Shit Prednisone Caused Today
- I saw pictures of the cast of voice actors from Steven Universe and cried because they were pretty and I liked them and they help make a thing I like a lot and they are just so great
- someone I don't know from another part of our company sent me an uninvited informal IM to ask for me to do something for her while I was in the middle of something and I was blinded by such intense rage that I slammed my head down on my desk and spent a solid ten minutes chanting "just give me a minute just give me a freaking minute" with my face in my keyboard every time someone tried to check on me
- I cried when my boyfriend made potatoes because it's so nice to have so many food choices and they're all just right in the kitchen and I'm so lucky and he's so sweet to make food and I'm just so lucky
- One of my coworkers has been sending out a template with a shitty grammatical error from our shared box and when I saw it today (after having asked her to fix it two weeks ago) I had to go sit in the bathroom with my head between my knees because all I could think about was hitting her in the face with her bigass ergo keyboard because then she would look as stupid as she's making us look to customers
- then I cried a lot because why would I ever even think about something that horrible why am I being this mean why am I like this oh god I don't deserve this job and she's so nice she always shares energy drinks and I don't deserve it oh god why am I doing this
- then I got mad because fuck you, me, you didn't do anything to anyone and everyone gets mad and thinks bad things sometimes and stop being a dick to you
I am such a fucking mess rn. If I still end up needing surgery after this I am going to be so pissed.
But prolly not THIS pissed because I won't be on PREDNISONE.
