Nov 9, 2025
The worst part about mental illness is when you exactly know why it happens, are able to explain why you feel this way and yet still can not do shit when it hits you over the head like a freight train
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The worst part about mental illness is when you exactly know why it happens, are able to explain why you feel this way and yet still can not do shit when it hits you over the head like a freight train
...Just keep bang, bang, banging on the big bass drum While the aliens are coming and we're staring at the sun And the band plays on while the wild things run It's the end of the world, but it sure is fun... (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Sure is Fun || Shinedown || Planet Zero
No sir you're just a clown 🤦♀️🙄
So I'm rewatching the first bellarke hug of s6....
Bellamy's avoidance of Clarke getting personal at all, is interesting, "Let's not do this.".
I think it's just too emotional for head-Bellamy to want to touch. Though, he's so moved at the end before he hugs her, despite himself. Perhaps where he was worried it would go in the first place.
Bellamy say he knows "what it's like to risk everything for one person", after we know Clarke about to be executed, lead to him poisoning Octavia.
(We also then see him cry for an entire episode over her "death", and then risk absolutely everything and everyone for one person..)
Clarke then asks if he'll do the sins lantern tradition, Bellamy's says "Too many sins, my lantern wouldn't float."
Clarke states "Octavia.. ", like it's obvious.
But Bellamy just takes a breath, gives her this look, and says.. "No more amends today."
Given the feels of 6x10, it's impossible to me that a big chunk of those sins don't include:
"I'm in love with you. I've accepted that it's unrequited, and worse, I have a dedicated long term partner I deeply care about - but I can't stop. I feel guilty as fuck about it."
Tfw you want to lose weight because you hate how you look but then others make comments about you needing to lose weight so then you feel like staying the same size out of spite ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
What the heck?!!!
Yesterday I got paid. Today I spent 400€ of my salary for someone to torture me for an hour. I love having crap teeth. Thanks mum and dad.