#summer2008

[911coded]

Look at him, he was so cute! He's an adult now, with a girlfriend and a mortgage. My nephew, Labor Day 2008

[thebeerwanderer]

Summer of 08. The fog coming off the Delaware river in the Catskills! #thebeerwanderer #catskillmountains #2008 #summer2008 #tbt #keepingbusy https://www.instagram.com/p/B-OHpF6p7Gs/?igshid=dtyjmpqr8opo

[spacerangerprince]

The Dark Knight (2008) 🌑🦇👨🏻 (07/18/19) #thedarkknight #thedarkknight2008 #christophernolanfilm #movierelease #summer2008 (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0FXsO5heti/?igshid=8rv7myefgvl3

[myrtodanalatou]

#tb #summer2008 #London #London_Eye #architecture #photography #landscapes #outdoors #instatravel #travelgram #instago #travelling #traveler #tourist #tourism #wanderlust #experiences #Little_Screenwriter_Travels_To_London #Little_Screenwriter_Travels_The_World #travel_blog (στην τοποθεσία The Official London Eye) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvHEdGwgtSg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fcrtbpgeeavs

[myrtodanalatou]

#tb #summer2008 #London #London_Eye #view #Thames #river #city #buildings #architecture #photography #landscapes #instago #instatravel #travelgram #tourism #travelling #tourist #traveler #wanderlust #experiences #Little_Screenwriter_Travels_To_London #Little_Screenwriter_Travels_The_World (στην τοποθεσία London Eye) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu8n1tgFdfx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9tg6gnaoozna

[territory16]

#tbt to creeping on alleys in Chicago and loving every minute of it. . . . .#chicago #alley #buildings #orange #summer2008 #pictureofapicture #throwback #throwbackthursday (at Chicago, Illinois)

[lucaschmielewski]

#chmielewskiphotography #slaskie #castle #siewierzcastle #summer2008 #poland (w: Siewierz)

[exstudentgirlfriend-blog]

But why? Why now?

You might actually wonder, why I blog about it at all. Yet another blog. Yet another...

I haven’t started to think about her again. Indeed, I was thinking about her all the years. Yet, just recently, while browsing some blogs on tumblr, I’ve seen a picture of her.

I haven’t found her on google/facebook/twitter/instagram/etc. Thus my my surfing on tumblr wasn’t very directed. And then I saw her, with her gentle shape, like time hadn’t been able to touch her the past 10 years. She was wearing a male shirt, kind of a botfriend look.

The 2 1/2 years we were together, or the way I call it “3 birthdays long”, she nearly never mentioned her bf. At times I nearly had doubts he was existing. It was like “the one you don’t speak about”. 

Seeing my missed one in that outfit, while for me she always was just “my girl”, realizing she’s probably in the shirt of her bf, stabbed right through my heart. it hurt so much, I couldn’t breath,... I’ve just shut down my pc.

Seconds later I’ve realized “you idiot, it’s the trace you’ve looked for, for 10 years”. Hence I’ve immediately switched on my PC, even grabbed my tablet before the PC started up and was looking to find it again.

What keyword and tags have I followed? What was that page? How far have I scrolled down.

I don’t remember. By all demons, I want to! The picture has burned into my mind, that page. At times, I get vague doubts, but then I look at the background picture on my iPhone. I would recognize that pretty face in a million. It was her.

I’ve lost her again.

I miss her, I’d trade breathing for her smile, just once again.