"this is a prime example of endos invading CDD communities!"
>looks inside
>pro endo traumagenic system with CDD doing something
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"this is a prime example of endos invading CDD communities!"
>looks inside
>pro endo traumagenic system with CDD doing something
bro I started thinking too much about selkies from folklore and I started thinking about how in the stories, they hide their skins, an essential part of themselves without which they can not be fully themselves, away for their protection. But then the skin is always found by someone and kept from the selkie, forcing them into the roles of Woman and Wife and Mother as if those roles are all the selkie is or could be. And the selkie lives with these roles, even finding joy in them, but always longing to be reunited with their skin and become fully themselves again, and be with others like themselves again. And indeed they do that the first chance they get
idk, as an afab nonbinary person, I just started seeing a lot of parallels and the selkie's longing started reading a lot like dysphoria and I'm sure you can can read other queer narratives into it and now I'm having feelings
so ive mentioned im rewatching seraph of the end and this scene is killing me
the way guren just goes "Explode now." is hilarious to me
sorry ive been dead, can i offer a kh2 sora as compensation? one of my dearest besties has been showing me kingdom hearts.
no, i didnt finish shading the skateboard my shoulder hurts.
so, headmate abuse.
abuse is never inherently a rational action to take against another autonomous being. even if you believe that your actions will get them to do what you want, you are sorely mistaken. positive reinforcement is the most effective means of doing that, which research has proven.
and since these blogs are coming at systemhood from a more medical perspective...
all abusing your headmates will do is make your life even more miserable. even more amnesia, even more dissociation, even more feeling like your life isn't yours. and you will get yourself further and further away from ever possibly existing as a singular unit. you are cutting off your nose to spite your face. you can't have your cake and eat it too.
the only way to fusion is getting along with your alters and accepting them. i know it can take a very long time to get there, and i am compassionate towards that.
however, headmate abuse blogs? that's just... fruitless. silly, even. i know that it's more likely that these blogs are just trolls rather than anyone genuinely lashing out, but i figured that one post about the topic couldn't hurt.
reminder: block trolls/hurtful blogs, report them for what you can (such as using slurs) and DO NOT ENGAGE with them. your engagement is exactly what these blogs want, do not give them the satisfaction.
Something I really liked about Sinners was how it differs from other vampire media about the nature of vampirism. Specifically, I'm talking about whether or not a vampire is damned. It's a theme that's very prevalent in the original Dracula, IwtV, etc., but Sinners takes the standpoint that being a vampire itself is to be damned, but is a state one is able to be freed from. Being unable to join your family and ancestors, being separated from your culture and history is the true curse of being a vampire. Mrs. Annie says that when a vampire is killed, their soul is freed and able to join the ancestors again, and she doesn't place any conditions on that. Whether it is from a rejection of the Christian Good vs. Evil worldview or what, it doesn't seem to matter how much harm the vampire has done, once their soul is freed, they get to join the ancestors
It strikes me as a very sympathetic view of vampirism. After all, no one who became a vampire over the course of the movie chose it or were in full control of themselves once they were turned, except later with Mary and Stack. To take the traditional route of the narrative irredeemably damning all those people for things beyond their control would be incredibly unfair and antithetical to the message of the film. Then if we apply that framing to the larger themes around culture and race, it perhaps speaks to possibilities, perhaps the necessity, of reconnection and reconciliation once colonial mindsets and behaviors have been shed
I'm just saying, if all foreign language textbooks had a story arc like the Cambridge Latin ones do, I would be much better at French and German than I currently am