the way Soobin is using his tongue to torture your sopping pussy. You were unconsciously grinding your hips to his face, the grip you have on Beomgyu’s cock getting tighter.
Trying to regain yourself, you gaped your lips to take his tip to give it a light kiss. You felt him shudder at your touch, getting more excited to show him more. With your tongue, you gave his cockhead a swirl, slowly taking in the salty taste of his liquid. Your hand once again moved to jerk his length, helplessly breathing through your nose as Soobin’s pace in making out with your poor cunt grew rapidly.
“Bet you kept dreaming about that day, huh?” Beomgyu's tone is laced with cockiness, his hips began to follow the direction of your fist pumping his dick. You were about to push yourself deep into his inches when you uncontrollably yelped at Soobin's wide tongue rigorously swiping into your slit.
Once again failing to take him in, the brunette took charge of forcing you to swallow his entire cock. He impatiently thrust his length midway, grunting at the warmness of your mouth coating him. Even on the verge of choking, you now managed to appropriately suck his cock, tongue wiggling slightly just to add pleasure.
The coil on your abdomen went unbearable with how the both of them are treating your body—especially Soobin, who is poking your feeble bud with the tip of his tongue. Your moans were muffled around Beomgyu's wide girth, sending luscious vibration into the younger who has his head thrown back.
In desperation for more friction, you also began to move your hips to ride your step brother's tongue. However, he firmly gripped your thighs, stopping you from moving your lower region. “Easy, sis,” He gritted below you, so airy and deep that it almost went past your ears. “You can't cum just yet.”
Another set of drools escaped your mouth as you tried to form a reply to Soobin while your mouth was still stuffed with Beomgyu’s dick. You could feel the younger’s eagerness to fit his whole size until he reached the back of your throat but he knew that you were too fragile for him to push further. Thus, he held into your cheeks, barely controlling himself so you wouldn't suffocate while sucking him.
His breaths became uneven, chest heaving as your fist started to twist around his base. “Shit, angel,” He purrs, hips rattling on your face. “Fuck, that is so good. Don't suck it too hard.”
The pace of his hips began to grow faster, not even minding if your teeth are grating into his veins. You could feel his hand travelling into your hair, grasping into your strands with delicate force to keep himself grounded.
With your mouth busy with Beomgyu's cock, you have failed to notice the shift in Soobin's position below you. Slowly adjusting himself to stoop lower and reach your quivering hole. You violently coughed around the dick on your mouth you felt the tip of his tongue prodding it, thighs unhelpfully clamping themselves on your step brother's face.
“You good, baby?” The younger asked, putting finger on your chin and giving it a lift, causing his girth to slip out your lips. You looked thoroughly wrecked under his touch, tears forming into your eyes when you felt Soobin giving your tweaking hole a quick lick. The tense feeling on your abdomen went rigid, wanton moans coming out your lips before riding his wet muscle that is in an up and down direction.
Beomgyu grinned at the sight, bright eyes watching how scandalous you look while you humping your step brother's tongue. This view of you goes beyond every porn and hentai he had binge watched with the guy, even better now that they are both experiencing it first hand.
“Gonna cum on your brother's tongue, sunshine?” He taunts, a proud smile resting on his lips like it is a deserving award that he had turned you into some kind of slut. His smile grew wider when you frantically nodded your head, tongue nearly lollying out like a poor dog with how much of a pleasurable torment Soobin's tongue is giving you.
The feeling of your pussy being lapped by your brother while you prettily sit on his face with his best friend stimulating you with his words is beyond what you had imagined. And, with thought of how good it must be to cum on Soobin's mouth has sent you to the edge, splurging hot, sticky liquids straight into his tongue.
Your frail body has collapsed under the intense surge of uncomfortable slick running down your thighs. Luckily, Beomgyu was there to support your figure, too weak to even remove yourself in the older's face. He guided you to rest on his lap, freeing his best friend between your thighs.
Soobin then sat up, thumb brushing in his bottom lip as traces of your wetness trails down his chin. He offered a sly smile, before sucking in the remaining essence to make sure nothing was wasted.
It made him a hundred times glorious as he already is. And, it is making your nerves hypersensitive with how your pussy began to uncontrollably throb at the mere sight of him.
The subtle twitches of your body didn't go past Beomgyu's eyes, hands snaking into your dress to completely peel off your panties. Goosebumps run through your body when the warm air directly hits your cunt, tweaking into the younger's arms.
“Fuck, Bin, look at this.” He then blurted, both palms forcing your thighs to open wide. “She is hungry, don't you think?”
Intrigued, Soobin followed the direction of this friend. And, being the one you could visibly see, you were at awe with the sudden change in his face. His tempting, dulled pupils went focused and dark, with his jaw tightening alluringly.
Before you could even focus on what Beomgyu is doing on your body, your gaze went down to your step brother's soiled shorts, with his big bulge evidently begging to be freed. To be fair, you have always known that Soobin was big—even bigger than his friend. Aside from catching him watching pornographic anime, you have once seen him jerking himself with his door left ajar.
He has a girth that could stretch your hole wide without filling you with his whole length. Realizing that you are obviously eyeing his crotch, his fingers began to fumble within the garters of his shorts. Your heart was rigorously hammering in excitement, hips moving by itself just to seek for any friction.
As you were sitting on his lap, Beomyu took the chance to rub himself in your leaking clit. The delicious grind felt perfect for your needy cunt, back leaning into his chest while your eyes remained to your step brother who was now slowly fisting his erect cock.
“So wet for us, baby,” The brunette whispered behind you, subtly aligning his cock into your hole. Broken moans left you, chunks of tears sliding in your cheeks as you felt overly sensitive with how his tip teased your beaten pussy. Soobin was about to crawl his way to the both of you when his phone suddenly rang.
Your heart dropped in your stomach, instinctively sitting straight but Beomgyu went to press you closer to his body. The protest you had turned into an audible whine the moment you felt Beomgyu leisurely entering your walls, filling you up while he is looking at his friend who is double thinking if he should answer the call or not.
Soobin, who was turning impatient that the younger was once again taking charge without him, hurriedly answered the call of your mother. A loud scream scratched your throat when Beomgyu pushed you down his entire length without letting your poor pussy adjust, forcing Soobin to drop the call in an instant.
“The fuck was that?” He howled, tightly gripping his phone while glaring at Beomgyu who was smirking at your reaction. His cock was perfectly seated inside you, momentarily twitching when you once again helplessly whined under his touch.
Not minding his pissed off friend on the other side of the mat, his hand flew in both of your hips, wholly supporting your tired body. “This pussy hasn't changed one bit,” Beomgyu growled, strained groans leaving him when your pussy clamped his cock the moment he moved. “But we really need to stay quiet this time, can you do that?” He added, palm diligently travelling to the curve of your mounds to give it a squish.
The phone began to ring again, but now that you are once again under the mercy of Beomgyu's thick and heavy cock, your mind was already shutting down to even care. Soobin let out an irritated huff, carelessly answering the screen while keeping his eyes on the lewd scene in front of him.
“Hello?” He breathes airy, one palm still firm around his cock. Your mom's cheerful tone was barely heard from the other side, making your brother roll his eyes. You cannot deny that this situation has made you fired up, causing your puffy cunt to spill out liquids that made the guy behind you giggle.
“You really like it when we are on the verge of being caught, don't you?” His tone was filled with mockery, hips gradually moving below you that caused his cock to reach deeper. “Does all of this seem familiar, angel?” He grilled, busying his fingers on your nipple. You gritted your teeth, trying to keep your moans to avoid getting caught.
“Yeah, the loud scream was hers, she was hanging out with us in the lake,” You watched as Soobin's fist went faster, in awe with how composed he is on the phone. The beat of your heart flourished when your eyes met, with a cunning smile sitting in his lips. “Of course she was having fun.”
The younger soon caught up with your short exchange with Soobin, using his hand on your chest to cup your cheeks and force you to face him. “One cock is not enough for you?” He hissed, before pulling you into an aggressive kiss.
“Hmmpff—” Your whines are muffled while Beomgyu swallows them, “Such a whore for our attention,” He mumbled between the kiss, erratic breaths leaving him now that he is picking up the pace.
Soobin throwed burning daggers at your exposed body enveloped in Beomgyu's arms, “We are good with anything, you two decide.” His tone went bored, poking his inside cheek as tried to remain calm as he played with his tip. This is totally one of your differences, he knows how to handle himself well while you are wholly messed up.
“You are on your way back now?” Your hand flew to clutch Beomgyu's strands when he shifted his angle, hitting that spongy spot that made your toes curl. Despite the fact that Beomgyu is literally devouring your lips, you tried to listen to the conversation Soobin was having with your mom. The mixture of guilt, embarrassment, and neediness reigns on your chest, eyes hot and blurry with tears of pleasure.
“15 minutes? Okay, take care,” That was the last thing you heard before you the younger let go of your face, pulling out from the kiss. A raspy groan left him when he noticed how swollen your lips are, even looking at him with those glassy eyes he adores.
“I might really cum if you continued looking at me like that,” He mumbled, halting his hips before looking at his friend—who was already killing the younger with his eyes.
“Learn how to share, fuckass.” The blonde then proceeds to kneel in front of you. His palms landed on your trembling thighs, only to see how puffy your pussy turned after being filled up by his best friend. Your heart almost stopped beating with the way he touched you, chest heaving as you cannot foresee what his next action would be.
Beomgyu cackled at the older's comment, fingers on your nipple began to give it a gentle twist that made you wince. “Are you thinking what I am thinking?” He notoriously asked, chin now resting on your shoulder. Having no clue what they are talking about, you unconsciously clutched your step brother's hand, anxiously gulping when he just gave you a smirk.
“Give her to me,” Soobin then ordered, throwing you into deep confusion. Just like an object they possess, you were passed into one lap to another. Your shaky hands are placed into the blonde's broad shoulders, still searching for an answer in his eyes.
You were still drowned in his intense stare when you felt a tip prodding on your loose hole, shivering with how sensitive you are after being pounded not so long ago. “Still good?” He momentarily assures, and after a half-minded nod, his cock begins to rip you open.
There was something about Soobin that you cannot point out, something that itches your body's needs in the perfect way possible. Your heavenly fused moans are scattered in the greenery, walls tightly hugging his cock as it was easier to take him in after Beomgyu's dick prepped you beautifully.
“Shit, your cunt is suffocating me,” His words are impossibly heard by how strained his voice is. You were no better, worn out throat now only able to create mumble sounds after all the moaning. He was almost fully in when you felt another tip from behind. In instant panic, you turned to Beomgyu, who has been peppering your shoulder with weary kisses.
“W–Wait, I cannot—”
“Shhh, they are coming back soon so we need to hurry.”
Soft sobs left your lips, head nuzzling into your step brother's neck as the younger starts to tear your walls past its limit. Soobin huskily exhaled at the feeling of his friend's cock slowly grinding into his, yet still managed to draw small circles on your thighs as he coos at you.
Which was what you could consider as an act out of character.
