studying like my life depends on it, because my life depends on it

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studying like my life depends on it, because my life depends on it
Studying doesn't suck nearly as much as failing
academia i vibe with
blasting my favourite music while i attend a recorded lecture.
change my study set up every once a week because i need some newness to motivate me.
pretending i am the main character in a movie
gets up from the study place while trying to process the gist of the concept after trying to learn that concept and then comes back 5 minutes later to write it down in the notebook.
rewriting schedules in 5 minutes whenever i procrastinate even if it is in afternoon, night or in the morning to motivate and comfort me to write only one sentence more.
studying in the middle of night when every one are sleeping while listening to music and occasionally watching the night sky.
procrastinating like crazy but not beating/ belittling myself up for it. getting back on track and learning how much i can with the time left. ( this step is hard and whenever i feel guilty or stupid i just have a reset day to relax and give myself more time.)
using spiteful study method.
setting rewards for myself.
recording my test performance along with writing how to improve and complimenting myself.
scrolling through study, academic tags in tumblr to inspire me and get some useful tips.
who wants to join me in spiteful studying but we are spiting ourselves. light a fucking candle and make a cup of tea. prove yourself wrong and get that good grade
brb gonna forgo sleep for studying so i can get a better grade in history than the racist kid next to me
18.05.2021
today was an interesting day. the first picture is the “functions rainbow” I made in maths class, while we were learning some new functions and how to use the graphic calculator. it’s been really fun using it. loving maths aside... spent most of my study hours preparing for my portuguese test tomorrow, on the first two parts of Os Lusíadas by Luís de Camões. I really like studying this true masterpiece but sweet Lord is it tuff to understand and memorize all of this... couldn’t we just learn and not do tests on this? physics course does not request my top grade understanding of this. well I hope the test goes well so my grade can go a bit more up. wish me luck !!
DAY 224 ~ 20 June,2021
9:45PM
The day was pretty boring and there was nothing much to do. Yesterday, I filled the admission form of a university.. though I can't just get into it just by filling up the form, I will have to appear for a test. I hope everything just goes fine. Fingers crossed:)
I don't usually talk about other people, but I have a cousin, we gel really well (apparently), she confides everything to me and I really like the fact that someone trusts me a lot and I swear, I won't break her trust, till I die. But, I want to say is.. she has only one thing to talk about— her boyfriend. Period. Just about her boyfriend. She can go on talking about him till eternity. And I get bored. Though, I never express my feelings about being bored. But, there's a limit to everything. Well, I can't do anything about it.. she is the only one who checks on me if I am doing fine and I am indeed grateful for it. Because not even my closest family members (uncle, aunts etc) do that. So, of course, I am grateful for it and I can bear her rant.
Well, on that note.. I will end my rant here, see you all tomorrow.. hopefully:)
SPITE
Is one of the best fuels for motivation and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Use the negative to propel yourself to a better You. A better future in which you can completely gloat on the shoulders of giants.