#symptom notebook

[mental-illness-bingo]

Ughhh I got a happy new notebook (that says "Find Joy in the Journey", it's v cute and I think that phrase is accurate for medical stuff), and had to write all of my potential PoTS symptoms in it and now I feel like a failure of a human being.

It just really sucks looking at all the different things that add up to "my body thinks standing should be illegal and is choosing to protest, vive la résistance".