#tears!

[fofi42]

Tears! Taskmaster s19e10 SPOILER

[masochisticfuckhole]

what's even the point of having a little brother if you aren't fucking your cock down his throat until tears are streaming down him face and he's desperately trying to tap out but you just keep going

[1ns1deyourm1nd]

[mrsautassassinophilia]

Fuck, back to the novel I go!

[imheaveninhiding]

this song..

so fucking underrated its one of their best songs off of 5sos5

[edge-oftheworld]

you’re allowed to be dumb and passionate. you’re allowed to be overdramatic and drenched in your pain and feel the urge to blame those who stole your youth without meaning to and never figured out how to communicate hope to you. you’re allowed to cry about it. you’re allowed to get high just to feel alive. you’re allowed to miss the signs someone wanted to run and ask for help making sense of it. you’re allowed to keep driving to the edge til you get this right; you’re doing your best and that is the best you can do. it’s okay that when they wish you well after you fucked up you kinda want to die, but in the end you’ll still pay again to keep from stopping it now. apologising to yourself for breaking plans on a Sunday to rest and treating your mind like an ashtray, it’s okay that you’re never one to change and you’re scared to find a piece of peace of mind. to let your love go and fall apart destructively like a landslide and kiss one last goodnight because your heaven ain’t the same. you realised that when you’re cleaning up and there’s bleach in the hallways you can start over, you’re bleaching your hair as a way of figuring out how to go on without someone, it’s baby steps after you burnt the city without warning reaching out for someone’s help. after you took the L and you won’t go home you realise that you still love the heat and the noise and feeling like a tiger in a circus ring again and you still think about the times we were heavy and all your friends are up on mars you’re travelling. after that city broke your heart and you needed someone to pick you up so you don’t have to play pretend and you are human once again and you’re still trying to find the city with the brightest lights. I love to love you for god’s sake. when you pull through yes I’ll feel the same, with a knife inside your heart I feel it too but you kiss away the pain and that’s it, our silver linings, gold and shining, that’s what you do when you love somebody. young man look in the mirror, lights will guide you so run like hell 🤍❤️‍🩹🤍

[silviakundera]

More of Story of Kunning Palace novel. This has spoilers for the princess' fate in the 1st life, which hasn't been revealed yet on the show. It also discusses her sexuality.

She is clear about the future fate of the Eldest Princess Leyang.

After the Yongyihou Mansion, which was originally in charge of the military power, was implicated in the old case of King Pingnan and exiled, within two months the northern Tatars were ready to move, claiming that the new king would succeed to the throne, and wanted to ask Dagan to marry the princess as his concubine. But the emperor did not want to use Yongyihou Mansion again and sent Princess Leyang to marry.

Four years later, the Tatars had finished recharging their energy, and they completely invaded with troops.

The civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty only welcomed back the coffin of the princess.

At that time, the emperor had changed to Shen Jie. In his grief, he overturned Shen Lang's conviction, rehabilitated the Yongyihou's mansion, and enabled Yan Lin, who had been exiled for four years. Yan Lin finally got his chance. He led his troops to quell the border chaos, expelled the Tatars, and killed the barbarians until they dared not cross the Dagan territory.

After that, it was Jiang Xuening's "disaster".

She remembered that when they first met in the previous life, she was dressed as a man, but she saw that Shen Zhiyi cared too much about the scar on her face, so she took the fine pen that others used to trace lanterns at the lantern festival, dipped in a little cherry powder, and put it on. She had drawn on that scar under her left eye.

At that time, Shen Zhiyi mistook her for a man and had feelings for her.

Later, the princess found out that she was a woman, so naturally couldn't bear it.

But before going to Tatar to get married, the princess specially invited Jiang Xuening to paint on her the same makeup as when they first met, and then sat quietly in front of the makeup mirror, looking at the delicate face in the mirror, but two lines of tears flowing across her cheeks.

After Shen Zhiyi left, Jiang Xuening asked herself many times: If there was another chance, would you still draw that stroke for her when you first met?

There was no answer.

She thought she wouldn't.

But now, when Shen Zhiyi stood in front of her alive again, and she really had such an opportunity, Jiang Xuening realized that her answer was: I will.

[ guys..... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭]

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It's just that when she concentrated her eyes and looked back, she saw Shen Zhiyi's eyes staring at her at this moment, and suddenly her scalp went numb!

This look...

How can it be the same as the previous life? !

She subconsciously looked down at what she was wearing: it was indeed a woman's dress.

But why this look..?

In the blink of an eye, an unprecedented idea suddenly appeared in Jiang Xuening's mind, which made her tremble all over, and couldn't help but arouse a series of goosebumps—

Who said that in the previous life, Princess Leyang must have fallen in love with her because she disguised herself as a man?

It is not necessarily impossible for the same situation to have another explanation—

That is, seeing her dressed as a man, but with a feminine look, so she is drawn to her but the eldest princess herself may not know it!

If it is like this…

Jiang Xuening's finger, which was still clinging to the paintbrush before it could be put down, suddenly became stiff.