#strangerthings4

[spaceoddity6]

mike’s inability to tell el he loves her because he’s scared of losing her is an unhealthy attachment. his romantic relationship ultimately being tied to loss? also this was supposed to be resolved in season 4 but then he still didn’t say he loved her so i’m confused…

[10ofspadess]

"karen, with her wine"

[st-chrischoi]

Just Like Heaven

“I’m lost and I’m found”

-Just Like Heaven, The Cure

Timeframe:  Mid January, 1986 (2 Months Before Season 4)

It had been two weeks since Will and Chris last hung out. Two long and boring weeks. Chris didn’t know what happened. One day, they were sitting in his room together, listening to music, laughing and enjoying each other’s company. Chris was a little upset that day, but he understood why Will wasn’t getting the hint about how he felt. However, the next day and the weeks after that, Will started pulling back. He wouldn’t talk to Chris the same way or light up with that smile the ravenette adored so much. He was silent in art and anytime he did open his mouth to say something, his voice was filled with a nervous tremble that was hard to miss. 

Even now, as they were walking down the hall together towards the cafeteria, Will didn’t say a word. He looked like he couldn’t wait to get away. And so, without warning, Chris grabbed his bicep and pulled him into an empty classroom, shutting and locking the door behind him. He put a cover over the little window, so no one would notice the two where they shouldn’t be, before turning back to Will. 

“Why are you avoiding me?”

Will looked startled, both by the question and by being dragged into the classroom so suddenly. He looked at Chris with a terror in his eyes, knowing he’d been caught doing exactly what Chris said. The brunette was so scared, afraid of saying the real reason he had been acting the way he had. So terrified of revealing the truth he felt like he could never say.

“I-I’m not…” he tried to lie. But Chris wasn’t having it. 

“Yes, you are. Why?” Chris persisted. 

Will’s heart pounded in his chest. He didn’t want to say it, but he knew he was running out of options. Chris wasn’t gonna give it up–he knew Will a little too well for that, even after such a short time. Chris paid too much attention to him to believe any lie he tried to give him. He hoped he wouldn’t regret what he was about to tell the taller boy. He would break down and cry for sure, but maybe, just maybe, he would find someone who knew him for who he was, and not who he pretended to be. 

“I didn’t understand it at first… the song…” He started to stumble over his words, his eyes glossing over. “I-I didn’t pay enough attention. Once I did understand, I didn’t know what to do – I didn’t–” He sobbed out the last word. “I didn’t know if what I thought – what I think – you meant was the truth.”

Chris paused for a moment, studying the crying boy in front of him. His heart was breaking into pieces just at the sight of his tears. He knew this was coming, though. He knew Will would be scared when he finally understood what Chris had been telling him. But he still asked.

“Are you scared of the truth?”

All Will could do was look at him and nod through his tears. Chris couldn’t take it. He grabbed the boy by the shoulder and pulled him into his arms. One arm went around his shoulders and the other around his waist. Will set his hands on Chris’ biceps, crying into his shoulder. 

“It’s okay… I’m scared too,” Chris started. “But I can’t keep hiding how I feel about you.” Will pulled away to look up at Chris, his heart beating even faster than it already was. “I just can’t,” the ravenette shook his head, staring into Will’s eyes. 

Will let out a shaky breath. Chris glanced down toward his lips. If he did this now, there was no going back. “I really, really like you, Will Byers.” 

Then… he did it. He leaned in slowly, giving Will enough time to pull away if he wanted to, before crashing their lips together. Will freezes for a moment, before melting into the kiss. Chris exhales through his nose, deepening the kiss. He cups Will’s face in his hands, just holding him there, savoring this moment. This is what he’s been wanting for months, and now that it was happening he just wanted to enjoy this, alone with Will in the empty classroom. 

Will’s mind was going a hundred miles a minute. His friends back in Hawkins all had partners before and had dating experience, but he had never done this before. His hands were shaking as one hovered over the back of Chris’ head before placing it there, feeling the silky strands. The other stayed where it was on the older’s bicep. He couldn’t help but think about how right this felt, despite everyone thinking it was so wrong. He finally felt safe in this unfamiliar place, finally knowing he wasn’t as alone as he felt. 

They slowly pulled away from each other, Chris looking at Will with an adoration Will had never seen before. Chris let out a laugh, letting his left hand fall to Will’s hip while his right thumb brushes his cheek, wiping away a stray tear from before. Will gives him a soft smile, not really knowing what to do now. 