“A bit more, yeah?” He whispered into your ear, cock twitching at the sounds of your sniffs. Your hole was burning with how stretched it is, whole senses and nerves working overtime just to accommodate the two huge girth thrusting themselves. Your fists are turned into a ball, nails digging into your palm as you feel helpless in between them.
“Too much—Too full… Please…” Your pleas hurt the soul of one, but feeds the ego of the other. Beomgyu lowly chuckled when your cunt uncontrollably gushed out liquids, overstimulated with the cocks pulsating inside you.
“We'll move slow, yeah?” He then assured, hands on your hips like he is steadying you on what's to come. “Trust us.” His words and their idle heavy girth combined are enough to make you feel the familiar lewd build up in your lower stomach, sweat gliding into your temple with the thoughts of cumming for the second time this day.
You should have known better and not rely on his words, because the moment you nod your head, Soobin's thick cock began to ram his way into the depths of your cunt, earning a wrecked moan from you. Being the jerk he is, Beomgyu didn't back down as his hips snapped in the plush of your ass.
“Fuck, baby, this is the best day of my life,” The younger cheered, his lips going to your neck to leave love bites and marks all over your skin. The burdening pressure on your abdomen left you uneasy, mind almost blacking out with how they started to go at a rapid pace.
“Your pussy is lovely, sis,” Soobin snickered, one palm groping your tits as his hips rocked harder. “Beomgyu was right about you.” He continued, before his other hand on your thigh traveled to play with your swollen folds. The thoughts of him finally confirming that he knew about everything that happened on that day just made you more hazy, your sobs and moan fusing together that became music to their ears.
With the build-up of your release growing faster, you made the tiniest effort to meet their hips halfway. But giving up within seconds as you cannot catch up with how eager their movements are. “Cum… Haaaah—” You didn't manage to complete the word when the knot on your stomach snapped, coating their lengths with those hot, sticky juices.
Your whole body fluttered into Soobin's chest, fat chunks of tears dwelling in your eyes as they didn't stop torturing your poor cunt. Beyond the overwhelming feeling of cumming, you are thoroughly overstimulated with how their cockheads take turns bumping into that sweet spot that made your abused cunt gush out more liquid.
“You did well—Shit… Did well, baby… It's our turn now.”
Ragged breaths are heard on both of their mouths, evidently trying to chase their own high. Despite the pain of oversensitivity, you tried to help them by snugging both of their girth, a woeful whimper leaving you with how the veins of their cock tingles every nerve of your pent-up walls.
“Need to cum—fuck!” Beomgyu's curse filled the air the moment you felt a thick rope of cum pumping deep into your cunt, thighs quivering with how full you felt. The younger’s uneven exhales were fanning your reddening skin, even leaving another set of kisses while he rode down his high.
Soobin shook his head in disappointment, still busy drilling himself to your hole as he chased his own pleasure. “Impatient shit as always,” He grunts, head throwing back as his cock begins to flood your pussy with his own seed.
You rigidly shudder at the feeling of being stuffed with different cums, eyes tightly closed while you wearily gather your breaths. Soobin was the first to pull out, followed by Beomgyu who still has his lips latched on your skin. You hissed at the contact, face contorting into a grimace when you felt the mixture of cum pouring out to the wrinkled picnic mat.
Silence prevailed between the three of you, stuck in the position of nasty three-people sandwich who are drenched with cums and sweat. Soobin sighed as he pushed Beomgyu's head away from your neck, giving you some space to stretch your exhausted limbs.
“They are about to be back,” He announced, using the back of his hand to wipe out the scattered tears and sweat on your face. “We need to get into the lake.”
Confused, you sat up straight with your remaining strength. “Wait, why?” Your voice sounded too raw, throat too dry from everything you have done.
"They both thought that we were hanging out in the lake,” Your step brother kindly explained, yet the small tug in his lips left you restless. “Plus, you didn't think that we are done now, did you?”
wawi's notes: I'M CRINEEEEE i finally finsihed this piece and i am beyond ecstatic >< sorry for the shitty ending, i do not know how conclude a threesome in a good note... AND another apology for disappearing for almost two weeks </3 pls enjoy this compensation fic.... likes, reblogs, nd comments are appreciated >< mwa mwa mwa !!
TXT ♡ when their girlfriend has a really bad period [reactions]
pairing: txt x f!reader
tags: established relationship, slice of life, caretaking, domestic fluff.
summary: how the tomorrow by together members would take care of you during your period (requested).
warnings: period symptoms (migraine, nausea, cramps, back pain), blood leak.
YEONJUN
The sharp, rhythmic throbbing in your lower abdomen is what wakes you up. But the real panic sets in when you feel that familiar dampness. With a heavy sigh, you reach over to click on the bedside lamp. As you hesitantly pull back the duvet, you freeze—the light revealing exactly what you feared: a dark stain spreading across the cream-colored sheets.
Before you can even mutter a curse under your breath, you feel a shift in the mattress. Yeonjun stirs, his hair messy and eyes half-closed from sleep, but he notices your rigid posture immediately.
"Baby?" he mumbles, his voice raspy and deep. He follows your panicked gaze down to the sheets. You start to apologize, your voice trembling from the pain and the sheer frustration of it all, but he’s already moving.
He doesn't flinch. He doesn't make a face or act awkward. Instead, he reaches out and gently brushes a stray hair from your forehead. "Hey, stop. Don't you dare apologize," he says firmly "It’s not a crime, honey. Look at me."
He waits until you meet his eyes, his expression full of nothing but tenderness. "Go take a hot shower. I’ll handle the sheets. Take your time, okay? Don't rush."
While you’re in the shower, Yeonjun is a whirlwind of quiet productivity. He strips the bed, carries the laundry to start the wash, and carefully fits the fresh, clean linens onto the mattress.
When you emerge, he’s already waiting. He gently guides you back to the bed and tucks you into the fresh sheets, pulling the duvet right up to your chin.
"My poor girl," he whispers, sliding in beside you. With a soft kiss to the top of your head, he holds you close, pulling you back against his chest and letting his hand rest on top of your belly.
SOOBIN
The world feels far too loud and far too bright today. The hormonal migraine that always accompanies your period has reached its peak, making even the sound of the wind outside makes your head throb with a sharp pain. You’re curled into a tight ball, burying your face in a pillow to escape the light.
When Soobin enters the room, he doesn’t have to ask what’s wrong. He notices the way you’re shielding your eyes. He moves through the room like a ghost, his large frame surprisingly graceful as he draws the heavy curtains completely shut, plunging the room into a soothing darkness.
"I’m here, baby," he whispers, his voice barely a breath. He reaches out, gently moving the pillow away from your face so you can breathe properly, and leans down to press a soft kiss to your temple.
He stays there for a moment, his long fingers starting a slow, rhythmic massage against your temples. His touch is incredibly light, barely there, but the steady pressure helps to ground you against the pulsing pain in your head. He doesn't say another word, knowing that even his soft voice might be too much right now.
After a while, he carefully slides into bed behind you. He’s so tall and warm that he covers your entire back, acting like a human shield against the rest of the world. He stays perfectly still, his presence steady and grounding, letting you finally drift into a much-needed sleep.
BEOMGYU
You’re curled up on the sofa, clutching a pillow to your stomach as a particularly nasty cramp makes you hiss through your teeth. You feel irritable, bloated, and honestly, like you might burst into tears if someone even looks at you the wrong way.
Beomgyu walks into the living room, a joke already on the tip of his tongue, but he freezes the second he sees your expression. He doesn't skip a beat. The chaotic energy vanishes, replaced by a soft, knowing look.
"Ah, the monthly visitor is being a bully again, isn't he?" he says softly.
He knows that when you're like this, you need two things: comfort and a total mental escape. First, he gets to work on the "comfort." He disappears into the kitchen, returning with a tray of your favorite snacks—the ones he knows you only crave during this specific week. He also brings a hot water bottle, gently tucking it against your stomach so you can hug it close.
Then, he settles on the floor right by the sofa. He picks up his guitar and starts strumming a few low, melodic chords.
He begins telling you the most ridiculous, exaggerated stories about his day—half-truths and funny observations—just to see that tiny flicker of a smile on your face. He keeps his voice low and soothing, letting the music and his rambling act as a shield against the pain, staying there until he sees your tense shoulders finally relax.
TAEHYUN
When Taehyun finds you curled up in bed, your face pale from a mix of sharp cramps and a wave of nausea, he immediately gets to work with a calm, focused efficiency.
"I made you some ginger and peppermint tea," he says quietly, setting a steaming mug on the nightstand. “The ginger is for the nausea, and the peppermint should help relax your muscles. Drink it slowly, okay?”
Once you finish drinking, he notices you shifting uncomfortably, trying to find a position that doesn't make your lower back ache. Without a word, he sits behind you, prompting you to lean forward against a pile of pillows. His hands are warm and steady as he begins to apply firm, expert pressure to the small of your back.
"Is this spot okay?" he asks, his thumbs finding the exact knots of tension created by the cramps. He doesn't just rub aimlessly; he uses a technique he probably researched just for you, his movements slow and rhythmic to help the muscles relax.
HUENINGKAI
You’re walking down a busy street, the sun a bit too bright and the crowd a bit too loud, when that sudden, sinking feeling hits you. You stop in your tracks, a wave of pure panic washing over you as you realize you’ve leaked through your trousers. You lean in and whisper it to Kai, your voice trembling with embarrassment.
He doesn’t miss a beat. There’s no awkwardness, no hesitation; he immediately steps behind you, using his tall frame to shield you from the view of passersby. "Don’t worry, I’ve got you," he murmurs, his voice a calm anchor in the middle of your panic.
He’s wearing an oversized flannel shirt open over a simple T-shirt, and in one fluid motion, he slips it off his shoulders. He steps even closer, wrapping the warm fabric around your waist. "Here, let me," he says softly, his fingers brushing against you as he carefully ties the sleeves in a secure knot at the front. The long hem of the plaid shirt falls perfectly, covering everything and making it look like just a stylish, layered outfit.
But he doesn’t just stop there. He notices how you’re still looking at the ground, your cheeks flushed with shame. He gently hooks his arm through yours, pulling you close to his side. "Hey, look at me. It’s just biology, baby—and I promise you, no one saw a thing."
He keeps you tucked under his arm the whole way back, distracting you by pointing out every cute dog he sees and making silly jokes until he finally hears you giggle.
note: I hope you enjoyed it! feedback and reblogs are always appreciated <3
⋆·˚ ༘ * After a missed anniversary and weeks spent out of sync, Soobin just wants to be close to you again—really close. No rush, no performance. Just you, him, and the quiet reminder that you still belong to each other.
✦ Love Language: Quality Time
pairing: soobin x reader ✮⋆˙✐ 3.8k
warnings: smut, f!reader, no protection, soft dom!soobin, sub!reader, cock warming, slight oral f!rec, praise, romance, no protection, finishing inside
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The apartment is quiet when you finally come home.
Way too quiet.
