#the chair..

[rustedbread]

Worlsbuilsing,,,,,?

I need to work on kill the dungeon I need to work on kill the dungeon I need to work on kill the dungeon... OKAY The Dungeon in Kill The Dungeon is EVERY space which is not actively being percieved by a large group of people, people DONT know about this fact in lore so, somewhere deep in the forest where maps [maps count as people looking at something] cannot find you, you are not bound by reality anymore, you are bound by your perception of reality if you THINK really hard and believe something will happen, it will this is how magic exists too places with large amounts of people living in it are more defined, they have more cognative detail to the people living in that place, so the laws of it's local reality are FIRM, and non-malliable however in the dungeon, you determine everything this is why you nearly cannot escape the dungeon once you enter and realise you're IN it you go in looking for gold, you hope REALLY hard, you FIND IT !!! in the moments preceeding your victory, you were willing your victory into existence by will, perception, and belief but, once you have something, you stop wanting it, the gold fades you want it again, it fades, you get it again, you lose it, you get it, you lose it you do this till you lose it, or till you want to leave you search for an exit, you run and you find you either lose hope at the thought of escape, sealing you away as reality determines you correct, and makes the dungeon unable to be escaped from or, you do escape ! you get what you want ! you finalize your desire then, as you finally get what you want it fades or you actually get out ! who knows its a very low chance after all god I love KTD

[bergselise]

[rustedbread]

ahahahaha ah.beep boop

I feel like this is something that could genuinely be in the annals of chainsawman and I wouldn’t blink an eye

That. Or monument mythos, I’m pretty sure monument mythos has done this

Anyhow, thanks for the ask!! I’m. I need to try to start up the saturday magmas…

[rustedbread]

see i just forgot i cant send asks wiyh sideblogs so now my joke of my alt impersonating me in your askbox will be forever incomplete. So is life

okay. okay also consider this.. making a new email specifically for the joke I think I have done this I don't recall though... not too particularly...

[rustedbread]

youre vibes are so cool😭😭😭😭😭😭

THANK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!! My perception of myself to others has always been a priority to me, as a primary source of self validation is lead by what my peers think of me and my personality. I do believe that this stems from my developmental years bringing me alot of validation for being different, my younger self focused on my vocabulary, my charismatic charm and general flow of my personality, my voice. Sadly ! this has also resulted in my ego being surprisingly fragile, as well as aspects of my early life causing in personality defects which cause my personality to be more unstable, which makes me overcompensate in some various areas. I really like it when other people like me, however there's parts of me which want to just never be around people, which is why I believe my personality is so inconsistant, but, I like my friends, I like talking to my friends, once I snap out of my poor mindset I get to talk to my friends again and that's nice, I like that also ! being online this much, and with how much self reflection I have done, accurate or not, I recognize that self reflection doesn't gurantee an accurate perception of myself anywho, with all of that, whenever I do get the oppertunity to talk about myself, I do tend to, do that alot Also, I dont know where I got the habit from.. but I do type, alot, alot one major thing I think might be too honest with my emotions, I am a very open individual with how I think, and I believe this may freak people out due to how usually some aspects are just left unsaid or left in subtext this might also make my responses really longwinded ! and also ! really wordy ! big problem I have is talking, alot, maybe too much, like, alot also, one FINAL thing, is I have the habit to lace anything genuine I say with just like a giant image of

yo wait dude did you see that, where is that why what where is bro going

[rustedbread]

you lowkey give off will wood vibes imoo,,,,,

I'm genuinely unsure if I've been told this, and I am very complimented !! thank you !! I don't listen to him like at all but mr wood himself ive never called him that why did I call him that anywho, mr wood is very cool, I think he's so cool and my ideal self is a reflection of him, and my perception of people charismatic like him. very sadly I feel I lack that sense of eternal consistancy in my personhood, and I do wish that my mind could be less of an inconsistant flood, and to be closer compared to a calmer, more composed still inconsistant flood but alas I am the sad lonely chud loser riverbed and the mythical mr wood is the chad what am I even saying it's like 1 am what am I going on about, what I self judge alot I'm lazy, YOU do it for me, judge myself for me I can't be bothered, sigh,,,...