So I finally decided to redesign my PFP. She's not the prettiest in the world haha. So with her new design, I shall give you her new lore.
Digital (Starswipe)
An advanced Ai made by shockwave to control the nemesis. She is treated like she is less then, because she is not 'real'. Until, a seeker finds out one day that she is sentient. Digital helps her in the field to keep her safe. This is Shockstar, who names her Starswipe. They end up catching feelings, but before they can confess there is a giant attack, and Starswipe is erased. Or, that's what everyone thinks. Someone shows up soon, in Shockstar's quarters, smirking at her. Her pixels still floating and moving. But she's real. As real as a holographic could be. Shockstar stares for a minute. Then runs for her. Starswipe seems prepared as she catches her, and swings her around. They smile at each other.
A few notes here because I don't want the age balance to seem to big, Digital was only made a few months before Shockstar was brought online as a cold constructs. You know what. I was reluctant to do this. But screw it! She was taken in by Soundwave.
I might draw or write for some days but who knows! I'm using my transformers AU!<3
Like, what if he never went into a comatose and he's a hostage instead?
And their creatures.
Ship; Starswipe!^^
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Star'Scream flicked his wings, as he was being held hostage. He had been visited by Optimus a few times, but he usually just snapped at the prime. Refusing any contact with autobots.
He glared at the bars of his cage, he could care less about his rising fear of closed off spaces. He didn't care if he was being isolated in a way. He vowed to get revenge and he wasn't kidding.
Once he gets out this place, he will kill the autobots then he will get those minicons, he will soon leave earth to hunt down Megatron and will have his revenge on the gladiator.
Star'Scream shook himself, he noticed his claws were glowing a faint purple. That's nor--wait what? He stared in surprise, his wings twitching in surprise.
He snapped his head upwards, hearing someone coming in. He smelled autobot scent. He cringed with disgust, though he noticed two familiar red bots.
Knockout and Sideswipe? What were they doing here? Are they visiting him?
The seeker got his back paws, his eyes burning with hostility. "Hey Star'Scream. I'm surprised you're not dead." Knockout snorted, earning a icy glare.
"Do you remember our friendship?" Knockout asked, Star'Scream rolled his eyes. He had been asked questions about remembering things, he really had no clue. What was he supposed to remember?
Sideswipe sighed, "I wanted to show you something actually." He told him, the seeker narrowed his eyes cautiously. "How can you show me something if I'm stuck in this damn cage?" He hissed.
The taller red creature smiled, before teleporting a computer into the cage. "Uh-" "Could you search up the pride community? I didn't want you to feel left out." Star'Scream frowned,
He then searched up the pride community, he kept silent. His mind wondering to who knows where. He can't remember things correctly or anything at all. So why did the pride sound and look so familiar?
Had he seen it before?
The seeker blinked a few times when he had finished searching it up, "So what do you think?" Knockout asked, uninterested in Star'Scream's response. Star'Scream hesitated, that's when a harsh pain shot through his head.
Star'Scream was poked by Knockout, "What now?" He grunted, looking at her. "I found a community that's perfect for all of us!" Knockout exclaimed, earning a confused look from Star'Scream. "A. . .community?" He mumbled uneasily.
"Yeah! It's a community called the LGBTQA+ pride community." Knockout said, Star'Scream flicked his wings as Knockout started explaining about the community. Once he had finished, the seeker seemed interested. "And you say. . .humans celebrate this?" He asked hesitantly. "The ones that are part of the community and straight allies." Knockout said.
Star'Scream snarled in rage once he had snapped back to realty, startling Knockout and Sideswipe. "Are you-" "I'm fine!" He snapped, glaring dangerously at the two red brothers.
The seeker then turned away as the computer was teleported away. He kept glaring at the wall, his wings lowering a bit. He looked as if he was in pain. "Leave." He spat without looking at the two red creatures that were surprised.
OK. *Slams hands on table* I'm fuckin GLAD the ask box is open, bc I have legit spent way to long searching for this. Like, too long. SO BEFORE I LOSE MY SANITY... Can you 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 explain Star's cursed. The ins and outs, what his curse does (bc it sounds like there's more than one effect or curse,) EVERYTHING. Please. I need to know! Im being driven up the wall from lack of info!
Oh wow. *-AHEM-*
short term; Predacon. The curse is him becoming a predacon.
Long term, let's begin.
◇Symptoms◇
Internal pain, which causes him to cough out blood a lot. It's random, or when he laughs.
Multiple personalities. This causes him to have so many different personalities, and it usually ends up being troublesome for him. He gets into trouble a lot more because of this.
Random pains. He would feel pain in his back and everywhere that's sensitive. It occurs more in his scars.
Major distrust. He absolutely doesn't trust humans or anyone at all.