The kind of quiet that makes your chest feel heavier than your bag slung over your shoulder, heavier than the late hour blinking back at you on the microwave clock.
Stepping inside, you make sure to lock the door behind you. You take off your shoes, drop your keys into the bowl, and glance toward the couch.
He’s sitting there, asleep—just barely. Half curled into the throw blanket, one arm slung over the back of the couch like he was waiting for you but gave up halfway through.
You stand there longer than you intend to, just wanting to watch him for a moment. He stirs before you can say anything, lashes fluttering, voice groggy.
"You're late again..." Soobin grumbles. It wasn't accusatory, just worn thin.
You give him a small apologetic smile. "I know, I'm sorry. I didn't even get a lunch break today."
Soobin nods and tries to smile back, but it doesn’t quite reach his eyes. He looks toward the TV, and the silence stretches on longer than you'd like. With Soobin's recent comeback promotions and your new late-night shifts at the office, quality time together was few and far between.
Even when you managed to spend time together, it was never just the two of you. There were always friends around, always the other members. Never a moment that felt truly yours—never a chance to just be alone with Soobin.
And still, he loved you with a quiet kind of devotion. Soobin would wait up long past midnight just for the quiet privilege of walking you to bed. Even the smallest moment alone with you was worth losing sleep over.
You were so used to running—meeting quotas, ticking boxes, always being on—that you hadn’t noticed how little of yourself you’d given him lately. Not your stories, not your softness. Not your time.
And apparently not even your memory for important days, like today.
You realize it the moment your eyes flick toward the calendar on the fridge. The date. Your heart sinks.
"Shit," you breathe. "Our anniversary..."
Soobin doesn’t even flinch. He just watches you quietly, eyes soft but ridden with exhaustion.
Your own eyes shift down to the uneaten container of food and unopened bottle of wine on the kitchen table—he waited to eat.
"You didn't have to wait."
He responds quickly. "I wanted to." Soobin doesn't say for you, but it's written all over his face. He'd do anything to savor a moment with you.
"I am so sorry, Binnie," you're barely able to get out. "I care about you so much. I would never..."
You feel a twist of guilt settle in your stomach, but he doesn’t pile on. Nor does he guilt you. That’s not who Soobin is.
“You didn’t forget because you don’t care,” he says softly. “I know you. You just… never forget things like that. I know how overwhelmed you've been.”
Soobin doesn’t say more. He just lifts the blanket, a wordless invitation smoothed between the wrinkles in the couch cushions. When you lie down beside him, it’s quiet again. The kind that’s warm this time—full of unspoken things and shared breath. His arms curl around you instinctively. He presses his face into your neck like he’s been holding in the need to feel you all week.
"I hate this," he breathes out, almost like he's embarrassed to say it. "Hate only seeing you like this."
You swallow hard, because you feel it too. You've never been good at this. Never been good at showing Soobin just how close you want—no, need—to be near him.
You try to apologize. To say something, anything about work. About your stupid boss, the lack of breaks, the lack of appreciation, the unpaid overtime.
And he lets you ramble on. Because this is his favorite thing in the entire world—hearing your sweet voice talking about your day, getting to hold you while you do it. His eyes are sparkling and trained on your face, attention undivided as you vent. Soobin's heart thunders beneath his rib cage.
You’re halfway through telling him all the messy details—words spilling too fast, casual but unfocused, like you’re trying to outrun your own exhaustion. There’s a thin sheen of energy in your voice, but it’s cracked at the edges. You yawn mid-sentence, barely stifling it behind the back of your hand.
Soobin notices the way you press on like you aren't seconds from collapsing. He always does.
You brush it off like you usually do, reaching for a water bottle on the coffee table, already moving on to the next thought. But before you can, Soobin gently lays his hand over yours.
“You’re tired.”
You blink at him. “I’m fine.”
“You come home and talk like you haven’t breathed in hours," he chuckles through a sigh. There’s no judgment in his voice, just a quiet hurt.
That makes you stop. Not because you disagree, but because he said it like he’s been holding it in for too long. You never really knew how to be present with him. Even in times like this, when you knew he needed it most.
He sits up straight, shifting his body to face you fully. His hand doesn’t leave yours.
“I know you don’t like stopping. I know being tired makes you feel like you’re falling behind. But I promise it's okay to slow down once in a while.”
"Binnie..." Your voice trails off.
“You didn’t forget on purpose,” he says again, because he needs you to believe it. “But I still need you. I still want today to matter. Even if it’s just here, like this.”
His voice dips, eyes searching yours. "I know we've both been working a lot. But to be honest, this has been really killing me. Can't we just take our time tonight?"
And then he’s pulling you in—slowly, gently—his arms around you. The kind of embrace that doesn’t demand anything, only offers.
You don’t fight it, don't say anything. You just let yourself sink into his chest, right into the warmth of him. It’s the only place where you don’t have to be composed or efficient or fine. You just needed to be his.
His hand slides up your back. “Just… be here,” he murmurs into your hair. “For a little while.”
And for once, you let yourself stay still. His lips brush the crown of your head, barely there.
You feel the slow rise and fall of his chest against your cheek, the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your palm. He doesn’t rush you. But when you tilt your head up to look at him, his eyes are already on you. Warm and desperate. It’s not lust, not at first. It’s pure longing.
He cups your cheek, his thumb brushing beneath your eye like he’s trying to memorize you. You can’t help but lean into his angelic touch. Then his mouth is on yours. A slow and needy kiss that says I’ve missed you, stay forever.
You can feel the tension in his body, the way he holds back even as his fingers slip under your shirt, testing you, as if he’s asking for permission with every touch.
You give it with ease.
When you shift into his lap, straddling him, wrapping your arms around his neck, the ache of it all hits him.
Soobin holds you like he’s scared you’ll disappear again. His tongue is pressed between your lips, scaling every inch of your mouth that it can reach. An exasperated moan leaves you in a low sigh, and he swallows it down greedily. You unravel against one another, piece by piece.
The growing tightness in Soobin's pants presses firmly against you. You were beginning to throb for him and his attention alone. No distractions or distance, just this—focused and intentional.
Even though your lips moved unhurriedly, you have to pull away for air. But he doesn't let you escape so easily, keeping his forehead pressed firm against your own.
Soobin wants your attention on nothing but him tonight, that’s a promise he kept for himself. Before your mind can race, he's rubbing circles with his thumb over your leggings, stealing your mind away from stress and thoughts of work, locking them away where they’d be forced to put Soobin at the forefront.
Your leggings, usually an inconvenient barrier, were completely soaked through to the skin. It left Soobin no problem in rubbing every sensitive spot you yearned for him to reach.
A shaky breath leaves your lips. "Fuck, been needing you so bad. Been so stressed out." His eyes are trained on the outline of your folds, your cunt basically sucking in the soaked fabric and begging for his finger to follow suit. He wondered just how well you would suck his cock in if you were dripping and swelling like this already.
He groans loudly without remiss, throaty and strained, head dropping against your shoulder in self-control.
He continues to rub you lovingly, tearing his gaze from between your thighs to your face, smiling at the blush blooming across your nose and cheeks. His eyes flood with warmth when he speaks. "I want to do something."
“I’ll do anything,” you answer to him like you always have. Your time, your mind, your soul—he’s always had access to all of it, whenever he wanted.
Soobin’s smile spreads wide across his face, unable to contain it. His hands grip your hips before slipping beneath your shirt, slowly lifting it over your head with care.
Your breath catches. He looks almost shy when he speaks again.
“Can I just… stay inside you tonight?” His voice is hushed and reverent. “I don’t want to rush. I just—want to be close.”
A nod is all you need to deliver him. His hands are gripping just beneath your ass, standing up from the couch as he holds you. Your legs lock around his waist, keeping him close amidst the trek to your shared bedroom.
You noticed how deliberate Soobin was tonight—every step he took toward the bed felt endless. And when he finally lays you down against the soft cotton sheets, it’s like the world exhales. For the first time in a long time, you feel breathtakingly alive.
His movements flow into each other, rewriting time just to make this moment last longer. The only moment he disconnects himself from you his to peel off his own t-shirt. Your clothes are stripped from your body as well, more carefully than ever. Tender fingers work at the hem of your leggings, dragging them down your goose-bump ridden skin.
Soobin's lips are the only things moving quickly, wanting to feel your warm skin against them. He's kissing a trail across your chest, down your stomach, breath sucking in at the laced panties staring back at him.
The black material is sticky, soaked, and completely lost between your folds. Your head rested gently against a pillow slightly cocked to the side, peering down at him through hooded eyelids. He was so beautiful. All the time in the world belonged to you two.
"Mm, fuck baby," you're already whining out. Fuck these new schedules. Fuck your late nights. This is what you've both been denied for too long.
Large hands splayed across the curvature of your hips, gripping the flesh and securing you in place. Between your legs, he helped himself to one long, and slow drag of his tongue up your cunt. He breathed you in, fabric and all, with greed. It felt like a reward for the time he'd spent patiently craving for your presence.
Tender teeth got hold of your panties, dragging them halfway down your legs. A chill shoots up through you, his teeth grazing your inner thigh just enough. Soobin's fingers took over, sliding the material the rest of the way off.
One more lewd kiss against your cunt, this one hard and claiming, and he's up on his knees removing his sweatpants and underwear just as painfully slow. You'd never felt so prepared for Soobin in your entire relationship. Thighs and sheets stained with splotches of your sweet arousal, out of control.
Now fully undressed and erect against his toned stomach, Soobin takes his place next to you on the bed. He's propped up, back against the headboard, looking at you expectantly.
"Come here," his voice is so careful as he pats his lap. His voice holds the kind of care reserved for precious things.
You swing a leg over his waist with his help, straddling him where he sits. Soobin is silent, but his face says everything. His chin pressed to his chest as he looks between your legs, lips drawn rough between his teeth.
He keeps his hands at your waistline, lifting his hips just enough to align himself with your sopping entrance. You both hiss softly as the head of his cock slides against your folds, hot and thick. But he doesn’t push in just yet. He’s waiting for you again, asking for permission.
“Can I?” he whispers, even though you’ve already said yes in every way that counts.
You nod and sink down slowly, inch by inch, until he’s fully inside you. Neither of you moves. You just sit there, wrapped around him, buried in each other.
Your walls clench instinctively, and he emits a broken groan. But he doesn’t move, he doesn't fuck up into you—just presses his face into the crook of your neck and breathes.
This isn’t about sex for either of you. It’s about connection. Closeness. The ache to feel like you still belong to each other. Skin on skin, hearts syncing with every breath, you melt together until you’re not sure where he ends and you begin.
Soobin stays nestled inside your warmth for so long that you begin to lose track of time. His hands draw lazy circles over your back, his lips brushing your shoulder in silent worship. Your arms hang around his neck, holding him close. Every now and then, your walls flutter around him, and he exhales a quiet curse into your skin.
Every moment spent inside you is marked by a kiss—some soft and delicate, others deep and bruising, left like claims on your neck. Soobin's voice is hushed, whispering over and over how much he adores you. His hands roam your body like he's rediscovering it all over again, tracing every dip, outlining the shape of you with his touch. He’s etching you into him.