“You okay?” Chris smiles.

“Yeah…” Will nods. It felt so freeing to be with Chris. 

“So… How do you feel about… me?” Chris asks, as if Will didn’t just kiss back.

“I thought it was kind of obvious,” Will laughed a little. Chris just looked up with his eyes, nodding while letting out hum. 

“So does this mean… we could like… do that regularly… or…?” Chris teased. 

“Chris!” Will exclaimed, laughing again. 

Chris sighed with an overjoyed look on his face, “I’m gonna take that as a yes. We should get out of here before we get caught, though. Lunch is almost over and I kinda wanna eat.” He took a look at his watch. Will nodded in response, removing his arms from Chris’ body. Chris walked over to the door, opening it to reveal an empty hallway, all the students being in the cafeteria, before letting Will exit first. They walked down the hallway in silence, sharing small smiles as they glanced at each other. 

[sshxamy]

Fly | Steve Harrington

Pairings: Steve Harrington x Fem!Reader

Summary: Hopper wrote a letter to Lila during the winter of '85. About growing up. About Steve. About the freedom to spread her wings. But sadly, she's only reading it now… without him.

I nod, pulling away from their arms and following her to one of the bedrooms where she had slept for the rest of the summer.

She sits down on the floor, motioning for me to do the same, handing me a letter while another one is in her hand.

- Dad wrote us each a letter... she explains, making my eyes widen in surprise. Joyce told me yours is from last winter when Steve started coming to the house at the beginning, and mine is from this summer when Mike was coming over. But I wanted us to read them next to each other...

- Of course, that's not a problem, my angel. I understand... I tell her, wrapping my arm around her. We each open our letters, taking a breath before reading them.

There's something I wanted to talk to both of you about. I know this is a difficult conversation, and it hurts me to admit it, but I care about Steve just as much as I care about you. And I know you care a lot about each other, but I think we need to set some boundaries for my sake as well as yours. I know feelings are important, especially at your age, and I...

You know what, I'm going to stop dictating Joyce's words and just be honest with you.

The truth is, I had forgotten for so long what it felt like to have demonstrative feelings. I'd been stuck in the same place. In a cave, you could say. A deep, dark cave. And I blame myself, my angel, if you only knew... I left you to fend for yourself in that trailer, taking care of me and picking up my beer cans because I had lost Sarah, but I forgot without meaning to that I had another daughter at home who needed me.

Then Will disappeared, Eleven arrived, and I started feeling things again. I started to feel happy. But lately, I suppose I feel distant from you again. As if you were drifting away from me or something like that.

Because now that this kid who smells like hair spray came into your life and into ours you don't have time for your old man anymore. How could I blame you? Your father was the same at your age. But my angel, I miss living those moments with you, playing board games every night, making mountains of waffles with El, not watching westerns anymore when I pick and watching horror movies when you do.

In a way, I was selfish trying to stop you from seeing Steve just to get those moments back with my daughter. You're not a kid anymore, damn it, you're seventeen and I have to let you fly away, even though I don't have anything to fly beside you with... I guess if I'm really honest, that's what scares me.

I don't want things to change. So I think maybe that's why I came here, to try to stop that change. To go back. To make things go back to the way they were. But I know that's naive. That's not how life works. It's moving, always moving, whether you like it or not. And yes, sometimes it's painful. Sometimes it's sad. And sometimes it's surprising. Happy.

So you know what? Keep growing, kiddo. Don't let me stop you. Keep flying high in the sky with Steve, keep learning even if it's not me teaching you, keep shining, because I'll be the first one admiring it. And keep making mistakes, because I'll be the first one to catch you, because when life hurts you... and yes, it will, no matter what you do, goodbyes, arguments, bumps in the road, tears, remember that this pain, this wound, is a good thing... It means you're out of that cave.

So keep pushing me away to learn. Keep protecting everyone. But don't forget to protect yourself.

The night of your accident with the Demogorgon, Steve was covered in your blood and the first thing I wanted to do was blame him, except damn it that kid loves you the same way I do. He could die for you, and I know that might scare you, because when you suffer you prefer pushing people away so you won't hurt anyone, probably a bad habit from your very dear father... But kiddo, promise me that even if you push him away one day, because I know you will, you're too stubborn not to. Promise me you'll do everything you can to get him back, because that kid would do anything just to see you smile.