Dizziness. Star'Scream would have hallucinations while feeling really dizzy, it also happens randomly. He would act drunk though when he's super dizzy.
◇How did he get it?◇
Star'Scream was out on a walk, and he sees a human booth. He decides to buy some soup, which was Cursed.
◇Other stuff◇
Star'Scream would sometimes wake up with spikes on his back, between his wings or with a predacon tail, but they don't stay for long. Only for like a day or two.
Whenever he gets angry enough, his eyes will turn bright yellow like a predacon. He would also have a slight personality of one added to it as well.
It's much more easier to control Star'Scream because of the curse. Vix knows this.
Is Vix part of the curse? No. He is a undead mind spirit thing.
Star'Scream absolutely despises humans because of what happened.
When he meets Predaking, he could understand him but refused to believe it. Since his curse is a predacon curse thing.
His body is much more sensitive because of the internal pain he has.
Star'Scream is more affectionate with Optimus, due to one of his personalities, but he thinks it's the predacon one. He is much more aggressive to everyone he hates. Such as humans, Megatron, Sound'Wave and many others.
This is my main Starop/Starswipe AU!
Hope that fills some of your wonders cause this is not all of it!<3
Star'Scream flicked his wings, scratching his shoulder. He felt really bored, so he just pulled out his phone. He noticed there was a video that was filmed on November 7th at 6:00 o'clock in the morning.
The thumbnail image had Sideswipe winking and smiling, it made him blush a but. The seeker shook himself, before pressing the play button.
Sideswipe was walking through the scrap yard, with a prideful look on his face. He suddenly noticed a music radio, he awkwardly glanced around before pressing the play button.
That's when a song that Star'Scream realized sounded familiar, but he just noticed that Sideswipe started dancing.
The seeker smirked with amusement, as he started snickering with amusement. He continued to watch it.
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☆Day 8☆
The seeker flicked his tail, as he walked through the hallways. Struggling to drag a unconscious Megatron to the medbay. He was letting out irritated hisses and growls.
He glanced at the warlord, he was worried, yes. But why did Megatron had to be so heavy?
Star'Scream felt his wings twitching with irritation as he continued to struggle, he had managed to drag Megatron all the way to the throne room.
"You're quite strong. . .for a seeker." Megatron commented weakly, messaging him that he was awake. Star'Scream blushed slightly but ignored the comment. "And you're a big idiot for a decepticon leader." He retorted.
He felt the warlord chuckle softly yet weakly, "Snappy like me in my younger days, arent you?" Megatron grinned. Star'Scream glanced at him. "The only thing that I'm snappy as is you when you're pissed off." He snorted, as he dragged Megatron to his bed.
That's when the gladiator's body rumbled with a loud purr, "And I thought you were soft like Optimus. . ." Megatron purred. The seeker's wings shot up as he leaned Megatron against the bed, "I'm not soft. And I'm absolutely not soft like that prime." He growled, meeting Megatron's gaze.
"Oh?" His leader was. . .was smiling at him?
Star'Scream glared. He then straightened himself, he knew Knockout wasn't here. So he was dreading the thought of helping Megatron with his basic knowledge of being a medic. Since Knockout had taught him the basics.
"And I'm betting, that once you go back to your normal self. You will gladly repay me with pain." He muttered, as he looked around for any medical kits. "And who says that I will?" Megatron looked at him as he asked.
The seeker cautiously looked at him. "You." He answered simply as he opened a drawer, grabbing out what it seems like a medical kit. "Then you must be mistaken Star'Scream." Megatron told him.
This made Star'Scream more cautious yet confused. What did his leader mean? Was Megatron talking nonsense or talking feverishly? Or was he telling the truth?
He stared off into the distance, kinda just spacing out. Unaware of his teammates were approaching him. He had been so distracted lately since they had defeated Star'Scream.
And if he had to admit, the seeker was pretty strong and prideful. But he could tell that Star'Scream must've lost some of memories but he wouldn't know what Star'Scream remembered and didn't remembered.
He tried to block out the memories of his interactions with the seeker but he couldn't, the seeker's appearance amazed him, his voice was so filled with pride and bravery.
Sideswipe felt as if he could visit the seeker, even though Star'Scream was now in a comatose. The memory of Optimus about to leave, telling the bee team about it, made him shake a little.
Star'Scream was bad. No, evil. He knew that well, he had seen it in his very own eyes. But Star'Scream and him had talked to eachother and many things before the seeker had started this mess.
Had he planned for so long? Why couldn't he hold back when it came to fighting him? Was it because he was so desperate to apologize to the minicons? If not, then was it because his friendship for his teammates?
His heart ached, and his head starting to hurt from thinking so much. He sighed, shaking his head, trying to clear it. But the image of Star'Scream lingered in his head.