Eventually, the stillness turns to tension. You shift your hips just slightly and feel him twitch inside you. His breath hitches, and you notice.
“Don’t do that,” Soobin murmurs, voice taught with restraint.
Your faces are pressed close, cheek to cheek. He can feel the graze of your hardened nipples against his chest, your shaky, uneven moans fanning hot against his ear. And suddenly, he’s entirely too aware of you—of how impossibly tight and perfect your body feels around him, like you were made to fit just like this.
"Sorry, Binne." You don’t mean for it to come out as a whimper, but it slips, drenched in need. “I’m just so full…”
You try to remain still, but your eyes are already glassy with want. And when your lips find his again, more desperate this time, he gives in.
He starts to move, gently at first. Rolling his hips into yours like it’s the first time all over again. You can tell he's afraid to shatter the moment, but can’t help needing you more.
Soobin's hand finds your hair, gripping firmly—not to dominate, but to really see you. He pulls back just enough to watch your face, to pass every wave of pleasure back and forth between your eyes. He makes love to you like he’s savoring it, dragging his cock in and out at the perfect angle, hitting your g-spot again and again with a patience that feels more like devotion than control.
But it’s not enough, not with how he feels inside you. How his cock stretches you open just right, how his eyes celebrate every inch of you like you’re the only thing that’s ever mattered.
So you shift again—this time intentionally—lifting your hips just slightly before sinking back down. The friction makes your mouth fall open, a soft moan filling the air.
Soobin groans, his hands flying to your waist. “Baby…”
But you’re already moving again. A slow, teasing roll of your hips that pulls breathless curses from his lips. Your hands brace against his chest as you rise onto your knees and start to bounce—gently, at first, letting yourself adjust, letting the stretch fill you again and again. His cock drags along your walls in the most maddening way, kissing your sweet spot again and again.
His fingers dig into your sides, but he doesn’t stop you. He wouldn't dare. Instead, Soobin just watches you with his lips parted, chest rising and falling with every bounce. The expression on his face is pure awe. He can’t believe this is real. Spending time with you has never felt this heavenly. You're the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.
“You feel so good,” you whisper, voice trembling as your thighs work to keep the pace. “So big…”
He sits up more to meet you halfway, arms wrapping around your waist as his mouth finds your chest—kissing, sucking, biting gently at your sensitive skin. Every time you sink down, his cock hits deeper, and the pleasure tightens in your belly like a fuse burning too close to the edge
“Just like that,” he breathes, kissing up your throat. “You ride me so well, baby. So fucking good for me…”
Your movements grow faster, more desperate, chasing the high together. Each bounce has you both gasping, moaning, gripping onto each other like you’ll fall apart if you let go.
His hands slide up your back, anchoring you to him, and when your forehead presses to his, his voice is barely audible.
“Don’t stop. Don’t ever stop.” Soobin’s thumb finds your clit, rubbing slow circles that have you squeezing tight around him. The sudden surge of pleasure makes your entire body jolt—your thighs trembling, your rhythm faltering.
“F–fuck!” he cries, his voice cracking as his core tightens beneath you. One hand claws at your back, desperate to ground himself, while the other keeps working your clit, coaxing you closer to the edge with each drawn-out stroke.
Your body trembles in his lap, chest heaving as you ride the crest of sensation. His name leaves your lips in a gasp, hips stuttering as you start to unravel for him. But Soobin doesn’t let up—he leans in, kissing you fervently. His voice is gravelly in your ear.
“That’s it, baby… you’re doing so good. Let go for me. I’ve got you.”
And you do—your whole body shaking as pleasure rips through you, fluttering tight around him, squeezing him so perfectly he groans through gritted teeth. Your forehead drops against his shoulder, breath caught somewhere between a sob and a moan. Soobin holds you through it, murmuring praise into your hair, letting you ride the waves until your hips finally still.
But he’s still hard, still tucked deep inside you. You blink, dazed, and meet his eyes.
“Soobin—”
“Not done,” he breathes, cupping your cheek. “Let me love you a little longer.”
He shifts, lifting you slightly before guiding you down onto your back, never slipping out. His body settles over yours, and he kisses you so slowly you forget how to breathe. It’s not rushed, none of this was. He wants to remember every expression and sound you make beneath him.
Soobin starts to move again, hips rolling deep, cock gliding into you with a drag that has your toes curling. Each thrust is slow yet hard, filling you to the brim. He's making sure you'll feel him for days.
“Still so wet,” he whispers, voice shaking from restraint. “You were made for me, weren’t you?”
You nod with teary eyes, hands gripping his shoulders as he begins to fuck you just a little harder—still slow and sensual, but with the kind of focused passion that makes your whole body scream.
His lips find your neck again, then your jaw, then your mouth, speaking softly with his mouth pressed on yours. “Want you to feel everything, baby. Want you to remember this whenever our schedules are busy.”
“Don’t say that,” you whisper, clutching at him.
“I won’t go anywhere,” he promises instantly, fucking into you with a little more urgency. “I’m right here. You’re mine.”
You moan his name again as he rocks into you, shifting his angle just slightly to hit your g-spot head-on. The overstimulation begins to take you over. Your back arches off the bed, and he catches you with one arm wrapped beneath you, pressing your bodies flush together, like even air between you would be too much distance.
“You’re so beautiful like this,” he murmurs, watching your face. “So good for me.”
You barely manage to choke out a response. You’re too full, too overwhelmed, and too wrapped up in the heat of his body and the impulse in his gaze.
He slows again as he nears the edge, you for a second time that night. Thrusts going deeper, heavier, until you’re clutching his hair, pulling him closer, whispering into his ear, “I want you to cum inside.”
Soobin groans deep in his chest at your admission and presses his forehead to yours, breathing unevenly.
“You sure?”
“Yes. Please.”
It only takes a few more slow, grinding thrusts before he’s burying himself to the hilt and pulsing inside you, arms shaking as he holds you close. His lips tremble against yours, his moans drawn out and desperate as he fills you. The inappropriate sounds quickly have your own, blinding orgasm flowing from you with ease.
He still doesn’t pull out.
Instead, he kisses you again, even sweeter, before shifting both of you onto your sides, tangled together, still joined.
You’re panting, but your heart is calm. You feel full in every way, wrapped in his warmth, your body and soul entirely his. Soobin strokes your hair, nose brushing your cheek.
“Stay just like this,” he whispers. “Let me keep you.”
You nod, one leg hiked over his hip, arms tucked against his chest. “Don’t let go.”
“Never,” he murmurs, breath hitching when your walls flutter again. “Fuck. You’re still gripping me so tight…”
You press your face into his neck, smiling softly. “That’s ‘cause I want you to stay.”
He chuckles, fingers tracing your spine. “Then I will. All night, baby. However long you’ll have me.”
You both fall quiet, still connected, warmth shared between flesh. The room feels sacred, filled with love, comfort, and the kind of silence that means everything. You make a mental note to call out of work the next morning.
Soobin stays inside you until you’re both asleep—bodies tangled, time slowed, nothing left to say but everything left to feel.
synopsis: since childhood, you’ve beaten choi soobin at everything. karate? you got your black belt first. piano? you took home the trophy. grades? you’ve been ranked #1 for years—and soobin is sick of coming in second. desperate to finally win at something, he hires choi yeonjun—resident heart-breaker with a reputation as dark as his eyeliner—to make you fall for him and derail your perfect focus. three months. one mission: distract you, dethrone you, defeat you. but the moment soobin sees your smile falter for yeonjun, something inside him shifts. winning suddenly feels… wrong. and losing you feels worse than losing any competition he’s ever trained for.
high achiever, don't you see? baby nothing comes for free
▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။|||| are you satisfied? — marina
✎ pairing: chaebol student!choi soobin x chaebol student!reader x scholarship swimmer!choi yeonjun
✎ genre/warning: high school au, academic rivalry, hired to seduce trope, love triangle, rich girl x scholarship boy, slow burn, jealousy, elite friend group/drama, family pressure, rivals to lovers, love triangle, psychological romance, angst, coming of age, toxic family dynamics, parental emotional/mental and physical abuse, academic pressure, classism, misogyny/sexism, bullying/social exclusion, smoking, underage drinking, explicit language, toxic relationships
✎ word count: 9.2k
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the art of second place
Choi Soobin’s body braces before his mind does.
His father folds the newspaper. The sound is small. Paper against paper. A clean, tidy noise in a clean, tidy room. Still, something in his chest locks around it.
He’s only just walked into the dining room.
Morning light spills across the table and turns everything bright and expensive. White linen. Silver cutlery. Crystal glasses. Coffee already poured. Fruit cut into exact shapes. Eggs steaming on his plate. The whole thing laid out with the kind of care people mistake for love.
His father sits at the head of the table in shirtsleeves and silence. His mother butters toast with her usual calm precision, gold bracelet slipping down her wrist each time she moves the knife.
Soobin pulls out his chair.
The paper is set down beside the cup. Then his father clears his throat. “Your rankings.” That’s it. No good morning.
Soobin sits.
His father doesn’t raise his voice. He never needs to. “Would you like to explain why I keep hearing that girl’s name before I hear yours?” He doesn’t say your name.
He never does. Not here. In this house you become that girl, and somehow that makes it worse—more dismissive, more deliberate.
Soobin reaches for his water glass because his hands need somewhere to go. He doesn’t drink.
“You were second again,” his father says.
Soobin looks down at the plate in front of him. He was hungry before he walked into the room. That version of him is gone now.
Across the table, his mother says, “Eat before it gets cold.”
He picks up the fork.
His father keeps going. “Tell me what exactly I am meant to say when people ask about my son.”
The fork presses too hard into the eggs. Yolk slips out across the plate.
His mother glances up at him. “Well?”
Soobin swallows once. His throat is already tightening. “I don’t know, sir.”
His father lets the silence sit for a moment. “No. You don’t.”
That metallic taste is back. Soobin presses his tongue to the inside of his cheek and finds the spot he worried open yesterday.
His father lifts his coffee. “Every tutor. Every resource. Every opportunity. You are handed more than most people see in a lifetime, and still you allow yourself to be outdone.”
Soobin keeps his eyes on the plate.
“Look at me,” his father says.
He does.
His father’s face is unreadable in the way that makes it worse—no anger, no temper. Just disappointment sharpened into routine. “Do you enjoy embarrassing me?”
There is no answer to that question that does not end badly. Soobin knows it. He has known it for years. If he says no, it will sound defensive. If he says sorry, it will sound weak. If he explains, it will sound like excuses.
So he says nothing.
His mother sets her knife down. “Answer your father.”
He turns to her without meaning to—some reflex still left over from childhood. Some old, stupid habit of expecting help from the wrong place.
She raises one brow. “What? He’s right. Work harder.”
The fork goes still in his hand. Work harder. He can feel his pulse in his gums now. In his jaw. In the place behind his ribs where everything has felt too tight for months. He looks back at the plate and counts.
