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Watching TV with prosopagnosia is so confusing. Is that white guy with short sides/long top brown hair the same one as this white guy with short sides/long top brown hair? Nope, there's two of them in the same shot now. You guys need to wear name tags or something
[on brain fog]
Heavy, thick fog fills every crack of your mind
With a pressure pushing down so deep
And a weight on your brain you cannot describe,
Except that you just want to lay down and sleep.
But can’t!, can’t rest, must stay awake!
Responsibilities, and so many things to do!
Yet eyes droop, head falls —you blink and shake;
Still your mind cannot process any thoughts for you.
Try to press through the fog, and still words won’t come,
Yet everything falls apart if you don’t get work done.
Hello friends!
Okay, I’ll be the first to admit it: this is kinda stupid, but my own anxiety and personal shit have brought us to this moment.
I, unfortunately, share a name with someone under a lot of scrutiny right now. My brain can’t seem to retain that information (TBI? APD? Idk, it’s a problem of one of those 🙄) so every time I scroll past and see the name, I panic for a second until it registers that no one is talking about me.
** Insert the Alexis Rose “Nobody cares, David” GIF that I can’t find here **
So, for my own peace of mind, I’m going to do what I did on another blog and rather than go by my actual first name, I’m going to ask that, if you’re not calling me by my URL, you just call me Kansas. Again, I know this is silly, and you can roll your eyes and think whatever you want, but please keep it to yourself.
Even with all its defects and drama, I love tumblr. It’s an escape. The most comfortable place I have found for my fanfiction. I don’t want to be uncomfortable here, so I’m controlling what I can, and trying to let the rest go.
Thanks :)
— kansas.
We had our first practical test today, and I'm happy to discover I've experience a lot less brain glitches than I have previously. All 3 test faults were found and corrected.
I've been able to successfully troubleshoot 18 practice fault with minimal guidance, aside from some minor processing issues (which I've also gotten better at not feeling shitty about).
Vending machine card chip reader: CANNOT PROCESS
Me: Fuck man, neither can I.