Steve, if my daughter unfortunately makes that bad decision, don't blame her. Even if she probably won't tell you, she's just terrified of dragging people into her own black hole. So show her, kid. Show her she's not a black hole. Show her she's the light. Show her she deserves happiness, that she deserves an ending worthy of a fairy tale. Show her she matters without being a burden, and most of all show her that you love her, because she'll start doubting it the second she gets too deep in her own head. I know you're the right person for her, she just needs to accept that it's good for her as much as it is for you.

But if you'll allow me to make one tiny request anyway;

Please, if it's not too much trouble, for the sake of your old man, use the front door and not the window.

I love you, and I'm proud of you.

And Steve, use less hair spray.

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[bylerendgameyep]

[bigglassess]

prologue

steve harrington x fem!oc

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the mentions of Dolores Avery in season 1 & 2

season 1

Joyce Byers called early that November morning, long before Dolores Avery was usually awake. She stirred, throat slightly dry from sleeping with her mouth open, and fumbled for the phone. The moment she pressed it to her ear, she heard the tremble in the voice she knew belonged to Joyce.

"Hi, honey."

Dolores sat up straighter, the phone cord stretching and nearly tipping over the glass of water on her nightstand. "Shoot—" She steadied it. "Hi, Joyce. Is everything alright? Do you have a shift tonight? I'm free after school if you want me to look after Will."

There was a pause. A shaky inhale.

"No... no, um... that's okay," Joyce said, her voice thinner than usual. "I just—" Another pause. "I was calling to ask if you might've seen Will. But it seems like you already answered before I asked."

Dolores's stomach dropped. "What's going on? I can come help, if you need—"

"No, I'm sure everything's fine. He's probably just at Will's... I'll call Karen," Joyce said too quickly. "Sorry for bothering you. I'll talk to you later. Have a good night, honey."

"Jo—"

But the line went dead before Dolores could say another word.

She stayed frozen, the phone pressed to her ear, listening to the quiet hum of the dead line. Her heart sank, heavy and cold.

Something was wrong. Something was very wrong.

—

Dolores loved going to school. She enjoyed slipping into the back of classrooms, moving comfortably through the hallways, waving to the few friends she had chosen to surround herself with. Lately, though, her attention had been drawn elsewhere. She had been keeping an eye on Jonathan Byers, watching the way he moved from bulletin board to bulletin board, taping up homemade missing posters, searching desperately for any clue that might lead him to his brother. His worry was raw and visible, and Dolores couldn't help but feel a quiet ache for him and for the family she had grown close to over the years.

As she passed by the notice boards, her eyes lingered on what was left of Jonathan's work, tracing the edges of the carefully cut paper and the hopeful scrawls. With the news of the tragic confirmation, Johnathan had ripped away the most. Her stomach twisted with worry. She wanted to do more, to offer some comfort, but she didn't know what to say.

"Hey, Dee."

Only one person calls her that.

The voice made her start slightly. She looked up to see Steve Harrington leaning casually against a locker a few feet away, hair a little messy, smirk teasing at his lips. He had that easy confidence he always seemed to carry, but his eyes softened when they landed on her.

Dolores gave him a small, distracted wave, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her oversized glasses. She tried to focus on Jonathan's posters, but she knew Steve noticed the wistfulness in her gaze, the quiet longing for something she couldn't quite name, something just out of reach.

Steve tilted his head, offering her a warm smile. "You okay?" he asked, lightly, though his eyes lingered on her a moment longer than necessary. Dolores nodded, forcing herself to smile back, her heart fluttering. She stepped away, walking down the hall. She could fell Steves' lingering eyes at the back of her neck. Maybe she should say something, or even just look back. She didn't have it in her.

Not right now.

By the time she got home that evening, the quiet stillness of her room felt heavier than usual. She dropped her backpack onto the floor and sat at her small desk, absentmindedly tracing the edges of a well-worn notebook. Then she noticed the envelope sitting on her dresser, probably placed there by her mother, a stark white piece of mail stamped with the familiar handwriting.

Her hands trembled slightly as she picked it up and opened it. Inside was a single folded sheet.

The words hit her like a cold wind: an invitation to Will Byers' funeral.

Dolores sank back in her chair, clutching the paper like it might somehow shield her from the weight of the loss. Will. The sweet, gentle boy she had watched over, laughed with, and cared for was gone. The ache in her chest deepened, spreading into a hollow, sinking kind of grief that made the usual light room feel smaller, darker.