One. Two. Three.
His father mistakes silence for defiance. Or maybe he doesn’t mistake it at all. “Do you think discipline is optional?” he asks.
“No, sir.”
“Do you think results are optional?”
“No, sir.”
“Then why do I keep seeing the same outcome?”
The fork scrapes lightly against porcelain and the sound nearly does him in. In his head, he stands up so fast the chair kicks back into the wall.
In his head, both hands go under the edge of the table and lift. Plates crack against marble. Coffee floods the linen. Crystal shatters. His mother jerks back. His father finally loses that cold expression and becomes something human enough to hit. In his head, Soobin reaches for whatever is closest—the fruit bowl, the coffee pot, his father’s watch where it lies beside the folded newspaper—and smashes it all until the room stops pretending.
He wants noise. He wants a mess big enough that no one can call him dramatic for breathing wrong. He wants to break the thing measuring him.
The chair stays where it is. The table doesn’t move.
He is still eighteen and sitting at breakfast with his fork in his hand and his back straight because slouching would get noticed before the panic would.
His mother picks up her coffee. “You’ve been distracted.”
“I haven’t,” he says quietly. It slips out before he can stop it.
The room goes still.
His father tilts his head. “No?”
Soobin lowers his eyes again. “No, sir.”
His father studies him for a moment too long. “Then perhaps you simply do not have it.”
Soobin grips the fork harder.
His father watches his hand. “If pressure unsettles you this easily, say so now.”
The fork slips against the plate, and his pulse jumps.
His father holds his gaze for a beat. Then he leans back. “I’m talking about winning.”
Winning drags years behind it. Coaches. Tutors. Report cards. Timers. Raised a winner. Raised properly. Raised not to flinch.
The metallic taste gets thicker. Soobin bites down harder, his fingers twitch once in his lap.
His mother says, “Eat.”
He can’t. He picks up the fork again anyway and cuts into the eggs a second time. Takes a bite. Chews. Swallows. His throat fights him the whole way down.
His father watches until he does. Then, calm as ever, “Do better.”
That’s all. No slammed fist. No shouting fit. Nothing a stranger could point to and call cruel. Just those two words, laid down between the coffee and the silver like they are part of the place setting and not a life sentence.
His mother resumes her breakfast. His father reaches for the newspaper. Conversation over.
Soobin sits there with food turning to paste in his mouth and blood at the back of his tongue.
The car ride doesn’t get any better. His father just changes the angle of attack. The breakfast plates are gone. The hotel is getting closer. None of it helps.
His father has the gala programme open across one knee—thick cream card with a gold crest at the top. He smooths it flat with two fingers and says, “Read it.”
Soobin doesn’t take it. “I know what it says, sir.”
“Then you know what tonight is.”
His mother checks her lipstick in the dark window and clicks the compact shut. “Must we start again?”
His father doesn’t look at her. “He clearly needs repetition.”
The car glides through traffic. Soobin keeps his eyes on the passing buildings and tries not to look at the programme, which only makes his father angle it more obviously into view.
Welcome remarks. Dinner service. Foundation address. Representative Speech. Your name.
His father says, “People will remember that.”
Soobin’s jaw shifts once. He says nothing.
His father folds the card in half. “They will remember that a Choi boy sat in the audience while somebody else represented the school.”
His mother says, “That’s enough.”
“No,” his father says. “It plainly isn’t.”
Soobin keeps both hands flat on his thighs. One of them twitches anyway.
“That should have been your slot.”
“Yes, sir.”
“That should have been our name.”
The driver slows as the hotel comes into view.
The hotel comes into view behind the windshield—glass frontage, valets in black, a slow-moving row of cars letting out polished families in silk, cufflinks, and practiced smiles. Near the doors, the school crest gleams in gold across a standing board.
HANUL FOUNDATION GALA
The driver pulls under the portico and the car goes quiet for one brief second. Relief gets there first. Then dread.
Relief, because the car has stopped. Dread, because outside the car is the gala, and the gala means you.
His father closes the programme and slips it into his jacket. “Don’t embarrass me further.”
His mother touches his sleeve. “Let’s just get through the evening.”
The driver is already out opening the door. His father steps out first. His mother follows, her hand wrapping around his arm before her heels have fully found the ground. They are backlit by the hotel entrance, already becoming presentable.
They walk off together.
They leave him in the back seat for half a second longer than necessary.
Soobin gets out after them and shuts the door more carefully than he wants to. The collar of his shirt feels wrong—too close, too stiff. He hooks a finger under it once, then drops his hand before anyone sees.
Inside, the gala looks exactly how Hanul likes to imagine itself.
Crystal chandeliers. Cream flowers. White tablecloths. Waiters moving through the room with champagne trays held level at shoulder height. Somewhere off to the left, a quartet is playing something expensive. The whole place smells of lilies, cologne, and money trying to look graceful.
Adults drift from one cluster to another in formalwear and good manners, smiling at people they hate and shaking hands with people they need. Parents speak in lowered voices about universities, foundations, donation tiers, internships, ministers, markets. Students hover half a step behind, summoned when needed, forgotten when not.
This is the real curriculum—not exams, not attendance, not the ranking board in the corridor. This. The room full of people who decide what matters before anyone younger is even asked.
A large screen near the ballroom doors cycles through donor tiers beneath the foundation crest. Legacy Circle. Diamond Patrons. Platinum Benefactors. Surnames Soobin knows. Families who fund buildings, endow scholarships, call the headmaster by his first name. The school is thanking people who already own it.
A staff member offers him champagne. He takes a glass because refusing would invite questions. He doesn’t drink it. He can feel the taste of metal creeping back onto his tongue. He presses his molars together and lets it sit there.
Then he sees you.
The room doesn’t quiet. It just stops mattering.
You’re standing near one of the trustees, smiling politely at something he’s saying. You don’t laugh too hard, or lean in too much—just enough. You are dressed impeccably. Of course you are. You’ve always been good at screaming elegance without raising your voice. You look composed—finished, like the room was designed with you already in mind.
Soobin becomes aware of himself in stages. The collar at his throat. The set of his shoulders. The way his hand is closing too hard around the stem of the glass.
He loosens his grip before it snaps.
He hates this. The way seeing you turns his own body into a problem he suddenly has to manage. The way he can feel every inch of himself become stiff and overaware, like somebody might look at him and immediately know he’s trying.
He hates that you make him notice it.
His history with you is old enough to have gone numb by now. It hasn’t.
He can’t remember a time before you. Not really. You’ve always been somewhere in the frame. Same circles. Same teachers. Same polished adults saying both your names in the same breath and pretending it counted as fairness.
Karate first.
Same dojo. Same mats. Same afternoons bowing until his back ached. You got your black belt first. He remembers the congratulations. He remembers the applause. He remembers his father’s face most of all.
Piano after that.
Same competitions. Same judges. Same freezing recital halls. You took the trophy home. He stood beside you with second place and managed not to look sick in the photos.
Then Hanul.
Three years of ranking boards and report sheets and staff pretending academic pressure builds character. Three years of your name above his.
That’s the part that gets under his skin. Not that you win—that you never look like you’re clawing for it. He is all effort. You are just there, ahead.
His jaw goes tight. He bites the inside of his cheek until it stings, hard enough for the taste of blood to come back sharp and familiar.
Second.
The word has lodged itself in him somewhere ugly. It doesn’t wash out.
An arm hooks around his neck and yanks him half a step sideways. “Yo, bro.”
Choi Beomgyu. He’s grinning, his voice loud enough to count as inappropriate in a room like this. His tie is slightly off, his hair too deliberately careless, and he smells of expensive cologne and poor sleep.
“Thank God,” he says. “Thought I was going to die of donor small talk.”
Soobin’s first instinct is to shrug him off. His second is gratitude. The second one wins. “Let go.”
“No.” Beomgyu tightens his arm once, purely out of spite. “You’re coming with me. Another five minutes and I was going to fake a medical emergency.”
“So dramatic.”
“Look who’s talking.”
Beomgyu follows his line of sight and spots you immediately. His grin sharpens. “Ah.”
Soobin shifts, trying to get free without making it look like he’s getting free. “You’re insufferable.”
“And yet I’m saving your life.”
Beomgyu starts steering him through the room. Soobin resists on instinct, shoes dragging over the carpet for half a step before he stops—resisting looks worse. There are too many eyes. Teachers, parents, board members, other students pretending not to watch, staff who remember everything.
Optics at Hanul count for more than honesty ever does.
Beomgyu keeps tugging him forward, still talking. “My mother has introduced me to seven people I’ll be expected to remember for the rest of my life. One of them pinched my cheek.”
“That sounds like a you problem.”
“It became a you problem the second I decided I wasn’t suffering alone.”
He’s pulling him toward the Apex table. The closer they get to it, the more obvious the room becomes about it.
Not loud—Hanul is rarely loud when envy will do. It travels in lowered voices, in glances that linger a beat too long, in the quick little silences that follow whenever one of them passes. The other students know exactly what that table means.
Best grades. Best surnames. Best futures, already gift-wrapped. Their family names arrive before they do. That’s half the point.
The table sits near the front of the ballroom—too close to the principal, too close to the donors, close enough that every sweep of a camera catches the right faces.
Apex is a crown the school insists is earned.
The twins are already there. Daniel slouched just enough to look disrespectful without anyone actually being able to accuse him of it. Stephanie upright, immaculate, one hand around a champagne flute, gaze moving over the room.
Beomgyu drops into his chair and gestures grandly at the empty seat beside him. “Your throne.”
Soobin sits and barely has time to exhale.
You approach the table and the entire room seems to tilt around you, or maybe that’s just his body deciding to act up again.
Kai is with you, half a step behind and trying very hard not to look like a first-year standing at the table meant for people the school already considers profitable. He has your mouth and none of your control. His tie is perfect, his expression isn’t.
You stop at your chair, glance at Soobin once, and take your seat.
One glance does enough damage. The usual look from you that says you’ve assessed him, found him disappointing, and moved on before he’s even had time to resent it properly.
He hates how fast his skin notices. The collar. The cuffs. The way his shoulders seem too square all of a sudden, as if posture can become self-conscious.
Kai pulls his chair out beside you. “Noona, shall I—”
“No,” you say, without even looking at him. “Sit.”
Kai sits.
Beomgyu, sensing danger with the skill of long practice, smiles too brightly. “Beautiful. Everyone’s here. Let’s all behave like the nation is watching.”
Daniel lifts his glass. “It probably is.”
Soobin reaches for the water beside his plate.
“You found the table,” you say before he can drink. “I was starting to think the signs were too difficult.” Your tone is light enough for the adults nearby to ignore.
That’s the trick with you—you never sound cruel unless someone knows where to listen.
Soobin sets the glass down. “Did you miss me?”
“No,” you say. “I was wondering whether second place had started arriving late too.”
His fingers tighten around the glass before he remembers where he is.
Beomgyu sighs. “Please don’t. Some of us haven’t eaten enough to survive this.”
