May 10, 2024
She's lying
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She's lying
Full moon Scorpio continued.
*Musings of Persephone*
I’m not sure if it’s the light or people’s fear of darkness that terrifies me.
When they smiled with nervous eyes and embarrassed wrinkles, my anger climbs up my spine,
‘Yet another motherfucker who wants to be rid of darkness’
Without darkness you are nothing.
How dare you decide that you are the master here, abandoning me as if I have to obey your command.
I don’t believe in light, niceness and fertility. They feel like the viscid mucus you are forced to be pleased with; a slab of fat that greased your spirit without consent.
And the atrocious avalanche of encouraging the pursuit of light diseased the hearts of human.
I no longer care about “everything has a purpose”. If darkness needs an ally, I would step forward and be the commander.
I no longer want to pretend I do not abhor people’s love for light. The mad love that chased shadows down to its corners, evaporated the last particle that refuses to reflect light.
It will end, first with six seeds of pomegranate.
When you love someone even though you don’t love yourself
You know how people say that you can’t love someone else when you don’t love your own self? They were wrong. I loved him so damn much. I drowned in the damn intensity of loving him, let it consume me like wildfire. I loved him so much that I stayed, a willing accomplice to the mess he carved out of my essence.
You can love someone with all your heart even when you don’t love yourself but I don’t think you can love them right. I loved him because I felt that he and I were the same. We loved,oh, we did, each other, but we loved the way we wanted to loved and I think that was our undoing.
You can love someone despite hating yourself but you shouldn't. It’s a suffocating embrace, a toxic game.
I love him still but I know we are better off without each other. I learnt so damn much since we broke apart.
I learnt that at the end of the day, it’s you who you should love because it’s you who stays by your side till the end.Nobody else.
Suffocating love [X]
Full moon Scorpio vibe 3.
After Persephone swallowed the seeds, her vision transformed.
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Musings of Persephone 2
When I saw you trying so hard to put on a show, I laughed. Without a sound, without letting my lips moved. Because it was sarcasm long overdue; on your side and on mine.
Not sure who your audience will be and what you are going to play on that stage. One thing I’m sure is that nothing under that spotlight is genuine. Including your tears and your gratitude.
And I’m sorry anyone needs to see that buffoonery, and I’m sorry if you ever tried to hypnotise yourself into thinking this would be a real tragedy.
You know, in order to be classified as a tragedy, someone has to die. And as I saw that it’s just gonna be your monologue, I hope this becomes a real tragedy.
So keep trying, maybe when that spotlight finally flickered out of impatience, you’ll see my cometempt.
OKAY SO- for the suffocating love fic I already have Gabriel, Micheal, and Raphaels personalities down. However, I'm not sure how many of the other archangels I should include. So here u go.
(DISCLAIMER THIS FIC DOES NOT TREAT THE ANGELS LIKE PERFECT BEINGS AND PLAYS WITH ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR]
what angels should be included in the fic
Uriel
Azazel
Remiel
Sariel
Other
SHOW RESULTS
Okay, I just started writing a new story. The beta name is suffocating love. It's still in the brainstorming period, but this is shaping up to be one of the darkest fics I've made.
The Love that suffocates freedom
The Love that suffocates freedom
When we speak about resonance and vibration our attention gets steered to law of attraction. The manner in which I speak about resonance and vibration is more in terms of kinesiology where the core of the practice is about identifying imbalances in the body’s structural, chemical and emotional energy. I am by no means a kinesiologist but my curiosity and studies within the realm of body work and energy consciousness have always left me with a lot of questions which have informed my practice. In addition the exploration of kundalini tantra has been greatly applicable to this western manner of viewing the body and for my own personal reflections.
The manner in which love is seen has an endless amount of perspectives and opinions in the west and east. On a purely energetic understanding, Love is deeply connected to the feeling of reverence.
Reverence is defined as having a deep respect for someone or something. When we take love into consideration reverence needs to be focused not only on the other but in equal measure towards the self. Without the essential component of the self, the real meaning and resonance of love will not be felt in its entirety.
I don’t believe that we give enough homage to the word respect and many of our problems are maintained because the level of respect we show ourselves and others is diminished because we identify more with feelings of shame and guilt and anxiety. These lower level emotions not only anchor us in the feeling itself but we never reach the point of becoming empathic and compassionate with ourselves and quickly become depleted when we are trying to give this to others in our lives.
Freedom for me is closely aligned with non-attachment. Non-attachment is essentially a practice of presence and mindfulness. It is not allowing your sense of wellbeing to rely upon anything other than your own presence of awareness. It means to be in the world, but not of the world. This is in stark contrast to detachment which means to distance oneself from the world out of total disinterest.
