do you have any angst hcs of sunrose and rosekiller together
Always. Also sorry this is late today was such a travel day...I'll do a few sunrose then few rosekiller then sunrosekiller bc i had so much to think abt to day
Sunrose
- James loves evan so much but for the first like chunk of their relationship he couldn't say it well and just said anything but that, making evan feel even worse about wanting to say it.
- Evan would get really defensive if he thought james was mad at him, and he would hyper analyze every one of James’s little movements. James wouldn't even be mad at him though and evan would just start being cruel because he wanted to protect himself. Then it would leave to james mad and getting angry, but trying so hard not to because he doesn't want to scare evan (anger issues james is real to me).
- james on guitar writing all these songs for evan but never singing them for evan and singing them for all his girlfriends and partners after him because james thought it would help himself get over evan and stop associating them with him...
Rosekiller
- barty thought that evan wasn't attracted to him because evan would refuse to touch him or be with him at first. Obviously it wasn't the truth but evan just hated himself.
- it took a long time for evan to be comfortable with touch and affection, so now whenever barty is mad at him he won't tell him that, he will just reject Evan's touch and not talk to him.
- evan would get terrible and be having a bad day or an episode and would tell barty things like "get out and stay away from me" and "I know you think about all the girls or guys you could have instead of me," even though he didn't really feel that way, he was just trying to protect himself from being broken. So one day barty got so sick of it that he fucked right off and went and hooked up with someone else, showing up the next morning with the evidence all over him. Evan threw up and was so unwell that barty promised he would never do it again, and evan never said that sort of thing to barty again.
Sunrosekiller
- Both Barty and James feel very challenged by each other at first, and so they constantly get angry or are passive aggressive and forcing Evan to chose sides. Evan hates it and it makes him not want to be around either of them.
- Evan cries to one of them whenever he is worried about the other. James and Barty both go to each other whenever they're worried about Evan. (For the most part at first, James and Barty didn't really care sbout each other. Like they got along fine but they argued a lot.)
- James and Barty did eventually really like each other's company, until James broke up with them... he didn't even tell Barty, Barty found out through a hurting Evan. Barty found him and they got into a violent fist fight. No one was even there to witness, they just kept hitting and wouldn't stop, screaming terrible things at each other.
- James refused to acknowledge them in public or around others when they were dating. It wasn't even like he just didn't want people to know he was queer- evan and barty both agreed in that aspect. But james was straight up rude to them whenever they crossed paths around others. So it turned into barty and evan being rude to james and his friends as pay back and playing some nasty jokes on the other marauders as payback.
Thats all for now. Sorry that these arent greay, im so tired



