Soobin looks at you. “You rehearsed that?”
“Didn’t need to.”
“Right. Cruelty just comes naturally.”
You fold your napkin onto your lap. “Only when the material is easy.”
Kai mutters, “Noona.”
Before Soobin can answer, Kim Inha arrives.
She comes in late enough for people to notice and composed enough to pretend they shouldn’t. Hair perfect, dress perfect, smile already in place before she reaches the table. She does not look for her name card and slips into the empty chair beside Soobin—she has already decided that proximity is a statement.
“Sorry,” she says. “My mother kept introducing me to people I’m supposed to care about.”
Daniel says, “Devastating. Did you survive?”
“Barely.” Her smile stays on. Her eyes move from Soobin to you. “Did I miss something?”
Beomgyu lifts his glass. “Only the opening ceremony of whatever this is.”
You don’t look at Inha for long. “Nothing important.”
Inha’s smile tightens. “Still charming, I see.”
“Still arriving halfway through conversations, I see.”
Beomgyu leans towards Soobin. “I hate it when everyone’s insults turn into a talent showcase.”
Inha ignores him. She turns slightly towards Soobin, her shoulder almost touching his. “You okay?”
Soobin’s fingers pause around his glass. “I’m fine,” he says.
Inha smiles brighter. “I know. I’m just saying she doesn’t have to turn everything into a contest.”
You look at her properly then. “This is the Apex table.”
“So?”
“So the entire school turned us into a contest before I sat down.”
Stephanie murmurs, “Fair point.”
Inha’s gaze flicks to her. “I didn’t mean it like that.”
“You rarely do,” you say.
Kai shifts in his seat. “Noona.”
“What?”
He lowers his voice. “Can you not?”
You look at him, and for half a second something in your face changes—small and almost private. Then it’s gone.
Beomgyu immediately reaches for the centrepiece. “Can we discuss why this flower arrangement looks fancier than my future?”
Daniel answers at once. “Because it is.”
Stephanie nods. “Definitely.”
Kai exhales through his nose, grateful. Soobin notices you watching your brother for another second before you look away.
Inha, unfortunately, is not done. “I’m only saying,” she continues, “some people know how to be excellent without making everyone else feel small.”
You sit back. “Are you talking about me?”
Inha widens her eyes. “Did it sound familiar?”
Soobin sets his glass down with a little too much force. Water jumps against the rim.
Inha turns to him at once. “I’m not wrong.”
“I didn’t ask you to be right.”
Her smile falters for the first time.
You look between them, then settle back into your chair. “Don’t stop on my account. I’m enjoying the teamwork.”
Soobin’s eyes cut to you. That’s the problem—Inha beside him makes it look like it’s two against one. Worse: it makes him look unable to stand across from you alone. “I don’t need teamwork,” he says.
You tilt your head. “Then tell her.”
Inha gives a small laugh, sharp at the edges. “Why are you acting like I’m the problem?”
You answer before Soobin can. “Because you sat down and made yourself one.”
Kai’s mouth parts. Daniel looks delighted despite himself.
Stephanie says, very quietly, “Burn.”
Inha straightens. “You think you can speak to everyone however you want just because you have better grades?”
You don’t blink. “And you think sitting next to Choi Soobin makes your opinion heavier.”
Soobin’s fingers curl under the tablecloth, out of sight. He wants to tell you to shut up. He wants to tell Inha to move. He wants this table to stop looking at him like he is the prize in a fight he didn’t enter.
The principal’s voice comes through the microphone before Inha can answer. “Good evening, distinguished guests—”
Every chair in the room seems to adjust at once. Conversations drop. Waiters stop moving. The ballroom becomes obedient.
Beomgyu leans back and mutters, “Saved by institutional theatre.”
Daniel whispers, “For now.”
The stage fills with adults who know how to congratulate themselves without sounding too pleased. Soobin tries to listen and fails.
Across the hall, his father is watching him. His mother sits beside him with her hands folded, expression smooth, eyes forward. His father does not bother pretending. The stare is direct enough to make the back of Soobin’s neck heat.
Soobin looks away first.
By the time the principal returns to the microphone, the knot in his throat has come back.
“And now,” the principal says, smiling towards the front tables, “we are honoured to hear from this year’s student representative. A student whose discipline, consistency, and excellence have set the standard for her cohort.”
Programs rustle and heads turn.
At the Apex table, Beomgyu stops smiling. Stephanie’s gaze moves, briefly, to Soobin. Kai sits up straighter.
You rise.
The applause starts at once.
Before you step away from the table, you look at Soobin. Then your gaze drops to the programme beside his plate. Representative Speech. When you look back at him, the applause has grown louder.
He understands the look perfectly.
You know.
You know what this is. You know what his father wanted. You know what it means that you are walking to that stage and he is sitting here clapping for you.
His hands come together because they have to. Once. Twice. The sound makes his stomach turn.
He stops.
On stage, you take your place at the podium. You adjust the microphone, glance once at the pages in your hand, and begin.
Your voice carries cleanly across the room. Soobin misses the first sentence. Then the second.
His father’s stare keeps touching the back of his neck between your words. Every pause gives it room. Every round of attentive silence makes it worse.
He reaches up and loosens his tie by half an inch. Nothing changes. The collar still cuts too close. The knot in his throat stays exactly where it is.
Beomgyu’s house makes wealth look bored.
That is the first thing Soobin thinks when he steps out of the car and sees the place lit from the inside, all glass and stone and quiet arrogance. The gates aren’t loud enough to announce importance. There is no ridiculous fountain in the drive. Nothing desperate. Just a long, severe house sitting above its own lawns, pretending it has never needed to impress anyone.
His father pauses beside him to button his jacket. “Stand straight.”
Soobin does.
His mother reaches over and fixes the edge of his collar with two fingers. “And don’t look like that.”
He doesn’t ask what like that means. He already knows—too tired, too angry, too much like himself.
Inside, Beomgyu’s mother greets them at the entrance with a smile that has probably survived worse men than Soobin’s father. Choi Yuna, Chairwoman of the Board of Hanul Global Academy, stands in a cream dress with pearls at her throat and power in the room before anyone announces her name. “Assemblyman Choi,” she says warmly, taking his father’s hand. “It’s been too long.”
“Chairwoman.” His father bows with the exact amount of respect required, not a degree more. “Congratulations on another successful gala.”
“Please,” she says, laughing softly. “The children do all the work. We simply clap and write cheques.”
Everyone smiles.
Soobin looks past her shoulder and sees the dining room already full.
All the right families. All the right faces. The Lees with their polite Americanised ease. Kim Inha’s parents, both expensive and clinical in the way people become when hospitals are a family business. Your parents near the far end of the room, your father mid-conversation with one of the trustees, your mother listening with a faint smile that gives nothing away.
And you.
You’re standing beside Kai, adjusting the cuff of his sleeve while he looks embarrassed enough to die from it. He says something under his breath. You don’t smile, but your hand lingers for half a second before dropping away.
Then you look up and see Soobin. Nothing changes on your face.
“Soobin-ah.” Beomgyu appears from nowhere and lands a hand on his shoulder.
“You made it,” Beomgyu says. “I was starting to think you’d escaped.”
“So was I.”
“Rude. I would’ve helped.”
“Soobin,” his mother says behind him.
Beomgyu’s grin flickers—not enough for the adults to notice, enough for Soobin to understand. “Come on,” Beomgyu says, squeezing his shoulder once. “Before my mother starts assigning us all futures again.”
They are not allowed to sit with the other students during dinner. That would be too merciful.
Instead, the table has been arranged so that each child sits close enough to their parents to be displayed, corrected, and quietly used as evidence. Soobin ends up between his mother and Beomgyu, with his father across from him and two seats down. You sit opposite, near your mother, Kai beside you looking like he’d rather be anywhere else.
The first course arrives before anyone says anything real. That is how dinners like this work. Food first. Threats after.
At the head of the table, Beomgyu’s mother lifts her glass. “To Hanul,” she says. “To our students. And to the families who continue to believe excellence is something worth cultivating.”
Glasses rise.
Soobin lifts his because everyone else does. The crystal catches the light. His own face distorts in the rim.
“Excellence,” your father says, smiling. “That word gets thrown around so much these days. It’s good to see Hanul still understands the difference between excellence and publicity.”
The trustee beside him laughs. “You would know. Your company has been everywhere lately.”
“Only where it matters.”
A few people chuckle.
Soobin’s father smiles too, but his hand tightens around the stem of his glass.
Your family doesn’t brag the way insecure people brag. Nobody at this table would be stupid enough to sound eager. Your father mentions expansions. Overseas partnerships. New logistics contracts.
He never says look how powerful we are. He doesn’t need to.
Soobin cuts into his food and feels his father’s mood darken across the table.
“You’re expanding into Europe?” Mr Lee asks.
Your father waves a hand. “Quietly.”
“Quietly,” Daniel mutters under his breath from farther down the table. Stephanie elbows him without looking.
Beomgyu hides a smile in his water glass.
Your mother turns to Soobin’s father. “And your campaign?”
His father sets his knife down. “Stable.”
“Stable is good,” your father says. “In politics, stability is underrated.”
The words are harmless—the tone isn’t.
Soobin stares at his plate.
He can already see how this evening ends. His father silent in the car. His mother looking out the window. The house waiting at the other end of it, clean and cold and full of things his father can say once there are no witnesses.
Across from him, Kai reaches for the salt. His sleeve brushes your glass and makes it wobble.
Your hand catches it before it spills.
Kai freezes. “Sorry.”
“Careful,” you say. Your tone isn’t sharp, nor loud.
Kai still lowers his hand like he’s been burned.
Soobin notices. Then he wishes he hadn’t—there is too much to notice in this room, too many small violences pretending to be manners.
Inha leans forward from her seat, smile bright. “The speech was beautiful, by the way.”
Your eyes move to her. “Thank you.”
“No, really,” Inha says, placing a hand lightly over her chest. “So composed. I would’ve been nervous with that many people watching.”
“You get used to it.”
Inha’s smile holds. “Must be nice.”
“It is.”
Beomgyu coughs into his napkin. Soobin keeps eating.
Your gaze flicks to him. “Did you enjoy it?”
His fork pauses.
His mother turns slightly towards him. His father’s eyes lift from across the table.
Soobin places the fork down carefully. “It was appropriate.”
Beomgyu makes a wounded sound. “Appropriate. Wow. Somebody embroider that on a pillow.”
His mother looks at him. “Beomgyu.”
“What? It’s praise. In Soobin language.”
A few people laugh, lightly enough to keep dinner intact. You look back down at your plate, the corner of your mouth moving just once. Soobin hates that too.
After dinner, the house divides itself the way houses like this always do.
The men disappear first, drawn towards a private room where the air will turn thick with cigar smoke and policy talk. They clap one another on the shoulder and discuss the country like it belongs to them because, in many ways, it does.
His father pauses before leaving. One hand lands at the back of Soobin’s chair.
Soobin’s spine goes rigid.