Now when I say that love suffocates freedom, it is because the love we have become so accustomed to is about possession and control which falls into the emotional state “craving”. What this means is that our emotional state of craving is reinforced by a deep desire to connect and be connected with our partner or person of interest. The sensation is one of ownership and possessiveness. What this does on an energetic level is cause us to be in a constant state of being disappointed when we cannot manipulate the other into the position we want them to be in. This causes mass arguments and removes both parties ability to communicate in each other’s value systems. The ultimate process behind the emotion of craving is a sensation of enslavement, where the individual in pursuit of this kind of love is enslaved to this cycle and they are constantly in a mental state of denial. Try convince a person in a state of denial anything contrary to what they believe!!! Its near impossible.
However, when we compare this kind of love in respect to what love really should mean, we often have an adverse reaction in most people because we have been so deeply conditioned to view love as possession.
One other factor to consider is how love and passion are closely aligned. When we have love with passion we feel fulfilled, but when we have just passion on its own we have something missing and when we have love on its own, once again we feel a lack of fulfilment. Passion is a kind of energy that is dependent on the other energy (love) for its survival.
Throughout the various stages of romancing our partner we expend a lot of energy in trying to win the other over with the hope that they will pick us. Passionate love is inspirational and it is with this inspiration that we are able to overcome any obstacle. The energy required to overcome the obstacles is one of the most important factors to consider or keep in mind. The moment we move in together we have removed physical separation and we have bridged the potentiality in the couple. The problem with this is that we have removed one of the most vital components to the relationship… namely physical separation.
We don’t realise that in actuality we are removing one of the core elements that contribute to the passion in the relationship. It is at this point that there needs to be a manner to compensate for the “energy-hole” because there is no longer any need to overcome the obstacle of living separately. You’ll find the same energy hole develops when two people get married. There is no longer any obstacle to overcome so the two parties settle into uninspired roles and this is when one or both parties begin to feel neglected.
Ultimately it is this reduction in chargedness or sexual energy that diminishes passion leading to more of a cognitive (thinking) type of love, rather than an embodied Cognitive, emotional and compassionate love. The three levels of love are essential in experiencing an immersed love.
When more energy holes develop in a relationship it is essential to have both partners aware of how they are navigating the relationship especially in the maintenance of the three levels of love. If one party finds themselves purely in the cognitive space, they will have detached from the chargedness that brings passion into the relationship. The same can be said for the individual solely being in the relationship on the basis of emotional love, there will be flaws in the depth that both parties share in their love for one another.
We have to remember that the concept of love is based on superficial and romanticised narratives and we need to explore this concept more in line with understanding non-attachment where we can be completely present and mindful and sexually charged in a relationship without the need to control and smother the love the other is willing to share with us. Ultimately we all want to have a sense of freedom and we also want to feel and give love, but we also need to realise that our style of loving has great potential for either embracing the three levels of love in their entirety or suffocating the freedom our partner is desperate for.
Via Con Dios
El amor que sofoca la libertad
Cuando hablamos de resonancia y vibración, nuestra atención se dirige a la ley de atracción. La forma en que hablo de resonancia y vibración es más en términos de kinesiología, donde el núcleo de la práctica consiste en identificar los desequilibrios en la energía estructural, química y emocional del cuerpo. De ninguna manera soy un kinesiólogo, pero mi curiosidad y mis estudios dentro del ámbito del trabajo corporal y la conciencia energética siempre me han dejado con muchas preguntas que han informado mi práctica. Además, la exploración del kundalini tantra ha sido muy aplicable a esta manera occidental de ver el cuerpo y para mis propias reflexiones personales.
La forma en que se ve el amor tiene un sinfín de perspectivas y opiniones en occidente y oriente. En una comprensión puramente energética, el amor está profundamente conectado con el sentimiento de reverencia.
La reverencia se define como tener un profundo respeto por alguien o algo. Cuando tomamos en consideración el amor, la reverencia debe centrarse no solo en el otro, sino en igual medida hacia uno mismo. Sin el componente esencial del yo, el significado real y la resonancia del amor no se sentirán en su totalidad.
No creo que le demos suficiente homenaje a la palabra respeto y muchos de nuestros problemas se mantienen porque el nivel de respeto que mostramos a nosotros mismos y a los demás se ve disminuido porque nos identificamos más con los sentimientos de vergüenza y culpa y ansiedad. Estas emociones de nivel inferior no solo nos anclan en el sentimiento en sí, sino que nunca llegamos al punto de volvernos empáticos y compasivos con nosotros mismos y rápidamente nos agotamos cuando intentamos dar esto a otros en nuestras vidas.
