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A concept: Paul Stamets, but blasting Queen through engineering
Illustration for my fanfic (on russian) Blindness https://archiveofourown.org/works/17826548
full art here
I just need something cute about our dear #Spaceboos #Culmets, so - why not)
Date in lab
Illustration for my friend's fanfic (on russian) https://archiveofourown.org/works/17961908
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 4/7 Fandom: Star Trek: Discovery, Star Trek Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hugh Culber/Paul Stamets Characters: Hugh Culber, Paul Stamets, Christopher Pike, Ash Tyler | Voq, Tracy Pollard, Original Characters, Sylvia Tilly Additional Tags: Angst, Heavy Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Recovery, Psychological Trauma, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Therapy, Post-Break Up, Lovers To Enemies, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, yes this fic covers both Summary:
To piece your life back together after traumatic events are hard, piecing them together after returning from the dead even harder. And hardest of all is it to do so alone, but sometimes that's the only path open to you.
Excerpt:
*white flash*
*dark flash*
*bright*
*dark*
shaking his head, trying to focus in the fluctuating light. just ahead is the door down to the engineering lab.
one step. another.
‘don’t go, don’t go, don’t go’
one more step. through the door opening.
lab.
stairs.
control booth.
chair.
paul. impassive, unmoving. eyes staring empty into nothing.
My rant about how NOT OKAY Paul Stamets is (Season 2 ep.1 edition)
Okay. I'm aware that I'm a Queen blog and I´m sorry to all my Queen stans, but I just watched STD S2E1 and I need to rant about our favourite mushroom lover Paul Stamets and my analyses of how he´s dealing with his emotions.
SPOILER ALERT FOR SEASON 2 EPISODE 1, DON'T READ THE REST IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED THAT.
Disclaimer: I’m only theorizing and I would actually love to read your thoughts too.
First off: I think we can all agree that he's not doing very well. I found it very surprising that he's going to teach at the Vulcan science academy. I feel like this is like the ultimate metaphor of his unwillingness to deal with everything that happened. I mean, he's leaving the discovery, all his friends andhis life's work to go teach in a place where it's literally encouraged to not work with emotions. He's going to surround himself with people who will never demand of him to face his grief and do something with it. If that's not running away from your own grief I don't know what is.
Second: (and this broke my heart so you better agree with me ;)). During the second half it was evident to me that he was trying to put on a brave face for Tilly because he feels bad for her. Maybe he also feels guilty for leaving her. He´s clearly feigning enthusiasm and happiness to keep her happy and for now Tilly seems to be falling for it. She looked so happy when he participated in catching the asteroid and cracked a joke. I feel like he might try to keep this up until they may or may not reach Vulcan.
So in conclusion: I'm not okay, Stamets is certainly not okay and WHY DOES THIS SHIP NOT HAVE A PSYCHOLOGIST ON BORD? That's literally my conclusion for now, but I might feel the need to rant after we see how this develops in future episodes.
Science of Love / Love of Science
Hugh Culber & Paul Stamets
(Star Trek Discovery)
5.9.2018
Ooh look my first drawing of the space boos! Just let them be happy.
“I could be your date.” ”Are you saying you would actually sit through that with me?” -Paul Stamets & Hugh Culber ST:DSC [S01E09] Just our beloveds getting the Kasseelian Opera date that they deserve. This one too way longer than I anticipated, asfghj