She folded the letter carefully and set it on her nightstand, staring at it for a long moment, unable to breathe past the knot in her throat. For a moment, she simply sat there, silent, the quiet hum of her room filling the space where joy used to be.

—

When the day finally came, Dolores had borrowed her mother's clothing, her own closet had nothing dark enough for the occasion. The borrowed dress felt heavy, stiff, and wrong on her; it wasn't her. She lived in color, in movement, in the little joys that made her heart feel light. Dark clothes didn't make her feel any lighter, any happier. They made her feel as if she were pretending to be someone she wasn't.

—

A few days of sorrow later Dolores's phone rang, its shrill tone cutting through the quiet of her room. What time is it even? She groaned, blinking sleep from her eyes, and reached for it. On the other end was Jonathan's voice, quieter than usual, hesitant but trembling with relief.

"Hey... Dolores," he said. "Ok so. You might not believe me but I—um... I just wanted to let you know... Will's alive."

Her hand froze around the phone. Alive? She blinked, heart hammering, breath catching in her throat. This phone had heard the start and the end of the disappearance in Will Byers. In just the way it started, in her bed voice full of sleep, mind in disbelief, it ends. He is found?

Jonathan continued, voice careful. "I know this is sudden, but... if you want, you could come by the hospital. Just... to say hi. No pressure. I thought... you'd want to know. After all you di-"

Dolores sat up straighter, clutching the phone. Her chest swelled with a mixture of disbelief, relief, and joy. She had expected the worst for so long that this felt surreal, almost impossible.

"Y-yeah," she whispered, her voice trembling. "I... I'll be there."

And just like that, the heavy weight that had been pressing on her chest since Will went missing lifted slightly. She has never been so confused but she's also never felt such relief. There was still so much to process, but for the first time in weeks, Dolores felt the spark of hope ignite again.

Dolores ran through the hospital doors, glasses tilted on her nose, hair a tangled mess from rushing out the door. Still wearing her pyjamas. She made no thought to the shirt she was wearing when she put it on before going to bed a few hours ago. Now she relised that it had been a shirt Steve Harrington had gotten her. A big apple shirt he had gotten her when he went on vacation to New York City with his parents a few years ago.

She spotted him immediately in the waiting area, leaning back with that familiar easy confidence, though his expression was softer, quieter than usual. Sporting a nasty black eye. Her stomach fluttered at the sight of him, the same flutter she'd always felt but had tried to ignore.

"What are you doing here?" she asked, voice catching slightly despite her attempt at casualness.

Before Steve could answer, he stood up and pulled her into a tight hug. Dolores froze for a heartbeat, then melted into it, the warmth of him grounding her after so many weeks of fear and uncertainty.

"You're never going to believe this," Steve whispered, pulling back just enough to look at her, eyes wide, a mix of disbelief and relief sparkling in them.

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season 2

By fall 1984 rolled around, Steve had gained a very good but very young friend in Dustin. Their strange but confusingly convenient friendship had helped them learn a lot about each other. Dustin's favorite revelation, the one Steve now will mentioned at the most inconvenient and often hilarious moments, was that he used to be best friends with Dolores Avery, the pretty girl with bright clothes and radiant smile. To Dustin, it was almost impossible to imagine, that they used to be inseparable, best friends in a way that made his own friendship with Steve feel even more special.

Steve missed Dolores fiercely, all it took for him to finally realise this was that he now saw how fragile this life in Hawkins was, with the weird demonic things going on in town. He didn't always know how to reach her, how to bridge the distance that high school and life had placed between them. It wasn't just nostalgia; it was a genuine ache, the kind that left him restless and quietly desperate.

Dustin, ever determined, had now taken it upon himself to remedy this. He had created a mission: Operation Make Steve Happy. And while the plan was loosely defined, full of improvisation and a fair bit of chaos, the goal was simple. Help Steve find his way back to the people and the feelings that mattered most.

end of season 2 (leaving the Hawkins lab)

Hoppers' cop car smells like sweat, smoke, and fear.

Steve sits in the front passenger seat, breathing hard, knuckles white on his knees. Bruised. Exhausted. Not really keeping it together.

In the back seat, Dustin, Lucas, and Max are squeezed shoulder-to-shoulder, whispering too loudly about what just happened, Hopper snapping at them every thirty seconds to quiet down.

