#this her

[vampir3x-444]

hi i like my best friend

(out anthem)

[dragontamer05]

Which Subtle Way Of Saying I Love You Are You (Kisara)

here, have a sandwich"

you like to take care of people. probably because you don't take very good care of yourself, and you know how hard life can be when you don't have someone occasionally looking over your shoulder, offering you food when you forget to eat, telling you to rest when you've overlooked how tired you really are. you want to be that person for other people. you *are* that person for other people, and you're good at it too -- but remember to think of yourself as well when you're making someone else a sandwich. please, keep being you. the world would look a lot better if there were more people like you in it.

[jueramaia]

sometimes i talk to my aunt’s parrot on the phone because she’s obsessed with me (the parrot) and i her

[automnelog]

So i had this very toxic friendship with this girl and I'm trying to rationalize by thinking that she never liked me genuinely, but was instead pitying me, or faking it. Its a long post so im going to explain everything under the cut. I know nobody will read it, but I will still have a place where I put everything together.

What i mean is that she seems to have weird preconceived notions about me? Like she once told me that she, at first, found me annoying and weird bc of my stim (I twirl a lock of hair that is on top of my head so it's really visible and sometimes I do it with both of my hands so it looks extra weird). She kept assuming that I was constantly angry and only asked me once why I was angry. She was being weirdly critical of my art, like that time when she criticized a fan art I made of her oc, based on the the description she gave me, in the most cold and rude way.

She never cared about being a good friend and didn't want to do any efforts. I once sat down in the corner of the gym and kept making eye contact with her and she never came to see me. While when she looked sad, I tried to help her and asked her if she was ok.

Once a ball nearly hited me in gym class and a was in shock. I made eye contact with her but she never came to see if I was okay. A girl from drama class that I barely knew came to see if I was alright.

She had this criticism about me not communicating enough and assuming stuff. I corrected myself and made efforts. But she had the same flaw but never worked on it.

She also kept saying or insinuating that I was possessive. So I had to never say anything about her new friends. Even when she tried to befriend my primary school bully and her friends.

For a whole week she didn't talked to me because she assumed I was angry at her bc her bf was being a dick to me. I just said that I didn't want to talk to him anymore. She used this week to befriend someone else. This wouldn't be a problem, but when restarted talking, it became a trio and both of them never talked, or looked at me during those conversations. So I made sure to look like I was not enjoying myself by doing something else or just leaving. For context, I have social anxiety and can have mutism in some social situation; this was one of them.

And she was confused as to why I would leave??? And she would do that in every conversation with a third party.

She seemed to also portray me as a manipulative, lying, possessive, angry, egoist person. She would believe those things after we stopped being friends, but I feel like she continued to believe in it even after we re became friends. I also believed bad things about her, but stopped once we were friends.

Each time I tried to explain something about my autism without saying it was autism, like saying that I wished people would come to me because it's so hard for me to approach someone, and that I felt like people didn't wanted to be my friends, she would turn it around and not understand. For this situation, she said to someone that I was "complaining that people didn't approach me" and that I was "blaming them for not having friends" which is just her twisting my words to make me look bad.

She kept lying to me that she wanted to stay my friend, but when I confronted her, she cried saying that it wasn't her fault for loosing interest in me.

It was never her fault. Never.

She was annoyed that I couldn't move on, yet was still bitching about her ex's ex.

She was a toxic person and treated me poorly so this is how I'm rationalizing this relationship.

[sm-baby]

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[chaotic-good-hawke]

Most Attractive Quality

I was tagged by the ever-talented, @mocha-writes!!! THANK YOU!

I used this quiz.

I will tag: @dickeybbqpit, @pegaeae, @jawsandbones, @ocean-in-my-rebel-soul, @occorner, @veridium-bye, @star--nymph, @free-the-mages, @tevinter-amatus, @musically-magic, @linguini17, @a-roaming-halla, and whoever else would like to (no pressure and sorry if you have already done this!). 

I will do this for my inquisitors! 

Astrid Cadash and Cat Bell

You Are Compassionate!

You are a natural nurturer who exudes ‘I will take care of you’ vibes. You may be very reserved and are very careful about who you let into your life, but once someone is a part of your inner circle, you will do anything to be there for them. This trait may not seem hot and steamy, but everyone desires someone to comfort them and listen to them.  People are able to pour out their woes—or heart—and you will surely respond to them wholeheartedly.

Sekmet Adaar And Ronan Trevelyan

You Are Loyal!

You do not like to be alone. Because of this, you make an excellent partner to others, especially for those who crave closeness at all times. You will do anything for those you love and will do anything to make a relationship work. You are often described as an artist of love. Building bridges is your lifeblood, and traditional courtship activities are your way of life: graceful words, flowers, beautiful music, greeting cards, and dining out. In short, you are often trusted by many. These are the small but powerful romantic gestures that will go a long way with you.

Hela Lavellan

You Are Intriguing!

You are known for your creativity as well as your penchant for invigorating conversation. You might not even know it, but you will always unconsciously keep others on their toes. You are quirky, frequently off in your own headspace, and often tilts your perspective simply by being. You are also an engaging conversationalist, who meets people's interests with a dazzling ability to pluck info out of the air. You are the ultimate individual who don't care for rules or precedents. You make your own fun! You are also a notable intellectual. People around you will never ever be bored with you. (Psst.. And if things have cooled off in the bedroom, You will likely be ready to spice things up.)

Fenrir Lavellan

You Are Brainy!

You are known for being perfectionist, but this is just a symptom of your incredible intelligence. You have the ability to see through others and truly understand them. You are the sexy intellect in your group of peers. You have both a keen analytical mind and an efficient, direct way with words, and can make sense of anything. You not only push yourself to be the best you can be, but you also push others toward greatness. You are someone who can see the best in everyone, even when they can't.

[nirelnotnijel]

Lucky Me🤞🏾😉