He felt like he should've done better, he should've done more then just fight the seeker. . .
"Sideswipe?"
Sideswipe jumped a bit, looking over to his right, but only to see Strong'Arm standing there. He frowned, looking away. She had been crucial cruel to Star'Scream when he stayed as a prisoner, if she could call him.
But Sideswipe called Star'Scream more then just a prisoner, he was a amazing bot, he had convinced some decepticons that he was only keeping the autobots as his prisoners. They believed him.
Sideswipe was the one that made friends with the seeker, and surprisingly enough, Star'Scream sorta accepted his friendship in his own way. Though he remembered that Strong'Arm was distrustful and cruel towards the seeker.
But it seems like Star'Scream had cared less about the police bot, he back talked to her. He had insulted her and the whole rule book, and he told them, he broke rules as well. It made Sideswipe feel like he wasn't alone.
Star'Scream had so much potential of being a teammate, but instead, he continued his hatred towards the autobots and Megatron. He had almost win, but unfortunately, now he paid the price.
Sideswipe felt anger bubbling up inside of him. He felt like that Star'Scream deserved more then just comatose.
"Sideswipe?"
Strong'Arm called again, as he clenched his fists. Was he angry? No, he was furious. Suddenly he stood up abruptly, shooting a glare towards her.
He was shaking. Not with fear, but with anger. His glare turn into a icy glare, he knew that Strong'Arm never liked decepticons since the beginning. She absolutely despised them.
But with Star'Scream? She treated him more worse then any decepticon she had met, no, they had met. It seems like her life is just filled with rules and rules!
Sideswipe growled quietly, "What do you want now?" his voice sounded hostile, which caught Strong'Arm off guard. She quickly recovered her composure. "Don't be so hostile. Anyway, we are going on a mission." She said.
He clenched his fists tighter, trying to maintain himself. "What-" "We are going to look for a decepticon signal." She had cut him off, he growled lowly.
Why would he want to work with her? Did she expected him to? He snorted, "And why would I work with you?" he hissed, she blinked in surprise. Her eyes widening in surprise.
"I don't want to work with you." He growled, she glared at him. "Li-" "I don't care what Bumblebee says! I really don't care!" He snapped, his fury spilling out. "It just seems like you care about rules and your team! But I am not like you, I will never be like you!" He hissed.
Strong'Arm stepped towards him, "Sideswipe, listen here-" "NO! You listen to me Strong'Arm!" He growled, cutting her off. "All you do is tell me what to do, and what rules I need to follow! Do I look like I follow rules?!" "No-" "Exactly!" Sideswipe snapped.
He glared at her furiously, "and guess what? I could absolutely less if you get a new partner for this mission! I want no part of any missions with someone like you!" He snarled.
Strong'Arm stiffened. "What is your problem?!" She demanded. "My problem? MY PROBLEM?!" His voice rose into a roar, "WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!?" He snapped,
She flinched, "I don't have a problem! Do I look I have a problem?!?" He demanded, "Yes!" She hissed, he stepped back, looking a little hurt. "You know. . .I feel like Star'Scream would understand me more then you do." He growled.
He was struggling to keep himself from not venting his true feelings, and how much he missed Star'Scream. "Well Star'Scream isn't here. He's in a coma." She retorted.
Sideswipe glanced away, "I know." He mumbled, turning away from her. "I just-. . .just don't want to work with anybody right now." He growled, before walking away. Leaving a stunned Strong'Arm.
♤♤♤Two weeks later♤♤♤
He had avoided Strong'Arm at every cost, he also sometimes would ask to be on a different mission where he didn't have to consult with Strong'Arm.
Currently, he was on a scouting mission with Bumblebee. Of course, he gets distracted by his thoughts. Whenever he thought about Star'Scream, his heart would pound. He clearly missed the seeker, he knew that.
But why would he feel hot and feel his heart pound every time he thought about the seeker. What's wrong with him? Was he sick? Can he even get sick on earth?
"Sideswipe?"
It was Bumblebee, Sideswipe shook himself. "Sorry, was I spacing out again?" He said. He earned a nod from the leader, causing him to sigh.
Bumblebee suddenly paused, turning towards him. Concern showing on his face. "Are you okay? I can tell that you and Strong'Arm got into another fight. What was it about?" The former scout asked,
Sideswipe lowered his gaze to the ground, trying his best to keep himself calm. "It's nothing serious." He defended himself, which was the wrong answer. "Sideswipe. .I can tell that it was serious. Because it wouldn't explain your behavior lately. Please, Sideswipe, tell me what happened." Bumblebee said gently.
He sighed, "Me and her did get into a argument. . .and it was about me going on missions with her." He mumbled, avoiding his leader's gaze.
