That bard outfit made me.. wanna... do this. Right now, however, this is the reality:
BUT THE BAAAARD OUTFIT IS SO NIIIIICE
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That bard outfit made me.. wanna... do this. Right now, however, this is the reality:
BUT THE BAAAARD OUTFIT IS SO NIIIIICE
Have you ever been so afraid of judgement
You fear yourself
Hacking every offensive part of you off
In self flagellation
Plucking left eyes
Seeking
Penitent Peace
I want so desperately
For
Nothing to be wrong
For me to
Always
be
Right…
What i thought was the environment
was….
too much to talk about.
No one picks up the phone now
Maybe that’s a good thing
To trust in faith
>
Seeking validation
In comfortable places
where Pity Parties
Tonight I’ll let this phone die
Lord will it
I’ll see something new tomorrow
Just when I think I've finally figured out what order to put the fic in, half of the second chapter ends up as long as/longer than the first chapter and rethink everything
Be proud of me I didn't just impulsively try and enrol myself in a history diploma
*gritting my teeth so fucking hard* I am NOT going to do it
my personal take on elriel vs gwynriel vs elucien is that lucien needs time to process the mess that happened to his life, elain needs time to process the mess that happened in her life, azriel needs time to process himself, and gwyn needs time to process her new life. she literally didn't leave the library for TWO years then was straight up kidnapped. i don't think any of them need to jump into anything before they work out what they want for themselves first, purely because it's not healthy. azriel has had a traumatic ass life, lost his best friend for fifty years, then got shoved into a war. elain went through the fucking cauldron and probably other stuff too that we don't know about because we haven't had her perspective. i feel like I don't even need to say anything about lucien, so let's go with one word: Beron.
i'm pro make-these-traumatized-kids-heal-first before shoving them into a romantic mess that inevitably hurts others
sorry for anyone who has messaged me lately and i’ve been bad at responding. been really on and off when it comes to tumblr due to reasons of emotional stress and might take a break for a week or so i’ll see. i’ll make a post if i do so no one feels ignored but i’ll try to push through it first. xo
we watched 1-6 of star wars and don't remember a single thing so either it was boring or our memory is just that bad but our brother is obsessed with it so
Either way totally valid