“Behave,” his father says.
“Yes, sir.”
The hand leaves.
The women gather near the sitting room with coffee, fruit, and expressions too pleasant to be trusted. The conversation shifts to university consultants, summer programmes, interview coaching, rumours about a professor taking private calls from certain families. One of them mentions a student who dropped six ranks after changing tutors. Another calls it unfortunate.
Nobody sounds sorry.
Beomgyu’s mother turns towards them and smiles. “Children, go entertain yourselves. The adults will be very boring for a while.”
Daniel rises first. “Finally. Honesty.” His mother gives him a look. He smiles. “Grateful honesty.”
Stephanie takes her glass and follows him. Inha stands quickly, glancing at Soobin before she smooths the front of her dress. Kai waits for you to move first. You don’t—you watch the adults for one extra second, then push your chair back.
The game room sits at the far end of the house, away from the formal rooms, which means it is where Beomgyu has hidden every sign of personality his mother hasn’t managed to remove.
There is a pool table under a low black lamp. A wall of records. A ridiculous arcade machine glowing blue in the corner. Shelves full of art books, most of them shoved between trophies Beomgyu definitely didn’t win willingly. There is a half-finished sketchbook on the sofa.
Beomgyu sees Soobin notice it and flips it shut on his way past. “Do not perceive me,” he says.
Daniel drops into an armchair. “Too late.”
Stephanie stands near the record player, scanning the spines. “Your house is depressing.”
“It has seven bathrooms.”
“That doesn’t contradict me.”
Beomgyu reaches for the pool cues mounted on the wall. “Soobin. Play me before I start climbing the curtains.”
Soobin takes the cue he offers. The polished wood feels good in his hand. Solid and simple—something with a purpose.
Inha drifts towards him. “You’re good at pool, right?”
“No,” Beomgyu says before Soobin can answer. “He’s annoying at pool. Different thing.”
Soobin chalks the tip of his cue. “You lose a lot for someone with opinions.”
“I lose with charm.”
“You lose loudly.”
“Again. Charm.”
Daniel leans back in his chair and looks between them. “September exams are going to be fun.”
The room shifts, not by much—just enough.
Stephanie pulls a record halfway from its sleeve. “Fun isn’t the word I’d use.”
“The one that matters,” Daniel says. “Everything before that is rehearsal.”
Beomgyu lines up the balls with unnecessary focus. “Can we not dirty the sacred pool table with academic trauma?”
“September decides university recommendations,” Stephanie says, sliding the record back. “Scholarship nominations. Counsellor interviews. Overseas tracks.”
Daniel lifts his drink. “The real divider.”
Soobin grips the cue.
Across the room, you have taken a seat on the arm of the sofa, one leg crossed over the other, watching the table. Kai stands near the arcade machine with both hands in his pockets, not playing, not speaking. Inha sits close to where Soobin is standing.
You look at Soobin. “Congratulations.” The word is light enough to float.
He knows better.
Beomgyu closes his eyes. “Please don’t.”
“That’ll mark three years of being second place. Consistency is a talent.”
The cue shifts in Soobin’s hand.
The Lees make identical little sounds, quiet and delighted. Beomgyu opens his eyes with exhaustion.
Soobin looks at you over the table. “At least I’m consistent,” he says. “I’d hate to peak early.”
Your mouth curves. “That implies you’re peaking at all.”
Inha laughs at once, too bright. “You’re actually insane.” She says it to you, but she angles her body towards Soobin when she does. Allegiance arranged neatly in the space between them.
Soobin bends over the table. He breaks. The cue ball cracks into the triangle. The sound cuts clean through the room. Balls scatter across the felt, fast and violent, colour splitting in every direction.
For half a second, it feels good. Power, or something close enough to lie about.
Beomgyu whistles. “Okay. He’s choosing violence.”
One ball drops into a corner pocket. Soobin straightens.
You watch the table, not him. Somehow that is worse—like he is not even the spectacle, like his anger is part of the game furniture.
He moves around the felt and lines up the next shot. Easy angle, should be nothing. The cue strikes. The ball clips the edge of the pocket and rolls away.
A miss by a fraction.
His teeth come together.
You tilt your head. “You should try aiming where it matters.”
Soobin looks at you. “You talk like rankings are a moral achievement.”
You lift your brows. “No. I talk like rankings are facts.”
He smiles. It feels wrong on his face. “Facts can be managed.”
“Then manage yours.” You say it while reaching for a cue from the wall, your fingers close around it without urgency—winning always seems to sit beside you waiting to be picked up.
Heat crawls up the back of his neck. He tells himself it is the lamp above the table. The wine at dinner. The room. Anything other than you.
Beomgyu steps between you enough to pretend he isn’t stepping between you. “Right. New rule. Every time one of you says rankings, I get to leave the country.”
Stephanie finally chooses a record and lets it spin without dropping the needle. “You’d be gone by sunrise.”
“Don’t tempt me.”
You chalk your cue with one smooth twist. “My turn?”
Soobin gestures at the table. “Go ahead.”
You stand, and Inha’s posture changes immediately.
You lean over the table. The room light catches on the side of your face, the line of your shoulder, the small concentration settling around your eyes.
The shot is narrow. Not impossible, but narrow enough that Beomgyu stops making jokes for once. You hit. The ball runs straight, kisses another, and drops into the side pocket, clean.
Daniel says, “Rude.”
Stephanie nods. “Very.”
Kai’s mouth lifts for half a second before he remembers not to show it.
You circle the table, cue resting lightly against your fingers. “September really is the one that matters, isn’t it?”
Daniel leans forward. “Yes.”
Beomgyu points his cue at the twins. “Do not encourage this. Any of this.”
You stop at the end of the table and look at Soobin. “Want to make it interesting?”
Soobin keeps his eyes on you. “What?”
“Let’s make a bet,” you say.
The arcade machine hums in the corner. The record waits silently on the turntable. Somewhere far down the hall, an adult laughs too loudly, then a door shuts and cuts the sound away.
You rest the cue against your shoulder. “For September.”
Soobin says nothing. He refuses to look eager and can feel himself failing.
You smile, polite and pretty and cruel enough to belong in this house. “If you rank first, I’ll leave Apex.”
The room stills. Even Daniel stops smiling for a second.
Apex is not a club—clubs are allowed to be pointless. Apex is the direct line to every door Hanul pretends hard work opens by itself.
You don’t offer it lightly—which means you know exactly what it costs.
Inha’s mouth parts. “You can’t just—”
You continue before she finishes. Your eyes flick to Kai, quick and sharp. “Then Apex can go back to being five, like it was always meant to be,” you say softly. “The world will remain fair.”
Kai looks down at his hands. It is too small, maybe, for anyone else to care about. His shoulders pull in. His fingers curl once against his palm. He looks younger than he did five seconds ago.
Daniel looks at you with open interest. “You’d actually step down?”
“If he makes it to first place, yeah.”
The if lands cleanly. Soobin feels it under his skin.
Inha stands from the edge of the sofa. “Soobin doesn’t need you to—”
“And if I don’t?” Soobin asks.
He doesn’t look at Inha—not even a glance. Her sentence dies in her throat.
You lean back against the pool table, cue angled against your shoulder. “Oh, I’m not going to ask you to step down from Apex.”
“How generous.”
“I wouldn’t want Mr Choi to have a heart attack and retire before his next campaign.” Sweet voice, dirty hit.
Soobin smiles because the alternative is worse.
You watch him hold it. Then you deliver the punishment. “If you don’t place first in September,” you say, “you’re going to stand up at assembly and say I deserved first place.” You let the words settle. “Say it clearly,” you add. “No jokes. No sarcasm. Like you mean it.”
There is a difference between humiliation and record. Humiliation passes through a room and becomes gossip. Record stays.
Assembly means microphones. First-years. Student council members. Teachers. Soobin at the podium, wearing the Council President badge they gave him because he looks good representing discipline, telling the whole school what his father has been hearing in every silence for three years.
You deserved first place.
Inha laughs once. “No. That’s ridiculous.”
Beomgyu rubs both hands over his face. “This is how people end up in documentaries.”
Stephanie has already pulled out her phone.
Beomgyu points at her. “Do not record this.”
“I’m not recording.”
“You’re literally holding your phone.”
“Soobin,” Inha says, stepping closer. “Don’t. You don’t have to entertain this.”
He finally looks at her. “I know.”
Her expression shifts. Embarrassment first. Then hurt. Then anger tucked quickly behind concern.
He turns back to you. Something inside him is already moving. Ugly, hungry, awake. Take this. Win this. Take one thing from you and make the room watch.
You are still looking at him like you have already pictured him losing and found the image acceptable.
Soobin’s mouth smiles, his eyes don’t. “Deal.”
Beomgyu drops his hands. “Brilliant. Fantastic. Nobody listens to me ever.”
Stephanie taps something on her phone. “Noted.”
Inha says his name, low and warning. He ignores it.
Kai stays quiet near the arcade machine. His gaze is on you now, searching your face for something Soobin can’t name. You look at your brother once, fast enough that anyone else could miss it.
Then you turn back to the table. You line up your shot. The cue moves. The ball drops. You sink another ball like nothing happened.
The car ride home has no sound except the indicator clicking. Left. Right. Left.
Soobin sits in the back with his hands folded in his lap and watches the city move across the window in strips of gold and black. His mother sits beside his father, spine straight, eyes fixed ahead. His father has not spoken since they left Beomgyu’s house.
This is worse than shouting.
Shouting has shape—a beginning and an end. Silence fills the car and presses into every corner until Soobin can feel it against the backs of his teeth.
Soobin keeps his eyes on the road.
The driver turns into their neighbourhood. The houses grow larger, quieter, more severe. Each one set back from the street behind gates and trimmed trees, every window lit with private money.
His father finally moves. His hand settles over the folded gala programme on his knee.
Soobin’s throat tightens.
His mother exhales softly through her nose. “Not in the car.”
His father does not look at her.
The indicator clicks again. Left. Right. Left.
The driver pulls through the gates. The tyres whisper over the stone drive. The house waits ahead, lit and immaculate, every window glowing with the calm of a place that has never had to apologise for what happens inside it.
The car stops. No one gets out for a second. Then his father opens the door.
Soobin follows.
The night air hits his face cold enough to wake something in him, but not enough to save him. He closes the car door carefully. The sound is soft, expensive, obedient.
His mother steps onto the drive and adjusts her coat. His father walks past her. “Go upstairs.”
She looks at him then, just once. Soobin catches it—the pause, the calculation. Then she turns towards the entrance. “Yes,” she says quietly.
The front door opens before they reach it. Staff bow. His father hands off his coat without looking at anyone. Soobin removes his shoes, places them neatly beside the others, and follows because he has been following all his life.
The hallway is too bright. Marble underfoot. Paintings on the walls. Flowers in a vase taller than a child. Somewhere deeper in the house, a clock chimes once.
His father stops outside the study. For half a second, Soobin thinks that is where they are going. Then his father turns left.
His stomach drops.