"What caused the argument?" The leader questioned, looking even more concern. Sideswipe hesitated, was it because of his grief? Was it because of that?
He swallowed nervously, "I think it's because of my grief. . .or maybe something else?" He answered hesitantly, but he sounded questionable. Bumblebee blinked slowly. "Look- I. . .I don't know what happened! I - I just. . .just got so angry and. . ." He trailed off,
Bumblebee gazed at him, "Look, it's okay to grieve. I know I grieved for lots of bots during my time. I know it's hard to lose someone, especially someone you love." He said, "I know a friend of mine, lost someone dear to him. He took it hard, and if you want advice about it, you could ask him."
Sideswipe shook his head, he didn't want advice he wanted Star'Scream. "No, I'll be fine. I- I think I can handle it on my own." He told his leader, struggling to stay calm.
Bumblebee shook his head, "If I may ask, Sideswipe, who do you miss?" He asked, Sideswipe hesitated. He knew all of the trust towards Star'Scream had been broken by what happened.
Would Bumblebee get mad at him?
Sideswipe sighed, "I will only give you a hint." He told him, earning a nod. "Your hint is; they are a seeker." He mumbled, hoping his leader wouldn't figure it out so soon.
Star'Scream felt bored, isolated and lonely in the cage. He felt extremely lonely and bored. He wasn't too keen on being bored. But being lonely? He kinda deserved it.
It was week three that he's here. No plans yet. He had already looked around in his cell to see if he could find anything useful for him to escape but no luck, unfortunately.
"Star'Scream!"
He sat up, hearing the familiar voice of Sideswipe. The autobot was holding a box that was filled with stuff, his bright yellow eyes were shining brightly.
Sideswipe visited him a lot, and it may Star'Scream feel a little appreciated, but he wouldn't admit it to himself or anyone else. "I collected some stuff that I found in the scrap yard and decided to give them to you. And no, nothing useful for you to escape." The red creature said with a amused smirk.
The seeker rolled his eyes, "Alright, give it here." He huffed, as Sideswipe teleported the box in the cage on his lap. "I spent hours of collecting that stuff, so be grateful that I sacrificed some of my sleep for this." He added.
Star'Scream blinked as he pulled out some cards, some scarfs, blankets, hoodies. He then noticed a rainbow pride flag, he slowly picked it up. "Is this. . .a pride flag?" He asked. "Yeah! Danny gave all of us rainbow flags! I found that one on a table. So sorry if it's a little dirty." Sideswipe answered.
He looked at Sideswipe, his eyes widening in surprise. He couldn't help but feel appreciated and grateful for the autobot, but he knew he couldn't trust anyone. "Erm. . .it's fine. It's dirty like me." He mumbled,
Sideswipe blushed slightly, but he was surprised to see that the seeker wasn't acting so hostile towards him at the moment. "Well, um, I will be back next week! Alright?" He said, earning a unamused look from the seeker. "Yeah, yeah, whatever. Now leave me alone." He hissed.
Sideswipe sighed and quietly walked away. Leaving Star'Scream alone in the cell with his new entertainments.
Star'Scream was struggling to sleep, but he couldn't. His mind was filled with images of Sideswipe and it made him confused and pretty embarrassed that he saw the autobot like that.
He grabbed a small red ball and started tossing it up and down. Clearly bored. He heard slow footsteps approaching him, he smelled Sudeswipe's scent.
Before he could say anything, he paused when he saw tears of anger rolling down his face. Star'Scream stiffened a bit. "Erm, what happened?" Hr asked awkwardly, as Sideswipe sat down.
The seeker had always been a bad comforter, no doubt there. "Stupid transphobias." Sideswipe hissed, his ears were flattened against his head. Star'Scream frowned.
"Ignore them." He huffed simply, which caused him to look at him. "Their just jealous." Star'Scream growled, his wings twitching as Sideswipe frowned. "Of what?" He huffed.
Star'Scream snorted, "Their jealous of you. Their jealous they can't be better than you in every way. And plus, I, on the other paw, just act like they don't exist." He growled. Staring at Sideswipe intensity.
"And if they said anything offensive, feel free to bash their heads or use my weapon over there to kill them." He continued, pointing towards a room that had his sword.
The autobot frowned, "But wouldn't that make me, well, evil?" He mumbled but the seeker shook his head. "No. It's revenge." He growled, looking at him.
Sideswipe sighed, "Or you can just ignore them and act like they don't exist. Whatever you wanna do." Star'Scream shrugged, his tail flickering. "Do they exist?" Sideswipe asked. "No. They are just waste of spaces and time." Star'Scream smirked, scratching his own neck for a few moments.
He blushed slightly when he saw Sideswipe smile, "Okay." The autobot purred lovingly.