La libertad para mí está estrechamente alineada con el desapego. El desapego es esencialmente una práctica de presencia y atención plena. No permite que su sentido de bienestar dependa de otra cosa que no sea su propia presencia de conciencia. Significa estar en el mundo, pero no ser del mundo. Esto está en marcado contraste con el desapego, que significa distanciarse del mundo por total desinterés.
Ahora bien, cuando digo que el amor sofoca la libertad, es porque el amor al que nos hemos acostumbrado tanto se trata de posesión y control que cae en el estado emocional “anhelo”. Lo que esto significa es que nuestro estado emocional de anhelo se ve reforzado por un profundo deseo de conectarnos y estar conectados con nuestra pareja o persona de interés. La sensación es de propiedad y posesividad. Lo que esto hace a un nivel energético es hacer que estemos en un estado constante de desilusión cuando no podemos manipular al otro en la posición en la que queremos que esté. Esto provoca discusiones masivas y elimina la capacidad de ambas partes para comunicarse en el valor del otro. sistemas. El proceso final detrás de la emoción del anhelo es una sensación de esclavitud, donde el individuo en busca de este tipo de amor es esclavizado a este ciclo y está constantemente en un estado mental de negación. ¡Intenta convencer a una persona en un estado de negación de cualquier cosa contraria a lo que cree! Es casi imposible.
Sin embargo, cuando comparamos este tipo de amor con respecto a lo que realmente debería significar el amor, a menudo tenemos una reacción adversa en la mayoría de las personas porque hemos estado tan profundamente condicionados para ver el amor como una posesión.
Otro factor a considerar es cómo el amor y la pasión están estrechamente alineados. Cuando amamos con pasión nos sentimos realizados, pero cuando tenemos pasión por sí sola, nos falta algo y cuando tenemos amor por sí solo, una vez más sentimos una falta de realización. La pasión es un tipo de energía que depende de la otra energía (amor) para su supervivencia.
A lo largo de las diversas etapas del romance con nuestra pareja, gastamos mucha energía en tratar de conquistar al otro con la esperanza de que nos elija a nosotros. El amor apasionado es inspirador y es con esta inspiración que somos capaces de superar cualquier obstáculo. La energía necesaria para superar los obstáculos es uno de los factores más importantes a considerar o tener en cuenta. En el momento en que nos mudamos juntos, hemos eliminado la separación física y hemos tendido un puente sobre la potencialidad de la pareja. El problema con esto es que hemos eliminado uno de los componentes más vitales de la relación ... a saber, la separación física.
No nos damos cuenta de que en realidad estamos eliminando uno de los elementos centrales que contribuyen a la pasión en la relación. Es en este punto que debe haber una manera de compensar el "agujero de energía" porque ya no hay necesidad de superar el obstáculo de vivir por separado. Verá que se desarrolla el mismo agujero de energía cuando dos personas se casan. Ya no hay ningún obstáculo que superar, por lo que las dos partes se acomodan en roles poco inspirados y es entonces cuando una o ambas partes comienzan a sentirse desatendidas.
En última instancia, es esta reducción en la carga o la energía sexual lo que disminuye la pasión y conduce a un amor más de tipo cognitivo (pensamiento), en lugar de un amor cognitivo, emocional y compasivo encarnado. Los tres niveles de amor son esenciales para experimentar un amor inmerso.
Cuando se desarrollan más agujeros de energía en una relación, es esencial que ambos socios sean conscientes de cómo están navegando en la relación, especialmente en el mantenimiento de los tres niveles de amor. Si una de las partes se encuentra puramente en el espacio cognitivo, se habrá desprendido de la carga que trae pasión a la relación. Lo mismo puede decirse del individuo que está en la relación únicamente sobre la base del amor emocional, habrá fallas en la profundidad de que ambas partes compartan su amor mutuo.
Tenemos que recordar que el concepto de amor se basa en narrativas superficiales y romantizadas y necesitamos explorar este concepto más en línea con la comprensión del desapego, donde podemos estar completamente presentes y atentos y cargados sexualmente en una relación sin la necesidad de controlar. y sofocar el amor que el otro está dispuesto a compartir con nosotros. En última instancia, todos queremos tener un sentido de libertad y también queremos sentir y dar amor, pero también debemos darnos cuenta de que nuestro estilo de amar tiene un gran potencial para abrazar los tres niveles de amor en su totalidad o sofocar la libertad que tenemos. pareja está desesperada por.
Via Con Dios