His father reaches the narrow door at the end of the corridor and presses his thumb to the scanner. A small light flashes green. The lock releases with a click that makes Soobin’s hands go cold.
“Inside.”
Soobin steps in.
The room has no windows.
It is not large—it doesn’t need to be. A desk sits in the centre under a hard white lamp. One chair. One clock mounted on the wall. Shelves along one side, lined with textbooks, exam papers, binders labelled by subject and year. The walls are padded behind pale wood panels, soundproofed with the same care another father might put into a music room.
His father calls it education. When Soobin was younger, he tried to call it punishment once.
The door shuts behind them. The house disappears—no hallway, no staff, no mother pretending she cannot hear what the room was built to swallow.
His father removes his watch and sets it on the edge of the desk. Then his cufflinks. Each movement is measured.
Soobin stands beside the chair.
His father opens a drawer and takes out a single sheet of paper. He places it on the desk, perfectly centred, then lays a pen beside it. “Sit.”
Soobin sits.
The chair is a little too low. It always has been. The desk edge cuts across the wrong part of his ribs. He places his hands on either side of the paper and looks down.
A maths problem.
Not difficult enough to be impossible, not easy enough to forgive failure. The kind of question designed to prove whether his mind can still function while fear climbs up his spine.
His father walks behind him. The soles of his shoes move over the floor with soft, deliberate steps. “You had time to have fun tonight.”
Soobin looks at the page. Numbers. Variables. A diagram in the corner. He reads the first line and loses it before reaching the second.
His father stops behind his right shoulder. “You had time to play around.”
The pen feels slick between his fingers.
“Ten minutes.”
The clock on the wall begins. Tick. Soobin stares at the question. Tick.
The first step should be obvious. He knows that somewhere in his head, the answer exists. He has solved problems like this before—harder ones, longer ones, whole mock papers under worse conditions. His tutor would say identify the structure. His teacher would say isolate the unknown. His father would say win.
Tick.
He writes the first equation. It looks wrong.
His father starts pacing again. “Your grandfather built his name from nothing,” he says, moving behind the chair. “I protected it. Expanded it. Made it useful.”
Tick.
Soobin crosses out the line.
His father’s steps slow at the left side of the desk. “Do you understand what a family name is?”
Soobin’s mouth is dry. “Yes, sir.” The answer comes too quietly.
His father continues walking. “No. You understand comfort. You understand the house. The cars. The money. You understand receiving.”
Tick.
Soobin writes another line. The pen scratches too loudly.
“You do not understand carrying.”
The numbers blur for a second. He blinks hard until they sharpen.
Tick.
His father reaches the front of the desk and looks down at the paper. Soobin stops breathing without meaning to.
“That is already wrong.”
His hand freezes.
His father leans down, one palm against the desk, close enough that Soobin can smell cigar smoke threaded through his cologne. “Again.”
Soobin crosses it out. The page is starting to look dirty. He starts from the beginning.
Tick.
The diagram. The equation. The condition in the final sentence. There is something in the wording—there has to be. He reads it once. Twice. The words slide away from him and leave nothing useful behind.
His father straightens. “Three years,” he says. “Three years at Hanul, and you still let that girl stand above you.”
The pen tip digs into the paper.
“Today she stood at the podium while you clapped.”
Soobin’s jaw locks. The room tilts slightly, enough for his body to notice.
Tick.
His father’s hand comes down on the desk—a flat crack of palm against wood.
Soobin flinches anyway. The pen slips from his fingers and rolls towards the edge. He catches it before it falls.
His father watches that too. “Five minutes.”
The clock keeps ticking. Soobin tries to force the answer open.
He writes too fast. The second line doesn’t follow from the first. He knows it the moment it lands on paper, but panic makes him continue anyway. If he stops, there will be nothing. If there is nothing, there is no defence. If there is no defence—
Tick.
His father moves behind him again. “Discipline is not talent,” he says. “Discipline is what remains when talent humiliates you.”
Soobin’s hand starts to shake. He presses the side of his palm to the page, hoping the desk will hold it still. Ink smears under his skin.
“Do you think winners are allowed fear?”
Soobin does not answer.
“Do you think men who lead families are allowed embarrassment?” His father’s steps stop right behind him. “Soobin.”
His name in that voice hollows him out.
He looks at the page and sees nothing. Not the problem or the lines he has written, just black ink, crossed out and repeated, evidence piling up against him.
“Answer me.”
“No, sir.”
“No what?”
His chest feels too small. “No, sir. They’re not.”
His father resumes pacing. “Correct. And yet here you are.”
Tick.
Two minutes. The clock becomes the whole room.
Tick.
He tries to remember the formula. One part of his mind reaches for it. Another keeps seeing the podium—your hand on the microphone, the programme beside his plate, his father’s stare from across the hall.
He grips the pen so hard the plastic bends.
Tick.
One minute.
His breathing turns shallow. He writes something—anything. A rearranged version of the first equation. A line that looks almost respectable until he reaches the end and sees that it cannot work.
His father sees it too. Soobin can feel him seeing it.
Tick.
Thirty seconds. His pulse beats in his throat.
Tick.
Ten. Nine. Eight. His hand moves uselessly over the page.
Seven. There has to be a step.
Six. There is always a step.
Five. Find it.
Four. Find it.
Three. Two.
Tick. The clock cuts off with a sharp electronic beep.
Soobin still has no answer. The silence after is worse than the ticking.
His father walks to the desk and picks up the paper. He reads it. The page lowers.
Soobin keeps his eyes on the desk.
His father’s voice is quiet. “Stand up.”
Soobin stands. The chair legs scrape against the floor, too loud in the sealed room.
His father folds the paper once and sets it beside the watch. “You cannot solve a single problem under pressure.”
Soobin’s hands curl at his sides.
“You cannot defend your rank.” His father reaches for his belt. “You cannot protect the family name.” The leather slides through the loops with a soft, clean sound.
Soobin’s whole body goes cold. His father wraps the belt once around his hand, the buckle hanging loose. Metal catches under the white light.
Then his father steps closer.
Soobin’s voice tears out of him before the belt can rise. “I’ll place first.” The words hit the room too fast.
His father pauses.
Soobin breathes once, ragged. “I’ll rank first in September. I’ll do it. I’ll do whatever you want. Extra tutors, mock papers, no sleep, no phone, anything. I won’t embarrass you again.”
His father watches him.
Soobin hates how much of himself is in the sentence—the pleading, bare and ugly. He forces himself to keep going anyway. “I’ll beat her.”
The belt hangs from his father’s hand. The clock on the wall shows ten minutes and zero seconds. His father steps closer until Soobin has to lift his chin to keep looking at him.
“You will not say that word unless you intend to make it true.”
“I do.”
His father studies his face, searching for weakness, or maybe enjoying the sight of fear in it. Then he lowers the belt. “You have made vows before.”
Soobin’s throat works. “This one is different.”
His father’s mouth moves, almost a smile. There is no warmth in it. “It had better be.”
He turns and threads the belt back through the loops with the same careful patience he used to remove it. The buckle clicks into place.
The sound makes Soobin’s knees feel unsteady.
His father picks up his watch and fastens it around his wrist. “From tomorrow, your schedule changes.”
“Yes, sir.”
“No unnecessary outings.”
“Yes, sir.”
“No distractions.”
“Yes, sir.”
His father’s eyes sharpen. “No excuses.”
Soobin swallows. “Yes, sir.”
The paper is still on the desk, marked with his failed working. His father taps it once with two fingers. “Keep it.”
Soobin looks at it.
“Look at it when you forget what happens to boys who mistake arrogance for ability.” His father walks to the door. The lock releases. Light from the corridor cuts into the room. He stops without turning around. “September will decide whether you are my son or my apology.”
Then he leaves. The door closes softly behind him.
For a while, Soobin does not move. The room settles around him. Desk. Chair. Paper. Clock.
His breath comes out once, uneven and quiet. He looks at the failed answer, at the crossed-out lines, at the smear of ink beneath his palm. Then his gaze lifts to the clock mounted on the wall.
Ten minutes. Zero seconds.
Soobin looks at the clock and he wants to do nothing but smash it against the floor.
A week later, Choi Soobin waits behind the school with a cigarette between his fingers and blood in his mouth.
Not actual blood. Just the metallic taste that comes when he’s angry enough to bite the inside of his cheek raw and keep biting.
Hanul High looks different from back here. From the front, it’s all polished stone and manicured trees and old money pretending not to brag. From the back, near the bins and the delivery gate and the patch of concrete where the delinquents linger between classes, it looks like what it is—a machine. One that chews through students, spits out rankings, then acts surprised when some of them come out with teeth.
Soobin takes a drag and stares at nothing.
Last week, he stood in Beomgyu’s game room with a pool cue in his hand and watched you smile like you’d already decided the outcome of his life. The room had been neon and laughter and expensive boredom. The kind of room built for rich kids who are allowed to fail decoratively. Not him. Never him.
If you don’t place first in September, you’d said, all polished cruelty and steady eyes, you’re going to stand up at assembly and say I deserved first place.
His jaw tightens just thinking about it.
He drops the cigarette, grinds it out under his shoe, then hears footsteps approaching from the side of the building. Unhurried—no attempt to hide them.
“You wanted to see me?”
Choi Yeonjun steps into view with his tie loose, blazer slung over one shoulder, shirt half untucked like uniforms are more of a suggestion where he’s concerned. His hair is bleached pale enough to look almost obscene in the afternoon light. Around him, Hanul’s strict little world always seems a bit offended.
He glances at the dead cigarette by Soobin’s shoe and then at Soobin himself. There’s the beginning of a smirk there already—like he’s walked in halfway through a joke and intends to enjoy the rest.
Soobin folds his arms. “Rumours say you’re a bit of a heartbreaker. And that you’d do anything for cash.”
One of Yeonjun’s brows lifts. He doesn’t answer immediately. He lets the silence stretch just enough to make the sentence sound stupid. Soobin can already tell what he’s thinking.
Choi Soobin. Student council president. Apex Seminar. The kind of family that gets doors opened before he reaches the handle. Standing behind the school by the bins, asking for Choi Yeonjun like this.
What a joke.
“Rumours say a lot of things.” Yeonjun’s gaze drops briefly to the cigarette. “Like Choi Soobin wouldn’t be caught dead behind the bins smoking, but here you are.”
Soobin says nothing.
Yeonjun tilts his head. “You have a job for me?”
“Yeah.”
Yeonjun waits. He doesn’t fill silences the way rich kids do when they’re nervous. He just stands there, relaxed, like time bends around him instead of the other way round.
Soobin hates that immediately.
He hates a lot of things these days.
You. Your face. Your stupid, immaculate composure. The way teachers soften when they say your name. The way you never seem rushed, even when everyone around you is choking on pressure. The way you’ve been first for so long the whole school speaks about it like weather—reliable and annoying, but inevitable.
He hates that even now, after all these years, you can still make him feel fourteen and furious and half a step behind.
He looks at Yeonjun and says, “I need you to distract someone.”
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