#sulkyvampire

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to everybody else who has good taste and follows Dani aka @sulkyvampire - she hasn’t disappeared, Tumblr is just being its usual self and deleted her. again. hate that that keeps happening but what can you do!!

hopefully she’ll be back soon, but feel free to reblog and boost for other followers!

[abyss-wolf]

sulkyvampire replied to your post: Some thoughts under the cut because I need to...

my screenshots have orgus offering to bring back those memories and the option my JK chose, which did not get DS points, was to accept the memories’ return by saying he wasn’t afraid of facing them. and I agree, the it seems dismissive to say “let it go” re: the trauma, but unfortunately the game’s writing hasn’t / isn’t going to go into detail on how the JK can in a realistic process. its intent was to read into orgus saying to process it and eventually get to a point to move on from it.

@sulkyvampire​  I will reply here because character limit is annoying>:[

I will pay attention next time I do that story because it has been years and my brain is slowly getting rid of BW writing of any game.

 And yes, sadly. I know the game will never properly address anything in depth because, BW. I guess in the end it depends on how each JK would take it because no one reacts the same way to the same/similar situations. I can’t say what BWs intent with that bit of story was beyond “Here have something we guess” Because it is BW and I doubt they thought deep on it if at all. Because just saying “Process this and move on eventually” without offering tools or help, is not really helpful. It is like telling a person with Anxiety to be brave because they’ll get better!  I will say, I see an inkling of a good idea with the “Help others” part of the mission. Though I would’ve made it more “Form meaningful connections that will actually make a support net for you” sort of thing. Because yes, helping is all well and good, but simply helping others won’t heal you from your pain. This is something basic we’re taught in psychology (in my country and college at least), you will do more harm trying to do good if you’re dealing with your pain at the same time. 

In general, it bothers me because it’s dismissiveness and the dangers of such dismissiveness being so prevalent in media in general. But, like I said, I know I’m asking too much of a Video game. And especially, a BW video game. I might be looking too hard into it, I tend to do that, especially with this sort of thing.

[hythlodaes]

ode to meat man ft. @thestarcabal, @sulkyvampire, @jediisapphic, and one of the best characters in all of swtor, commander ghulil :’)

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sulkyvampire replied to your post: “honestly as much as i dunk on him for his ineptitude as a spy,...”:

yeah ngl I’ve always thought that he’s been shown much better as a handler (which is a little how we see him in his intro with the pub side SOR fps) than anything involving his own field work

HANDLER that is the word i was wracking my brain for. yeah my thoughts exactly! field work he frequently seems out of his element, but when he’s running an operation? can i get an F for the enemy

[visionmarred-archive]

“dude, did you watch last night’s episode of Space The Umbrella Academy?”

more quality Keeper’s Angels discourse with @janankarrus and @sulkyvampire, subject being of Space My Chemical Midichlorian Romance

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a trio of captains, one military and the other two not, out and about on Cademimu today (and only dying four or five times!)

aka my Sashtha, @janankarrus​’s Milo, and @sulkyvampire’s Jörani

bonus:

how could this happen to me..... I’ve made my mistakes.................

[babineni]

🦋 for gaura??

already answered it here 😊

but thank you nonetheless, Dani 💖💖💖

[lesbiannova]

if you’re still taking the ship rates, I’m curious on your thoughts: ls or neutral sw/quinn, jaesa/ashara, mako/akaavi

[From this ask meme]

Thanks Dani! 💜

LS or neutral SW/Quinn: D: I’m neutral on it

My feelings about Quinn with a LS or neutral (especially LS) SW is very similar to Lana/LS Sith: given how much of a die-hard Imperial Quinn is, Quinn x LS/neutral Sith could be done well if Quinn is given a believable character development that makes him reconsider his terrible views and politics, in fanfic or canon, though once again, I have no faith that would actually happen in SWTOR’s canon because characters hardly ever change or develop is a problem of SWTOR characters in general.

A neutral SW would be more compatible with Quinn than a LS SW would, but still, I believe a Lawful Evil variant of DS SW would be the type of SW that is most compatible with Quinn, at least in SWTOR’s canon.

Jaesa/Ashara: A: I love it (assuming Jaesa is LS, of course)

Other than Vette/Jaesa, this is my favourite Jaesa ship. I absolutely love the idea of two former Padawan who doesn’t fall to the dark side joining forces and working together to do good things to make the galaxy a better place. Not to mention I want more female companions interact and form relationships with each other.

Mako/Akaavi: B: It’s really cute

I didn’t consider this ship until they both return in the story together in the game, but I like it. Given vanilla SWTOR refuses to let female companions interact with each other outside of being romantic rivals to a male player character, I could always use female companions interact with each other that and form relationships outside the player character.