The forest blurs past the windows.

Bob is dead. Will is possessed? Everything is falling apart.

Steve feels his chest tightening, something panicky and hollow building under his ribs.

He needs air. He needs quiet. He needs—

He turns to Hopper, voice rough. "Hey, uh... Jim?" He coughs out.

Hopper's eyes don't leave the road. "What."

Steve hesitates, embarrassed. "Can we... can we make a quick stop? On the way?"

Hopper immediately. "No."

"Please."

Hopper glances at him, annoyed. "We are in the middle of a goddamn crisis—"

"It's important," Steve blurts, surprising even himself. He swallows. "Just one minute. I just— I need to talk to someone."

In the backseat, Dustin who is listening more intently than ever before perks up so fast he smacks Max in the face with his curls. "YES WE SHOULD STOP! Steve is saying that it is important and I really just think we should li-"

"Ow— Dustin. What? Who are you talking about?"

Dustin grins.

Hopper growls but turns on his blinker. "One minute, Harrington. One. I am serious. I will drive away without you. And if this is some teenage drama—"

"It's not," Steve lies.

The kids giggle in the back as the car pulls onto Dolores Avery's street. Dustin has whispered Steves' wanted destination to his friends in the back of the car.

Dolores Avery is half asleep on the couch, a vinyl record humming softly as it spins, some Stevie Nicks track drifting through the living room. Her hair is set in pink curlers; her oversized glasses sit crooked on her face. A vintage crocheted blanket is wrapped around her shoulders. One that her mom spent a whole sommar crocheting.

She nearly jumps out of her skin when someone pounds on her door.

She opens it "Hell—" she freezes. "Oh." She lets out a short breath.

Steve Harrington stands on her porch.

Bruised. Dusty. Eyes tired. Breathing uneven.

Behind him, a cop car filled with kids stares at her like she's a zoo animal. Dustin waves both arms "HIIII DEE!" Lucas gives her a tiny, awkward nod. Max just looks confused.

Steve steps forward, blocking the kids with his body as if he suddenly remembers how weird this looks.

"Uh... hey, Dee," he says softly.

Dolores's voice catches. "Steve? What— what's going on? What are you doing here?"

Her glasses tilts sideways. Steve sees it. His expression softens, something that seems to happen when she is around, without him meaning to. He reaches out gently, two fingers, and straightens them on her face.

"You can't sleep in these," he murmurs."They'll break."

She blushes. "You know I have more than these."

He shakes his head. "But these are my favorites."

From the cop car, Dustin whispers, "He's gonna to do I—"

"Shut up," Lucas hisses.

Dolores looks back at Steve, at the exhaustion, the way he won't quite meet her eyes.

"Steve..." she says quietly, "are you okay?"

He opens his mouth. Closes it. Opens it again.

"I... I don't know."

She doesn't think. She steps forward and pulls him into a hug.

Steve collapses into her instantly, arms around her waist, forehead pressed to her shoulder, breathing her in like he's been underwater all night.

The curlers poke his chin. He doesn't care. She whispers into his ear, "It's okay."

He swallows hard, clutching her like he means to memorise the shape of her.

Hopper leans out the car window. "IT'S BEEN MORE THAN A MINUTE HARRINGTON! Let's GO!"

Dustin yells, now sitting in the passenger seat staring out the very open window, "And he deserves a few more!" Steve pulls back slowly, reluctantly.

Dolores cups his cheek gently. "You should go do whatever you have to. I'll be here when you want to talk. Be careful. Please."

His nods. "I just had to see you. I know that we aren't really as close as we used to be and I really just want to see you more. Again. And I miss you. A lot."

He steps away, backing toward the cop car. Holding her hand, not letting go till the distance stops them.

Dustin, who is smiling ear to ear, jumps back to his seat. Hopper mutters grumpily as Steve climbs in. "That better have been worth it."

Steve looks back at Dolores standing in her doorway. Blanket around her shoulders, glasses slightly crooked again, curlers bobbing softly.

"It was," he murmurs. "If anything happens tonight I just had to see her before. Just incase."

The car pulls away. Dolores watches until the taillights disappear. Behind her, the Stevie record keeps spinning.

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[danielwaldorf]

their soulmate slay!

[aralenorimaki01]

Hawkins taught them one rule: when Vecna is near… you run together.