That moment when you realize your own impossible standards and refusal to give yourself forgiveness and grace is your biggest hurdle between you and God

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That moment when you realize your own impossible standards and refusal to give yourself forgiveness and grace is your biggest hurdle between you and God
From the bottom of my heart I would like to sincerely thank:
The X-Files
Music
The idea of therapy
And art
For helping me make it through the week with my sanity intact.
bonded with my psychiatrist abt our hatred of statistics and the normal distribution
Me: Haha, I wonder why I vibe with Roman so much
Also me: Has experienced neglect, can't trust anybody, everyone is out to get me, and I'm always masking.
Ah. Right.
OKAY WHO IS HIDING THE “THERAPY IS PUNK ROCK” SHIRT FROM ME? TELL ME WHERE TO BUY IT, ILL GIVE YOU MY LIFE SAVINGS.
Y'all think you're in therapy but you're not in therapy like I'M in therapy
God I love my therapist. Best in the business fr
@taylorswift @taylornation 🫶🏻
At therapy talking about submas
Me: so there’s these two train twins right, and they’re twins so you don’t separate them
Therapist: ok
Me: they got separated
Therapist: *gasp* no!
Me: and one of them got amnesia!
Therapist: oh no!
me summarizing what my therapist just explained: so basically you’re saying that if my brain isn’t super busy with something it goes automatically in depression mode? like a shark who dies if it stops swimming?
therapist: more like a shark who has an existential crisis about every aspect of its existence if it stops swimming. but yes.
me: i’m a shark.
therapist: more or less.